What is life?

What is life?
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I'm here, dumping and drinking. Anyone need advice i'll do my best to help out here.

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I'm not sad, I just miss her

>her?
What's her name user?

Mine was Emily

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I probably failed my psych test today for the job I've been working hard for years to get, feels bad...

c8e lol

Club Penguin is down

Anyone want to hear my breakup story happened about 3 weeks ago, still haven't felt better need support

I drank a lot more after we split.
She hated when I drank, so I drank to spite her. Thats what it all seemed like. We did stuff to spite each other, her grandpa died of lung cancer and she hated when I smoked, so I smoked more. I drank and I smoke to piss her off. Then after she didn't see me i kept at it to kill myself slowly. Then I realized the stupidity of that. I cut smoking and I drink often enough to keep a strong tolerance. I miss her. I still really do. Cute girl. Crazy head.

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Probably failed? so theres a chance you passed? Keep your head up man. Even if they do fire you it won't end your life you'll just be on the hunt and eventually you'll find a place. Hopefully it won't get too bad man

Pre-type green text it man. I'll be here.

agreed. Post youtube sad songs

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Whats better than having a girlfriend?
I doubt ill ever get one so might as well move on to the next big thing.

sweet story

Optimal position is probably apathy

sad green texts?

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What is life? I dont know.

Living your life however you want. You can also do that if you have a girlfriend too, as long as she isn't fucking crazy.

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Gonna sound like a basic but it's the journey. It's really about seeing what happens. Seeing goals and idolizing it sucks, you'll never be happy. Just enjoy what you get and enjoy your time getting to the end. It'll end eventually no need to end it early, shits only getting started.

Apathy, im kinda good at that. Start feeling bad when i see other people though. Happy people to be specific.

gave me a good kek

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Don't pay attention to them, smoke, drink, fuck random sluts that'll let you put your dick in them. Whore around. oddly enough some girl will find you and make it her quest to tame you, if you want to settle go for it, the end of that outs you back here with us.

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I have love for each and every one of you.

I was listening to some psychologist and he saif to be happy, one must have a goal. Positive emotions flow everytime you get close to that goal. I liked it. It was basic and general. I dont know what my goal is yet though, or im just bad at them. Maybe ill find one soon and you guys too.

I dont even know why im sad

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Life is a possibility that happened within the laws of physics, space and time. Don't search for stupid meanings of tumblr posts, enjoy it the way you like it: fucking girls, eating food, playing vidya, etc.

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Sounds destructive. But ill keep that in mind. Ill try it out once i have really bothing to lose. Might gain something, like the girl youre talking about.

Start small, make an acheiveable goal, make a goal to run 2 miles a day or some random crap, make a goal to cook a meal from a cook book. Make a bird house. Keep busy as we wait.

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you 2 faggot

I love you too user.

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I should probably make a spotifiy playlist of sad shit for myself. I have a playlist i usually play when i'm sad.

Captcha sadler autorise

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>be me
>love this girl
>every time I move on from her or get a new girlfriend she becomes single
>always comes back to me
>I'm always there for her I just want her to be happy
>I pour my heart out to her
> she's talking to a guy so we remain friends
>help each other
>decide to talk to other girls again
>all of them play games
>whatislife.jpg
>meet old friend at the fair
>shesreallycoolholyshit.exe
>we hit it off but she never texts me
>have her on instagram so I message her
>barely a response
>my friend just ruined any chance I had with her
>I've lost all feelings for pretty much every girl I know
I just want to love someone

>be me high school beat on the prowl
>have never had a gf, but I got a good idea as to how to be a good man to one
>see girl in geometry class
>consider her
>see star wars shirt
>consider her more
> Finally decide that it is time to go for it
>marching band schedule fucks it over
>never got around to it and lost interest
>fast forward sophomore year
see her in hall
>she got new braces
>adds to her shy but playful attitude
>we start talking again
>eventually we are really good friends
>I ask her out after a month
>she sheepishly says yes
> I know she just got through a bad breakup but those two were never meant to be
>happiest days ever
> first date interstellar stole a kiss
>things hit off, but then she starts to open up and I realize that this angel has issues I wasn't ready for
>don't get me wrong to me she was to die for, gorgeous, fun, and great "sex" never really got to the real stuff
>but one particular day she seemed depressed
>I ask her what's up, and after a lot of questioning she finally bursts into tears and opens up
>she tells me she's not right, at least not in the head
>that she used to see a therapist and take meds for her wack emotions
>I put a finger on her lips, and say no more tears
>Sup Forums That was the biggest regret of my life and I didn't even know it
>fast forward through summer and a bit of junior year
> all is good a scuffle here and there from her wack emotions but all was conquered
>and I made her smile
>and she made me smile
>and for a time that was enough
>act test night comes
>(stress enhances the emotional trauma)
> I ask her if she's nervous
>responds with "yeah"
>this girl for the year we had been dating never so much as responded with k
>I'm shocked and ask her what's wrong
>she's says it's okay nothings wrong
>somethingsup.png
>remembers that one time she describes a movie of people loving each other, but not being IN love with each other
>ask her if she loves me
>she says yes
>ask her if she's in love with me
Pt1

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Time goes on fast. For me anyway.

are these separate stories?

Yeah, completely different people

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didn't read second got lazy thinking it was sloppy editing.

