Seriously guys, why did you do this to me

fuck you Sup Forums I never asked to become redpilled

ever since half a year ago when I found out that hitler was right, and all these sweden yes news articles, I have become so overwhelmed that I have developed a serious drinking problem that has been for 2 months now

like last weekend I drank in total about 2 litres of vodka and now I am at work, my hands are literally shaking from that drinking session, and I drink like 200 ml of vodka every evening because I can't fall to asleep while sober anymore

I wondered why any of this happened but I found out that it was because I lost all hope in western world I once had and I feel like every second we keep larping that western world should be kept on life support is a waste of time, and west should come crashing down right now if we want to have a beautiful 4th reich with many fashy waifus

where do I go on here? I feel like I am gonna die from alcohol poisoning if I don't quit, but I don't know how else I will cope from the pain of seeing how bluepilled the west is

>hitler was right
You're still in the first stage of the redpill. The true redpill is that hitler was a moron that ruined europe.

Readjusting takes time. It gets better. Focus on what you can control. Stop drinking.

edgy

you don't realize that hitler just did what many germans at the time wanted, since they were mad about being cucked by versailles treaty

I'll try to, thanks desu

Yeah, well the eternally fucked Europe over. They're still doing it with the refugees.
Yeah whatever, bluepilled faggot.

Wow. I wonder what slavs did to piss off God that he would give you such tiny brains

yes.. keep on blaming Germany for your failures, never take responsibility, that will work

Estonians ain't Slavs. They're fin related mongoloids.

> not getting the point
Listen goy, Hitler is, and always will be, Uncle Adolf, but worshipping someone who fucked up ethnonationalism for 70 years is not who we want to emulate. That and the fact that tens of millions of our best men were slaughtered, a genetic loss that might never be recovered (albeit not entirely his fault, but he was definitely not perfect).

stop moping and start building the new west
The waifus aren't going to come to drunk crybabby faggots

He did pretty well and left his mark on the world. Shame that he fucked about in Russia too late

Switch to weed, estoniabro

listen to the based lithuanian, dumbass he didn't fuck up nationalism, it's just that he terrified the jews a lot and for that, the jews started a massive smear campaign against him and succeeded

I agree that we have to move past Hitler and develop our own thing, but it should always be remembered that he did nothing wrong and his passion for his people was outstanding

you're right desu

Just wait till you leaen about Eyes Wide Open

>take a spoon full of cement and harden the fuck up...p/o/l is not for faggots.

Lmao the only thing pol changed for me was I quit all masturbating/porn.

I live in a rural town of 5500 people, and although I have heard rumors of some guys growing weed in their backyard in my town, I don't literally know anyone I could get weed from

I used to smoke weed a lot when I was in student exchange at some latvian art school, because the artfags there had the connections, but I hate the aspect about weed that I always have to be cautious for people finding out and that police could find me out

Have you tried reading a book to help you fall asleep? Also try not to browse Sup Forums for like an hour before you go to bed. Doing physical exercise during the day also helps with sleeping problems.

kek, the pizzagate thing is still floating around, sorry but I don't think I am going to take that redpill, the entire thing looks to me like it's coming from these "THEY PUT STUFF IN YOUR WATER AND MAKE CHEMTRAILS" lunatics

good advice desu I am gonna start reading something before sleep, also should start working out again and watch more Elliot Hulse for those high energy chad vibes to motivate me

>you don't realize that hitler just did what many germans at the time wanted

this is what happens when normies come into power.

nazi germany was a normie dictatorship.

take a break from pol and just experience the pol my wonderful estonian friend.

fuck i meant experience the world im retarded.

you can just laugh at it and not be part of it you dummy
about the drinking, my grandad was an alcoholic dude. at this point, you should admit you're a fuck up and seek profesional help. go to rehab for a few months. it's gonna suck, but if you don't wanna die early in life, do it. you can read books to kill time

>He thinks they don't put stuff in the water and make chemtrails.

you're just a pathetic weak willed alcoholic making up excuses

From a Slav, that's fucking rich.

>not understanding the difference between rural and city people
rural people are based, city people are not, it has always been like this

The redpill is a valley, my friend.

You start out on one side, a grassy plain with many others like you, and a gentle slope to the valley below. It is easy to trot down that hill, but it is not so easy to pass through the valley.

The valley is dark and wide, many become lost and confused, or lured away by beasts. If you ever turn around, you will no longer see your green meadows, as you didn't realize just how far you had already walked into the valley. Many stay in the valley, some become lost, some simply forgot why they walked here in the first place.

