Former leftypol here

I came here a few weeks ago to shitpost and troll, but I've taken a few redpills by mistake. I'm just curious what this was like for the rest of you. It sounds like it doesn't get easier from here, like I've stared into the abyss and now the abyss will stare into me, forever. What were you like before you came here, and how did it change you?

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Heil, Kamerad.

Weak minded traitor. Bet you were a tanky anyway

14/88 socialism ftw

I knew I wouldn't be alone. Just wondering where all this stuff was hiding all this time. I'm an avid reader and in university. How did I miss all this?

>Bet you were a tanky anyway
No, just white, heterosexual, male, and not self-destructive.

Control the flow of information, control the public education system, then you own the youth. Then the students with useless degrees (gender studies) are funneled into the only available professions - public teaching/outreach. With each successive generation the indoctrination is more firmly established.

Used to be a literal SJW activist for years. Got redpilled over the summer. I welcome you amongst our ranks, OP.

The leader of estonian anti-fa movement told me up front that the left is fucked up currently, and the future is gonna be much more right-wing.

We are on the right side of history, brothers!

I went in reverse OP. I now accepted communism into my heart.

Wow that was cringey. You do realize this entire board is satire, right? Only idiots take this shit seriously. But I guess that meme quote about pretending to be dumb attracts actual dumb people is pretty true.

>Used to be a literal SJW activist for years. Got redpilled over the summer. I welcome you amongst our ranks, OP.
lteral summerfag idk if this is b8 but i just hope u get trucked

>everything is satire
cognitive dissonance, the post

>I came here a few weeks ago
Here's a tip kiddo
Don't post for at least another 6 months, and don't create a thread for at least a year.
LURK MORE FAGOLIO
sage

Happened to me.

Used to be a left-leaning, accepting ideological normie who was simply disgusted by Tumblr shenanigans and culture policing. Then I took interest in US elections, seen the corruption behind Clinton and became an /r/The_Donald civic nationalist - still race-blind, but fed up with anti-white stuff.

Then I came to Sup Forums to look at all these posts exposing what went on with Clinton and creating all those memes, fully aware that there's going to be some "insane fringe crazies" around here. But then I ended up finding out about the Jewish subversion, white genocide... Since then I'm pretty much a white nationalist, while I'm still trying to sort out my thoughts. All this info ended up overwhelming me, and expressing it to anyone who didn't see all of this makes me feel like a mumbling idiot.

2016 sure changed me a lot.

i was a lobsoc for a while myself. i was pretty concerned that so many libsocs were opposed to free speech. made zero ideological sense and seemed like a good way to degenerate an anarchist society into a mob rule shithole by making the place a safe apace. fully broke ranks when i found out about cologne, rotherham, and all of fucking sweden. always had criticisms of islam from a standpoint of leftwing social values, but i couldn't just how fucking evil the muslim world is until they brought it to the west. maybe thats racist cause i did know about some of the fucked up shit they did in their own countries, but its hard to care at this point. they will build a new hell for themselves no matter where they go. im a paleoconservative now, and i have to say, it feels better looking at the world from this lense. this is achievable and its already happening, were winning. we can watch as our team changes the face of the west for generations to come and goddamn its an experience.

>Don't post for at least another 6 months
you mean 2 years right? because maybe that might be reason why this place went to shit so hard since reddit leaked and all cunts started to have opinions from the very first day

Well to be honest, you likely were retarded before.

I just come here to see how not retarded I am, to giggle at americans' 'education' and the moronic dumbassery in general.

idk why people like you even exists, i was always right wing. since 15 yrs old. yea i was blue pilled about EU and kieks and antiwhie bullshit was pretty much unimmaginable back then but in all other aspects like economy and role of state i was right wing.

>You do realize this entire board is satire, right
>Falling for this meme in current year

Sometimes people are already close and they don't know it. It depends on how entrenched they are in their ideology.

