>be me >be 36yo >dropped out of high school at age 17 >smoked weed since age 11 >never went to college >never had a job >been smoking weed for a record nonstop streak for the last three years >two months ago my mother dies >life insurance policy kicks in and i get $200,000 >blow most of it on patrying and weed >bought a 2lb bag of weed 2 weeks ago >ran dry of money 1 week ago >yesterday our house gets broken into >2lb bag of weed is gone >call my friends >they wont spot me a light even though I threw them all thses parties and shit fucking scumbags >all alone >no money >no weed.
I reckon you deserve to have no weed or money. Consider it penance for your sins. Trust me, Sup Forums is the new place to find moral clarity.
Carter Myers
>be 36 yo >be retarded >inherit large sum of money >blow it all on stupid bullshit >not having the foresight to save money in case your weed runs dry >complain on an internet forum I hope your streak of smoking weed fizzles out, faggot.
Landon Diaz
I think its time to stop
Xavier Butler
consider kill yourself, if I had that money, It would be invested and I would continue working my job and knowing I'm gonna live a comfy life. Maybe finance a really nice car like a Lexus.
Juan Martinez
Stop smoking. I smoked for years and quit about six months ago. Best decision I could have made. Got my shit together. Cleared my head. I leave for basic on Monday. Get some discipline in your life user you won't regret it. It's never too late.
Brody Brown
>where do i get weed, Sup Forums? my fucking sides
Nathan Martin
Have fun fighting for our policies, shithead
Jacob Reyes
You dont fight for US policies, you engage and destroy enemies of the US in close combat.
Ryder Scott
> killing sand niggers
sign me up
Daniel Rivera
>they wont spot me a light even though I threw them all thses parties and shit fucking scumbags
Here's your problem right here. You do things "for other people" with money you didn't earn yourself, then act depressed when they don't reciprocate.
Grow the fuck up and take care of yourself FIRST. As in get a job, pay your bills, stop worrying about throwing parties and handing out free stuff.
And none of this "I can't get a job". There are plenty of jobs out there. Start at the bottom and WORK and get yourself somewhere.
Christian Murphy
I don't care what I'm fighting for I just want to fight
I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills
I always maintain my arms, my equipment, and myself
I am an expert and I am a professional
Jaxson Ramirez
Have fun living in your mom's basement you wonderful human being, you.
Brody Young
>It would be invested > Maybe finance a really nice car like a Lexus.
Wow, you don't know shit one about how to manage your money.
Nolan Peterson
you're 36 and never had a job? blew thru $200,000? you deserve what you get
John Thompson
>basic you're basic
Zachary Flores
Already make more than enough money to pay all bills and can easily afford a nice Lexus atm, suddenly get 200K, invest and go ahead on the nice car. I actually have an educayshun.
Juan Cox
Sure.
Adrian Phillips
Maybe I am. But I'm getting out of my meth ridden hometown and away from a shitty plumbing job I hated. To each their own.
Joseph Clark
sure you do
William Ward
join the army
Benjamin Allen
and you don't feel like there's better ways of doing that than signing your life over to the government?
Daniel Foster
yea 2 year technical degree , make 30/hr out of college on a job I sleep 6 hours a day at. Easy money champ
I dont need to waste any money on a useless bachelor degree.
Hudson Robinson
in jail go, break the law, get v& and keep living like a leech
Jeremiah Hill
>36yo never had a job
start sucking dick, or just kys.
Aiden Clark
Kill yourself you fucking irresponsible waste of oxygen
Caleb Wright
You're fucking dumb
Blake Green
>i will always maintain my arms, my equipment, and myself >will Drill sergeants will recycle you on little mistakes like that
Jayden Moore
Well, color me impressed.
Jose Baker
Maybe there are. But I don't mind signing myself over to the government. I want to fight. And I want to be a soldier. I don't care what I'm fighting for necessarily so the whole "You're fighting for corporate interests" thing doesn't bother me. I dropped out of highschool because I was a shithead despite getting good grades. I dug up septic tanks for a living and felt like I was being crushed by failure and lack of opportunity. I scored Highly on my ASVAB. Plan is to stick it out until I qualify for Special Forces selection then keep trying 'till I make it.
Bentley Allen
im 19. my mom died when i was 14. all i do is smoke weed and when i don't have weed i get drunk as fuck. so just get drunk untill you can get weed i guess
Benjamin Price
why do you feel the need to talk about not getting a bachelor degree all of the sudden?
Asher Wright
> Highly on my ASVAB
then why not go for a more technical MOS
Landon Sullivan
why do you want to fight
Gabriel Johnson
Your mother is so proud of you
Blake Bennett
me too, cept im 20, and my mum isn't dead
Gavin Adams
Sure. I'll be sure not to make that mistake once I'm gone. I memorized it weeks ago. I'll brush up before I leave.
