I have a thing or two I need to get out of my system

I have a thing or two I need to get out of my system.

I'm pretty new, not sure how this works, but yeah, I'm an edgelord and everything is confusing, just have to get this out. its been some time since ive used Sup Forums

15yo
sophomore in High School, "beta" as my Sup Forums friends I have would call it.
Life is pretty normal I guess.
single at the time, and went full weaboo.
convinced I'm never going to land a relationship.
One day, a friend of mine, (we'll call him tucker I guess) stops hanging out with our group at lunch
wtf dude.
we eventually pin him down after a day or two, and he's hanging out with this girl.
ohshitwhattup
keep in mind, tucker here is... not the prettiest sight to see, and he's never had any luck with the womens.
naturally, we all lose our shit.
"Wtf? tucker getting himself a girl?"
some time passes.
Realize I have a class with this girl. well call her... Violet.
its some BS class where its not exactly P.E. but its also not exactly a health class, like it was supposed to be.
basically a free hour to fuck around.
anyways, I tell tucker that I have this class with violet, and he says hes gonna ditch to go and hang out with her during then.
asks me if I wanna be wingman.
agree.
it all went downhill from there.

ok

continue before you get banned

use the >
please

>15yo
underage b&

entertaining story tho

>Tucker is now ditching his class to hang out with this girl, and I tag along so it'll be less awkward (both of us beta af)
>goes pretty normal, I guess, we all talk some and that was that.
>Now, Violet and I are well acquainted, and become friends.
>interests are nothing like mine, really, but I go along.
>She likes DC, I like Marvel,
>She like books, I like video games
>She takes school very serious, I do not take it even remotely serious (the whole "Screw the system vibe, extra edgy)
>anyways, we become friends over the next 2-3 weeks or so.
>slowly, ever so slowly, developing a liking to this girl. Tucker has no clue.
>only reason I can think of that I like her is shes pretty, (8/10) and she's really interested in my life and what I have to say, oddly.
>find out that another friend has a thing for this girl. We'll call him Prick.
>Prick is a pretty important character.
>Prick finds out that Violet has a thing for him, so he immediately likes her for unknown reasons...
>Claims he's had a thing for this chick for like a year.
>Complete utter bullshit I tell you.
>Now there are 3 dudes going after this chick who didn't have any friends like 2 months ago...
>tfw we ruined this poor girls life...

the story goes on
its a shitty story I know, if anyone even reads it.
I just kinda gotta type this out, you know?

>Fast Forward like 3 weeks.
>All of us are completely infatuated with this girl.
>I'm by far the best looking, and the most charismatic of the three. still self conscious.
>accompany her to a track race, and we really begin to talk then, even flirt.
>IthinkSheLikesMe
>she offers her GOD DAMN LAP AS A PILLOW FOR ME
>Weaboo Fantasies intensify
>I accept her offer.

bump

Bumping for potential screencap

bumping for interest

Include me in the screen cap pls

Keep in mind this was quite some time ago.

Continuing

>here I am, laying on this girls lap, who I share no interests with, feeling like I'm completely in love.
>shes feeling it too
>prick stops by, throws in his two cents, completely overtaken by jealousy, it was hilarious.
>track meet is over and we're both pretty happy with each other, it looks like.
>Life is damn fine
>we start texting
>FuckYes
>our power grows
>accidentaly confess my love over the god damn phone.
>NOT A CALL
>a fucking text.
>beta intensifies amiright
>shes asking me if this is some prank.
>it is not a prank.
>she confesses her love.
>tfw I don't even know why I love her
>tfw I just manipulated this innocent girl into loving me
>tfw all my friends are gonna hate me lol
>we spend the rest of the evening smiling and giggling like any other teenager would I guess,
>feelsgoodman
>her birthday is in a week.
>get her flowers and candies for birthday
>I'mIn.jpg
>prick and tucker hate me for the time being
>we begin dating the next day.
>My life is pure bliss now.

hahaha the story goes on!

Screencap me pls.

I will give you my
>(((SHEKELS)))

Type faster, OP. I can't wait to see what kind of shitstorm blows up in your face.

trips has spoken.

This made me giggle

>Spend the next few months with violet in pure bliss and giggles
>still have nothing in common, not sure why we fell for each other.
>prick straight up exiled me to Siberia and didn't talk to me for months.
>tucker is cool with it, said it was fair and stuff like that.
>tucker is best friend rn
>fast forward to Christmas, 7 months later.
>Relationship has stagnated a bit, I touched the booty, we've made out, and life is good
>thosethiccthighs.jpg
>I get her a necklace for Christmas, I thought it was pretty nice,
>she goes to get my gift, and its a fricken awesome sweater with fallout stuff all over it
>Bethesda fanboy intensifies
>she gets another one.
>its a little wooden box, with stuff rattling inside.
>I open it
>the box is... everything I didn't deserve, it felt like.
>filled with loving letters, jokes, and meaningful objects.
>I stare for a bit, and get really emotional.

>"Violet... I don't deserve any of this stuff... I really don't I'm horrible."

