When i was small my father used to ask me to give him oral every time my mother and brother were not home...

when i was small my father used to ask me to give him oral every time my mother and brother were not home. you can ask me anything. i cant sleep. picture from is from a cartoon i used to watch in those years.

boy or grill

What gender?

im a woman in my 30s. so not young.

Spit or swallow?

it depended. so both.

Are you hot tho?

CH-CH-CH-CHIP AND DALE
RESCUE RANGERS

Tits with timestamp

mmm...no. i looked better when i was young. but dont be rude.

I've had that stuck in my head since I saw this thread....

i have a lot of pictures. so give me time. i am deleting some.

How old were you when you first took a load in your mouth?

So do you have a picture of when you were younger? or now honestly. Anything will do. Im sure youre not hideous.

1. Did you ever confront him about it?

2. Do you still talk to him?

3. Do you wish he was dead?

4. Would you consider yourself promiscuous?

5. Have you been to therapy?

10..11? I dont remember the first time exactly. but i was young.

i will post a picture but nothing that shows who i am. hold on.

Tits or gtfo

Did you like it?

Did you like it? Hate it? How did it make you feel? How do you feel about it now? Your dad get caught? Did you turn him in? What are your feelings towards him now?

1. Did you ever confront him about it?
no. we never talked about it.
2. Do you still talk to him?
he passed away already, so no.
3. Do you wish he was dead?
i wish the opposite. he was my father after all.
4. Would you consider yourself promiscuous?
no. im an introvert. always have been. sex is boring to me now.
5. Have you been to therapy?
no i havent. i feel normal.

How big was his dick?

Still waiting on tits

"sex is boring to me now"

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" I feel normal"

Thinking sex is boring is far from normal. There is a good chance you have problems arising from your experiences. Your introversion may or may not be a partial result from your abuse/incest.

I strongly suggest talking to a specialist therapist about your experiences, unless you are 100% happy with the way you are and the way your life is going.

Best of luck.

>he was my father after all
yes, a father who makes his 10 year old daughter suck his dick
show your tits already and stop wanting your old daddy's dick you fucking degenerate

yes i know. hold on.

well , it depended what it was. sometimes i didnt want to do anything so he'd leave me alone if i didnt want to.

sex was ok.

>Did you like it? it depended.
>Hate it?
mmm... not hated. just didnt want to do it sometimes.
>How did it make you feel?
annoyed sometimes. sometimes not.
>How do you feel about it now?
i dont feel good or bad about it. to me its just something that "happened".
>Your dad get caught?
no.
>Did you turn him in?
i didnt want nothing bad to happen so no.
>What are your feelings towards him now?
i miss him a lot sometimes. but not sexually.

i never measured it. but maybe 7 inches? 6?

ok hold on. i was answering the questions.

i feel ok and normal, but thank you.

for these answers alone I can see you crave for your father's dick

i dont. why does it have to be like porn or a sexual nightmare? it was actually very.. casual? normal? normalized?

also, i cant find a pen. lol. hold on. i have to turn on the lights now.

>10 year old girl sucking her dad's dick
>normal

i found a pen. hold on.

girls didnt watch that show, faggot. quit fantasizing about your daddys cock.

Unless we get tits with time stamp, op is a lying faggot

op is busy fantasising about ch-ch-ch-ch-cheesey dick

sorry. my cable wasnt working so i had to get another one.

well i watched it so...

Which character did you like the most?

chip. i liked his hat and jacket. thought it made him handsome. which i now know and think its silly.

show dem nips

Did you ever do anything more than give him head? Did you get better at it with practice?

How did he get you to start blowing him? You weren't scared? You didn't think you should tell your mom?

well, i rather not. sorry. :/

>Did you ever do anything more than give him head?
yes. intercourse.

>Did you get better at it with practice?

i dont know. i never asked. but i assume i did. i was never told i wasnt doing it right.

Gonna need a greentext about intercourse for research purposes...

Nice tits, BTW.

>How did he get you to start blowing him?
i used to do it with my hand first. i dont remember the very first time i did it with my mouth but it was after that.

>You weren't scared?
no. not really. i was asked to do it. not to do it.

>You didn't think you should tell your mom?

i knew it was secret because it only happened when no one was around but i was never told not to say anything. i just knew.

Did you enjoy making daddy happy?