Landon Phillips
Holy fuck what a way to start 2017....go leak your sister or ex gf today lol - snap leak .cf
Jack Lopez
someone DOS that site already plox
Connor Anderson
must be nice m8
Brayden Carter
yup
Jason Phillips
Atleast you're still young, you need to get a grip tho mate
Elijah Phillips
she raised me for the first 14 years so she better be
Alexander Scott
Everybody's gonna talk down to Op, I'm just gonna give him some advice, stop smoking weed, finish highschool, and get a job.
Parker Morgan
They don't interest me. I can always switch over later on but I don't see myself doing it. I want to be an infantryman. And one day if I get my chance I want to be in Special forces. I scored an 82. 117 gt score etc etc.
As to why I want to fight it's not something I can't really explain. It's just something I feel. Hard to quantify. It's always been there. I grew up fighting. Whether it was boxing matches or street fights it's been a constant. I know it definitely isn't the same as combat. But I want to test myself and see what I'm made of. Maybe I'll get my chance. Maybe not. Who knows. Life has a funny way of not always going the way you want it to you know?
Jaxon Peterson
it's okay, got about 2g of sour diesel left, so the rest of the night should be fine
Dylan Butler
so, you wanna fight because you enjoy fighting?
Connor Torres
>weed isn't addictive though
Cameron Howard
it really isn't, but being sedentary as opposed to being active IS.
Aaron Kelly
Sure if you want to make it that simple. It's just something that's been in me my whole life. I grew up listening to my cousin tell stories about his exploits in the 75th Ranger Regiment and later as a Special Forces weapons sergeant. I want to go down the same path and test myself along the way. Like I said I want to see what I'm made of if I get the chance too. Why'd you ask in the first place?
Carter Price
>be 36yo >never had job Kys before u go on welfare u waste of space
Charles Perry
Obviously OP is addicted to it.
Cameron Allen
>I leave for basic God I love how people think going to the military makes them think they're "getting their shit together." Good luck patrolling third world countries for the Presidential Cheeto while I'm fucking your wife/girlfriend/boyfriend.
Logan Rivera
is bruh
Jose Young
I think what OP is *actually* addicted to is having no responsibility. The weed is just part of, and a convenient excuse to continue the behavior.
Aaron Evans
I'm anti-military so just thought I'd take the opportunity to try and understand the viewpoint of someone with an opposing stance
Nathaniel Bailey
kinda curious was ur plan was, was it to flip the weed for profit, also max it should have ran you is 9g's for that amount i mean the whole fuckin point of buying bulk is that u save fucking money.
Evan Diaz
>while I'm fucking your wife/girlfriend/boyfriend.
Jody confirmed
Mason Mitchell
>be 36yo >never had a job Problem spotted.
Oliver Wood
Never said it was getting my shit together. I want to patrol third world countries. I don't care who you fuck. Be as spiteful as you'd like It doesn't bother me none brother.
Jeremiah Miller
This.
They'll come back even more fucked up.
If you need the structure of the military to keep you from ruining your own life, you're only going to fuck it up more as soon as you return to civilian life.
Ethan Murphy
I think it's the weed.
>mom dies >sweet, money to buy weed >house is robbed and weed is stolen >shit, I need more weed
Hunter Bennett
>all alone >no money >no weed. i get you solution to be famous and glorius as fuck
Charles Wood
Grow up, you fucking scrotum
Ryder Barnes
I think it's the behavior.
>mom dies >sweet, money to buy weed
Charles Foster
Sure. I get it you're all anti military industrial complex and corporate interests and shit. I'm not your typical "fightin' fo' your freedom" type character though so you probably won't get much insight into the opposing side of your argument lol. I just want to fight period. If I wasn't joining the US Army I'd be joining the French Foreign Legion or some shit. Means to an end.
Brody Jones
Well, he also said he started smoking at 11.
That's more than enough time to become both dependent and addicted to weed.
Owen Ortiz
Somebody once told me the world was gonna roll me I aint the sharpest tool in the shed
Colton Sanchez
ya to start smoking at 11 is both really young and would have a pretty decent detriment on his long term brain development (which would explain a few things). Every normal issue with weed would be completely exacerbated/compounded because the brain has grown around it from an early age. If he waited at least until he was 18+ it would be a different story/he wouldn't be so dependent or fucked up. I'm sure if he went cold turkey for a couple months he would feel better though.
Charles Anderson
So what you're saying is that if the weed went away he would magically be OK?
