/Pol Related Suicide & Depression

did anyone else become seriously ill and depressed/lose all motivation to be a tool when they learned the true extent of jewish corruption and deceit?

What do?

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Stop worrying over things you can't control and start focusing on the things you can. You'll find out that very little of what you learn here affects your daily life. You have far greater control over your life and happiness than you think.

I've become almost nihilistic though. How do you avoid that full blackpill?

apathy, not even once.

Nihilism doesn't necessarily have to lead to cynicism or apathy. You can still find enjoyment and purpose in your life. Go out, socialize with people. Staying inside and brooding over existential questions will give you nothing and will only spiral you further down.

>What do?

stop caring. browse only for memes

Who has the page about jewish money hoarding/antics that led to ww2

What the fuck does 'almost Nihilism' look like?

Go shoot up a synogauge op

You know what to do.

Yep. Faith in Christ is the only true freedom from suffering.

>be normie
>go on Sup Forums after going on Sup Forums for a few years
>progressively get more redpilled
>find it hard to relate to normies, especially liberals
>become nihilistic
>now lonely, depressed, and cynical
>remember, you're here forever

At least 9000 mg of Niacin each day, a bottle of zzzquil before bed each night.

As someone who has been for years, Sup Forums is not far from brainwashing. If you're not careful, the worldview you get from here is very narrow and black & white. The fact that you find it hard to relate to "normal" people confirms this.

There are great and relatable people all over the political spectrum, in all races and all ages. Constantly exposing your mind to the actions of the few most insane & loudest liberals will distort your perceptions of the real world very quickly.

Trust me lads, give this book a chance

Only reason I haven't gone an hero yet

Join the Army, in the next few years we'll be able to murder the traitor commie libs in the streets

OP here. I'll look into it. Thank you.

I gtfo cities. Go in your local isolation point for a few days. Meditate, stay in silence.
And after that, i didnt care anymore. I knew i wasnt more than a tool. But i didnt care,i worked hard just to get cash and go back to my spot

Good luck, hope it helps you as much as it has been helping me

It didn't make me depressed. It made me want to fight to preserve the white race, as should you. The thing I get depressed about is being too much of a beta to have a white wife to make more white children.

After a while you realize a lot of it is out of your control and then you can just have a laugh about it. Just focus on finding a good woman and starring a family.

Very true. You can't use only this world view. Despite being mostly truthful it will kill your enjoyment of things. Man does it piss me off when normies try and use or fall for (((their))) tactics though.

Richard Spencer seems like a kike-shill faggot though.

that should be canadas new flag

Why do you think youre too beta?

Sort yourself out. Not even joking, sort yourself the fuck out.

Same. I was going through a depression watching the west just fall before my eyes. Then we got Trump a glimpse of hope.

With everything, you need to know when to seperate the truth from bullshit. There's a lot that Sup Forums is right about, but by know means is this board genuinely redpilled, at least not most of it's users. Sup Forums holds a piece of the truth, but nobody will spoon feed you total enlightment/gnosis

You either find a way to be self made or give in to the level of servitude. You just need to make enough money to get into a house. Once you have mortgage spend your time fixing it up and then flip it. OR get a place with a basement and rent it.

The point is if you want to escape the servitude you need multiple income sources.

Read Albert Camus The Outsider, it really showed me that knowing that life is meaningless doesn't make life not worth living, any of the existentialist philosophers (Kierkegaard, Sartre, Nietzsche etc) are all great reads when trying to figure out what to do with hopelessness, also read Stirner if you just want to go full "everything is a spook, everyone is a statist and the ego is law"

>Be half Georgian.
>Hate niggers hate kikes hate fags hate sandniggers, Orthodox Christian.
>Turns out apparently Georgians aren't white by white nationalist standards.
>feelsbadman.

do it

I agree, he doesn't seem like a very good leader and he's cringy as fuck. "Hail trump, hail our people, hail victory". We need someone like Mosley to come back.
I can't converse with people properly in real life or look them in the eye while talking to them, I get really nervous around people I'm not friends with in real life. I basically have the meme version of autism.

