Raped by gay guy when i was 12, turned into a faggot

> 12 year old boy experiencing puberty
> horny as fuck, only think about hot girls, downloading lesbian porn on KaZaA Lite, never thought of guys in a sexual way
> older cousin is gay, his 23 year old gay femboy friend came into my room to use my computer one night while everyone was asleep
> put quaalude in my drink and forced me down on bed to suck my dick
> faggot told me if i tell anyone he would kill himself
> tell parents the next day, dad greets him at the door with a shotgun
> faggot literally an heroes the following week
> time goes on, now i'm a bisexual faggot who has trouble getting off on anything other than trannies and fembois

How do I reverse the trauma of gay agenda being forced upon me Sup Forums? I don't want to be a faggot.

>turned into a faggot

You can't turn into a faggot. You were born that way.

Call the Pence Gay Removal Service(R). They work real fast.
But really suicide is the only option if you are in too deep

fucking faggot
bugger off to /lgbt/

being gay is alright.

just dont be a fag about it

haha

fuck off faggot

I was literally sexually abused and traumatized as a child. I want it to be reversed. I am 26 years old now. Fuck, maybe it's not possible but don't sell me on the "born gay" myth leaf. There is literally no evidence for that shit.

>OP is a faggot. Literally.

14 years is a long time to be a fag, if it's possible to change (I have no fucking clue) it ain't gonna be easy. Maybe you should just accept it and get on with your life?

You're in Canada, one of the best places in the world to dig cock, as a man.

Can confirm, Never liked girls, thought of dick always gave me a boner, you can be born gay

It's like in Highlander. When gay dies, his gay-soul goes to body of his killer.

> time goes on, now i'm a bisexual faggot who has trouble getting off on anything other than trannies and fembois
so you went through all that and you're still fucking straight?

jesus christ this is absolute proof even trauma can't change your sexuality

Do you ever had girlfriend/boyfriend?

You always were a faggot. Posting fake sob stories doesn't help your case.

Never change, Putin.

It's probably the porn + trauma.

Read pic related...

>You're in Canada
My bad, that was the guy below. Just move to SF or some shit, go on holiday to Thailand too.

>You're in Canada

Lel I thought so too until I checked, OP's from the US.

Funny how faggot == Canuck in our minds huh

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op's pacifier probably had to have hair on it

I do also believe someone can be turned gay from experiences as this, id not be surprised if it was science confirmed ( to tired to try and type correctly in english ) But to the point, fuck off from Sup Forums and see an actual psychologist about this

see if pence's therapy really works. The results will shock you.

Cucknadian....day of rake

OP should an hero like his faggot mentor did.

I know kek, I was actually picturing some gay paki.

I let my teacher bang me and I turned into faggot. Except I wanted it.

You can thank your parents for this, Canucks.

Just resist that cock hunger of yours.

>How do I reverse the trauma of gay agenda being forced upon me Sup Forums? I don't want to be a faggot.

Professional therapy.

Or magic mushrooms.

>How do I reverse the trauma of gay agenda being forced upon me Sup Forums? I don't want to be a faggot.
I don't know. Seek counseling. You were a child, it wasn't your fault.

Yes but I have to imagine in my head that the girl I'm fucking was born a dude to get off. It's fucked up, and I wasn't like this was before I got molested - I was fapping to girls normally. I know Sup Forums will think I'm trolling but this is the truth. I didn't want to post in /lgbt/ because I actually really hate gay people because of what I went through. I hope this country moves even more to conservatism so it becomes okay to discriminate and commit acts of violence against faggots. They're fucking up society and I am victim of that. I don't care if you doubt me or if this thread gets deleted because it's the god damned truth I have to live with.

Stop masturbating

check it out, and even if you're suspicious about professional help, it will help to get it off your chest and talk to someone who is at least better trained in the human mind and sexuality

apparently being circumsized is worse

This guy is right.

