ITT : You explain what led you to be a Shut-in Neet ( Hikikomuri ) Other Anons judge you

ITT : You explain what led you to be a Shut-in Neet ( Hikikomuri ) Other Anons judge you

>be me
>be sweet kid muslim
>learn that Islam is true religions and jews are enemies of god
>you gotta hate jews and americans cause they kill iraqis and other muslims
>reach 16
>start watching American shit and more anime
>research more about other religions
>be 17 atheist
>hate every muslim around you
>even family
>shit muslim country
>muslim laws
>apostates / atheists are hated
>friends get shocked and avoid debates
>even if you win a debate with a logical muslim they still wanna keep their stupid religion
>can't respect muslims
>can't date
>kissing girls or fucking them gets you in prison
>see no point in dating after learning this
>can't fake smiles and small talk cause idc what muslims think cause i don't respect them
>MyBlog.jpg
>find Sup Forums
>become even more degenerate
>idk what keeps me on anymore
>wanted to kill myself a lot
>even the non super religious friends consider themselves Muslims
>thinking you can cherry-pick religion

Forgot to mention, i'm 21 now

at least you can still larp as a carthagian

>had no real plans after school but went to university anyway because everybody else did
>hated university, full of shallow fake people
>still couldn't find a girlfriend in university, I assumed even nerdy shy guys like me get laid in university sometimes
>dropped out
>realised that society lied to me and I can't be an astronaut or something cool, I was born into a poor family and am only allowed shitty jobs
>get depressed
>give up on a successful life in societal terms, retreat into my own world and live without giving a shit what normies think

Return to God.

NEETs are the monks of the modern age. How else will we preserve our rich culture of anime and processed food?

I don't want to work to make mr shekelstein a lot of money and pay taxes to prop up a sick multicultural Jewish zogified society that is actively working to destroy my race.

Also I'm a communist. I want to be rewarded the full value of my labor.

>Always be reminded by my mom that I'm a worthless loser because I enjoyed playing video games
>I don't care if you take honors and AP classes, have a good gpa, and do a bunch of shit after school, you're a lazy piece of shit because you don't have a job
>since I was about 14
>If you don't do x or y I'm going to kick you out of the house
>Get into college, full scholarship, and then some
>You should be more like your sister, she had a menial fast food job since she was 15 or 16, look at how hard working she is, who cares if she's a retard who got pregnant in high school

Basically it got to the point where I pretty much just said fuck it, and showed her what lazy really is.

At some point I realized that in the end what is widely regarded as success does not appeal to me and that in the end it doesn't matter to me whether I achieve anything with my life. I'm living on unemployment benefits simply because countless of generations have worked towards making this possible and it feels disrespectful not to take advantage of it.

The value of your labor is arbitrarily determined. Just because you think your time and energy is 10$ dollars / hour worth more than what you're being paid doesn't mean that is the actual value of your labor.

Oh, Sweety, Jews are still the enemies of god

look at it this way
more money = more weeb shit
try to get your degree back

Incha'Allah

>i'll go into rebellious 13 year old mode
>that'll show her
Or you can make way more money than her and show her how fucked up she is by having kids and treat them better

i actually kek'd

No, they are the enemy of humanity

>listen to Maps of Meaning
>pretty much everything Peterson says you shouldn't do in raising a child was done to me
>he concedes that once you're in your 20s like this you're basically fucked

If you're a Muslim migrant in Canada, fuck you for fucking up a nation that isn't your own go back to ruining your own shithole.
If you're a Natural born Canadian Muslim who hasn't seen the light and retains your goat herder religion in the west, fuck you for perpetuating the decay of western civilization by spreading the cultural cancer that Islam is.
If you're a Non-Muslim liberal Canadian Muslim apologist, fuck you for aiding in the destruction of you own nation.

>Process food.
Learn to cook lazy bastard, You have free time, if you can afford processed garbage you can afford anything you need to cook good actual food with. You will feel better because you're not eating chemical laced garbage pumped full of salt and flavoring to trick you into thinking its food. It's not hard, it does take a little more time and effort but the reward is worth it.

>be lazy
That's my story. Thanks for listening.

