I was was late to the last confession thread and anons told me to take my story into it's very own AMA thread...

I was was late to the last confession thread and anons told me to take my story into it's very own AMA thread, so here it is:

When I was 11 - 17 me and some friends were first groomed and recruited into, then became active and enthusiastic members of what can only be called a secret sex cult for boys. We never told anyone because it was fun and we didn't want to get the older guys who started it all to get into trouble, they were just teens we looked up to, and we were just curious and horny. It felt like everyone involved just wanted to experiment and fool around. And although the recruiting process was a little creepy, when it came to actually fooling around, every guy was only there because he wanted to be.

It was pretty hardcore right off the bat. The older guys who started it had been fucking around for years since they were our age, had become experts at recruiting young fags like us into their secret club, and they happily taught us all about sucking dick and fucking ass and much, much more. And we were eager to learn - by the time I was 12 I was regularly having sex with around 15 guys, some as young as 10, the oldest around 16 - 17.

The big culmination of it all and the real crazy part is... we even went as far as filming a whole bunch of very illegal very hardcore underage porn videos. I never kept a copy and to this day I still don't know if any of the videos we made got out onto the internet, and I'm definitely not going searching, but I'm like 99% sure they're out there somewhere. And I don't even care if they are, the thought that a younger version of me might be an underground cp star is actually kind of exciting. If you've ever consumed such media you may have seen me and my fuck buddies going at it.

So ask me literally anything. Pic related, it's the kind of porn I was in at age 12

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Gay

This guy gets it.

Who directed the filming? Was it just as the action took place, or did you repeat some scenes to get it right?

i thought reading this would make me hard, but instead its made me need to take a shit

The two older guys were pretty much the leaders of the whole thing and of course filming was their idea. One of them had a nice digital camcorder and first showed us a bunch of older porn they'd made before convincing us to get in front of the camera too. Mostly it was the older guys filming, but they did pass the camera around too.

We filmed all kinds of scenes, trying to make it just like the normal porn we'd seen. No plot but start out tame, work up to the hardcore stuff. And from all the practice we were pretty good at it, good lighting, good focus, lots of close up action shots. It really was pretty close to professional quality.

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It's too long of a story to fit into a gt. Just ask whatever you want to know, or if you want a specific story maybe I'll gt just some parts...

Make any money at it?

are you gay or straight

Not a cent
Turned out bi

Any real feelings of romance or closeness spring up between you boys? Anyone get really close outside of the cult? Do you miss it? Do you think it was healthy? If you had the option would you go back in time to your younger self and continue the insane orgies, instead of continuing with your life as it is now?

How did you react the first time you were sucking dick

No romance, it was purely for the sexual thrill. I do miss it, it was really fun.

It might not have been the most healthy thing, but it didn't fuck any of us up either. It did get a little awkward as we grew up and lots of boys grew out of it or left it behind, but no lives ruined or anything.

And lastly, I think I did keep it going as long as was possible. Even after the older boys quit too, me and some others still kept it going for years after that. I finally calmed down and stopped fucking around with really young boys when I was 16-17ish, but even now I still have one secret fuck buddy left from those days and we do still mess around.

First it was like holy shit I can't believe I'm doing this, and wow this ain't half bad! Just the thrill of doing something so taboo made it way too much fun, and receiving felt so good I was eager to return the favor.

Can you tell us stories about you and your fuckbuddy?

>a secret sex cult for boys
This sounds familiar...

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Wouldn't know where to start, not specific enough. Which fuck buddy? What kinda stories? Got lots of both.

Do you feel regret about it now?

What country/state was this in?

The secret fuckbuddy, and any story that seems erotic to you

No regrets at all. Except maybe I should have gotten my own copy of all those videos, but on the other hand I don't want to be a crim. There should be some exception like if you're the "victim" of your own willingly made CP you get a pass on keeping a copy to yourself... LOL a man can dream...

Did you end up recruiting anyone, or being part of a new guy's first experience?

Canada. Not being any more specific than that.

Do you think anyone else has regrets about it? does that bother you at all?

What was the most hardcore or freakiest thing you remember anyone in the group doing?

