Let me tell you a story that has been on my mind for quite a while now

Let me tell you a story that has been on my mind for quite a while now...

>beginning of september
>working graveyard shifts, no friends or anyone to talk to at night
>start a profile on okcupid
>hopelessly message dozens of girls, getting no replies
>receive a 'like' from an interesting, but cute girl
>check her profile, and she is your typical gothic type - loves death metal, horror movies etc.
>start chatting about shared interests, having a much more decent conversation than most online dating encounters
>she messages as if she is writing an english paper, using very advanced vocabulary and accurate grammar. I find it entertaining, so I play along with it
>chat for a few nights, going all the way until morning a few times
>both agree that we enjoy each others company enough, and decide to meet up one night at 3 AM
>drive about half an hour to her town, and meet her at a park
>it is clear we are both much more shy in person
>awkwardly talk for about 2 hours, until we get really cold, and I take her home
>she tells me I am welcome to come inside
>I figure, sure, maybe I'll get a kiss tonight...
>we sit on her bed, awkwardly chatting for nearly another hour
>she is not making any signs of flirting, but I eventually go in for a kiss
>the second I kiss her, all barriers are dropped, and we start making out hard
>keep testing the waters, pushing it further and further
>after 3 hours of passion, we finish off having sex (I was a virgin before this)
>head home on a good note, feeling great, and starting to gain some real feelings for her

cont.

>next day, I send her a facebook friend request, and text her, asking if she wants to go out again in a few days
>no respone. this is the first time she has ignored me
>try again a few days later, still no response. also notice she declined my friend request
>start to wonder whats going on, ask her if we can talk
>one week after the incident, she finally sends this
>"I'm really sorry man, I am just going through an odd time, and it was an impulsive act on my part. Nothing against you"
>don't really know what to make of this
>try a few more times over the next week to reach out to her, only to be ignored
>out of nowhere, she invites me out to coffee at 3 AM
>meet up, and she is just as awesome as ever. we talk together for hours, as if nothing ever happened
>the way I see it, things are all better now
>after this, its a repeat of before. I message her here and there, and she is unresponsive
>few weeks later, she messages me saying
>"I'd appreciate if you'd leave me alone. I'm going through an extremely stressful time in my life and I need to work through the arduous task of realignment by myself"
>I agree to give her space
>notice she is still geting online on okcupid regularly
>so she will talk to strangers, but not to me?

cont.

>I miss talking to her
>cant go back to small talk with a bunch of shallow girls on there
>decide to create a second profile, using a couple pics from a friend, and a pretty basic profile overview
>I know what she is attracted to, so I was able to make it similar to my own profile (friend is about as attractive as I am)
>begin to message her as this fake person
>she doesnt suspect anything, and we quickly bond into deeper conversation
>of course I have to ask some of the same questions I already know the answer to, as to make it seem more natural
>she talks about her fascination with sociopaths and serial killers
>lets see how she feels about being in contact with a sociopath first hand...
>we open up to each other, and learn a lot about each other
>talk every night for a while
>she mentions that I am the only person she has any meaningful conversation with, and she looks forward to our late night chats
>eventually reach the point where she says she is interested in meeting me
>tell her I have had bad experiences in the past, where I tend to lose contact with people after meeting up, and I don't want to risk the good thing we've got going
>she is fine with that, and will wait until I am comfortable meeting up with her
>tell her that I have one big secret she needs to know before meeting up with me, but if she chooses to hear it, she might never want to talk to me again
>this only makes her even more interested and curious
>I drag it along, and say I will share it this thursday
>for days, she is going crazy wanting to know this big secret about me, even though I warn her that it will not end well

cont.

>keep taunting her with little hints, she finally catches on
>"who are you really? your profile picture is a sham."
>I respond, telling her it's true that I am not the person in the picture
>"is this user?"
>"surprise!"
>"You are a completely different level of fucking psychotic"
>we talk for about one more hour
>I apologize, tell her I had only the best intentions, and I just wanted to enjoy her company
>she tells me about how she struggles from schizoaffective bipolar disorder and spent some time in mental health facilities last year
>we both throw everything out on the table, and say everything that is on our minds, actually wasn't a bad conversation overall
>she was basically using me in the first place because she was lonely, but she had feelings for someone else, which is why she didn't want to talk to me after that
>being bipolar made her really enjoy my company sometimes, but avoid it most of the time
>agree that we both have lots of issues, but she is not interested to continue talking any more
>I finish by saying it was nice knowing her, and I wished things could have been better.
>the last thing she says to me
>"I do desire we become better strangers"
>delete both my profiles

I tried to get in contact with her later to figure out if she was just using me, but I figured out that she blocked me on everything.

