Okay Sup Forums, it's 2 in the morning and I'm drunk. Here it goes

Okay Sup Forums, it's 2 in the morning and I'm drunk. Here it goes.

>be me
>2 years ago, college
>no friends, not even in high school
>diagnosed with depression
>see a female therapist, let's call her Alice
>Alice is 8/10, 32 yrs old
>the only person I truly open up to is Alice
>see Alice for a few months, doesn't like prescribing medication
>she prefers holistic methods or some shit
>anyway, hit it off really well with her
>start talking to her as a friend, casually message her once every few days
>she tells me she's a single mother
>her previous bf left her, she has a 5 year old daughter
>feelsbadman.jpg
>she tells me to make sure I don't make any mistakes like her, and to study hard
>get really encouraged, makes my life a whole lot better
>study really hard to pass my exams, (I kept skipping classes previously)
>I fail one my college exams, have to repeat the year
>really fucking depressed
>call Alice
>she tells me it's all going to be alright
>I ask if I can see her
>she tells me to come over
>I arrive at her office
>I lie on the couch and break down
Part 1/4

might be pasta but i wanna hear

Im listening

Do it

goddamnit op

MORE MOAR pls
dude moar

zodinliana

hahahahaha
>doesn't prescribe any medication
please tell me your not paying for that shit.
Go on the street and get yourself some xanny like a real man

OP must have hung himself from how sad his story was

we're waiting op you faggot

>tell her how much of a fucking failure I am
>she puts her hand around my shoulder
>"user kun, you're not worthless. You don't know how much people truly love you"
>she kisses me
>fuck
>nearly beta out
>doesn't
>slowly caress her body all over
>fuck like rabbits in her office for a good hour
>make sure to use a condom though
>I take the bus back home
>I feel a lot better
>redo the entire year of college
>one day I get a call from Alice
>usually it's me who always texts Alice, she never calls me
>pick up
>Alice asks me to come over to her office again
>she's been crying
>get over there asap
>she tells me she was diagnosed with breast cancer
>shit.jpg
>apparently it's too late to do anything, she's starting chemo this week
>she said she could feel a lump in her breast or some shit, and said she got it checked out by the doctors
>Stage three cancer
>we both break down
>she tells me that she loves me
>I tell her that I love her too
>I don't want her to leave
>fast forward five months
>chemo isn't working
>she looks like she's walked through hell itself
>doctors say she needs surgery, and even then they don't know
>sounds like stage 4 cancer to me
>she coughs all the time
>she's so weak
>I celebrate her daughter's 7th birthday party with her
>she's grown accustomed to me now
>she thinks I'm her uncle
>Two months later, Alice dies
>fucking mental breakdown
>drop out of college
>work with some shitty blue collar job
>her daughter is the only memory I have left of her.
>I don't know what to do anymore.

pls, tell us how a professional mature therapist fucks you, a pathetic emo wreck of a manlet

Can't wait for the next part !

>doesn't steal the prescription pad

bump

Go onnn

go on
op

>desperately want to die
>I decide I'm going to hang myself
>tie the noose
>get up onto the flimsy stool
>alice's daughter walks into the living room
>"user kun, what are you doing?"
>see her face
>cry
>I can't fucking do this
>get down from the stool
>"I was just looking at the ceiling, there's nothing to be worried about"
>she smiles and hugs me
>"careful not to hurt yourself user kun"
>she goes back into her room
>I silently sob the entire night
>I'm sure she knew I was trying to kill myself
>wake up the next morning
>I want to make the world a better place for Alice's daughter, even if she's not biologically my own
>get a shitty blue collar job
> $20 an hour for gruelling backbreaking work
>move out of shitty apartment
>move into a better one, in a cleaner neighbourhood
>send her to school
>drop out of college, that shit drains me
>fast forward to today
>my daughter still calls me uncle, but I'm okay with it
>I asked for Alice's ashes, as her family lives overseas or some shit and didn't bother to visit her
>throw her ashes into the ocean
>cry one last time
And that's my story Sup Forums, it's not the grandest tale, but it's mine and I just wanted to share it with anyone still bothering to read this. Thanks Sup Forums

I don't believe you, but touching story anyway

user-kun that was touching ty

Dat Pasta

why didnt the girl go live with the dad?

Your therapist was an idiot for getting unprofessionally close to a patient (by the way it doesn't seem like she resolved any of your issues) and you are a faggot and a cuck for raising another man's offspring instead of findign happiness by having a family of your own

Also hanging is a fucking stupid way to commit suicide, you are very likely to not be able to break your neck, slowly soffucate until someone brings you down, then you are stuck still alive, with brain damage and on suicide watch

Next time eat a handgun

>says part 1/4 first
>posts 3 parts in total
>depressed teen fucks therapist
>adopts daughter of dead therapist with no money no job no future
I call bs

She was an idiot for getting chemotherapy

Chemo sounds pretty good to me

Well what do you do for unoperable breast cancer then, ask for an amen and a like on facebook?

end it you fucking cum gorbler

Sayonara zetsubou sensei?

nice story.

I had a friend who was depressed with shit parents. He was 22 yrs old.
He met a 35 yrs old social worker and they became a couple. Later she fucked a other guy with money and my friend killed himself.

Rip

nice

>be me

pls stop

she should have removed that breast if cancer was only in breast

>blue collar jobs are shitty

you are fucking retarded
kill yourself??, thats not what alice would want you to do you tard

if cancer has not spread deeper remove.the.breast

Yeah well, I suppose "too late to do anything" meant it had already metastasized everywhere, as unchecked ancer tends to do

Reading about it, I found out that when a cancer metastasizes, the abnormal growth are still of the original cell type
So it's like your girlfriend had breasts growing all over inside her
I don't know, I think you should have felt pretty lucky, though I suppose it could be a pain if she had more boobs than you had hands for

Kys

nice dubs but how the hell did YOU get custody of her child?

kek

Ignore the others.

Good Luck to you and your daughter, OP.