Great song

Haha

you got her contact info, text her a hey. If she doesn't respond don't even bother it's not worth the chase. You sound like a young kid so you'll meet a girl, for reference I haven't seen my first pair of girl boobs until I was a senior, didn't get my first BJ until 1 month after that. Along with that didn't have sex til freshman year of college. It takes time bro. Just take it easy and play it cool

I'm the first one

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Most depressing band ever

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>two years ago met this 8/10 QT on omegle
>added her on snapchat
>got to talking and being best friends for little over a year and a half
>She lived in TX
>I'm in IL
>Didn't feel anything for her until recently
>went to PAX south to see her and go to the con
>Right when I met her fell instantly in love
>I was in town for 3 days so we spent all day and night together
>when it was the final day we held eachother and balled until it was time for me to go home
>kiss her and say until next time
>didn't think that I'd be able to see her very often so didn't want to start something
>went down to her place for a week because our spring breaks fell on the same week
>lost our virginity to each other
>mfw I met a girl on omegle and we love each other and we want to get married

Refer to You were fine the second one just seemed like a cont

Thanks man, I'm a senior in high school right now and I've seen boobs and that's about it. But I'll shoot her a text and hopefully I can set something up. Thank you.

Chi-fag? What up represent the 312!

Good for you man, that's truly awesome

What is this crazy thing in my head? Feels tight.

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Anything is possible guys

Nah man, central, little south of there

you got your whole youth in front of you, just enjoy it while it's young and innocent. Spring is coming up find a girl who's easy and who needs a date for prom. It's not a bad idea to take a junior or a girl in somewhat of your circles. I fucked with this goth chick from theater for a while, gave me head and had the cutest tits, but i dropped her to date a redhead. Not sure how i feel about that. She became pansexual or some shit which i think means she has sex with frying pans.

>met a girl on omegle
Tell me your secret user

Maebe its brain cancer

The based part! Voted trump in the city of those who hate him, reelect rauner!

No secret, we're just best friends, she moves alot and we're the only thing thats permanent in her life

Here to talk to anyone, whatever it may be I am here to help you.

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Why keep moving on in life when everyone else keeps pushing me back.

Pic related

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I mean how the fuck do you meet anyone in the first place
My last experience was entirely full of bots and creepy, greasy-ass dudes

I though I missed her, apart of me still does but really I miss the attention.
I thought I was doing everything for her and I would have given up everything for her, even knowing that she would never do the same.
What I didn't know what that I was hurting her.
I made her cry too often
I though I wanted her but I just wanted the attention
She was the first person in a long to do inflate my ego
She made my life seemed so less miserable
I failed to realize that I wasn't doing the same for her
I thought I was but I really wasn't
I pushed her away and now we don't talk much
Yes I missed her but people come and go in our lives
What I missed the most is feeling normal, even better than normal when I'm with her
I felt like I belonged, that I do deserve to be happy and to be with someone
But you don't hurt the ones you love and I hurt her too much
I didn't mean to but I really am just an evil, selfish, asshole, faggot
I've accepted now that though I won't give up completely with meeting new people, I might be alone for a very long time
I'm not ok with it but I accepted that this is something that shitty people like me will face in their lives

I don't feel loved, and I never had felt that. But also I have never felt like I deserved to be loved

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School is kicking my ass but I'm pulling through. A lot of my friends are leaving for the military or college so we're trying to all see each other. It's weird how fast life went by. It's like we were practically freshman yesterday haha. I am going to prom so I'm going to try and get a girl. Your ex sounds like a freak if she's fucking pans haha. Thank you user

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Luck

Just finished that song, His vocals are a little shotty at times but the music is nice. really feels.

My mom used to read this to me as a kid, she still cries when she reads it to my little brother

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Pt2 Yvette the witch that stole my heart
>a pause ensues
>instantly burst into tears
>here was my girl
>one I could call my own, with everything I could ask for and more, I wanted everything to do with her, there wasn't a single day that I had not been in love with her. Being reluctant to say she is in love with me
>I hang up
>see her next day at school
>says we need to talk
>go to private to talk. And I ask her again "are you in love with me"
>she thinks and says "I don't know anymore"
>I'm running away now in tears towards the testing room
>she follows with just as many tears
>ask why she keeps me around then
>says I'm a good friend and that I help with emotions
>flip her off, cuss, fight all the good stuff
>she finally says she was wrong we make up, relationship was never better
>now even more madly in love
>but my decisions and ignorance would soon catch me, and now I know communication is key
>junior year passes, summer comes, senior year is looking great
>need to work overtime to keep her happy lots of stress with graduation and all
>at one time I do all her work so she can stay home
>perfectly happy with it love her so much
>this was the best year and the worst
>I feel her slipping again like the first time
>I ask her again
> she does the same FUCKING PAUSE
>I explode, she tells through tearful eyes that I know she's messed up and can't control her emotions sometimes
>she says she wants to split for real this time because she hurts me too much
>I yell at her that a second with her is more than enough compensation for all the pain
>hours pass of tears and argument
>she gives in, and tells me she is in love with me
>the wound is mended again
>but the bond doesn't feel as string as the first time
>like an incorrectly healed bone something was not right
>not even a week passes when she comes to me afterschool with a worried look
>what's wrong?
>I'm scared of your reaction
>reaction of what?
Continue?

>777 those trips!

Also life is there to just see what happens. Perfection exists it's what we call god, we on the other hand get to have fun and make mistakes.

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yea it was recorded on a boombox lmao

also didn't need that i remember when my mom read that to me, i miss her

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