>too smart for small town school, classes seem dull so i dont listen
>like a girl, she likes me back, but isn't ready for her first time
>she has sex with another guy, cries to me about it, never trust women anymore
>move to bigger town and bigger school, realize i am no longer the smartest kid
>turns out my small town education hasn't prepared me for this, struggle
>have to work and study to stay in the city, end up very tired and depressed
>drop out of university, focus on work to pay rent and buy new pc
>my friends all move to live in other places, or get married, or otherwise stop meeting me
>life is wake up, go to work, go home, browse web, go to sleep
>see my parents on holidays and birthdays

Its okay. The daily grind is pretty calm and tranquil, no stress, no pain.

...

I have huge respect for you. Being an atheist, ,even low key, is a commendable feat.

so you're ruining your own life because your mom told you to? why don't you stop listening to stupid people and move on with your life instead of becoming stupid yourself ? break the cycle and get a degree or your life will forever be as pathetic as it is right now.

*being an atheist in a muslim majority country

Not going to write my entire life story on Sup Forums nigga.

This is not really the place for it. Go to /r9k/ and make a NEET general or some shit instead.

hikki since 2012 btw.

Isn't this r9k material?

I actually have a real story if Sup Forums is interested in hearing it.Bulling, murder, suicide, and romance

yes because greedy nepotistic rich elitist scum sucking dick bags determine that
but they'll be happy to bend it a little for some 3rd world pajeet broodling so they can continue to take their trips abroad to diddle child sex slaves

**being in a muslim majority country

...

I took the blackpill.

>implying you wouldn't fuck her

It's like watching my little brother turn into a gas sniffing tweeker because he's fallen in with a bunch of abos for friends and our parents wont do anything about it.

Is your name by any chance similar to something like "Elliot Rodgers?"

>implying his perspective of a woman isn't wholly based on chinese girl cartoons

>be me (no shit)
>nerd in school
>dipshit siblings somehow manage to be so shit that my reputation comes pre-ruined
>more bruises and broken teeth than friends
>eventually drop out and get my GED
>enlist after 9/11
>ten years of sucking sand and killing shitskins
>Obama elected, let my enlistment expire
>honorable discharge
>come back to a country going full retard with identity politics
>can't do well for myself because lolciswhitemale
>I'm 34 now, and struggle to keep a pistol out of my mouth

End me.

>move like 5 different times so never established a good base of long-time friends to hang out with
>be told by parents that going to college is more important than job
>do 3 years then eventually drop out cus of low grades
>definitely have social anxiety and ADD but cant get meds because no health insurance
>the more i think about it the more i realize i hate most people
>have this recurring dream where i'm just walking through college and all the people ignore me
>feels like purgatory
>havent gone outside and interacted with people in like a year
>now im afraid of open spaces and developed agoraphobia
>cant get a job because i get panic attacks just calling people to schedule interviews
>spend every waking hour behind a screen
>tried and quit every drug because even they stop being fun after a while
>sometimes wonder if i died long time ago and now i am just "on the train" to my final destination

Now you found Sup Forums. Become a true Christian.

>be me as a little kid going to a redneck school
>constantly getting picked on and bullied by large neanderthalled redneck
>biggest bully is best friend's cousin
>going home every day with black eyes or suspensions for fighting
>hide under blanket one morning and tell my mom i dont want to go to school because im being bullied
>years go on like this and i finaly realize the only person that can help me is myself
>at a party with many people in our age bracket, mostly from high school
>not bullied anymore, but resentment still grows and festers
>notice old bully is drinking hard
>dare him to chug an entire bottle of voldka with a funnel
>he's too drunk to notice i laced it with sleeping pills
>parties over, bully goes home and passes out (was also doing drugs)
>sneak into bedroom window and shove handfulls of pills into his mouth
>poor more vodlka down his throat and get him to swallow
>he dies
>ruled an overdose
>no one cared because he was a horrible person and an alcholic drug addict so no suspician
>realize what i had done
>get paranoid
>more and more recluse
>internet is my only friend
>find a wife (romance)
>open online buisness
>become neet

That's what I call a good story.

