Was clean from self harm and suicide attempts for 4 months until tonight, not handling it well, whatcha gonna do...

was clean from self harm and suicide attempts for 4 months until tonight, not handling it well, whatcha gonna do. what can I do to pass time?

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Newsflash - we don't fucking care.
Stop being an attention whore and go see a doctor. Scars are for ugly fucks

wanna talk? im a gril

lol

You've got it all wrong.

It's down the street,
Not across the block.

C'mon, you might as well do something right for once in your life.


No but seriously, don't keep doing this. There's much better pastime activities, maybe gaming would suit you.

>thinking i havent seen countless doctors

i've been on so many different medications, been hospitalized 7 times this year, can never conjure up the courage to go the full extent. i just want to die, but thinking about what would happen to my family makes me want to throw up. i just lost my mother from renal cancer in february, the rest of my family has been able to deal with grief well, i on the other hand havent. not just doing this for attention, i just dont know where to turn at this point. thought maybe there are some other people in a similar situation here.

> inspired

I usually solve my problems with drugs

Yes my kik is gofuckyourself

It's funny that a homeless man grabbing me and telling me this is what made me stop.

...I actually owe a lot to that terrifying hobo.

ive been doing that more often lately, but drugs aren't cutting it. they numb me but afterwords I still have that awful feeling in my stomach that I just don't want to be here anymore.

gaming is fun, it pasts time and takes my mind off of things for awhile, but every night when I finally fall asleep I just still feel like nothing feels the same anymore.

> not sure if troll thread
> ...

Will tell a story about a girl I was interested in when I was younger that pretains to this subject if you want me to

i just haven't been myself since my mom died, she was the only person there for me through getting abused, raped, neglected, blah blah sad fuckin story. i just miss her so much, the simple thought of her makes me tremble

Stingy~...

id appreciate it, anything that might be able to lighten up my thoughts right now I'd be grateful for

Post more.

I'm low on fap material.

masturbation always helps me

not a troll thread, just desperate for help. doctors aren't doing it anymore

You lose more blood when you go to the Red Cross, gonna have to try harder than that OP

gotta clean up

wasn't trying to kill myself, just feel like shit. i know I'm pathetic

Ok it wasnt very light but I will tell you another story

still this could become a kink thread

shave them hairy ass arms

bipolar depressed fag here, i too want to kill myself but if if you want to do it. i dont understand why you cut yourself because you know its not going to kill you it just makes your life even more shitty because you lose circulation in your arm. read a book or someshit.

have you tried tattoos? sometimes people permanently stop cutting after getting tattoos. find a good artist, commemorate your mom with a meaningfull tatt (don't get a face pic, they always look bad) and stop cutting. you won't want to cut over inked skin and it's a very effective solution for a lot of cutters. look into it.

how about this op you take a shit on the floor take pictures of it the take pics smearing it on your cuts pusspuss and tits.

Just kill yourself, no one cares lol. Stream it

What the fuck is that?!? Ive gotten worse cust playing with my cat you fucking pussy. Youre a fucking worthless bitch and youll always be a useless bitch. Stop looking for help on Sup Forums and kys you fucking faggot bitch attention whore

Will start with something I have been reading in a bit, it is a modern english translation of Miller's Tale by Chaucer

i just got a tattoo for my mom on my right forearm, it's helped a lot and I've cut down self harming in that area, I think I might invest in more in the future

maybe you do this with out killing yourself but just stream scat porn of yourself

Down the road not across the street. Go to bed you have school tomorrow

tits or gtfo

"Medication(s)" will never remove negative thoughts from your mind. You just need love in your life.

Not the endless negativity splurging from existence.

The only way to help you is by loving you, and I doubt you'd want my efforts after this website of fog ruins the opportunity of happiness.

>shrug

Hey, user. I love you, alright? The fuck did you write on your arm though?

Just kill yourself already you worthless puss filled buboe on the ass of humanity. We don't care.

Would u watch?

glad that someone has good intentions. it means a lot user, as much as it can from someone ill most likely never say another word to. but thank you, your words help

samefag

You could try taking some fucking antipsychotics you dumb knuckleheaded fucking cumswallowing retard.
Like honestly if you've seen so many doctors and been hospitalized why are you not already abusing benzos and taking Seroquel to knock your ass out when you have a serious episode?

Grow the fuck up bro lots of us are just as bad as you just not stupid enough to cut ourselves. We take drugs instead. It's a lot more fucking fun.

And stop lying to your doctors faggot.

didn't write anything, just how the blood dried. but thanks user, the gif helped a bit to calm down. I'm not shaking as bad

im on 800mg of seroquel daily, and fuck abusing benzos, shit only makes me feel worse. i don't lie to my doctors, they just all give me the "grief is normal, what would your mom want you to do?" speech.

Yeah, nah, you're just a cunt.
>inb4 inspect element

ay and watch some FILTHYFRANK

that nigga will have you dying.

watch the one where he eats raw squid. lmao

> I'll just make sure you had the option of keeping contact with someone positive like myself.