>Gonna need a greentext about intercourse for research purposes...

its takes a long time and i dont think i am good at it. but give me time. i will try to type it.

>Did you enjoy making daddy happy?

i didnt mind doing it sometimes. other times it was annoying to be asked to do it all the time. i guess it depended if i wanted to do it.

So what was the motivation when you wanted too? What does a preteen enjoy about blowing her dad?

>So what was the motivation when you wanted too?

i didnt say that. i said i didnt mind doint it. so i would do it because he asked me. but i wasnt horny at all. i only started getting horny when i was older.

You seem conflicted.

Would you still be sucking him off today or would you have put a stop to it?

Typically, how long did it take him to cum? When you had intercourse, did he ever cum inside you? Did he ever go down on you? Anything ever involving the backside hole? Did he ever get rough?

>You seem conflicted.

i am not. i cant prove it to you, i can only tell you i am not.

>Would you still be sucking him off today or would you have put a stop to it?

i never put a stop to it, it only happened less as i got older. when i moved out it happened even less. last time it happened i was 22.

Did you ever look forward to your mother and brother leaving you and dad alone? Ever get wet thinking about it?

I believe you.

At 22 How was it initiated? I mean was it a certain phrase to indicate what was going to happen? Was there no awkwardness?

>Typically, how long did it take him to cum?

well i never counted the time. but i would say 5 minutes? less than 10? it depended a lot on what it was.

>When you had intercourse, did he ever cum inside you?

i was told it was not on purpose but it happened. if you want to know if i ever got pregnant, i didnt. i dont know why. at least in the beginning. i wasnt on birth control.

>Did he ever go down on you?

yes of course. probably one of the first things i remember happening.

>Anything ever involving the backside hole?
he tried but never did. he would stop when i told him not to because it hurt and asked me to do other things.

>Did he ever get rough?
no, never.

>Did you ever look forward to your mother and brother leaving you and dad alone?

not really. i dont want to be too specific but my mother and brother not being home was very normal. thats why i said that it was annoying sometimes to be asked to do things all the time. but now that i am older i think most men are this way. sex is like a drug for men.

>Was there no awkwardness?

no. it was "normal".

Doesn't sound like fun happy times then.

Did you cum much during these sessions?

>At 22 How was it initiated?

i went to go visit them (him and my mother) and my mother wasnt home. he asked me for a blowjob and i felt bad for him so i did it. but he was taking too long to finish so i straddled him to hurry up and it worked.

>I mean was it a certain phrase to indicate what was going to happen?

"i need a favor" or "can you do me a favor".

>Doesn't sound like fun happy times then.

well, it wasnt like porno, and it wasnt like being raped. sometimes i did it happily for him other times i was annoyed to be asked so much. it depended on a lot of things.

>Did you cum much during these sessions?

yes. i would orgasm.

Did this develop into an attraction for older men?

would he ever take pictures or video of you two together?

Are you dating someone or married to someone now?

>Did this develop into an attraction for older men?

mmm... yes. i think so.

>would he ever take pictures or video of you two together?

no. no pictures or video. i never saw a camera or anything like that. cameras were really big back then, so i would have noticed it right away.

>Are you dating someone or married to someone now?

im single and not dating anyone right now.

i remember you. Psychoanalysis makes you uncomfortable, you've convinced yourself your father did nothing wrong yet you've never had interest in sex with a man other than him and all your relationships have failed. You defer questions about your mental health and prefer people ask for lewd details. As you get older you've become lonelier and more confused and you try to stay convinced there's nothing wrong with you but your life just seems more difficult than it should. You come here and start these questionnaires because you need to talk about what you went through with someone but you're too afraid to deal with this problem directly for fear of hurting your family and the memory of your father, whom you love and provided you with some of the best memories of your life so you can't believe that he selfishly used you and screwed you up in the process.

What would happen after? Would you two pretend nothing went down? Would he pretend nothing had happened? Or was it understood, like you could share glances across the dinner table or whatever?

Also, do you realize that you were a surrogate for your mother, in that she likely never had sex with him for the last years of his life?

I dated a girl who was with her father when she was little, and she had a thing for older guys as well. She also got off on the idea of little girls being with older men. Are you in to age play or anything like that?

Lurking for that greentext

>Psychoanalysis makes you uncomfortable, you've convinced yourself your father did nothing wrong yet you've never had interest in sex with a man other than him and all your relationships have failed. You defer questions about your mental health and prefer people ask for lewd details.

i just cant sleep. i slept too much yesterday in the morning and had a lot of coffee in the afternoon with some friends. but... ok?