>be somewhat asocial by nature
>parents make me fat as a kid, never help me with my speech dysfunctions they helped my brother with - confidence issues
>praise me for performing well in school where I put in almost no effort, but still manage to be the best student, so I never learned to study
>never demand anything of me, never push me into anything and never give me any chance to learn to work hard, so I turn into a half-assing person who puts no effort into anything
>depression hits in high school, joined by depersonalization
>start missing tons of classes, stop caring about hygiene, still manage to perform well in everything but math, which would have required studying and effort so I never truly learned it
>perform mediocrely in matriculation exam, severely cutting my chances at further education in fields that interest me
>spend a year in the FDF - best year of my life
>get out, regain weight and realise I pretty much have no interest in being a part of society and would just like to go fight and die in some desert shithole instead
Basically I'm a lazy, fat fuck with no real motivation for being a part of society and no interest in keeping society running, who is severely disgruntled by his lost potential in childhood.

>open online buisness
>become neet
If you're employed you're not a NEET, dingus.

>Mother was a drug addict retard
>Dad was a drug dealer and a general horrible human being
>Mom sucked off truckers for drugs and let them beat me, put cigarettes out on my arms, burn me, ect
>dad fucked over everyone he ever met and just helped raise me for the child support
>my mom was murdered when I was a kid
>live with dad eventually go through some foster care
>my only means to not become like all the shit around me is to play vidya and read
>after about a decade and some change of self inflicted mental abuse (and some physical) just withdraw
>cant go full neet anymore, work 2 jobs, hate my life
>now have the onset of mild carpel tunnel
>27 year old kissless virgin

My gf is a shut in, we don't do much outside of work or family events

>average looks
>average degree, upper middle class income
>married at 24 years old
>wife died from a leukemia 3 years ago, when she was 25
>29 years old now
>her clothes are still hanging on hangers in her closet
>can't pursue relationships, lost the interest

Rip

Find Christ then you fucking faggot. You're unhappy because atheism is social poison.

Find. Christ. You. Fag.

Sup Forums is a cuck board alright

it's only a larp boys

Well that's dull.

>kissing girls or fucking them gets you in prison

Have ever had sex before? I used to think like this to give myself an excuse, while on the other hand my cousin is having sex left and right (yes he lives in Saudi too) So I swallowed my pride and told him to help me. He took my to Bahrain and had sex with a hooker. From that moment something in me changed, now I'm more comfortable talking to girls, and I started to know the people in his social circle, and been with a couple of girls. Maybe what you need is something to kickstart the whole thing. Good luck

>>cant go full neet anymore, work 2 jobs, hate my life

What two jobs can you do at once?
I sit here almost 30 and have never had to do much but one shitty job after another.

Also I dream of getting cucked, as any proper Swede would.
Student now, but soon not.

There's no place for people like us in this world.

I was brought to tears playing Spec Ops The Line. "If we're lucky, we do what's necessary then we die".

Sorry, have to post a disclaimer for ciabro and fbibro who hang around here


;)

>had sex with a hooker
> been with a couple of girls
absolutely haram

>drop out of school age 15 because school is for retards
>parents say I have to do something and can't just hang around all day playing vidya
>do a shitty real estate website with no idea what I'm doing
>get my first sale in under 2 months worth 20k commission
>turn it into a multi million $ company in under 2 years
>get bored running it and not being able to shitpost 24/7 on a taiwanese children finger painting forum or play vidya
>sell 70% of it and become a privatier
>????
>marry hot girl
>have 2 kids with her
>6 years later, still playing vidya and shitposting all day erry day under the disguise of being a "stay at home dad"

live is good.

gotta work 2 part time jobs to pay rent, arby's and pizza hut.

everyone is completely retarded and degenerate.

>anti-social
>can afford to not work

#sorted

Then become manager of the retards and move up.

Soon enough you'll have an office desk and laugh at retards working the lower levels.

It's as easy as that.

you're not a NEET m8

I am sinful man. But yeah I left Islam like OP. Although I don't hate my friends, and family. I think pretending to be a Muslim, and having a social life is a lot better than locking myself in, and hate the world.

I'll proplay live here until I die, it sucks. But when I accepted the reality, I became far less hatfull, and I started to actually enjoying life.

Do girls say "oh my god" in Arabic during sex? Like "Marshallah I'm about to explode."

> I left Islam

Allah will not like you when he learns about that.

>2/10 wouldn't bang

>I left Islam
When are you getting beheaded?

Good thing you admitted murder through 7 proxies. Otherwise your bullshit story may have consequences!