Oh my yes. While the two older dudes were kind of the leaders, it did take on a life of its own and guys were constantly getting other friends in on it. And we learned from the best on how to convince friends to join, they did it to us after all. That's how it got so big and went on for so long. The younger among us did stuff all on our own at sleepovers and stuff too, it was like everyone was secretly fucking everyone in our circles of friends.

fbi open up

First time you did it, tell the details

Any or all of the following might be considered freaky or hardcore depending on your tastes, and we did em all
>swallowing cum, multiple loads, facials and bukkake
>orgies with up to 8 of us at a time
>any possible group sex positions we could dream up
>ass to mouth
>eating ass
>double ass penetration
>anal cream pies
>and even felching
>and of course most of these acts were also on video

Probably but they made their own decisions

You mean the first time I recruited someone?

Yes

Alright then.

First one was easy, he was a close friend of mine, we hung out all the time. For whatever reason he wasn't originally targeted by the older guys, but I knew him and was so sure he'd be into it as much as any of us.

So right after I was basically initiated into the club with my first few lessons, I actually secretly told him all about it one night at a sleepover. I told him how these guys taught me all this awesome stuff and asked if he wanted to learn too, and that night me and him were already sucking dick and making some attempts at ass fucking. He was totally into it. We weren't that good at it yet so I couldn't wait to see if he'd join the rest of the club.

I ended up just casually taking him to our secret afterschool meetup spot soon after, and the rest is history.

continued / further explanation

This afterschool meetup spot was at one of the older guy's house. He was an only child, latchkey kid, and had the house entirely to himself until his parents got home from work anytime after 6pm. He lived in the basement, of course, and him and his best friend fuck buddy would leave the door open for us to wander in on the way home from school. He had the coolest little set up down there with a big tv and all the game consoles that it would have been fun to hang out there just as normal kids (which we occasionally did), but we spent most of our time down there with little to no clothes on and fooling around.

Of course it was the perfect spot to recruit new guys. Getting them to come over to hang out was easy, and then we'd gradually test the waters with each new kid and see what we could get away with. I'm still surprised all these years later at the percentage of teenage boys who are totally into experimenting with gay sex of you just give em a chance.

Anyone still reading? If you got questions post em quick before the thread dies. I'll get into the next confessions thread if it does...

Who was that ten year old that you mentioned?
>I was regularly having sex with around 15 guys, some ad young as 10

He was a friend of a friend who got suckered in the same way we all did. Surprisingly he was just as eager and willing as the older boys and learned to take a pretty big dick up his ass for his size. And he loved it.

How was it the first time you got a dick in your ass? And what was your favorite thing to do in bed?

First time I actually successfully got a dick inside my ass actually wasn't that hard. It was my best friend's and we were both still pretty small in the dick department (although average for 12 and 11 years old). I actually remember it quite well.

The first time I brought him over to (let's just call him Shaun)'s basement, we spent a minute getting into the mood. Shaun put on some plain old gay porn videos on and we started jacking off together. Pretty soon he was asking us about what else we wanted to try, and I wasn't shy and almost begged to learn to take a dick up my ass.

Ever so cautious and respectful, Shaun didn't want to teach me himself, his big cock would be too much to start. So he convinced me and my best friend (let's just call him Jim) to try on each other.

With him coaching us and watching carefully, we got completely naked and I got on all fours. Using some spit for lube, Jim got lined up behind me and carefully poked his hard little dick at the center of my hole. I couldn't believe it when it actually slipped right in, all the way. It felt so weird but it didn't hurt, and it was a total rush. Jim said he couldn't believe how good it feels, and I let him fuck me for a few minutes before we switched spots.

Today, do you prefer to have sex with men or weman? Are you a top or a bottom?

Because no other religions have pedos..

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Sex with men is definitely my preference, tho I do still enjoy women. I'm that mythical versatile, I really do enjoy top and bottom equally as much.

No girls in the club I guess?

Was there anyone you had sex with that lets you become top?

I wish, that would have been amazing. It was discussed, but only as a stupid fantasy. Girls are not to be trusted.

On the topic of girls tho, I had my first few girlfriends while still fooling around with the secret club, and none of them ever knew I was cheating on them with a whole bunch of boys. I wish I could have told some of them but it was too risky.

Yes plenty

Tell me what was like the first time you had a BIG dick in your ass

That would have been amazing when young

Hardcore what do you mean? Cause you not calling anal, threesomes hardcore.
Give us a list of nasty sex acts fag boy.

You do double anal or fletching?

Op we want answers

this is fucked

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With pleasure.

