TFW too depressed and feeling pointless to kill myself

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TFW first post best post

Man up faggot

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Don't do that. We love you.

Why kill yourself when you can achieve so much, you have a life, its valuable.

Dont throw it away. Put it to good use. Its never hopeless to the point where you should simply kill yourself.

Really don't hurt yourself buddy.

I can't even find something that would support my body weight to hang myself on. fuckkkk

If you kill youself, you win

You should do it, man. The future isn't looking too bright.

Are you telling me a bridge can't support you?

Thats an odd choice of picture.

Anyways, suicide is never the best option. You can always make a difference with the life you have, why simply end your life? I had at times considered suicide myself, when extremely depressed.. but in the end, it would always be better to not kill yourself.

You have options. Your world is not ending tomorrow, or next week. Make something of yourself, its never hopeless, especially in 2016.

Why?

it's more like i've made too many mistakes. too much in debt. everything's a lie. my whole family hates me secretly and I'm an embarassment. I think I'm just holding everyone back in my nuclear and extended family and I literally think I'd be relieving a burden I place on them in many ways.

>TFW too depressed and feeling pointless to kill myself
ikr like why would you even want to go to a heaven to be with the god that put you here in this shit life to begin with?

Lol same

For example: You are depressed about something? What could it be?

Who made you this depressed? Maybe they should be the ones feeling depressed about things, maybe you should be the happy one, and they shouldnt be laughing at your dismay.

Just a thought.

See user, suicide is one thing, if u have hope in forgiveness from God, but another to say, "if I kill myself, I'll be joining the god who put me here, and didn't help me when I wanted to kill myself. And I'm supposed to spend an eternity with him?"

Go innawoods for a few months all by yourself.

Seriously, it's life-changing.

Do you not care about the white race and the genocide going on? Youre on Sup Forums, Im assuming you do.

That was from the wikileaks thread, the outer heaven picture.

don't think that, it's a lie.

If you are in your 20s, everyone in your family has a glimmer of hope that you'll pull through. If you can find anything you tolerate for a job, and just have something in your life to be passionate about, that's all they really care about. They really don't think about you as much as you think, everyone is totally self-absorbed which is why you are so depressed. Rational thought doesn't help, but a dog will always love you. Just get a dog.

And you'll be homeless too. Since the system must really hate you, and seemingly enough, your prayers to god for help go unanswered because, though you hate to say it, your helper's a cunt. Mine too.

your family would be irrevocably damaged if you killed yourself. a lot of people get into (((debt))). especially in my family and no one wants them to commit suicide. try to get out of it but don't end yourself.

Do it forHer

there is no help

only suffering

embrace it

don't do it, user

embrace purpose

Seek treatment and ask about Wellbutrin. Worked for me. And it won't make your dick stop working like SSRIs do.

Or you could continue not getting treatment and spent your days in a constant state of misery. Up to you.

I understand that but they're killing themselves too. This planet is the devil's. I don't understand why I have to deal with it. But it's not even that my behavior has been absolutely shameful. And I don't deserve anything. Everyone talks about how they want to be on golden streets, and I know I don't deserve this. plus it' sall boring and meaningless and I don't even know what these words mean. something else to everyone it's so stupid.

Probably because we are in a, let's say more softer layer of hell and the fire and brimstone was symbolic. Resembling the pain we all fell now, being here.

We're already in hell.

Well it won't get better by killing yourself, will it now

Don't just wallow in loneliness and hope for things to change, you have to spark that change - be it by "manning up" or seeking help from others

Do some deep breathing for like 5-10 min. and then tell us how depressed you feel.

Depression is literally a result of shallow breathing patterns, thus having a poorly oxygenated body. It's that simple.

Eh, don't worry, I came back as flesh, hate being human, and I'm collapsing my world soon. Even my apparent followers don't realize. It's a part of the condemnation. The breaking of the pride.

Just go to Germany, kill a migrant and take their monthly checks.

Goodbye debt, hello German ladies that apologize for being raped.

It's not stupid user, you can make your family proud if you man up.

I suggest suicide by cop. Write Sup Forums Sup Forums on a t-shirt. Go to a all white man hang out and shoot some random white men. Wait for the cops to turn up and shoot you. Or like roof get back in your car and drive to California you fucking cunt. THEY NEED YOU.

heh what?

You fucking faggot.