Do you hire?

:^)

>>can afford to not work

how?

that-s fucking sad, heres a (you) bro hang in there

i was a fat fuck but i got lost all the weight, basically stop eating
eat nothing but apples and salad
it actually works, you gotta distract yourself, you'll see results in 2 weeks depending on how overweight you are

I won't. You think the government is executing people all the time don't you? It's not like that. See how many people executed in 2016 I think it's 160. Most of them are terrorist, and the rest are murderers.

I have nothing to do with it anymore beside cashing my dividend.

>be the energetic kid who matures slower than peers
>raised by well off white conservative christian parents
>middle school, finally hit the puberty but oblivious, naive and pure compared to porn mag and moonshine-consuming chainsmoking classmates
>hiphop/ghetto nigger fan culture sweeps in, realize it's retarded self-defeating shit even at the time, but people still go for it
>finally realize that "friends" at my congregation are only putting up a show of proper and passionate Christian youth
>actually degenerate as fuck, watch MTV, smoke and drink in secret, still judge you for not being super passionate during service
>realize trying to fit into their crowd was just wasting time, stop going to church and socialize with non-believer nerds at school
>start studying classic philosophy, read hard science fiction and develop interest in cellular biology
>fall for a girl, after a week of playing around she says she's "not really a people person" leaving you wonder whatever the fuck that means anyway
>see her a week later with another guy, feels batman.jpg
>fail uni entry exams for biology, parents put enormous pressure to go for ANYTHING instead of retrying
>apply and pass entry for engineering
>find jobs but not one stable, move constantly around the country chasing after the next job, no time to socialize
>at 28 finally settle down, do three years at a corp, a permanent position opens for recruitment, coworkers already congratulate me because it's obvious at this point
>corporate infighting, pennalism and string pulling happens, hit the bricks
>back to moving twice a year
No trust left in the fellow man. I'm only concerned with the survival of my own ass at this point. Fuck having a family, I can't let anything weigh me down. Fuck dealing with people on my spare time, I'm too tired for that shit. Only thing life has taught me is that it only helps those who help themselves, and I was too naive to acknowledge this until it was too late.

how did you start

>not knowing what a larp is

>Allah will not like you when he learns about that.

Still better than blowing shit up for Allah.

no i'm a 21 year old virgin
problem with doing something about it is
>girls want to preserve virginity for husband
>hookers have STDs
>don't have the gibs me dat saudis have
>aka shit economy

also it was a huge shitstorm when a guy got into 2 months in prison for kissing a girl publicly
so you basically have to go to touristic places to kiss or hotels or private clubs, all of which i got no money for

>Also I dream of getting cucked, as any proper Swede would.
fucking kek
>sweden's motto

unlike you brother, i can't fake it, it just makes me want to throw up, having to appeal to sheep, when i already know the extent of their thoughts / agendas

Nice try Osama

life*
that school thing worked out, kek

>bullied a lot
>college sucked so I dropped out
>did keep a job for 15 years though but didn't pay much
>entire industry gets shipped overseas and then phased out
>get laid off at 34
>have to start over again

Fucking kill me, I just want a small house and a wife, why is that so hard?

It's the Queen

That doesn't work for me in long term at all. I am losing the weight again and it's not an issue, I just can't effectively lose it through diets like that. I just eat a shit-ton of veggies, cut out bread, pasta and other carbs like that from my lunch and dinner and started excercising properly.

With a joke of a website on a shitty shared $12/year hosting.
It was in the glorious days where normies didn't understand the power of the internet to sell stuff so I could undercut my competition by over 90% and still made a larger profit.

>get out of college after realizing it's a waste of money
>spend around 2 years paying off debt
>working 80 hour weeks
>upwards of 4 jobs at one point
>sleeping on two 4 hour shift
>pays off debt completely
>start saving up money
>my goal is complete on getting out of debt
>start questioning what I'm doing
>coming close the the election
>start letting the media fear mongering get to me
>think USA going to get nuked
>see d.a.k. bullshit
>think it's the legit end of the world
>thinks there is a correlation between that and the clowns appearing
>fucking lose it
>quit all jobs
>focus on pushing memes for trump
>trump get elected
>Start with stock market
>made some money
>haven't gone back to work

Nothing really caused my NEETdom, at 28 y.o. it's voluntary. A hoarder parent didn't give the best social upbringing but I escaped it well enough for years and became extroverted (more accurately I entertained people). It did teach me to lie excessively and then I over corrected that with being excessively honest and that led me to find philosophy after dealing with everyone else's mendacity... Now I am disillusioned with it all and thinking acting/lying to certain people is the way to go (especially women) as long as it doesn't fuck the next male generation up too much if they hear it.