What I'm saying is that weed or no weed, there are behavioral problems here that are the root of the issue. How many people out there started smoking weed at a young age but are normal functioning members of society? Plenty.
Caleb Morgan
It's 4chin mate. You're gonna get nothing but spite
Carter Jenkins
I realize that. Sometimes it's best to disarm someone with indifference rather than sperg out on them with counterspite.
Tyler Bennett
At 36 OPs too old too enlist for most branches of the military...
Everyone would rather help OP fix his life than try to get him more weed.
Everyone on this board is completely fucking horrible and their behavior is abhorrent.
Christian Ortiz
I know. I wasn't implying he should. Merely sharing where I'm at. He can find discipline without the military.
How about you just go rob your stupid fucking friends then. Nobody wants to help someone who won't help themselves.
Grayson Lopez
Anyone who has smoked weed that long should be able to function normally while high. I still posit the main problem here is lack of personal responsibility.
OP can go ahead and continue to smoke weed, but has to get off his ass and provide for himself. Instead he complains about friends not hooking him up after he blew a load of cash throwing parties and other dumb shit.
"I'm addicted to weed" doesn't absolve you of personal responsibility.
Eli Diaz
I'm sure he knows it doesn't absolve him of personal responsibility, he just doesn't care, and is more worried about getting more weed than turning his life around. That's the definition of an addiction. His behavioral issues are more than likely caused by his dependency on weed.
Leo Diaz
you don't need weed op, you need to get sober and find yourself. go to hawaii or some shit. you need a big change.
Jaxson Wilson
you can always an hero, OP. would be best! If I was this dumb and wreckless, I'd jump off anything I could still climb.
Evan Butler
You should have put a down payment on a house and grew your own weed
Samuel Sanchez
Withdrawal from weed is almost entirely psychological. Coupled with never having taken care of himself, it's a package deal.
It's not having smoked weed that got him into, or is keeping him in, this behavior pattern. It's the behavior pattern.
Stopping smoking weed is easy. There's not really physical dependency withdrawal like there is with other drugs. Keeping yourself from sitting around smoking it again while doing nothing because you have no responsibility - now that's difficult.
Julian Campbell
who the fuck spends 200k in partying and weed seriously
Nicholas Edwards
my only advice for you
Robert Nguyen
if all of that really happened you are a fucking moron and deserve to be broke. how the fuck do you blow 200,000 in 2 months? you could have had your life together and still have been able to smoke. you're an idiot
Jonathan Brown
Someone with no sense of personal responsibility.
Sebastian Mitchell
IT shouldn't have been more than 6 grand tops. He should have bought a home and grew his own weed.
Robert Scott
there's going to be withdrawal symptoms if you're coming off any addiction, whether it's a physiological or psychological one. even if a pain is only psychosomatic, it still hurts.
Kayden Nguyen
most of ops pain would be the physical lifting of ass off couch
Lincoln Wood
how the fuck did OP spend 200,000 in 2 months?
Ayden Parker
There are plenty of physical withdrawal symptoms of marijuana. Especially since OP has been smoking for so long. There's things like insomnia and stomach aches, depression, mood swings, anxiety, decreased or increased sex drive, and loss of concentration.
Weed is almost certainly what got him into this problem.
Lincoln Ramirez
Of course. But citing long-term weed smoking addiction as the primary reason one can't take care of themselves is only exacerbating the issue. Even if OP stops smoking weed completely, he has to get out of "I bought all my friends stuff and they're not reciprocating" kind of behavior. Removing weed would absolutely help, but isn't going to fix his problem. I would go as far as to say he could continue to smoke weed as long as he got off his ass and started taking some personal responsibility for taking care of himself.
Then again, maybe he's just fucked. It's all up to OP to make the decision here.
Cooper Roberts
Sounds like OP is already experiencing almost all of those WITH weed.
Ian Powell
>implying you're a self-made, decent human being browsing Sup Forums
Kill yourself faggot. If shit ever hit the fan you'd be the guy to try and avoid a draft, fail, and get killed on your first combat patrol. After shitting your pants and crying, obviously.
I'm b4 hurrr durrrr I'm too woke to fight someone else's war
David Lewis
>36 years old
You're better of killing yourself you useless piece of shit.
Isaac Nelson
Fuckin' a bro. Army doesn't need queers like him anyway. Nor do the Marines. Even the Chair forks are better off without him.
David Mitchell
Look man, there's plenty of dipshits who are in the service. But I refuse to listen to some half wit fuckface who thinks the military is some sort of degenerate job. It's not always glorifying, but takes a lot more balls to do than someone who never leaves their comfort zone. That dudes parents definitely paid for his college.