It took me 2 years to fully start accepting the truths of the world after endless documentaries, literature, philosophy, and self-improvement. I used to be an extremist liberal in my early 20s. I recall incidents where I acted like a total lunatic and I feel ashamed. I was so uneducated and indoctrinated.

If OP is heading down the path of enlightenment that quickly, then the foundation of what he was taught to believe was already beginning to falter with questions that couldn't be answered by those around him.

>I just come here to see how not retarded I am
Dunning-Kruger, the post

Well the gaggle of loons you generally are cannot even into basic reading comprehension so yeah, imbeciles the lot of you. :^)

>summerfag
lol I have been Sup Forums since 2009 get fucked m8

I was a libertarian before coming here. That was at least 2 years ago. Slowly I'm coming to realize libertarianism will inevitably just hasten the path we are on now.

Before Sup Forums I was on the path to marriage, I was doing well in school, I was going to make it. Then I started purposely being less culturally sensitive, just to piss people off, not a ton, but throwing out a few "retard"s and "cunt"s. My gf eventually left me, and for whatever reason I've been doing worse in school. Sup Forums is ruining my life.

I discovered Sup Forums when I was 17 and thought I'd get bored of it. Instead I got bored of everything else. Maybe I would've been happier bluepilled living in a leftist circlejerk, swallowing lie after lie without reflection but at least I'm not a enslaved by thought control.

I was already having issues with the political Left. What did it was your ebooks archive. I admit to not really having accessed right wing academics before. All the ones I thought were right wing turned out to be quite liberal and centrist by comparison. I just never realized what their narratives or arguments actually were, etc.

>Politically Incorrect Books Archive:
mega.nz/#F!B4dB2SzQ!h_pMC30v2a_y31iD0dy0sg

Tell whoever makes the archive, and whoever keeps posting books in /nsg/ thank you for me.

I know it is corny as fuck, but reading your post, a good quote came into my mind that would help you. Pic related.

>These days children aren't raised to believe in the devil. But they are raised to believe in Hitler.
potent quote

I find it interesting how so many find themselves converting to a new set of values and beliefs over time. From liberal extremism to right wing nationalism. But never the other way around. Liberals often have these questions that they never knew they had, that can't be answered. But sometimes they wander too far outside the safe space of the University and accidentally find the answers. Once you have them there's no going back.

Thanks for the flag.

that is an awesome flag there, seeing it for the first time

>be me-young, impressionable middle schooler
>would make edgy jokes and get yelled at by teachers for being offensive
>went to a liberal, school of the arts
>die-hard democrat who thought he was better than everyone because he cared about minorities
>basically the school autist, they told me I was a smart kid yet never applied myself
>approached by fellow autist in 8th grade
>"hey user, check out this thing called Sup Forums, go on Sup Forums"
>at first i would lurk, kek at all of the funny memes
>after a while I began to notice a change
>I felt isolated from my classmates, they behaved like sheep, knew nothing of politics
>deep thought and my observations of the world/historical interests furthered my development
>the red-pills come at me faster and faster, almost exponential
>i couldn't get enough
>decided to come out as a Trump supporter this year
>began posting MAGA, memes and general red-pills on our class facebook page
>offend all of the snow-flakes at my school, save for my intelligent friends
>eventually get called down to the front office
>administrators question as to why I post pics idolizing Rome, Trump, Hitler
>fukin kek
>everyone now thinks I'm a racist

Before, I wouldn't have realized you just articulated a justification for the virtue of slavery, or for a world bounded by the divine, ordered within a series of hierophanies.

Yup.

Now these words fill my mind:

youtu.be/oZtJP7M-9Og
genius.com/Nicolas-gomez-davila-selected-aphorisms-part-i-annotated
genius.com/Nicolas-gomez-davila-selected-aphorisms-part-2-annotated
youtu.be/6v8Kf6vYYeY

You can't ignore the facts ... i've always been rational and able to get the essence of things.

The longer you stick with them the easier it will get to live with the knowledge and perhaps do something about it.