>"Of course you do, user, I love you. And you love me. You really do deserve it all"

>I break down into tears,
>I sit there with the box in my hands and I go blank, except for one thought.

>"I don't know if I do love you at all"

continuing

jfc OP why do you do this to yourself

Oh snap here comes the drop!

>Fast forward.
>its her birthday again.
>we're at the end of our school year, and its been a year since we started dating.
>I cannot even remember what I got her.
>our anniversary the next day.
>I cannot remember a single detail.
>I know I went big, because I felt I had to.
>she probably remembers.

>summer arrives after a few weeks.
>summer vacation is nothing like the last one.
>we hardly talk, we don't see each other more than once every month
>I go back to my ways of playing the dank souls in my room.
>I got like 300 hours in, weaksauce.
>I know almost nothing about what happens in her life anymore.
>she still loves me, everyone swears, and she tells me that, too.
>I don't think I ever did love her.
>fast forward to end of summer

>her quince is coming (she shared a quince with her little sister, you see. it was her sweet 16)

>I'm obviously invited to be the main dancer for her.
>I reluctantly accept, knowing my dank souls days will be replaced with constant dance lessons.
>3 times a fucking week I had to go there and practice this dance
>Rip in pieces dank souls.

>tfw I don't want to be there
>tfw she doesn't want me to be there it seems
>tfw I'm taking this poor girl for a ride and I don't even love her.

it goes on

aw shit

This better be good

I believe in your ability to fuck this up royally, OP! Please delivar!

..... OP? you there bud?

>its now days before her quince.
>the dance is perfect, and I'm damn good at it if I do say so myself.
>its been eating at me lately, though. our relationship.
>I confront her about how I feel unloved, and how she never appreciates all I do for her.
>manipulative asshole intensifies.
>she breaks down in front of everyone we danced with, and her cousin tells me if I need to break up with her, at least wait until after the big day.
>I agree
fast forward
>big day is here
>we spend day doing BS photo shoots and stuff.
>really fuckin boring if I do say so myself
>its now party time!
>we all agree that the food was garbage so we didn't eat in the end.
>Prick has forgiven me by now,
>prick steals violet to the dance floor.
>NotOnMyWatch.jpg
>I go and intervene, and he gets pissed off and leaves.
>she thanks me because that was "really awkward"
>I say something cheeky like "Fear not, m'lady."
>cancer
>tucker is there too, and he just looks depressed so I go and give him company, and violet goes and talks to her friends
>find out that prick was plotting to steal violet for the past few months.
>FuckNo.jpg

it goes on

this is probably gonna end up on /r/greentext

Lmayo "I forgive you now watch as I STEAL YOUR GIRL'S HEART!"

>prick caught a ride with my parents that I offered him earlier.
>no chance to chew him out.
>ohwell
>continue the night dancing like a mother fucker.
>made them Latina panties drop
>sweating like hell so I go and hang out with tucker.
>he's still being depressing so I cycle between tucker and dancing.
>whatever it works for me.
>I get home later and immediately crash.
>wake up next day feeling like jesus returning to life
>fast forward to school year beginning...

>no classes with violet.
>"thank god"s internally and I immediately feel horrible, but still relieved
>shes pretty upset so I comfort her a bit
>1st period rolls around.
>the final chapter begins

continuing

>shoots up school
The end

If only nigga.

ah so you're a beaner?

Is this a school shooter story..???

What's gonna happen next, OP?

Yeah because apparently only Mexicans can date Mexicans. Fuckin tard

sorry this shit is lame, but I did disclose I was kinda venting my dudes

>I have no friends in this class.
>I sit down with the first person I recognize...
>we'll call her... Doodle
>Doodle expresses little interest in my silly talk, probably only talking out of pity.
>next period, doodle is all alone, kinda upsetti but not really that much, just kinda thought "That sucks"
>slowly, I begin talking to my friends less and less.
>one of them is positive I'm trying to steal his girl and glares at me all the time.
>whatever.
>Violet is visibly depressed.
>its not that bad...
>I slowly creep into a depressed state.
>life drags on a few weeks, not much changing
>back into the dank souls, and enough video games to get 50 cents at gamestop
>don't really talk to violet
>Doodle begins to talk to me more
>okay
>Over the next few weeks we talk more and more in small increments, nothing serious.
>I was just glad to have a friend in my first period
>its really fun in those two classes now,
>doodle sits by me, and we play footsies and doodle on each others papers.
>I realize I'm smiling all the time now, and I find myself looking for her all the time.
>doodle is now the only reason I go to school.
>I question if this is what love feels like?

meanwhile

>relationship is completely downhill.
> we never talk, and we never see each other.
>empty "i love you"s and such.
>doesn't matter to me too much, Doodle is the only thing keeping me going anyways.
>goes like this for a while.
>I find myself staring in doodles direction constantly, and looking deep into her eyes, smiling whenever we talk.
>butterflies like never before...
>escalates
>get her number
>She notices the stuffed animals on my shelf, and jokes around like "lol nice stuffed animals bro"
>then we began talking about them and she got really adorable.
>kawaii.jpg
>I tell her that she's really cute.
almost done...

