Hey Sup Forums its 3:11 AM at brigantine beach NJ...

Hey Sup Forums its 3:11 AM at brigantine beach NJ. Im currently listening to my intrusive thoughts telling me that im pathetic and a looser. Can we have a feels/baww thread?

no

Fuck women

I dont think thats going to happen. Im here for too little time and I have massive speghetti (?) pockets

Here's a feels.

Tonight the anniversary of seeing the woman I love the most in this world in person for the first time in 12 years.

We ended up rekindling old feelings and had a relationship that I thought was going to lead to us being together like we always should have been.

Instead it only lasted months. We haven't talked to each other since in a few months. It's now come to my attention that she had a baby last month, a baby that is most likely mine. And she didn't tell me about the pregnancy when we were on good terms and she hasn't told me she had a baby.

This is the one woman I've met that I've ever wanted to build a life and a family with, and here we are in this mess.

Feels fucking bad man.

Fuck im aorry user. Theres actually a girl here who id die to get back with but realizing that the relationship would probably die is shitty

Goddamn user.

Fuck is her problem?

Take it from me, it's 1,000 times worse the second time around.

She's the first and last thing I think about every day. I can't even wrap my head around her thought process on not telling me about this baby.

She has some issues. Still no excuse for this.

So you haven't talked to her since? Did she block you? Does she ignore you if you talk to her?

Be a man and ask her straight up if the baby is yours. If she says no, move on. If she says yes, part from there.

You're only those things if you believe you are.

Cherry on cake is the chad she has lined up, along with the child support summons.

She blocked me on FB.

Well if she wants to go that route it'll certainly be interesting. Because I'll go for custody and based on her history I'd be able to get it.

But I do believe those things user. Youre talking to a guy who managed to push away a girl who loved me unconditionally because of my own insecurities. One night i texted her basically calling her a slut and a cheater because she went to a party annd i thoight about her hooking up with another guy or something. I am fuccking pathetic

Parents divorced? One was a drinker?

>Parents divorced? One was a drinker?
Parrents were nveer maried. Mom had me at a super yound age,biolog dad left at like 3 or 4. Hoeever i do know him now. Family is fucked but i love them all

I moved to a different continent for her and we had an awesome time. I knew before I moved there that she is the woman I'd spend the rest of my life with. We'd grow old and happy together and have heaps of kids and grandkids. Last week was the last time she said "marry me some day" and yesterday she broke up with me. I'm utterly devastated. I haven't been able to do anything but week all day long up to the point my face hurts from it. And I still love her with all of my heart.

Unbelievable user.

Sorry man.

nothing matters

I know that but living a whole life with that mindset would just be miserable.

it's actually the opposite because then you don't worry about much. you just live

She said that she wanted to marry you and then broke up with you out of nowhere? Did she have a reason? Maybe she met someone else? Seems unlikely that in a week she changed her mind.

Or maybe that was a cue to propose to her and should've done it when she mentioned that.

I dunno, women are weird.

Thats true, i guess i just have a pessimistic outlook

I wish I had the answer to that. All I know is that I have nowhere to go but home. My flight departs in a week.

Youre a faggot and pathetic and the word is loser, because lose is the opposite of win and loose is the opposite of tight. So I guess youre also dumb. Congrats you should kys

I would but it would devistate my family and im a christian, so id like to not be eternally damned

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Wow you fucking betas are gay. I thought I had seen some gay shit on Sup Forums with all this trap/sissy/cd/mental disease posts, but you guys proved me wrong.

I dont know if you faggots ever get laid, but I can tell you that if I were a woman being around your whining asses for 10 minutes would make me want to fuck a chad to remember what testosterone was like. I bet you faggots cant lift anything heavier than a mountain dew (20 oz though). You probably all walk around with slumped shoulders, manbuns, beards and unironic thick rimmed glasses while staring at your phones and jacking it to traps because "traps arent gay". Jesus youre all sad pathetic fucks. And I hate you.

is this a copypasta?

ok

I love you user

>You probably all walk around with slumped shoulders, manbuns, beards and unironic thick rimmed glasses while staring at your phones and jacking it to traps because "traps arent gay

I do none of those things but okay

All you nonexistent problems are caused by you and the way you have adapted to your society. If you are too stupid to not realize that you don't have to jump in the sheep people bandwagon then please stop whining. you have brains and therefore you have your own individualism. stop doing this teenage angst story. You and everyone knows that being positive, doing good things to yourself and your surrounding makes you happy. If you think negatively you get negative and then you became sad angry loser.
Being depressed is gay and really difficult place to rise from, but by doing things that makes you happy being it drawing gay furry porn or making wooden figures or even playing games you can be happy if you do it for yourself and not for others approval.
Just remember that me, a random user took time to gome to this thread and type this stuff to all of you who are having the feels. Why? Because i can and trying to be a good person feels good. Being a ashole is easy and it hurts you and others. Have a good day anons.

No, I just saw this shit and had to do a little rant but I feel slightly better now.

I mean it is a feels thread and all, I thought we were getting it out here?

good point

Loser is written with one o you fucking moron

Its 30 outside and i have bad bloodflow to my hands, sue me