I was malleable from just being cast out of my core friendgroup due to a bad breakup. I helped bring that group together and I was thrown out like garbage.

I started dating a degenerate "lovnature! gurl" because I was desperate for any kind of change that was not sinking depression. I turned into a major pot smoker and became the most easy going person in the world. Few months later the gf got off her meds and became the biggest cunt in the world.

I started getting back into Sup Forums at this point and pushing her away. I had been a major user of the chans up till this point, boards I frequented was mostly /k/ and I was a big lolbertarian because of it, just like my old friends.

I started getting into Sup Forums a month before the Canadian elections (voted conservative, fuck leftists)

Long story short I was already sympathetic towards Germany in ww2 and I was very open to taking in all the info I could get. I think the biggest turning point was when I sat down one weekend and watched the full 3 hour version of "The greatest story never told". After that I started seeing Jewry in my everyday life.

I learned the truth about Marxism and the toll it has taken on our society. I realized that women destroy nations, and it is no different this time around.

The degeneracy around us is almost unbelievable.

I have been single for 8 months.
This is a path of isolation and depression.
It will be difficult to find friends that share my views that are not online.
Even finding a Trump supporter in my country is difficult.
I want true friends, I can't stand the people I am currently involved with.

I want a qt. white nationalist gf..

I am optimistic for my future.

I was a neoconservative libertarian.

I still am

You start out wondering why this board talks about race so much.

It annoys you at first, but the second that you have a chance encounter with a Basketball American is the second that you start to come around.

You'll turn on your TV or open up a news stream and see all sorts of criminal and abhorrent behavior exhibited by these melanin-enriched folk.

In the past, you'd empathize with them despite never really wrapping your head around what they were doing.

At this point, though, you'll start to feel disgusted by them.

You'll resent the fact that you're working your ass off to make a life for yourself while they hoot, holler, and tear down their own neighborhoods while begging for more of your tax dollars.

After reading a few studies on IQ and race, you'll surprise yourself by casually agreeing with segregationists.

Your ascension only gets more interesting from this point forward.

I was a classical liberal before I came here. Now that I've been here for a few months, I'm a classical liberal.

OH SHIT MY KIKE-DAR JUST WENT OFF. Fuck off. kikes

I'm so sick and tired of Jews - no Jew is worth living. Jeez oh man, fuck kikes. Can't we just toss every kike into the oven? Fuck kikes, am I right?

Last Wednesday I saw a black girl pass me on the street. We all know it's (((them))) who secretly planted the nigger there, right?

I seriously hate kikes. I hate kikes so much I wouldn't even allow one to look at me. If a kike glances a seedy eyed merchant look at me over his hook nose, you know what I do?

I curb stomp that motherfucker and then I mutilate his body and turn it into soap. And then I put him in an oven.

FUCK KIKES, AM I RIGHT!?

All of you will burn.

>OH SHIT MY KIKE-DAR JUST WENT OFF
divide and conquer, false flag detected.

I'm learning, see?

Make sure you got some mental anchors you can always fall back on when shit gets insane.

Your post reeks of autism. For christ's sake, take your meds, you fucking stormcuck!

you do realize that your path is the classic, stereotypical path of a guy getting indoctrinated into a cult, right? you were emotionally vulnerable. you were ready for a theory that would make sense of the world. you were aware of a path that promised secret knowledge. you conveniently decided that women didn't just hurt you, they are bad in general. etc

>been here for years
>still able to avoid the bull shit redpill
Sounds like youre just easily influenced and have weak convictions, OP, 90% of what's posted here is satire.

> I think the biggest turning point was when I sat down one weekend and watched the full 3 hour version of "The greatest story never told". After that I started seeing Jewry in my everyday life.

The day you swallowed the proverbial nazi cock and become a full moron, well done you pathetic loon.

Hea kuulda, et sa kommunistlikust pasast priiks oled saanud ja enam võõrvallutajate huvisid ei teeni.

