I think about you every day, Henry; I'm sorry that I wasn't able to do more for you. You should have said something before hand, maybe to say good bye or to put it off a day.
I think I would have given you some money, explaining that I was worried for you and wasn't sure what else to do that moment. That's why I didn't say more the last time we talked, I couldn't think of anything and didn't want to ramble on , annoying you.
We were suppose to explore Marseille together, though. I'm sure we would have had fun bar hopping. But now that you're gone, how am I suppose to do d some of that exquisite Savon de Marseille?
You're parents, especially your mom, isn't doing well. And your dad is quietly depressed. But, for me, talking to your sister has helped. I promise to visit your grave site when I'm next in France.
You're sister is a really neat person I found out. She found that letter you kept by your bed that I had sent you, that's why she looked for me; and I'm glad she did. I hope talking with me has helped her.
I really wish you were still around. Love you, bro.
I'm writing it for me, so I don't forget him. I want to remember the type of person he was, what we went through, and what I hoped to do together
Nathan Hughes
Bad idea. Forgetting things is always the better way to go. The past holds back the future.
Cameron Myers
Well that's very good. And sweet. I really do wish the best for you. I'm sure his life was a little brighter for your being in it.
Dominic Bennett
Forgetting is the way to go. Nothing matters in life so why even care
Jace Myers
Thankss, user
Eli Gray
The thing is, it's stupid to cling onto stuff because it's all going down the shitter in the end. I'm sorry for what has happened to you, but you gotta remember that nothing matters.
Nothing at all...
Jaxon Torres
There are worse ways to cope than writing a personal letter to remember someone by. Might be better to focus on the lighter, the celebration of your lives together, as opposed to the regrets and if-only's. But I can't tell anyone how to feel, especially not in moments like this. Maybe worth considering, though, OP.
Kevin Roberts
The bitterness is the way I make sure his absence is always felt. I'm afraid that I'll forget him and what he meant to me
Wyatt Johnson
Feelsbadman.jpg I hope you recover soon enough
Grayson Watson
I know how it feels OP, and I am truly sorry. That shit hurts more than most men know they have available.
However, you must recognize the pain, and also courage, of you brother (blood or not). Know he found peace, one way or another.
Owen Collins
That's understandable, but I would still say it's worth considering. Maybe a separate piece, to remember why he meant what he did to you. I'd be more afraid to forget the good times I had with my friends, that made me say I loved them, than to forget to mourn their absence. I haven't lost any friends, but I do know of my father's death, I will never forget how it happened, how I felt when it happened, all that is forever in my mind. My regret is that I feel those memories so strongly, and can barely remember what came before them. Food for thought.
Julian Peterson
didn't know you were gay OP
also why didn't you fuck her sister you faggot, girls are most vulnerable and easily fuckable during these times
what a fucking faggot jeez
Ryan Russell
I hope he had a calm death and didn't panic at the end.
I can't ever admit it, and I hope his sister never reads the old chat logs, because he told me that he had tried hanging himself shortly before he succeeded in another attempt. I didn't panic because I had done the same thing at about the same time (I had tied some 550 cord around my neck and waiting for a good time to tie it off to the door handle, though that time never came).
Now I, in part, carry on for him. It's a heavy burden, knowing that I can't fail.
Julian Torres
>tfw youll never feel this cos you have no friends maybe its not that bad after all. Anyways all the best op you sound like a good dude
Nathan Williams
I've had those feels before
Joseph Phillips
I've felt that kind of loneliness but you aren't allowed on Sup Forums. There's always a baw thread to join.
I'll never forget how happy he was to get that Christmas card (it cage as a complete surprise) how how he enjoyed playing Pokémon Snap again
Jayden Morris
Oh Jesus, I'm sorry, I posted
I'm sorry, I'm so very wrong.
I'm just bitter
Ian Young
Those are the things worth making sure you remember. Those are the memories worth fighting to preserve. Tiny things. My dad died while we were arguing. But the night before, he had been asleep on the couch, and I grabbed him a pillow and laid a blanket over him. Accentuate the positive.
Everybody's hurting one way or another. I hope you find some peace, too.
Asher Flores
Why are you so bitter?
Kevin Perry
I hope so too...
I would say I've been burned by relationships, but in all honesty I've never had a single true friend in my life
Parker Thompson
I've been that alone, and how hard it is on one's psyche. But you'll make it.
David Edwards
I don't know if I will. I try but it never gets any better... Besides, this thread isn't about me, it's about OP...
Owen Hughes
i'm Henry and i have no idea what you're talking about, post your regretful ass if you're truly sorry
Brody Gray
Even in anonymity, it takes a lot to admit openly when you've lashed out unfairly because of your own inner hurt. It's okay. I can relate to that alone-ness. I think, on some level, everyone can. I find that a little funny.
Christian Brooks
I don't think anonymity should give me a free pass to be mean to others...
And yeah, I think everyone can, but nobody ever does anything about it, if somehow is something to do...
Jackson Morris
I don't think it's a free pass either. I just mean that I found it very admirable that you would own up to it like that and apologize. That takes a lot.
Have you ever seen Lars and the Real Girl? It's about a very very alone man. It's no Taxi Driver, but I'd say the main character is every bit as alone as Travis Bickle (and I'm assuming anyone as alone as we are has seen Taxi Driver). It's a sweet movie. And the degree of social isolation makes it hit uncomfortably close to home in some parts. But it means a lot to me, and maybe you'll find some of yourself in it, too.
Austin Lee
I'll have to watch it... Thank you for talking to me, but I gotta go.
See you user...
Jackson Kelly
Like two ships passing in the night. I wish you all the best. Sincerely.
Matthew Kelly
Good bye, everyone. I'm glad you got so much it of it
Kayden Brooks
>We were suppose to explore Marseille together, though. I'm sure we would have had fun bar hopping. But now that you're gone, how am I suppose to do d some of that exquisite Savon de Marseille?
>mfw I've thought of suicide for at least a decade by now and don't have anyone remotely near this
Probably deserve it, though. I'm a miserable bastard who lives in my parent's basement and barely ever leaves my room, let alone the house. No degree. No job. I'm just a fuck up.
Worst part is, I know I'm the only one who can change it and what I could do to make things better for myself. I just don't.