The first thing your therapist is probably going to tell you is to stop watching porn. This is good advice because porn is spiritual pollution.

My cunt sister shoved a spoon up my ass multiple times when i was 5. Thats why im a bi fag. No weird porno though. Thats messed up.

>feel a lot during a very important sexual experience
>sexually wants and desires are around that
HUH MAYBE YOU NEED TO DEAL WITH WHAT HAPPENED YOU DUMB FAGGOT
SEXUALITY ISN'T EVEN REAL

You can. Gays call it "recruiting". Most kids in the situation end up gay, which is why 30% of all child molesters are fags, even though they are 1.6% of the populatio .

Wrong

stop watching porn OP. It has warped your sexuality.

electroshock therapy to the nuts. just get a loose wire and do it yourself. collect 100 images of different cocks. you can even get them from pol from the black homosexuals who post you mad white boy threads.
create a slide show and zap away when the images change over.

do this once a day, it worked on my pet dog who no longer looks at me like a homo and now stays out of my way. on the straight path of dog life.

Maybe you should move to Russia?
Everybody here hates gays, but it won't stops them from being faggots.

Seriously, change of residence could help.

Some great politics on this board. Nothing like that ever happened to me and im a fag. Do all mothers or straight women or any women rape men and give them a hetero gene? You apple cucks are hilarious. Nobody cares. Too fucken bad. Go be a putin pedo or something

One man has the cure.

/SJW/ propaganda as expected from a leaf.

>Threatens to kill himself and not you for telling someone.
>Actually did it, the absolute madman.

It's inside his ass it's called a prostate. Where is the epstein mar a lago ivanka cure

You clearly need to get raped by a woman

This
Smelly surrender monkey

Stop watching porn and see a counselor.

I used to have a gay friend who was repeatedly raped by his father as a boy. he died a year ago overdosing on heroin.

all faggots should be killed.

Maybe it was all a black magic ritual and when he killed himself his gay spirit entered into you and now your body is being shared with his gay phantom that wrestles with you in its eternal pursuit of cock.

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Can't not shitpost

kill yourself

being gay is like zombies, you don't want to infect anybody else

How many kids and the friends of your kids have you locked in a cage to rape and starve lately, you old apple hag

he might of raped you but at least we have 1 dead faggot now

Renounce sexual impulse. No fap, no porn, etc. Learn to sublimate that lust into productive activity.

>fantasies of a homo
please kill yourself

Yesssss goyim. You can be asssss godsssssss. Hissssss. If you only sex up this vagina with meeee. Hisssss

>being gay is alright.

Yeah I actually stopped watching porn a few weeks ago as part of nofap. But now I feel like I have no sexual drive whatsoever. Even hot girls don't get me off, god damn. I feel like my dick is shrinking.

Whoa, thanks user. Pic is actually legit. I never thought of the idea of wanting to fuck traps because of feeling like I can't please real women. I think I feel lesser due to what happened to me, rightfully so.

Can anyone else tell me if this actually works or are you just trying to get me to taze my nuts? Because I'm actually desperate enough to try it...

An hero, an hero, an hero

it's a true story you fucking dildo, my dog no longer looks at me with lust. it literally works

No fantasies. You invented sin. You mastered it. Fags came after your sexual version of sin and original sin. You created them. Where are your hetero genes? Without you they wouldn't exist. You are the original fuck ups. You set terrible examples. Wanna be a sodomite? Be a rapist asshole who shuns every stranger. The nicest love story in Bible and most extensive is that of David and Jonathan. Same words as heterosexuality. Other terms from today didn't exist. They were sexual

>But now I feel like I have no sexual drive whatsoever
This is good. Your sex drive happens to be deranged, so better to not have it anyway.

>blue waffles
>prolapsed vaginas

I'm cock god and daughter visioned, blacked cloaked, horns, tail, and tits.
What are you complaining about? Don't fear the reaper, man.
Were you truly ever?