Estonian anti-fa... It is good to hear that there are not much retards left here (alas, almost all of them are in the current bolshevik government and busy shitting their pants) and even stupid kids are finally getting it
Estonian anti-fa was a joke of epic proportions anyway.

I'm lucky in that I have friends that also have gotten redpilled over the last few years, there's 4 or 5 of us. But I was someone who dated constantly, the second I was out of a relationship I would be in another. Now I've been single for 2 years. I'm getting tired of it, but I can't find a woman who doesn't just want to go to parties and take part in disgusting things. That used to be me, but I can't find pleasure in any of it anymore.

KYS

>trying to imply the real redpill about (((them))) is a false flag

WEW WEW WEW KIKE-DAR AT ASTONISHINGLY HIGH LEVELS

GET FUCKED KIKE

YOU'RE GOING TO BE IN THE OVEN SOON

>redpilling normies is autism
KIKE-DAR AT LEVEL 10, ALL WHITE NATIONALISTS REPORT TO TAKE THIS (((LATVIAN))) OUT

Noone gains values from arguments. Everyone backwards-rationalizes his needs and feelings into arguments and worldview. /pol is creation of young males seeking for purpose in life.

Aitäh! Tõsilugu, ma rääkisin tolles postis isikust nagu Andres Kiisel. Ta esineb feissis nime all Andres Kalashnikov ja on Eesti anti-fa liider. Ta on isegi öelnud et on saatnud luurajad netis lugema parempoolseid facebooki gruppe. Viimane vestlus oligi sellest, et tema arust on vasakpoolsus suht putsis ja ei arene enam kuhugi. Andrese urgas Tallinnas asub Ülase 12, kus tegutseb tema anti-fa punker. Keep fighting the good fight!!

I came here looking for funny pictures when all my regular boards were boring as shit. Accidentally kept coming and got redpilled.

This is the newfag with daddy issues, isn't it?

You have to go back, Achmed.

Going here sucks, ignorance is bliss, and this place and it's predecessor (/new/) showed me how deeply entrenched in shit our political and economic systems are, and how tough it's going to be to change that.

Now, there's hardly anybody outside of the internet that has any idea about this and are perfectly content living in their bubble, yet time and time again wondering why they're unhappy. I sometimes make threads on here trying to be productive, to organize something, to use the intellectual-manpower on this board, only to get drowned out by shit-posts and people doing stuff for the lulz.

So, in conclusion, Sup Forums can open your eyes, but is not entirely the answer. Most people here, in typical Sup Forums fashion, are socially awkward losers who happened to hit gold in the conspiracy world by logically looking at who controls what. Other than that, there is not much use for the people here, and I wish they'd prove me wrong.

>if I act like a retard, maybe they'll think THEY'RE the retards
As expected of a retard. This is why the left lost

>haha if I call him a Mudslime I can deflect from the fact that I'm a kike

GET OUT

RIGHT WING DEATH SQUADS DEPLOY NOW

PEW PEW PEW PEW

A BULLET FOR EVERY KIKE'S HEAD
EVERY JEW HAS BLED
INTO THE STREET GUTTER
A KIKE WILL SELL YOU MARKED UP BUTTER
DENY THIS JEWRY FOR HE IS A SWINDLE
CUT OF THEIR HAIR RUN IT THROUGH THE SPINDLE
BODIES TO SOAP
BONES TO ASHES
KIKES WILL MOPE
UNTIL THEY GET CASHES

FUCK JEWS

Spreche Englisch, dumbass.

>hurrdurr muh caps lock stormcuckery
wow, this is the most autistic shit I have seen on Sup Forums for a while. If you keep going like this, it's no surprise you're gonna get banned.

>haha let's use reverse psychological deflection tactics to try to get him to go away so we can continue our subversive kikery

DIE JEW

1488 DUES VOLT

GAS THE KIKES RACE WAR NOW

Vasakpoolsus ja lausidiotism vohab euroopas ja oh mis kuramuse jamasid sellest veel tulemas on. EL-i ideoloogiline isa ju kommunist Kalergi, mis sellisest sitast tahta...