She'll come back around... right?

fuck her user.
talk to her chicks

>She'll come back around... right?

Don't count on it. You played your hand too many times and have shown yourself to be of less value than her. You should learn your lesson in this, don't chase women like this. However, if there is any hope, it's in not speaking to her and waiting, on the off chance, that she will come to you.

That said you both seem to have mental health issues, and you are better for not having to deal with hers. You need to take care of yourself and you need to forget about her. Just move on.

Ahh this level of psycho, I used to be like this. I had gone full crazy a handfull of times. It was a great high. I tried it on my wife but she is superb at hiding her secrets :)

Sometimes I'd even get others to chase me. They wud beg and plead for my affection. Then they would barter, saying that they would pay any amount. I loved every moment but eventually I grew up and kept to myself.

got any successful stalking stories?

The point I'm trying lazily to get at is sometimes we need to release our demons. Go have fun OP. There's plenty of great women out there.

Do I ever lol. One time I met a girl on meet me, she was really boring BUT, her friend was beautiful and funny so I followed her home and even snuck in her house. I laid by her bedside till 4 in the morning then took off. Lol her skin smelt delicious. I may have gnawed a bit at her. Never saw her again tho.

dumb frogposter

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I dont know why, but I seem to have an easier time talking to girls when I am catfishing. its like I am more interesting to talk to when they don't know who I really am.

To be fair though, in this case, I already knew a lot about her, so I cheated a little bit in relating to her.

Just ride out your demons. Don't hurt anyone and you will be OK one day. Back to normal. Lol I hear u. I catfish my wife once a year just to put her down when Jack the selfmade business man decided not to meet her and marry her. Its fucking sweet revenge lol. She thinks she can just tame me and screw other guys but I get her back lol. I still fuck 18 year olds too. She knows bout them too lol. Wtf is wrong with humanity? Maybe nothing lol

LOL LOL LOL LOL

I remember when I was 15, LOL

I fit in, right guys?? LOL

sounds like a fun relationship...

I dated a bipolar stripper who wore wigs because she pulled her hair out in bunches when the mood hit her. She liked calm walks by the moonlight, doing her own piercings and getting tattoos over her old tattoos.

you have no fucking idea how lucky you are to be away from that freak show.

Wat do u get out of this post? I wrote wat I did cuz I get off on this. Don't stop me from Cummings to my own poison just cuz you don't understand it.

It has its ups and downs. Hell for all you know I'm lying. Going off on a bender of fictitious stalker porn. But who knows? Lol

bump for more stories.

Maybe later. Was on chat with someone who just took me to Nirvana lol.

>she talks about her fascination with sociopaths and serial killers
>she tells me about how she struggles from schizoaffective bipolar disorder and spent some time in mental health facilities last year

do crazies go well together? if not, who does go well with one?

K I'm ready. Lol. Let's call her Derrin. Derrin used to date my brother but I'd always talk with her as a friend. She knew instantly why I was so keen on being close to her. Well when they broke up I'd visit her apt often. She was never home but I just liked being around the place. One day I run into her again at the mall. On purpose of course. She goes on about her troubles then we part ways. But I get to her house first. I come onto her and she is freaked out but she walks up the stairs and I follow her. I stop her on her doorstep. She pulls me forward and kisses me saying lots of stuff bout how we should have done this years ago blah blah blah. I fuckef her right there. Man she was real skinny too. She still writes me sometimes. Lel a far better success story but somehow not as enticing.

Desperate goes good with crazy. Not much else lol

did you hook up more than once?

Yep. She's living just the next town over. One thing I liked to do when Darrin and my brother got back together was when he left the room I'd make her my fuck toy again. I'd stick my hand down her throat or I'd yank off her underwear and keep it till the next day. Degrading stuff is wat she's into. She's getting married soon but she will never let me go.