But after a long time, usually a few years, you will come to the base of a mountain with a steep slope. At the base of the mountain is a pile of skeletons; those who almost made it but fell back to the valley after failing to properly grab ahold of a ledge, and we're doomed to remain there forever.

But if you climb the mountain, if you scale the face of that sheer cliff without wavering, without faltering even once, or losing courage, you will reach the summit. And when you climb upon the top you will see a great and beautiful landscape before you, a million times more beautiful than your grassy plains. And within it will be people like you, people who understand what a struggle it was to cross the valley, to climb the mountain, and you all share in the knowledge gained from your arduous journey.

You are in the valley right now my friend.

Tread on. Keep going. What you know now is only a fraction of the truth, and without the whole picture, your view is disfigured. One day you will reach the mountain top and watch the sunrise over a world so beautiful you cannot even imagine it.

The frequency of these threads means otherwise. The EU brainwashes their citizens from childhood that Hitler was the devil and censors any truths. It has become apparent in my years of lurking this image board that EU is in a severe need of a reality check. It feels like the same happened to us burgers with slavery except in different generations. WWII being recent and the american civil war in 1865 being much longer so the people it could effect would've died off by now. Yet WWII's post EU continues to fester the wound by teaching youth about it.

I needed to make this thread to maybe find other people who have struggled with being blackpilled, I am not making an excuse for being an alcoholic, because I didn't use to be an alcoholic

this is actually the only thing I need, to take a break from this place, because I swear to god, even in Estonia one of my favourite news sites is becoming so cucked that I cannot browse the news without getting mad and coming over to Sup Forums to rant and rave. For example, Estonian MSM literally shared pissgate as legit. SO FUCKING MAD about this that literally typing out that example makes me angry. Why do jews have to ruin everything and make it about bluepill?

That was beautiful user.

>I never asked to become redpilled
Would you rather end up this ?

>muhh Hitler dindu nuffin meme
Explain yourself

that is well put, I appreciate your poetic take on this, I personally feel like I once I come out this valley, I'll be a stronger, better person. I feel like I can one day become übermench and be a really successful, leader-type of personality, and everything I have right now is just temporary moment of darkness

this is true, there is a thing that many people do not realize about europe's particular flavour of cuckness - EU actually is quite heavily enforcing the bluepill on us, and is surprisingly strict on this. For example, not only has entire EU banned spencer from entering there, but for example, UK college campuses have even banned even this alt-lite Milo faggot. Some guy in estonia even got into trouble with police and got fined for making an anonymous "gas the kikes" comment on a estonian MSM article a long time ago, and yeah, it was anonymous, they literally went all hackerman to find out this guy's identity.

Also more recently a year ago got in trouble with police for "hate speech" when he made some facebook group against immigration and threw around some redneck-tier banter about muslims too publicly

in very short, most of the stuff we hear about him is a lie, he did gas some jews but much more he killed fags, poles, russians, gypsies and retards than jews, and even on that case. Also, most of the stuff you hear about him comes from sources like personal survivor stories, who are not very reliable, since they tend to exaggerate stuff and say what they think they saw, not what actually happened.

ironically, I used to be this exact kind of numale cuck, but I also was in ignorant bliss

>For example, not only has entire EU banned spencer from entering there, but for example, UK college campuses have even banned even this alt-lite Milo faggot. Some guy in estonia even got into trouble with police and got fined for making an anonymous "gas the kikes" comment on a estonian MSM article a long time ago, and yeah, it was anonymous, they literally went all hackerman to find out this guy's identity.

Its not just in Estonia, brother. The globalists are hard at work here in Texas too. I can't even voice my political views at university without getting ostracized.

Gassing jews is the only good thing he ever did.
He was a terrible leader other than that.

poor gondola, can't even take his life.

Just stop browsing. The knowledge will stay but slowly fade away if you stop coming here.

Thats the Finnish spirit.
Now add "depression" to the mix and you are almost like a real Finn.

I still can't get over how cozy your pic related is.

Yes goy Hitler just popped up out of nowhere and his support had nothing to do with him talking about the issues being dealt with today. He CREATED the issues of today by fighting against them :^)

>saying Hitler was wrong is now considered edgy

wew lad

you said 'literally shaking'

end it

kek

this, it's a jewish lie that he popped out of nowhere and indoctrinated germans on an unprecedented scale

I was being sarcastic, faggot