Southern pride bro. You're white to me

Newfag here, I feel like I've digested a couple of redpills that would probably be considered precursors at best by you guys.

Redpill me /pol, where the fuck do I start with this shit, is there a quickstart /pol manual on what I should read and start exposing myself to? I don't have anything against joos ( or the minority you guys hate so much ) in particular yet but I'm sure there will be an overlap with the things I have come to realize on my own and despise already.

Brah this is the most important part. You fucking remember every second of this fucking torture. You know why? Cause you have to fucking change it. But you don't have to do it alone. The time is coming child, the fire rises.

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I'm sorry, it's like V for vendetta man.

Suffering builds character.

Maybe you shouldn't be Orthodox in a majority Protestant state then.

I was there for a bit.

My advice is to recognize that your emotions exist independent of the world and what you see, and that it is you attachments to things you can or cannot control which are the real source of anguish and stress. This doesn't mean stop caring, but to train your mind in the practice of looking at things impartially and not becoming angry or sad at them. This can be very hard, especially when you need to consume a lot of content to get the truth rather than getting an accurate summary and analysis like we would from the news in a healthy society.

Keep an eye on your mind, which is hard to do sometimes. Make a habit to consume some good uplifting content, and philosophy or religious ideas. And have a community to monitor you and who you can speak to about the things you struggle with and need to speak about. I would recommend a Buddhist Sangha, which has been helpful to me. Nice people, and it's a good thing to get out of the house and into a environment where your mind will not be in the same thought pattern.

You've become a Beautiful One. You realize that life has no purpose when food is plentiful and all social roles in your society are filled. There's nothing to work toward, especially once you realize that your female mouse counterparts have sucked and fucked as many male mouse dicks as they possibly could. All that's left is to eat, sleep, groom, repeat, every day for the rest of your life.

everytime someone blames the jews for the worlds problems, some trillionaire saudi prince laughs maniacally. You're being fucking played by the muslims.

I think about killing myself every day, then I remember that maybe one day I will be able to move to America and live in rural Mississippi.
And then I remember that the chances of legally moving to the US are extremely slim so the cycle begins again

You'll get over it. It happens to everyone when they first become redpilled. Just keep working out, stop watching porn, and eat healthy.

I say jew as a stand-in for the whole fucking semitic game.

Don't kill yourself, it continues the cycle of despair that feeds the pedophilic psychic vampires.

>mfw reincarnation is real
>mfw you go higher or lower in dimension based on how you acted in life

Greetings fine citizens of the world!
My name is Justin Trudeau and I'm a huge faggot. Some of you might recall me as a part time drama teacher but I'm Prime Minister of Canada now thanks to my family name and my #1 kike, George "I start insurrections" Soros. Now you might be wondering why I've taken time away from finding black bulls to fuck my wife and inhaling muslim cocks. Well, I'll tell you.

As I watched my wife being pleasured by numerous men that were not me the other night I thought of how all white men could get a deep sense of satisfaction if they could just let go of their inhibitions and act as fluffers for the 3rd world, offering up the women we cherish most in an altruistic gift of formerly unexperienced patriotism of not country, but humanity. Wives and daughters the western world over impregnated by strong verile niggers and muslims. I say nigger of course in only the most cuckold fashion.

Well there isn't much more to this. I think I should go check and see if my wife needs a cleaning!

Again, my name is Justin Trudeau and I love sucking big hairy cocks.

J

kek, what?

Why, I've been to rural UK and it was really delightful. What's stopping you? I know about the brit thots memes and all but I would imagine it's exaggerated to some point.

I took the blackpill, i don't care about anything anymore and only browse for the lulz, i guess being a neet and staying home for months helped.