But user you heard it all before.
You know the "helpful tips" are something you can some how, almost, and really, instinctively see past. Just more programmed human responses.

Only degenerates kill themselves. You're on Sup Forums, so you better buck the fuck up and not attempt to be a degenerate.

Yet, user, this whole life, in our flesh bodies, with our, sin! *GASP*! Is degenerate in g-d's eyes right m8? We as sinners are from birth degenerate!

>Sup Forums - /adv/

great thread but wrong board fellow 4channerono!

Kek doesn't want you to kill yourself

He needs you to be a part of his repeating numbers army

that's a relief, I feel like fire and brimstone would be worse. But living in misery isnt so bad sometimes.

Are these redditors that think fpbp means any first post in a thread?

Been seeing it a lot lately. If it's a meme, give it up

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SLOW AND STEADY
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He sucks your energy like the whore of babylon sucks bahomet's superior 7inch (seven perfect number cock) fucker. Kek is your stupid Sup Forums construct scum you know nothing of the real kek. Post-boarders.

Your misery is the fire and brimstone faggot.

Pray the rosary, pray in good faith, pray it in the name of finding ways to cope with the depression and closer to god.

Felt depressed for the last couple weeks, prayed the rosary during lunch today. Much better!

IDK what to do if you're opposed to it though. Get therapy I guess.

>555
Guess kek confirms

are you like one of those magic shapes jews or something? sacred flower and such

Buy a ticket to Syria and get beheaded while shitposting IRL.

You'd basically be immortalized on Sup Forums.

Could you get excited enough about it to live stream you doing it?
I need something to make me feel tonight.

FUCK
Read through the thread
Sup Forums is reddit now

I think he just means that nothing is real and that everything around you is sensory imput.

He's a faggot.

You wanna be like him? A worthless faggot?
No you don't. Get off your ass and find something to live for.

Listen to me. Don't do it. I've been in the military for my entire adult life and know first hand that it is possible to overcome these feelings no matter how bad it is. Talk to a crisis line immediately or talk to someone you can trust about what you're going through. Take the first steps today to reach out.

nigga don't bang my cherries

I don't want to be useless but it seems like I am. the amount of debt I'm adding up is just mind boggling. I'll never catch up. three hundred thousand dollars.

The fact that you posted here means that there's a big part of you that wants to live.

That fluid exchange...

Degenerate.

You know damn well many in power just blow money out of their pro-lapsed anal passages, and can help a guy like you at any time. Just like me. The amount of money wasted, and food, fuck, we could be fucking Pharaohs.

fuck. you already damn well know.

Go bankrupt.

Squeeze the Jew.

>Degenerate.
De-generation, to go back from generation, the generated, the human generate, to 0.

just a thought

Everything will be okay user.

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I don't even want it. I don't deserve it. I feel like a complete waste. I've always been a waste. Like a funny joke for a sec but that's it. maybe no one deserves it. I don't even know what I'm talking about. I hate words

It feels like everything I try gets spiked right in front of me. Every time it looks like things are going to go well, defeat gets snatched from the jaws of victory and something Fucks Up. At least half the time it's my fault.

Sometimes I have trouble getting out of bed, because I don't see much of anything worth sticking around for. I want to check out pretty bad--the only reason I haven't yet is because it would devastate my family. They'd never recover. It would scar my little bro irreparably, and it would probably kill my ma.

I feel so goddamn tired, and lonely. Even in a crowd I feel alone, and every new bit of bad news I hear just makes me more and more angry and more and more frustrated. I'm kind of hoping for the happening because at least then I can die doing something worthwhile.

I can't. You can't claim bankruptcy on student debt.

Are you a man?

Then go back to school.
A shitty one if you have to.

OR just get your wages docked 25%
Big fucking deal.

same here basically

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Also you conspiracy cunts all are too scared to mention the Freemasons, and, you all find them sexy, and traditionally aligned in a way the world has never seen yet you believe they are doing it all or are linked to those who do it all yet aren't they, so in order.. mm!!!!!!!!!!

Hey conspiracy fucks, you all know, yet, don;t you the the apparent lack of notice and throw-out of certan facts and all the secrets, kek, to your brain, as a sanctification can be accessed through a simple online link I know .

You all know when you see that sexy square and compass you know it's the superior symbol. Nothing can compete besides the divine swastika but even then, it's in the craft.