Meil on hetkel bolshevike valitsus, IRL seal sees rootsi käpik ning nad tegelevad seal kõik hoogsastienese täis sittumisega.

Ahahahahahahahahahaha

Häh, mulle kesk ei meeldi üldse ja hääletan EKRE-t järgmine kord, aga ma pean ütlema et parem kesk kui reform. Taavi Rõivas oli literal pask oma Valdo Randperega, kes pidas EKRE'le loengut sallivusest ja tolerantsusest.

>What were you like before you came here
Full of dreams and hope

Thus is literally the only time i've wanted to fuck that ayylmao looking pallid roach tranny.

except it's not freedom, it's just a different blue pill

Nice try Sup Forums
Kinda pathetic to do this on your own board, but whatever raises the morale of the common foot folk.

WILL THE MEMES END?

>You do realize this entire board is satire, right?

If you really believed that you wouldn't have attacked the OP's post, you would have assumed it too was satire.

Valdo Randpere on tõeliselt rõve limukas ja Taavikene lihtsalt lutsis eurovemmalt. Taavi auks võib öelda, et vallutajate (mingeid pagulasi ei ole olemas) siiavedamist torpedeeris see seltskond siiski veidike ning päris suuri lollusi kaasa ei teinud.

Sotsid on see põhiline mädapaise Eestis mis tuleb allavett saata ja IRL (rootsi käpik, cuckservatives) kohe järgi kupatada . Kesk on lihtsalt sümptom ja nõukaaegse immigrandipasa ja prolede väljund (neil peab mingi hääkekandja ju olema) mis ei sobi Eesti tulevikku suunama.

I was always redpilled.
I just enjoy being around White people more and think they look cool, I look cool, all my friends look cool, we have cool thoughts, and non-Whites are just kind of odd to me. Not that I'm racist, I just have always preferred my own.

Newfags can't help but make themselves obvious. Instead, they should be figuring out how to lurk moar.

We warned you.

Most of Sup Forums used to be liberal and often quite extreme.

We know the arguments and ways of thinking.

We've been there and done that.

The warnings might have seemed like autistic larping, but they were legitimate. This is literally what happens when you wake up and look at reality.

The funny thing is that I agree with 90% of what Sup Forums says but still class myself as a liberal because it matches up with liberte, egalite and fraternite. Modern, mainstream leftism is as far removed from actual liberalism as you can get.

the extreme decline of quality and interesting topics on other boards kind of pushed me here

but I was always a fairly political and almost red pilled person before I came here, but now I really hate jews a whole lot more

>blaming an image board for your personal failings
This attitude is why you are a failure. You are a degenerate.

>people doing stuff for the lulz.
That's our motto. Only now we say, For the Kek!

Sorry, no death squads, only safety squads making sure everyone is living in safety inside their free DIY safe spaces in warehouses and such.

>KIKE-DAR AT LEVEL 10
You're detecting yourself, Shlomo. Hold the meter further away.

...

t. Ashraf abdullah

kek

barbedwirearoundwarehouse.png

I was always interested in the nazis and shared similar views but theyou were few. Things such as not mixing. I never doubted the Holocaust though. Within a few weeks I became a full blown Holocaust denying, national socialist. I think the only hope for Western civilization is fascism. I even went out a copy of Mein Kampf to read for myself (this is in the being when I had yet to swallow the pill) to come up with my own opinion. Seriously you need to read it, it's absolutely terrifying how right he was and what he predicted. Also watched the greatest story never told, made me have an existential crisis

Coming to Sup Forums was a surprise. I've been on chan for years and just stayed away because of all the bad press the other boards give Sup Forums. My surprise came from when i arrived hear, i couldn't believe all the like minded people.
this board is far faster than /n/, thank God.

