fuck you Sup Forums I never asked to become redpilled
ever since half a year ago when I found out that hitler was right, and all these sweden yes news articles, I have become so overwhelmed that I have developed a serious drinking problem that has been for 2 months now
like last weekend I drank in total about 2 litres of vodka and now I am at work, my hands are literally shaking from that drinking session, and I drink like 200 ml of vodka every evening because I can't fall to asleep while sober anymore
I wondered why any of this happened but I found out that it was because I lost all hope in western world I once had and I feel like every second we keep larping that western world should be kept on life support is a waste of time, and west should come crashing down right now if we want to have a beautiful 4th reich with many fashy waifus
where do I go on here? I feel like I am gonna die from alcohol poisoning if I don't quit, but I don't know how else I will cope from the pain of seeing how bluepilled the west is