All I'm saying is if you convinced yourself that you're in a helpless situation then you'll never recover. This is really dangerous thinking. Do anything, fight. It's hard, and it sucks, but this is the only way. Do not go gentle into that good night

You will preserve it by marching upon degeneracy, like the traditional warrior monks. Your collective action and willingness to purge undesirables will bring about a new Renaissance. Let the hate for multiculturalism brew until the boiling rage unleashes with violent force. We will act together when it is time.

but it worked for me man, i lost 57 pounds in 6 months through strict dieting, it's all about self control, after that i exercised and lifted weights for 3 months but then i lost interest

>start letting the media fear mongering get to me
>think USA going to get nuked
>see d.a.k. bullshit
>think it's the legit end of the world
>thinks there is a correlation between that and the clowns appearing
>fucking lose it
>quit all jobs
Schizophrenia is a serious illness, you know. Get some help.

Yeah, it worked for YOU. I am not you. Other people are not you. You are the only one in this world who is YOU.
You need to stop projecting your own qualia onto other humans.
>it's all about self control
What's that? Is it something you can eat?
I don't have any.

>got a shitty job
>go insane at shitty job
>become addicted to cigarettes
>quit
>become alcoholic
>play games
>years go by finally quit my addictions
>bored of games
>get into politics
>want to work again(i am here)

Is there still hope for people like me? I just want a job where i can work up the ladder and not watch my company burn in 2 years.

>geandparants were forcemarried and forcebread during tsarist times while using ridiculous ammounts of alcohol and inheritid wealth to cope
>my parrents came togather and had a child because the communist party doctrine demanded it, the used heafty ammounts of alcohol to cope with poorfag life after communist stole all previous wealth
>I have alcohol/other abusive substances intolerance
>can not even get high and like it
>my only joy in life is chan bantz and anime

See that's your problem. You are living in a shell, and you don't want to expose yourself to the "hostile" world. You have to or else you'll never reach maturity :)

I think it was the lack of sleep and over exhaustion. I was not getting enough rest time or relaxation time to unwind. It was constant work every waking hour.

>never demand anything of me, never push me into anything and never give me any chance to learn to work hard, so I turn into a half-assing person who puts no effort into anything

Man that's like me but the reason for me was the opposite. My parents always pushed me into their ideal and were extremely demanding, I'd get punished for mediocre grades. They wanted me to have a high-flying career, and dad was from an alcoholic's family where nobody ever cared about him so I guess it was him overcompensating. I understand they did it with my very best in mind, but it turned me into a good for nothing because I was only trying my best out of survival instinct. I didn't want to get yelled at or having my PC locked away, and if I did well at something I never ever ever got rewarded worth a damn. Why strive to do my best if it never made any difference? All I had to do was the minimum effort to keep my ass out of the fire. It took me years to actually find intrigue in studying shit, and that was long after graduating from uni with shit GPA.

It did buddy, trust me.
;^)

>The value of your labor comes from contributing to a society free from degeneracy. It doesn't matter what political system you install, if niggers and jew be nigging and jewing, the society will fall. This is where value comes from, contribution to your community, not from arbitrary political system. Traditional community will happen naturally as long as fucked up politics don't destroy it.

You're the one projecting mate
You are me, and i am you, we have the same digestive system
>I don't have any.
it's a state of mind, think hard about it to change

even though, you're lashing out, i understand it, i was just like that, just think hard about your will, and set a goal

the only thing keeping you form a good shape body is your will, trust me, unless it's a medical condition, then i'm sorry for you

Is that 158 million? wew lad

>I am not projecting
>but it worked for me
urdumb

I've said this to others before, but. Calories in, calories out. This works no matter who you are with the exception being that you have some sort of health issue.

You can be a monstrously fat fuck that doesn't work out, but as long as you have a caloric deficit you should lose weight unless you have the above mentioned.