/existential crisis/ here

/existential crisis/ here.

I just learned how pointless my life is outside of the vidya. What do you cunts do out here on the prairie?

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Vidya and alcohol. Anything else you could do in Austria is skiing and shooting.

keep playing vidya

U need to read the Bible and lift weights boy. You got some demons in you I can tell.
Lift weights 4 jesus.

I have struggled my entire life of 36 years to find meaning in my life. Still haven't. Still have too little evidence that "God" gives a fuck about us.

The closest I have come to a solution on existence is just trying to be as comfy as possible through the years until I die. The idea of sticking a pistol in my mouth to end it is too severe.

lift weights, start a business, fuck bitches.

If youre too much of a pussy to do that with9out help get on some good AAS and then lift weights, start a business, fuck bitches.

That's a recipe for failure and life with horrible disfigurement anyways. At least use a shotgun.

LOL thanks for the wisdom

My social skills have just somehow collapsed entirely ever since I've started fapping multiple times in a day.

Is it time to follow the word of Christ, each day that passes in my fucked up world the morals and teachings of religion make more and more sense.

Ayajuasca is legal

Jesus is the illest.
If Jesus was good enough for these guys he is good 4 u.
Stop watching porn.
Eat a healthy diet.
Start lifting.
Praise de Jesus all day.
Achieve total Aryan victory.

read classics.mit.edu/Virgil/aeneid.1.i.html

I have a motto of life
>If you are a loser (unemployed and virgin at 25) you should Live to serve a good master and to suffer to Pay your sins and negative karma And may the truth truth cames to you

make shitty music on my computer with cubase

Find a hobby in which you make something and have something at the end of the day to show for it. It won't make you happy but its more fulfilling than vidya and booze. I'm a hobby silversmith...but woodwork, painting, bookbinding or anything you can do with your hands might help to at least get you through it all.

Convert to Islam. You are already in UK anyways, it's just one more step for registration

Literally just sit there and meditate.
As simple as that.
Then you can read a book or two.

That's how I crawled out of the shithole I was living in.
(Not "poor", but still a shithole emotionally, etc).

stop fapping so much then you degenerate

that is, unless you lack the willpower

Then you're doomed to be a basement skelly

Think about all of the things you are doing now as if they are traps you fall into that lead to your thinking. Of you feel like vidya is taking your time, and ultimately leaves you feeling empty, get rid of your system or computer. Get rid of your TV. Get rid of social media. Fast for a day. Empty out any alcohol you have accessible.

Only do things that really matter to you. Don't hang out with people that do not understand you. Force yourself into different avenues. You will start to think differently. Look at life as a battle of self overcoming. If you cut out all the things that handicap you, you will be forced to walk under your own power. When you start to cleanse yourself of the poisonous degrading life of the modern world, you will start to understand things differently. You will understand the purpose of the choices you make, because you will be forced to act on things you value, having removed distraction. Let yourself develop and evolve. You're anxiety will begin to dissipate. Respect yourself and you will start to understand and respect divine things user. You can go the hard route towards greatness. You're the only one who can stop you. Fuck what people who take the path of least resistance in all things have to say about you.

Some of us are rising above this degenrate cesspool. We are willing ourselves to be better and finding God is working through us. We are finding each other. This is the antidote for the societal decay, I'm convinced of it. I'll see you out there user.

What if he's not a fucking degenerate m8

Wtf you can go shooting but you choose games? I'd be out shooting everyday if it was allowed.

I've been getting back into skateboarding for exercise.

sometimes i'll go to the bar and drink alone and over tip the bartender if she's hot.

i'll study chinese. i'll play the guitar. both of those poorly

What age?

Just asking because 28 here and I failed horribly a couple of weeks ago when I jumped on one of those things after like 5 years. Damn I'm getting old.

>slow clap
I salute you, burger

It may take awhile, but you'll move past this.

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Gf, exercise, see friends occasionally and study which takes up most of my life but will pay off

Literature, philosophy and general non-fiction keeps me pretty entertained. I have near limited curiosity.

The problem is you keep getting more redpilled so real life keeps getting harder.

elevate your mind, work out, learn to reduce your spendings to a minimum so you can save up money and travel the world and see the magnificient world God created for us

You might not understand this video right now since your mind hasn't been elevated, but you will eventually
youtube.com/watch?v=wU0PYcCsL6o

It took me going to jail twice to snap out of my existential crisis. Probably will have one again, but next I'll try DMT instead of doing horribly risky shit.

Video games are too depressing to me. I'm just stuck in a snow storm and lonely as fuck.

I work real estate with my father, shit's so cash
Also I recently made the #1 spot on Reddit and Youtube with a commercial for a cat adoption shelter.
Now I'm snowed in deep up the North Georgia mountains. Too damn comfy.
Why have an existential crisis? Why enjoy how entertaining it is to exist!

Get your arse up, grab your balls and believe that you're a man. Remove all distractions from your life, set some goals and accomplish them. Whining and ice cream are for menstruating women. Vidya, drugs etc. are the avoidance way. If you think that the modern world is overwhelming, just kys...we walk among them, and bliss has left us, bc we are not ignorant. Yes, I would like to watch the world burn, bc the world is fake. Like it or not, and that goes for all of you anons here, we live in a Matrix, where we are monitored and controlled. Normies, autists, bluepilled, redpilled...just numbers, barcodes, cheap meat for the grinder. I was happy that trump won, but just bc of liberal tears. I know that there are no saviours, and whoever rises through the system, is part of it. We cant fight the system, with tools of the system. Everyone should wake up, better their lives, and our time will come...as a greek revolutionary said against the turks: Better one hour of free life, than 40 years slavery and prison. Never give up, be that annoying zit on their ass, and never bow your head brother. Tolerance never got anywhere. Luck favours the brave and patience is a virtue. Wait for the correct timing. All will fall in place. God bless you and dont lose hope.

>Also I recently made the #1 spot on Reddit

>That pic
Ultimate redpill, good leaf

Shit. That's pretty cool. Thanks user.

This is not /r9k/

Take a shower

you guys think too much for being robots

happiness isn't having more, it's needing less.

Despair.

I make inquiries

If everything were to crumble or bore me, I'd turn to the soul of man for infinite mystery.

Good luck out there.

I kinda hit that point 4-5 years ago when i stopped playing videogames
I would play wow and league the entirety of my free time, think 16 daily hours on weekends 8 on class days
With the newly won free time I'd go to the gym, read some (usually political and philosophical stuff, never fiction, sometimes academic stuff of areas different than mine), caught up with movies and series (currently above 1000 movies seen and running out of good stuff)
Finished uni, had a little project in a research group leading to publication but didn't purse academia because I found it pretty useless and unfullfilling
Currently reluctant to getting a job because this fucking government sucks so much I don't want to feed it, so I'm just stuck in a limbo
Not your kind of existential crysis but a similar one

I stopped playing video games.

Not because I'm a better person but because I no longer find them entertaining for some reason.

What happened? Has my depression just evolved into some new thing to ruin what I enjoy?

Maybe i really can grow up.

Sup Forums gives my life meaning
if it didn't exist, I don't know what I'd do with myself

S T O I C I S M

Anime and videogames.

Embrace Historical Materialism.

>106122981
face it

i make memes and read

Make money, then white babies.

Work hard for money. In a business of course. Not wagecucking.

anti-depressants help.

They helped me stop smoking weed, drinking beer and being more friendly to everyone around me. Plus gave me the willingness back to enjoy the things I love.