Mexicans always stick together as far as I have seen here in Florida. Although that could be because they're outnumbered here two to one by Cubans and Puerto ricans..

Put me in the screen cap!!

>flying cock flies off of the shelf into Doodles vagina
>no blood
>"You're not a virgin?!" I yell

Looooool

C'Mon, OP!!! Let's get this shit over with so we can archive it!

I just wanted this photo in the screencaps, dont mind me lads.

why are you so off-put by this? relax dude

People get defensive when concealing a truth

Personal experience I've never seen mixed groups with Mexicans when going out. They have a herd mentality it seems.

Doodle is now all I can think about.
>fast forward to earlier today.
>having my doubts about loving doodle, and violet.
>doodle musters the courage in second period to give me a gift.
>sheepishly hands me a stuffed animal, and says its for me.
>adorable as fuck.
>my heart melts.
>shes so short! this is like every mans fantasy, right?
>I'm beaming in front of my classmates who previously thought I was void of emotion.
>I cant stop looking at her..
>it feels like nothing ever before.
>I hardly talk to, or see violet after that.
>I'm trying my hardest to stay by doodle all day, even leaving some friends behind just to walk with her.
>I just wanna hug her she's fricken adorable! how have I never seen this before?

>everyone is asking about the stuffed animal and assuming its from violet,
I correct them
>nah nah its from doodle, we both have one and we even have matching names (true true)
>stand partner in orchestra grows suspicious of my beaming, and constant staring at this stuffed animal.
>"you don't... do you?"
>shrug it off, and told her a bit too much of the situation.
>ive made up my mind... I really really don't love violet anymore.
>did I even in the first place..?
>my walls are lined with gifts and memories I cant remember...
>pictures of us kissing, drawings, movie tickets, even receipts...
>they mean nothing to me anymore.
>prick finds out I don't love anymore,
>now hes anxious to see it over with already so he can swoop for the kill.
>mister steal your girl attempt #2
>whatever, I don't care anymore.
>I'm sitting with dave, my stuffed animal right now thinking of ways to tell violet that I'm leaving her to go after doodle.
>how am I gonna tell her I don't love her?
>Tomorrow, I'm going to stop the silence with violet.
>I'm going to tell her I don't love her, and I don't even know if I ever have.
>all of my friends except doodle hate me already.
>I'm so sorry, violet.

you don't deserve this.

...

Gosh do i feel worse now than i did before reading this. Sounds like your in quite the fucking pickle, user.

OP is revealed to be an actual child with silly child problems.

It's okay actual child. Just break up with the girl.

The only 2 things I get out of my system are shit and piss.

Yeah totally agree with you on that, very rare that I see a black or white person in our neighborhoods.

no shit hes in a pickle... he should just tell her the truth... theres no point in hanging on to loose strings

To be fair op never said he was adult. Literally tells you he's fifteen in the beginning.

>Fast forward to earlier today
This shit just happened

Bro, it's okay.

Just give her a "I don't think this is working out."

Listen. There's nothing wrong with breaking up when a spark fades. Love is cool that way. Without those sporadic emotions, you probably would've never come to love Doodles, and would've never posted on this board.

I wish you the best, OP.

Sincerely,

A random leaf.

I'm a full bred whitey and my fiancé is a Latina.

Violet will collapse entirely.
>I plan to tell doodle I love her
>Prick happens to have a thing for doodle currently, as well as violet.
>I know he will hate me again.
>everyone will exile me.
>Tomorrow when I open that door my life will likely end.
>prick can have my leftovers, ive decided.
>I will never be able to look at you again, and I swear that, there were a few moments in our time where I really felt like I loved you...
>you deserved better than me, I tried to tell you that Christmas.
>I don't want to see the look on her face when I tell her.
>I just wish it was over with.

>I'm sorry violet.

>Last Christmas you gave me your heart
>But the very next day I gave it away
>this year, to save you from tears,
>you'll give it to someone special
>Tell me violet, do you recognize me?
> well, its been a year, it doesn't surprise me.

For sure. I have just come to expect something different from b.

??? Guess you misunderstood?


I mean to say when you see Mexicans hanging out. There's no other races hanging out in the group. No other Spanish race. No whites. No niggers especially. Mexicans are more racist than whites when it comes to black people. Again this is all from what I see in Florida.

You shouldn't be dwelling on it, user. Times change and both of you are inevitably going to move on and the guilt you're feeling now isn't going to last long.

I know what it feels like to think that nothing can end the way you feel about something, but as situations arise (having to move away for college classes, etc.), you can start to lose connection. And it just doesn't work out.

You'll never forget about that person and they'll always be in your memories, but it isn't hard to ignore and it begins to not affect you at all. Be glad that it happened and not that it's over.

You should be excited now for your new company.

just dump the bitch user. Guess what? Your going to lose contact with these people after you graduate, regardless of your social standing with them. With in a year they'll be a distant memory you'll chuckle at when scrolling down your social media feed. With in 2 years you'll forget about them entirely with new friends and new pussy to chase after. Just go for the girl you currently hard for.