What do i do if i have a biblical curse? Like i will go outside. Something bad will happen. Ill go outside. Itll start raining. I go to do something.it gets destroyed. I find a way to be happy. It gets ripped away. I find something that makes me happy it just gets ripped away and makes me even sadder. I live in literally my own personal hell. Ravaged by poverty. Everything around me is as bad as possible
I tried praying to god and it just made it worse. God is just targeting me. Why? How do i get god to fuck off? No matter what i do i just get followed around by a biblical curse with bad shit happening around me and nothing but bad shit happens literally and all my happiness is just ripped away and i just have a storm cloud over my head 24/7.
Why does god hate me? I hate god how do i just get him to fuck off? I tried being Christian and it put me in gods sights. And god had full range to attack me after that. Never read the Bible. Never acknowledge god. God does nothing but attack nice people.