Hi Sup Forums, why aren't you killing yourself today?

Hi Sup Forums, why aren't you killing yourself today?

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Because I promised my psychiatrist and therapist I wouldn't.

Fair enough, what's your story user?

Schizoaffective depressive subset, and PTSD, all of which started after a TBI and THI I the army. I literally can't relax without meds. Plus my job fucking sucks, and I'm stuck living at home with my dad. To much of a bitch to talk to women, not that any would take me with the aforementioned problems.

what did u see that gave u ptsd

my mom would be too sad

Nancy Grace's tit

I don't really remember on account of the TBI I just get flashbacks and nightmares of random bits from time spent in combat. Plus i am pretty much always on edge waiting for some one to attack me. I can't stand loud noises and get tremendous anxiety when I am not in control of my environment.

What does throttle body injection have to do with ptsd

Don't wanna, dude.

I have Satan.

I can’t put my parents through that. It’s too selfish. But after they’re gone, all bets are off.

Idk not today probably some other time if I cant improve and get social no rl contact for a year only on my bDay bieng this lonely sucks been like this for 4 years now so your right maybe I should kms

I don't know what that is. All I know is my psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSD when we went over my symptoms

Because i have a tiny drop of hope left

Suffering is a lot more interesting....invalid.

Because if I did, my friend would probably take her own life too. Plus my family, they depend on me a lot. I'd feel too guilty leaving like that.

Hey, Army/b/ro. I haven't been so beat up, & I'm here to help.

My mum allows me to have alcohol on weekends... I'm 27

I can't, I got plans Sunday night.

Show tits anf GTFOver yourself.

What ya up to?

I used to be 27, tell me more about yourself

The thought of killing others as I’m killed prompts me to plan appropriately! Pic unrelated.

I'm a dude, dude. No tits here.

Yea I have been dealing with the VA for a couple of years and they are impossible to deal with

I'm 27 and I'm 27 I used to be 26 and I'm almost 28 but I'm 27. WBU?

I don't believe you, show tits?

They're much better in Minnesota. How is it holding together?

I'm just trying to help, bro. Don't hate.

Your mom sounds like a lovely person, though.

Because life is good. Only cowardly and selfish shitters who are too lazy to find a solution off themselves

Because I'm too much of a coward to do it

To expensive and im not a selfish. Even though i want to end my suffering badly.

eh I hate live but I'm finally getting to see a VA psychologist this week after trying for 2 years

>cowardly
You aren't alone, user

Why is it expensive for you. And what is your suffering.

People like you over populate the world and insist on living till 90 or 100 as a burden on humanity and your family. See Nietzsche on self death... die on your terms you coward.

Ner she a slut. Just like you. TBH
Ever considered a suicide pact before?
Could be a cool game for you and my mom to play?

Got a girl coming over.

>2 years
Jesus. I got in after a couple of weeks. I hate to shit on the VA but yours sounds pretty horrible, tbh.

Because I literally just bought one of these a couple weeks ago, and if I topped myself immediately after purchasing it, well, I'd be proving a lot of people I hate right. So I'm going to wait. I'm going to prove good and damn well that I'm not some opportunist, or impulsive type, and when I choose to end it, I'm going to do so deliberately. I'll take surcease from this goddamn unremitting lucid nightmare as a measured and careful decision.

Nice!
May I see?

Sorry dude, too drunk and lazy to take a pic. Gotta take my word on it.

Alright

So basicly in this existence I often suffer however I do have moments of happyness. I figure that even if I get tons of shit moments I can feel happy just for a moment and thats enough.

Additionally I am very afraid of death. I don't really believe in an afterlife so when I die that's it. The end. Nothing more.

So might as well ride the rollercoaster while I can.

I am killing myself today. Slowly...through alcohol, a poor diet and lack of exercise.

Yea the nuerologist I saw at the VA recommended I see a psychologist for rating purposes but didnt bother to tell anyone who could set up an appointment. When I tried to get my rating increased for the brain injury that neurologist set up a psychological evaluation for me.

finally getting over a stupid girl and a stupid relationship. I don't get that painful twinge anymore when I think of her dating and fucking some other guy. Peace, bro.