Fuck off lucifer you tranny bastard

Ludes haven't been a real thing since the early 90s

>has trouble getting off on anything other than trannies and fembois

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>ITT: Nobody has heard of Toxoplasmosis

Pic related. It is literally not your fault.

Doesn't make you any less fucked though, sorry.

Easily cured. Been around for long time. We can go into a diseases lecture and how everything this board says is wrong but fuck it imma go get stoned

It's scary, but it works out.
You didn't lose your emotions, you forgot them. Paying attention to them just attributes and guess who happens to be the sad of you, but was the most pure?

Get tested for AIDS, wait a year, test again, register as an organ donor...and then kill yourself with a bullet to the brain.

nothing wrong with being gay bro

its almost 2017

You missed the part about it permanently altering sexual attraction.

Go to a therapist and work through your trauma. Your trauma programmed your brain to find dick arousing so resolving the trauma may alleviate the gay cravings.

t. sex abuse therapist

>> put quaalude in my drink and forced me down on bed to suck my dick

hot

Im sorry. Saying im a woman while adam and were "are" and lucifer "is not" and to not get emotional about any of this is all wrong? Then why would i believe this shit? Marrying a woman grows you no vagina but it transforms you intona vagina. Why we would want this is beyond me. Surrogacy all the way baby

Nice post for ants you fucking retard

This isn't the right board for this thread, fuck off.

fuck off justin

>quaalude

How fucking old are you?

That stuff has been impossible to find for ages.

Stop fapping to porn you degenerate faggotino. The more you fap, the more extreme shit you'll need to get off. It's a slippery slope and you're reaching the final stage of it.

>has trouble getting off on anything other than trannies and fembois
You are really degenerate.

Adam and god. Im gone. Im getting sick of talking about this. I will say these once or twice whenever i see the opposites brought up but i cant do a 300 replies every time

Learn to zoom faggot, hold control and mousewheel.

I can read it fine on 1080p

Fucking iphones and their shitty T9 and typing in general

>Can anyone else tell me if this actually works or are you just trying to get me to taze my nuts?

It doesn't work. It's part of a Mike Pence meme.

Get a therapist.

This. The final stage for me was sucking a stranger nigger's cock. Have been watching porn less and havent sucked cock in two years.

>This. The final stage for me was sucking a stranger nigger's cock. Have been watching porn less and havent sucked cock in two years.

lol

>The nicest love story in Bible and most extensive is that of David and Jonathan

When you're a faggot, you tend to impute faggotry onto everything around you. Unfortunately for you, David and Johnathan weren't faggots, and it's not like you're going to get to ask them about this in Heaven because you will not be going there.

Fuck off sodomite

>when you can't beat the cock

Try therapy. It actually worked for my best friend whose life story pretty much mirrors your own. He was confused sexually, had all sorts of drug and alcohol problems, etc. He worked with a psychologist and started attending AA and now has a normal heterosexual life. I was the best man at his wedding this summer.

Women are one with all.
You're real and all.
You're both, plus you're on top while as that vagina.

It's free infinite energy. God is the one narrating. It's your story, ultimately. She just has the time. Jesus made her in your name. You own her. Maybe you dreamed of that self-less love, but you would have owned NOTHING. It is a chance to own, to exist HERE FOR FUCKING ONCE. IT GROWS BACK, ANYWAY. STARE INTO THE ABYSS, MY MAN AND LET IT CONSUME, LIKE YOU FUCKING WANTED
You never mattered. You were made to consume it all, no attention needed.
And, you're allowed to get emotional. Times are strange. I don't know why love must be so pain, but I know I can save, my self or not, and that's the only thing I seem to have kept and it feels like it's all attached to it anyway!

> only knowledge of drugs comes from wolf of wall street
quaaludes and analogs are still produced in 2016 on the black market you NEET retards. still a very common date rape drug