>What would happen after?
it depends on what happened. shower usually. or do what i was doing before.

>Would you two pretend nothing went down?
no. we just didnt talk about it.

>Would he pretend nothing had happened?
no. he knew. i just never asked him to tell me he knew.

>Or was it understood, like you could share glances across the dinner table or whatever?

best way i can describe it is: it was understood but not talked about. like any other secret i suppose.

so what are you trying to get out of this, by reliving these experiences that are over 20 years old?

>Are you in to age play or anything like that?

im not into age play or role play. i actually think its silly and nothing like a real relationship like that. i dont want to offend anyone but its actually kind of stupid.

>14.
>down in mexico for birthday.
>i am practicing spanish with tv.
>in bed with him.
>asks me to give him oral.
>dont really want to because i had eaten
>ask him if i can do with hand.
>says its ok like that. i start doing it.
>do it for a while and my arm is getting tired.
>ask him if he's almost done. he says no.
>asks me if i can get on top
>i have to get nake so i ask him if its ok with just shorts off.
>says its fine. i take shorts off.
>start riding along penis.
>touching my boobs over shirt
>it starts feeling good obviously.
>asks me if he can try to put it inside.
>it feels good now so i say ok.
>it starts going in but it hurts a little.
>i keep doing it because it feels good too though.
>so i keep sitting on it and sliding on it.
>start trying to put it in
>he tells me not to do it if it hurts too much
>finally most of it in.
>finally lose virginity
>have sex on top.
>he pushes me off him because he cums.
>im still horny but he says to hold on because he came.
>time goes by.
>dont feel horny anymore.
>asks me if i want to do anything still.
>tell him i dont.
>says ok.
>we watch tv.

I was honestly just hoping to mindfuck you. You need to accept that your father was a monster and move on with your life, maybe get some private counseling so you can come to grips with this without revealing what went on to your family, which at this point would probably solve nothing. You need to talk about this with someone who can get you to truthfully answer difficult questions because you can't do it yourself, you'll just keep finding excuses. Maybe I'm wrong.Goodnight.

>so what are you trying to get out of this, by reliving these experiences that are over 20 years old?

i am trying to change the world. ;)

no seriously. why do i necessarily have to get something out of this? thats weird. its hard not to get annoyed, but you sound like you are arguing to be right no matter what.

why does it have to "mean" something? we are just talking.

>Goodnight.

thank you. good night.

Any favourite memories? Do they turn you on when you think about them? Ever nearly get caught?

Im sort of going through the same stuff with my 8 year old daughter. Although you would say that you'd get annoyed sometimes, but my daughter likes to initiate it occasionally. I would never force her into doing something she'd say no to, we just give each other pleasure. She seems happy with what we do, which is evident in how excited she gets when she initiates sexual contact.

I'm curious to know, because you seem annoyed at times, have you tried saying "no, I'll do it some other day" or just do what he says? I give my daughter as much freedom as she wants and I wouldn't force sex on her

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>>down in mexico for birthday.
I remember that greentext...
nice to see you here again op

>Any favourite memories?

i remember the first time i ever orgasmed a lot. its a very vivid memory. probably because it was the first time ever.

>Do they turn you on when you think about them?

sometimes. i dont think about it all the the time. but sometimes they creep into my head. it just happens on its own.

>Ever nearly get caught?

no never. if somebody was home he would say to go somewhere else with him and we went.

...

Green text that vivid memory plz!

>have you tried saying "no, I'll do it some other day" or just do what he says?

i would be asked to do things but i was never forced to. usually if i said no he would beg me (literally) to do it, or tell me he'd do something for me or let me do something i wanted to do. but most times he would just stop and leave me alone and i would still do what i wanted to do anyway.

if you were to get married and have a daughter, how would you feel if she in your husband became involved sexually, as you were with your father.

you know it was a secret and 'wrong' .. Why didn't you use it against your dad to receive favours

>7th grade.
>mother and brother not home because of something my mother used to do a lot back then.
>just me and father in house.
>asks me for blowjob.
>not really want to but do it but he's begging me / asking me.
>ok.
>we go to his room and do oral.
>he tells me to take clothes off.
>dont want to get naked, but i get naked to hurry so he would cum.
>i take clothes off.
>keep giving blowjob but naked.
> he tells me to get on top.
>sitting on his penis.
>he says "ride me."
>(i remember that)
>i rock back and forth and it starts feeling good.
>he says to keep going but my legs are getting crampy. because of how i was doing it.
>i keep going so he cums.
>but i cum, accidentally.
>i wasnt even trying to.
>he told me to keep going but i told him i came and he said it was ok to stop.
>then we just layed there
>then we got up because my mother coming home.

what sorts of things do you and your daughter get up to? Have you got up to penetrative sex?

