Sup Forums, fucking help me.
I am a young white woman who was"rwdpilled" after reading this board and the one on the other chan. You guys have some great evidence and facts to back your shit up.
I started to no longer be attracted to non white men, but only white men, the greatest men ever. I would finger myself previously to Will Smith, Barack Obama, Drake, etc. Now I only masturbate to majestic Whites.
I would mastjrbate to great, strong white men such as George Washington, Nathan Bedford Forrest, Otto von Bismarck, Robert E. Lee, et al. I couldn't get enough, and was happy to be jerking it exclusively to the master race for the first time in awhile. The burden of being part of a multicultural society, and subsequently jerking it to non whites to almost telepathically appease them, was gone.
One guy in particular interested me so much, turned me on so hard. Napoleon Bonaparte. The youthful, defiant gaze of his, made me instantly cream my pants. Holy fucking shit. He was so hot and sexy, his eagle face just piercing through the air like a missile.
I just wanted so hard to please him, to take his brilliant and conquering cock into my pussy and to bear his children. This fantasy got me so hot and bothered, and I really, really wanted him to dominate me.
Then, I learn that he is part nigger. Yes, that is right. A DNA test of his follicles or whatever came back as y chromosomal haplogroup E1b1b. An African nigger chromosome.
What do I do? Am I being degenerate? I cannot fucking stop, he turns me on so much. I know it sounds like something to laugh at, and make fun of, but for the love of God please just give me a serious, practical answer. Please, it is tearing me up inside.