I hate the UK and want to move but I cant since the laws of immigration to the US are too strict, I don't have any desirable skills that employers would want and marrying someone just to move there seems stupid

That's not autism, just social anxiety. The problem is that you have forgotten how to interact with human beans. The best advice I can give you is to pretend. I'm a legitimate psychopath, I never actually experience emotions, but I fake them very well. Once you begin to pretend, it starts to flow naturally, and you'll find you can extrovert yourself if you try hard enough.

>m.youtube.com/watch?v=72rFQi8U5Z4

Listen to all of these. Note how they banter and interact, and then imitate that. Hope this helps friend, depression is bottomless pit when you can't socialize with other people

I can't get anything done. I have zero impetus. Everything seems futile.

>Visit America
>Marry a 30 year old whore that hit the wall
>Divorce her and take half her cats
>????
>WE AMERICAN NAO

Stop reading my mind

Get off the internet

Suiciding because you have poor teeth and call chips crisps seems stupider than marrying a whore for a green card desu

>did anyone else become seriously ill and depressed/lose all motivation to be a tool when they learned the true extent of jewish corruption and deceit?

Sup Forums made me get off my ass and lose weight and get a better job.

We need to bring iron pill back.

I'm planning on killing myself in 9 months. There is no point in life.

Nah. Whatever our kike overlords are doing I'm fine with it. I've got a wife who loves me, a big house and 2 awesome dogs.

I'm a happy puppet

don't be a defeatist. Raise children who will rise up against the corruption that your parents failed to raise you against.

>We need to bring iron pill back.
Seriously. We just started winning bigly, giving up now is the wrong plan of action. Get fit, and prepared. Shits about to hit the fan all over the place. The world's at it's breaking point gentlemen. You need to use your anger at the status quo to form a new empire

>Killing yourself
>Not killing pinko fucking shits instead

I was like that once. Now I've allowed my hatred to define my existence. Life is no longer meaningless when you dedicate your every waking moment to revenge on the pinko faggots that made it this shit in the first place. I implore you to join me. It is a delicious way to exist

You guys handle nihilism the wrong way
With the right mindset you do whatever you want

Depressed - No.
Lost all motivation to be a tool - yes and strangely feel quite liberated.
what to do now? God only knows
What to do now

Knowing that Pizzagate is real, and that there is litterally nothing that any of us can do about it just makes me feel sick. This shit is not supposed to happen in the first world.

I don't want to ruin my family name

what do I do when there are no decent gyms around where I live, build a home gym instead?

If life is meaningless, what does it matter? Simply invest in yourself, become a strong man, and wait for the left to fuck up bigly. With the way things are going lately, it's going to happen a lot sooner than you think

>suduko wouldn't stain your family make
I've got bad news friendo :^)

We need a lynch mob with signs that say "hang your local pedo"
Alt KKK or xXx_KKK_xXx

Underrated, /thread, etc.

i feel like you are an FBI agent

White people CAN easily become US citizens:


Step 1: sell your stuff for cash. Own almost nothing, one suitcase & backpack only.

Step 2: Come to america on tourist visa - overstay visa. You wont be deported soon, if ever!

Step 3: Work under the table cash jobs, people hate hiring mexicans and will love to hire a hard working white. Construction,Restaraunt, BarTend.

Step 4: Find a fat american woman to marry you. After 2 years you can divorce and YOU ARE A US CITIZEN. She might even support you.

Get in shape and develop skills to get a woman and you can do this, or anything.

i started with the basics, push-ups, sit-ups, and running. Once I'd built myself up enough, I started to use the forest around me to get stronger. Pullups on tree branches, logging with an axe, lifting the logs and carrying them until my body gave out. I'm not satisfied with myself just yet, but with a lot of dedication you can go a long ways. It's really all you need.

Nah, I'm just an angry white man. I'm not advocating for violence, I'm advocating to be able to defend yourself when violence happens. Antifa fucking shits prove that it's going to happen against us sooner rather than later

yeah, I don't live in a place with trees I can chop unfortunately, so I guess building a homegym is what I should do right

I had extreme trouble just talking to women for the better 3/4 of my life and now that I've gotten myself in order and can do it just fine, I just feel disgusted at how degenerate I've discovered they are and I'm having increasing trouble finding a reason to bother.
All I've really asked for out of life is a nice girl to spend my time with and hopefully start a family but it's becoming harder to see that as being possible.