You get so scared of gangstalkers, telepathic mind readers, people who are, (noticeably other) and will push you to insanity. Keep taking that prescription pill, you just got pushed over the edge, couldn't handle the backlash, and are now paying the consequences.

And yet you think, damn, that's impressively hot.

Fuck. Well, at least I know there's something to reach for.

ave you told your ma how you feel? Family?

Fpbp only applies if you own the /thread. Kys dumb nigger.

what? I don't know what to believe, but it seems like jews are usurious. it's weird though I don't blame them. It's funny, actually.

>its been 37 minutes, mods

same, family is stopping me.

I keep seeing this thread rise

So many unironic posts
Sup Forums is dead

fine my fault. It doesn't matter.

You know compared to church the freemasons have something HOT goin on! Yet, wow! in the conspiracy they are a part of it! Yet, wow! They sure are in superior order, to a point where, hah, in the point, on point, have strived for the perfection of their being, yet oh no! So, hmm, as a red-pilled conspiracy theorist, let me see, I'll be the faggot who joins, but wait, wow, what, I didn;t expect this! And, what? Wow, it all makes sense now! So, you people who think they know and are enlightened, shit, guess God was that complex as they, (bible on the alter) serve the true I AM! WHAT! 12 thousand in the nations harvest.

Damn, those other groups like skull and bones sure did fuckin ruin it. Our buddy founding father George was Christian amirite? In God we trust! But oh fuck we're that stupid to follow satan oh yes us enlightened beings are THAT STUPID to follow satan! Wouldn't satan dupe a group of enlightened followers and those knowledgeable of Christ;s teachings into a false reality of a monocle of truth? But, wait, doesn't the light of the world oprevial, the light of God? How can this be! Evil taking over the world? Evil winning over God?

Confusiioooooonnnnnn

Yeah, they know. And they've tried to help--it just doesn't. They feel for me, and I'm keeping my shit together, but no success ever brings any kind of lasting happiness. The despondence just creeps back in every time.

I try not to show it if I can help it, nowadays. I don't want them feeling bad for me, because I know it hurts them to not be able to help. But they can't. Whatever demon it is I've got to fight on my own, I guess.

All i want for Christmas is a qt 3.14. I want to make some beautiful babies, but im getting old and the World fears me.

>you will never hold asuka in your arms with every fiber of your being

Why even live.

I feel that love and affection are degenerate and wrong. love is embarrassing. And that it is wrong and childishly weak to want another human being to love you

And that hatred and suffering. Even when inflicted on me. Are the natural state of the world.

Don't do it user, I bet your life has way more value than mine.

I understand what Kek meant here.

Our misery is listening to this fire and brimstone faggot leaf.

Keep spamming reddit threads with pasta leafbro. Our differences are meaningless now. Good work

It makes sense for Sup Forums to have a lot of depressed posters. If we were happy with the state of the world we wouldn't be so adamant about changing it.

Kill yourself

All I want for Christmas is to leap on Santa's apple in the photo area at your local mall and call sim senpi as I feel his big baldge and tell him everything I want under my fucking tree this CHRISTMAS and, tree being defined as a man, he sure does sneak under my, tree! OH SANTA LET ME GET MY KIDS TO SIT ON YOU I KNOW YOU LIKE PIZZA ON YOUR LAP AS EVERY MALL HAS HIM SITTIN THERE ON THAT CERTAIN FLOOR!!!!!!

But imagine if Santa was just God being sneaky, where Santa is actually what God looks like, and God knows when you've repented, and knows when you've been nice, he know's if you've been bad or good so stop looking at porn.

dont kill yourself faggot. we need you.

yeah it makes us soft. one story that always stuck with me is about these degenerate flute players from the heike clan that were about to be wiped out by the genji. They were betafaggots and wonderful poets and flautists but they couln't defend themselves. THey died playing flute.

Am i fucked for wanting to die to see what happens on the other side?

I've baically lived the last 4 months in bed. its like the light inside me is gone. i have no reason to be here. the simple things i want i can never have. going to buy a shotgun soon tho. going to leave this broken world. even hell seems like paradise from this apathy

I'm you, but without a brother
>I'm kind of hoping for the happening because at least then I can die doing something worthwhile.
Me too! I had a thread going, asking if there was any wars going on that I could join and die in. Nobody was able to recommend anything. I guess it's going to be a long wait. Until then, I will be Captcha's prime traffic sign identifier.

Just go to >>/x/

sage