Welcome

Nice try Sup Forums. Trying to subvert Sup Forums into hating itself.

You preddy funny Sup Forums

I was more or less aware that something wrong going on for years. Went from libtard, through transhumanism, libertarianism and civic nationalism to white nationalism. And from antoganizing our government, towards, at least, understanding. But always, since the times when i was stupid raging atheists, i had a political anchor of anti-islamism (good for recognizing traitors and cowards, at the very least).
Last 2 years was revealing indeed, even before Sup Forums.

We should really be spreading the meme that leftypol is satire

I have been NatSoc way before I discovered Sup Forums. For me it's just a place where I can discuss with like-minded people without censorship, I can't say it changed me much. I am still not on the same page with most polacks on Holocaust denial though. Apart from that, NatSoc Europe is best Europe and that is clear for every honest person. You saw it yourself, not much to say here.

You probably were a fucking retard before, so no loss.

I was a multikultist through my adolescence but had the seeds of radpeel in me. It took some years of actual living to get me there.
Probably the first time I realized was when I was reading Othello and highschool and found I identified infinitely more with Iago.

>rationalizations to maintain the indoctrination in the face of dissonance
yes, mhm, yes, must've already been an evil heretic, mhm, yes, not me, no no, never me, hehe.

kek, that gif

We were all like you, once.
Sup Forums attracts those who genuinely want to know. Perhaps part of the trend from SJW to fashy goys is that many of us earnestly sought truth.
We digested the ''truth' offered us at school, yet were not satisfied.
Seek and ye shall find.
Ask, and the door will be opened to you.

he is wrong but essentially correct. Its better to think of this place as a thought experiment for testing successful ideas on multiple fronts (not just the purely dialectic or intellectual)

As a former liberal it is hard for me to express. At the end of the day i think in a similar fashion as we breathe or think or eat. There is a naturalness to most of what humans do that is... animalistic in many ways.

But this animialistic nature is not to be scorned or butchered because it is part of our happiness. We need to eat, and to eat, we need to kill, or to subdue or subjugate whether it is a plant or animal involved. To take something that is not 'ours'.

In a way, this place will put you in touch with certain aspects of the heart, for lack of words, that are scrubbed away by this almost grim hypnosis about what is right and wrong.

Things like ancap and natsoc are not "real" because they have failed in large but the ideas live here because there is something within each of them that is deeply "true"

even communism as dangerous as it is, contains this truth. It is the ideology of equality but unfortunately is not so connected to the animal part of us, a part we cannot ever remove.

In a sense one should never take what is said here at face value, but the emergent truth from taking in and considering the points is so valuable that indeed, calling it satire is a paradoxical complement and metaphor to the insightful secrecy that it needs to be held in less it be butchered by ignorance of what makes it true.

People here are passionate, savage but ultimately in agreement on what makes something "right". A mixture of dominance, creativity, practicality and rational truth that takes advantage of the reward pathways that open up once the conditioning breaks.

This dominance part, its so contentious. On the one hand we want authority and on the other fear the stripping of freedoms.

But there is truth and the truth is loud.

this

the one thing this board advocates i think more than any other in the notion of morality is personal responsibility in life choices. None of the political paths make any sense without affirming some moral compass and attributing blame to those who purposefully lie about their agency to avoid pain.

>natsoc failed
Or maybe it failed because it was too successful, just putting that out there.

I was an unapologetic communist and thought capitalism was responsible for war and hunger. Now I'm struggling between free-market libertarian and national socialist.

>struggling between free-market libertarian and national socialist
the good thing about national socialism: it wasn't an economic ideology, but a social and nationalist one that approached economics in an agnostic fashion, hence the preference for Keyneseanism

ITT : Racists pretending to be former leftists.

>I came here a few weeks ago to shitpost and troll, but I've taken a few redpills by mistake.

I don't know. It might be that every Jew in America is trying to say that Russians hacked the DNC

WHEN EVERYONE ON Sup Forums KNOWS IT WAS US