3213204044

> lurking

Play ukelele. I struggle as well with that kind of things, but there's nothing alcohol, weed and an ukelele can't t fix. It's an easy instrument to play and sounds alegre as fuck

> feel free to pester me :p

>was clean from self harm and suicide attempts for 4 months until tonight, not handling it well, whatcha gonna do. what can I do to pass time?

I don't get the kinds of you at all. People have tried to kill me multiple times but failed. I have also been in few accidents and survived against the odds for few times now. Only lost few bodyparts that I can live without so no biggie but that's about it.

Motherfucker! I want to live and then there is you who does not, why does this shit not happen to you instead, because you would welcome it.

I also never understood the consept of "suicide attempt". Shit nigga you must suck at everything huh? Can't even do it right after few attempts...

Would say good luck for the next attempt but knowing you will just fuck it up again, there is no point. Just go join the army and get yourself shot or something.

Jerk off & cover your fresh cuts in fresh cum.

You know you want to, user.

You know we want you to.

Whip it out and do it...

A while ago there dwelt at Oxford a rich churl fellow, who took guests as boarders. He was a carpenter by trade. With him dwelt a poor scholar who had studied the liberal arts, but all his delight was turned to learning astrology. He knew how to work out certain problems; for instance, if men asked him at certain celestial hours when there should be drought or rain, or what should happen in any matter; I cannot count every one. 3198
This clerk was named gentle Nicholas. He was well skilled in secret love and consolation; and he was also sly and secretive about it; and as meek as a maiden to look upon. He had a chamber to himself in that lodging-house, without any company, and handsomely decked with sweet herbs; and he himself was as sweet as the root of licorice or any setwall. His Almagest, and other books great and small, his astrolabe, which he used in his art, and his counting-stones for calculating, all lay neatly by themselves on shelves at the head of his bed. 3211

do you have a kik user? if so, feel free to message me
user: melancholichills

His clothes-press was covered with a red woolen cloth, and above it was set a pleasant psaltery, on which he made melody at night so sweetly that the entire chamber was full of it. He would sing the hymn Angelus ad Virginem, and after that the King's Note. Often was his merry throat blessed. And so this sweet clerk passed his time by help of what income he had and his friends provided. 3220
This carpenter had newly wedded a wife, eighteen years of age, whom he loved more than his own soul. He was jealous, and held her closely caged, for she was young, and he was much older and judged himself likely to be made a cuckold. 3226

How do I find such pieces of shit like yourself OP?

I'm looking to use and abuse them.

Must be cutters, people who feel so fucked up, that they have no morals, and will let me do naughty naughty things to them...

Tell me op,

You like... muscles?

What brand of grill are you. I could use something to cook up some burgers.

>sigh~

But, I'm ugly~. I don't even know what kik is. ( -,-)

its a messaging program, and looks don't matter. im looking for someone to have an honest conversation with
I don't judge

how do you think I lost my virginity? i fucked a girl I met in one of my hospitalizations. desperate girls with no self esteem are the only people who would ever acknowledge me

Looking for support on B? Most people are going to encourage you to kill yourself. Get help dude. Live is worth living if you make it worth living.

ive gotten some help on here, if you just don't feed attention to cunts then they get bored and fuck off. there are people who genuinely look to help people, that's all i came here to look for

Hmm~... I'll try not worrying about my appearance if it ever becomes a focus.

Hell hit me up too user lmao
Leocet2000

yes i would watch

Agreed
youtu.be/OZaR_4us6Ec

Yeah? I've been hospitalized too, when I briefly went through a cutting stage, it was actually the medicine putting me into psychosis.

I'm glad you lost your virginity, I'm sad you had to go to a psych ward.

Not really, we don't actually care about each other at all, but I can understand where you are coming from.

Fuck a fatty, with your fatty. GJ user.

fox099 my guy
about to watch a movie but we'll chat later

I love you, user, no matter what kind of faggot you are. I used to cut not too long ago but I believe I kicked it for good.

Have you looked into yoga/transcendental meditation?

> ["love_embes"]

>It's down the street, not across the block

You're helping MAGA user, what is there to be upset about?

YOU'RE NOT A RETARD DON'T DO RETARDED SHIT

Post scat porn OP

You weren't patient enough to wait for the attention at your middle school tomorrow so you posted here first, right?

Dude...
I surelly don't know you well enough to say anything, but boy oh boy here I go...
I had some unhealthy toughs myself.
What helped me was to focus on things like work, study and stuff, it occupies your mind long enough so you calm yourself.
Once calm you will surelly find/have what is missing in your life and what drove you to this will be just past.
That's what happened to me, hope the same does to you

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>maybe cutting myself will help
fucking idiot

Dubs says pour bleach on the cuts

That’s not even deep you fucking wannabe
Learn to cut properly or just jump into harambes cage you queer

just save enough cash to buy a shovel and pay me a ticket there and back, i can help