tfw I was born in the south, but my parents split at 2 years and my mother, a cuckville native, took me to grow up in cuckville, upstate NY. My father was always either stationed far away or deployed in Iraq. I was never put in sports, taught never to fight etc. My mom was poor and dated aggressive, abusive alcoholics all the time.
I was groomed and raised to fucking kill myself or shoot up a school or some shit. My friends, weed, and buying into leftist pacifist shit actually kept me sane, even though it kept me weak. I would eventually turn 17, graduate with high honors, and move in with my father, at his last station before retirement, in Hawaii.
In Hawaii, white people are a minority. I gained some perspective, but spent most of my time on-base, around soldiers my age. I learned some basic fighting skills, gained some strength, and learned I am basically a perfect 6'1 Aryan with a perfect physique, I just never had muscle mass. I had recruiters, and my dad's chain of command, up my ass for literally everything: they saw me and wanted me to enlist infantry. They saw my test scores, wanted me to enlist as an officer or computer scientist or what have you.
I also found I have a fuckton of lifelong, pent-up frustration and anger and I can funnel it into just about anything. I got a shitty job at a pizza chain (the busiest location of said chain on the planet, thanks to population concentration) and excelled at everything, moving up to management past 30-someodd Micronesian and Filipino employees in about 10 months. I resent the fact that the opportunity to grow up in the glorious dirty south, where I was born, was taken from me, and I plan to move there to settle down for sure. I never even learned to use a damn firearm... nothing but 'gunz r evl' rhetoric in new york.
>storyfag isn't even greentexting
Yeah, well, my point is take heart, because we are capable of fucking anything and that's why they have to keep us down.