You can probably find a wieght set, or something like that for cheap on Craigslist, unless you live in the middle of nowhere. Even then you could find one in a nearby city

>I think about killing myself every day, then I remember that maybe one day I will be able to move to America and live in rural Mississippi.
Fucking this hits so close to home
Americans, I hope you know how lucky you are

Come to Montana Vlad, I'd be happy to faggot marry you just so you can get a greencard

I hear you dude. I'm conventionally attractive, so I actually grab a lot of attention even though I'm an autistic NEET.

They're fucking creatures. They live, breathe, and eat sex. They lap up retarded shit like Sausage Party, which is nothing but sex jokes. They'll casually bring up the fact that they've been cheating like it was fucking nothing.

They're trash people, even if it isn't their fault.

Find a job, something you enjoy doing even if you don't earn money out of it.
Then profit from it.

Before you realize, you'll feel full again, as you're living out of what you like to do. Eventually you'll get bored, so it's important you keep fresh periodically, and learn new things.

Plus, if you need further motivation, why don't you learn other languages and travel through the world to keep yourself motivated? If you don't have money just grab a bag, some basic survivance things, and when you come to a city be willing to help in order to replenish some money. Talk to people, you'll discover lots of things.

Rediscover yourself. A blackpill is not the end, it's just lack of insight about yourself.

>/Pol

fuck's sake you're advocating illegal immigration, that's nigger tier kys

also marrying a fat used up american cunt wtf I couldn't imagine doing that even if I had no self-respect like why even live at that point

>just be urself :)))
>travel the world, goy xDDD

lol thanks Ethan, that means a lot
I think my best chance actually is to find a 2 year marriage, seems like the fastest and easiest way, especially now when Trump is probably going to make it much harder to immigrate.

BlackPilled reporting

under rated

Harder for spics and achmeds maybe. As long as you aren't complete human garbage, I doubt it could be too much harder under trump

I dunno why you would feel that way. It motivated me to get in shape, learn how to shoot, and become a killing machine.

That's why you have to keep fresh with other people too.
Sup Forums helped me to relate with my parents better, to finally understand the experience of older people, and how the world is going offtrack because we, as a society and as a generation, are disregarding their message.

I can say Sup Forums made me a happier person. I don't think I can save society, but at least I can make myself better, then I can help people I like: my parents and my family.

And I'm sure many of Facebook and Twitter liberal and feminists could use a redpill. They will end up actually happy and do their best for themselves instead of waiting for society to make them happy.

I did when I starting seeing all the circumstances surrounding pizzagate. Really shook me and made me question shit on a whole new level. However, it's still better than the depression I had when I swung left. I was attempting to be self aware when I didn't know jack shit. Now I know a little but I can now look in a mirror and see more than a face I don't recognize. I never want to live in that haze ever again.

do it pussy

Post quiz link

>be 16, liberal fat fuck
>discover /fit/ and Sup Forums
>20 years old, now my quads can't fit into jeans and I think we should have another holocaust

thanks guys

Not really, if anything it just made me more resolute to not fall for the bullshit trickery and to be willing to do what's right for all instead of what's right for me when society inevitably falls that far and needs your average American to step up to the plate for his country.

I instinctively remind myself of this whenever I'm about to go into a low cycle. I refuse to feel sorry for myself. However... it is an empty feeling. Pretty lonely. Strive on?

Nights are the worst man. During the day I'm busy and focused but by the end of the day I'm too tired to work, and insomnia is a problem for me. I get really down and start craving the bottle or thinking about going back to smoking, which isn't something that would be productive long term.

Get some fucking sleeping pills, user.

I want something like that to happen for canada so bad. Fuck man even the whites here are so self-deprecating and pathetic. I feel so alone, I'm ambitious but it seems this world doesn't want me around