So things progressed quickly after joining in on all the fun. Me and Jim were fucking around on our own almost more often than at Shaun's, but anytime we had time to kill after school we eagerly went over hoping for some fun.

One time we get there and Shaun and his best friend Andrew already have a couple other young friends over. Before long all 6 of us are getting into it, sucking, fucking, trading off. I'd been dying to find out if Shaun's or Andrew's bigger dicks would fit up my ass, but neither of them were pushy about trying. I had to actually ask Shaun if he'd try to fuck me, and he said okay.

He warned me it might hurt and told me to get on top and squat down onto him so I'm the one in control. I gave him a good sloppy wet blowjob first to get him lubed up, and I got in position on top and facing him. He told me to grab his dick in one hand and guide it in, so I did. His big 7 inch dick throbbed in my hand as I carefully touched the tip to the middle of my hole. Slowly I squatted down and applied pressure, and I could feel my hole start stretching wide as the head of his dick started sliding in. Right when it started feeling like too much, it slid a little further in and popped in past that tight muscular ring of my anus. Holy shit it actually worked! It felt really good, still no pain, so I sat down further. It felt so weird as his big dick filled me up, squishing it's way deep into my insides. Carefully I slid all the way down, and actually fit his entire 16 year old cock into my 11 year old ass.

Shaun and all the guys watching us were pretty amazed, and as I got comfortable starting bouncing up and down gently. It didn't take him long and he blew his load right up my ass. I felt the warm goo spurt out inside me and slide down his shaft, and it felt so good.

I wanted more and let Andrew do the exact same to me right after.

It was ;)

I did post a little list, I refer you to

Damn, so hot!
I'm so jealous!
I wish I had friends like yours to experiment when I was younger. I only did it when I was already an adult.

> Have you ever been spit-roasted (getting dick in ass and mouth at the same time)? How was it?

Yeah spit roasts are actually one of my favourites. I've had a dick in both holes plenty of times, but it's even more fun when it's part 69 or someone else is sucking my dick too. And better yet, I've had two dicks in my ass at the same time while sucking two dicks - hard work but so much fun!

I'm so glad I'm not the only one that finds this shit hot, I'm glad you enjoy. Now if only there was some way to know if anyone has actually seen the porn we made... I kinda want to ask the pedo anons around here, describe it to them and see if they've seen any of it or not...

I had some fun at that age as well. I might have been one of the 'friend of a friends'. One of the other boys said he learned from his older brothers.

Can you talk about those two dicks up your ass

Bumping with more porn because reasons

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You can describe it to me, I can't legally agree or deny that I have watched anything. But I will give you an answer.

I do find it extremely hot. I knew I was gay since I were 14-15, but I was too scared of trying anything with other boys. I was allways taught it was wrong, so I was always terrified of someone finding it out.

I would have loved to be part of that group. I fooled about with a couple of older guys at school when I was 12-14, but never got very far. I sometimes fantasise about the one with the bigger dick raping me.

Definitely.

So boys being boys, sometimes there can be a bit of a competitive streak. And given the nature of our secret club, it didn't take long until we were trying to outdo each other. We didn't care about who had the biggest dick or anything, with the wide age range that didn't matter. But it almost turned into a contest to see who could be the most disgusting and depraved and who would do the sickest shit.

After I took Shaun's dick up my ass like a champ, all the guys wanted to ride the bigger dicks and neither Shawn or Andrew complained about it. After almost all the younger guys got comfortable taking big dicks up the ass, it became like a competition on who could fit the most in there, and that led to trying DPs.

First just with 2 smaller dicks. It took some practice but we figured it out. Then with either Shaun's or Andrew's dick plus one smaller one stuffed in. And sure enough, with a little time and practice and stretching, before long I was the first guy to fit both of the big dicks in my ass at the same time, and I was still pretty tiny. But it felt so good, I loved the stretch just as much as the amazed looks from the other guys who could hardly believe what they were seeing.

Did Shaun and Andrew ever have sex with each other?

OP when this thread dies bring it back up again. I'm really intrigued and interested.

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There's one thing that I can't get out of my head, since you guys were so young, did you had to clean up first? Was there ever poop in your dick or someone elses?

Bi is just gay by using a chick to be a cover beard

Seriously give up organized religion. The right one hasn't been made yet it exists as a pseudo religion.

Did you do these acts. You made it seem like this is stuff the group did but doesnt mean you did. If so how old. Also how did you first do double anal

No, bi is not having dick or pussy be the deciding factor in whether you want to fuck/be fucked by someone. We're not all secretly gay. I personally prefer women to men, but am not at all put off by dick.