Also discovered mr. robot. It's pretty gud.

Fallout.
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How fat are you?

How have the last 2 years been? Do you see any hope for the near future now that you have psych eval scheduled?

my girlfriend and i have a suicide pact and i don't want her to kill herself. we promised to do it together when we are old and finished living our dreams

>Mr Robot
>good
Watch fucking Legend of Galactic Heroes.

>Hi Sup Forums, why aren't you killing yourself today?

Because im finally getting a job tomorrow, its a somewhat decent job (at least not the mcdonalds role i used to have)
Also, if i killed myself my mom would probably do so too, and my brothers would hate me for it.

after, user. after.

Aaaabsolutely not. Lol

the last two years have been improving the private psychiatrist seems to actually care about her patients and is doing her best to help me out. I am admittedly a little nervous because this testing is being done in a hospital in another state and I'm worried it will be in a locked area.

It'd probably upset my mom.

I'm having a great chance into getting my first pick college with a full ride scholarship for everything

WHY?

I'm a pussy bitch that doesn't have enough balls to do it

agreed user

Which state? You could stay with me if you are close enough.

How are you getting around? Or are you so close to the testing site that's not an issue.

The will to power. I understand when people say they fear death and nothingness; I don't know that fear anymore. Now, I wait for it. I wait for death. I entertain myself, and I toil, and I smile, and I cry, and I work, and I lay there, and I wait in rest, because I know it will eventually come. I know there will inevitably exist these moments where I was alive, twitching and breathing, waiting. I had my time, will have my time, my absolutely unremarkable and easily buried time, and then I can hope for it to be over. I can close the book and rest the tired hands that have been turning the pages, and that book can be tossed away.

And here, time passes. And here, I inch closer, closer to oblivion, closer to the last moment I will ever know. And I will witness in that last moment, the definite act of dying. It will be the last thing, it will be the distinct moment in which I can know that it is over. I will know no such other moment.

I couldn't think of a more worthwhile existence given the world we live in.

i'm not a self loathing faggot.

>im always on edge waiting for someone to attack me

*teleports right behind you*
heh, nothin personnel kid.

Laying down with the love of my life watching a movie. dont feel like i want to end that

blowing shit up with sparkler and match dust,and the hope that one day i will get over my anxiety.

I live between the Newington CT VA and the North Hampton MA VA going to the MA one Monday

might as well take a couple people with you, but dont use a gun, makes us all look bad.

Living the dream, user-kun

I live between two VAs and am getting a ride by the DAV

that's not even in the same geographical region. Good luck though, I wish I could help you out.

DAV are good people. We gathered up a bunch of different things for them at the armory.

Cause I have reasons to live? Stupid question.

I feel i am man everyone deserves to have someone else to make em happy

Heh. You know, there's a certain appeal to that. Spend a couple months lifting weights and sprinting, walk into somewhere and kill as many soft cunts as possible with a melee weapon, and only reserve the pistol as my personal exit button.

damn, I live near Greenfield, funny to see someone near Northampton

Funny guy

thanks. It is nice talking about it sometimes

^-^
Good luck user.

a) dying is fucking scary, and anyone who says killing yourself is the "coward's way out" is a fucking retard
b) i'm gonna die some day anyway, might as well live long enough to see if the aliens land/weed gets legalized/teotwawki etc.

It's called the coward's way out because you didn't have enough courage to take on life

which is bullshit, because i'm the most cowardly person i know with an utterly shit life that will never get better save for an act of god himself, and i still can't bring myself to do it.

there is always this one chance that things get better

I've had some good fortune after a two year period of bad decisions (not necessarily stupid, but in hindsight they were incorrect) coupled with bad luck. This coming week will be important (new job). Bad day today though, so I'm laying low tonight until I feel more positive. Would be shit company with my friends.

I got porn, alcohol and video games, I don't need anything else