>if you were to get married and have a daughter, how would you feel if she in your husband became involved sexually, as you were with your father.

i know its possible to live through stuff like this and turn out ok, but i also know its possible not to turn out ok. i think i would probably not allow it because of the possibility it doesnt turn out ok. to be safe.

>you know it was a secret and 'wrong' .. Why didn't you use it against your dad to receive favours

i did sometimes but i never took advantage of it. probably because im introverted, so i have never been like a party girl or anything. maybe thats why i was never promiscuous either, but i dont know. i just think thats why.

I want this life

did he ever lick you or fingered you? Or did he only thought about his own pleasure?
Was he jealous?

Sick fuck, kill yourself

does pic related interest you at all?

>did he ever lick you or fingered you?
both. but oral is the one thing that happened a lot in the beginning.

>Or did he only thought about his own pleasure?

no. he would try to make me orgasm. but it didnt always happen.

>Was he jealous?

no. i dated some boys and he knew them. but i never had sex with them. i didnt have to.

>does pic related interest you at all?

that picture doesnt do anything for me. its not something that i find arousing.

Sexy story! Your dad was a lucky man and you were a good girl

I like the way she talks. its soothing.

let me tell you something about parents, and what it's like to raise a child. You don't realize it until you've grown up, faced some difficult truths and become jaded by the world, then you have a child. You spend days observing them, seeing how truly innocent and untarnished by the world they are. They aren't uncomfortable with their bodies, every social rule and taboo you have learned to take for granted means nothing to them. It's like waking up from a long, subtle nightmare and realizing there's still hope in the world. It breathes life back into you. Your father saw that, and realized he could get something from you, without fear of rejection. He realized you loved him implicitly, and if he was gentle enough, and acted like it was nothing weird, you'd just accept it. He knew the truth about life, he was an adult who'd been in relationships. He knew why adults don't do certain things to children, why certain taboos exist.

He forced you to keep a secret for the rest of your life. He forced you to consider whether or not you are normal. Instead of helping you grow into an adult, confronting you about your problems, he kept you as his child sex toy. A well adjusted person would not accept your circumstances, so he prevented you from becoming well adjusted. And he did it lovingly.

Life is short and difficult. We each only have a small window of opportunity to experience its joys, and they come with a price. We have to play by society's rules, plan for the future, reach certain milestones in our life before we're old, or else we'll never reach them. Your father paused your development so he could use you, and he knew you'd accept what he was doing. He also knew what had to happen eventually, when you grew up and saw that other people not only don't experience what you did, but outright despise it.

He knew you'd be a freak. He knew he was permanently affecting your life. Who do you think he loved more? You, or himself?

I'm sorry. I hope you find peace.

>but i never had sex with them. i didnt have to.
Poor boys...

On a relationship now?

Why are people trying to make this a place for them to preach their own brainwashed agenda?

>Who do you think he loved more? You, or himself?

i can give you the answer but i dont think you will accept it.

i think he loved me most, then my mother, and then my brother, and then my half brother, and then himself.

if you were to say that he loved me most because of the things i would do for him when no one was around, i was say that YES... that is very possible. but you cannot say he loved himself more than anyone else in our family, because i can tell you thats not true based on his actions with us.

btw, i dont want to fight. you asked me a question, and i am asnwering it truthfully.

Holy shit Sup Forums is full of faggots nowdays. Kudos OP i hope to do that to my little girl someday.

>On a relationship now?

no. i am single. i dont have a reason to be, its just how it is right now.

Learn to green text new fag
Do u even runescape ? Noob

don't pretend to be innocent. You know life is more complicated than a handjob. You're screwing up your daughters life for your own enjoyment, doesn't matter that you do it with her "consent".

do you think it's more commun out there then people expect? ever met an other girl who had the same experience?