Okay so... Most of it was filmed in Shaun's basement, but we also filmed stuff in his parents bedroom (better light) and even snuck the camera into a sauna a few times.

So obviously the boys involved were all between 10 and 18, all skinny white guys but quite a variety. At least 3 of us had braces. Shaun's basement had a was painted yellow-white with some wood paneling in places, dark carpet, big dark coffee table and an sofa set with dated dark patterns. Pretty much any kind of sex scene you can imagine in there we filmed. There was a computer in one corner, and we did most of our fucking on a big red blanket.

His parents bedroom was bright and clean, pure white walls and bedsheets, and high dark wood panel closets and cabinets. I seem to remember some floral art on the wall. We did a bunch of stuff on the bed in there.

We also filmed a bunch in Shaun's downstairs bathroom. He had this cool and distinctive full size tub, chrome handles and black wall with white dots on it like a starfield.

That's probably not specific enough, is there any other description that might help?

Tell us about fletching we need to hear about that. You all did ATM so when did you do it?

Yeah, letting us watch them fool around was actually one of the steps in the recruitment process

We had expert and experienced teachers. They taught us all about cleaning up first and proper prep for anal. I'm sure it didn't exactly always go smoothly, but we knew what we were doing despite being so young.

Fbi look into this guy

I did everything on that list and more, I was one of the really dirty ones.

Faggot

Kek these LARPers are getting out of hand

None of it sounds familiar to me. The red blanket was on the floor?

Do you have kik or something?

This is fake. You really think anyone buys a secert sex fag club and no one knew? Shit you a dirty fag into pedo.

Well, first you gotta understand that quite a few of us (myself included) absolutely fucking loved eating cum. It was such a depraved act but so fun and delicious that we argued about who gets to swallow whos load. It got to a point where blowing a load of cum up someone's ass almost seemed like a waste.

By then we'd started eating ass too. That started when blowjobs to apply spit lube for ass fucking got tiring, going as to mouth back and forth to keep things sliding. So we started doing the next logical thing, applying spit directly to the ass hole, which led to eating ass and tounge fucking just for fun.

And since we'd gone that far, it wasn't such a leap to suck a freshly blasted load of cum out of someone's ass. The first time I did it, Shaun had just had a huge orgasm in Jim's ass, and as soon as he was done he looked at me and dared me to suck it out. He knew I was game, there was basically nothing I said no to so far.

So with Shaun and a couple others watching, I got behind Jim, stuck my mouth on his ass and plunged my tongue inside him. Immediately a warm rush of goo streamed out of his ass into my mouth. It still tasted just as good, and being a good little show off I opened my mouth and showed the gob of cum to everyone before swallowing it.

I definitely did it the most often, but a lot of other guys did it too.

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secret gay club homes are you serious?xD

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That's almost too bad, I was hoping someone might recognize something.

The red blanket was huge and we used it mainly in the basement living room to cover whatever we were fucking on. Usually on the floor but on the sofas too.

Actually I just remembered, some of the best of it will have Christmas decorations in the background. We did mostly video but some still pics too.

No

How old are you today?
Care to share some nudes or dickpic?

Around 30

I might drop a fresh dick pick if I'm in the mood, nothing identifiable tho.

Did you guys also kiss each other?

answer this

Only a little bit. Most of us weren't into it because we didn't have romantic feelings, just doing it for the sexual thrill.

musta been legit beautiful all u lil faggots fucking around like that. Makes me depressed af i had nothing like it to compare.

Thanks for the stories OP, I'm glad it was a positive experience for you. Gotta bust a nut now bc of it.

One last question before I go. How is sex life? Do you still have a lot of sex or did it slow down with time?

You're very welcome, happy to share. Trying not to bust a nut myself before the thread dies.

Sex life had slowed way down unfortunately. Harder to find people you trust later in life, plus my sex drive ain't what it used to be. I could never recreate that magic anyway so I don't bother trying. I have new ways to have fun now, threads like this being just one example.

Did the leader's parents never catch you fooling around?

No, couple close calls but it never happened. And they were surprisingly unsuspicious considering he always had so many younger friends over. He was a popular and otherwise well behaved dude, so I guess it made sense.

Do you ever meet some of the guys that were in that group and talk about the old times?