Help me Sup Forums

I am tired of life. I want to stay away from degeneracy, but everyone my age (i'm 18) does drugs, sleeps around, and try to be hip and cool by bragging about the illegal stuff they do. I was part of this lifestyle but stopped and am trying to live christian life now. The problem is that i cannot relate to any of my "friends" anymore because of my new lifestyle. I am extremely socially awkward because everyone else is off smoking weed and banging their whores who play them like fools. I feel so lonely Sup Forums. I have no one to talk to and i don't interact with because their lifestyles are "more fun". I sometimes feel like ending it all because this loneliness is eating me up. Can you guys give me advice on how to deal with my situation? (Pic unrelated)

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Yea sorry about that lol, that was a pic my ex sent me awhile ago. She was a degenerate normie

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Definitely not everyone your age does that. You just need to find a different community. I've been surrounding myself with intelligent and conservative people since high school and gained a few irreplaceable friends.
It's not that I can help you directly, because you live in 'murrica, but if you try hard enough, I'm sure there are lots of like minded people around.

I live in Hillary Clinton's hometown (Chappaqua, ny) There are no conservatives in my area. The degeneracy here is so bad that parents let their kids smoke weed and don't do anything about it.

Stop taking the mantra of this retarded place as the gospel and just live your life you dummy. Just do what you want and constantly take steps to improve yourself. What other people do is not your concern. Exercise regularly, eat healthy, read books, go to school, save money and enjoy your life. You don't need validation. Surround yourself with people who have similar ambitions and will care for you and help you achieve your goals. Everything will fall in place. You are 18, a lot of shit will change drastically for you in the next few years, so try not to focus on what all your young and really stupid peers are doing.

It's nearly impossible to avoid in some places. I'm (almost but technically not quite yet) a lawyer and most of my colleagues are the same way. It wasn't just the 1Ls either. Of course, some of them are respectable, but it's mostly the ones older than I am (I'm 26).

I mean I'm sure there are some insular non-degenerate communities but if you're reliant on a city for work then it's mostly game over unless you're a richfag.

I have been doing just that. I was 230 pounds, but with excersize and a good diet i managed to get down to 160. I go to school and hope that one day that i can be a lawyer. The thing is shit has happened to me in the past. My older brother died from a drug overdose when i was 15 (he was 17 and was my only real friend). I was so fucked up after that I was diagnosed with alot of shit. I cannot even talk to anyone without feeling distressed.

>read books
The Culture of Critique and The Bell Curve are a good place to start

Thinkpads are pretty thin and aesthetic now desu

>everyone my age (i'm 18) does drugs, sleeps around, and try to be hip and cool by bragging about the illegal stuff they do

No they don't. That's just the skewed perception you've developed while trying to justify your hate for them not including you. Get over yourself.

That's really impressive that you both lost that kind of weight and dealt with a traumatic event like that without doing drugs or going apeshit at your age. Just keep on your path user, you'll do just fine. Try to socialize a little more, you'll eventually get over that. Making some good friends will help you at any stage of life. Are you on your own? Or do your parents support you or what?

You need to learn how to deal with solitude and asceticism to be truly redpilled. If you cannot handle solitude, then the redpill is not for you.

Kek confirms

Just be a Christian hermit like Norm Macdonald

I live with my parents and they support me. After my brother died i experimented with a lot of drugs and slept around wih other people as well so i am no angel, but i found christ as my savior and am now trying to follow his word

find a mechanism for progress.
Learn to articulate your self well, determine why you pursue certain things that others don't.
Continue to question your reasoning until you are incapable of granularizing your logic further.

>leaf

>Can you guys give me advice on how to deal with my situation?

Yes. You're 18. Right now you and your peers are all on the same level playing field. The only way that changes is for someone to get held back a grade. That's what it's like being a kid.

But after highschool, all of that changes, as the crutches come off. Focus on bettering yourself, your profession, and otherwise being a good adult. These kids will continue to be degenerates, and I guarantee you in 10 years at your high school reunion, you'll be admirable and these people will be a bunch of fucking losers. A good portion of them will stop behaving this way eventually. Others will remain losers forever.

Go to church. Find a good christian girl who also isn't a degenerate, and once you excel professionally, you'll be surrounded by a different group of people who like you, also chose a professional life of non-degeneracy.

Stay the course.

Part 1 because fucking walls of textual advice


I'm in the same situation.
19, female, used to be a little liberal on my views.
Sup Forums definitely taught me how to not follow and not conform to whatever bullshit seems to be the best move. If everyone is doing it, it's probably not good.

See >113473584 for the actual truth of it. I don't follow Sup Forums as gospel, but some of the core values here are definitely something to build upon.
Improve yourself. Conforming to Sup Forums's standards is still conforming and you don't want to be a follower of anything you don't 100% agree with.
This does not mean adjust your beliefs, just find the ideals that match yours and move forward from there.

Taking care of your body and keeping your mind sharp (intellectually and culturally) is the best you can do for a head start. Study classics if you're bored, read fantasy to encourage imagination. Mathematics and art (none of this modern art bs, don't fucking touch that trash) are key points to being an intelligent being. Next is to study language, maybe learn a new one or at least the basics in a few, and have at least a high-school level knowledge of basic subjects.
Actual high-school knowledge. Not the crap you were taught, but the shit that's in the books.
Wikipedia is decent, but read up on history and learn culture.

Part 2

If you want to be happy, just be healthy and explore the world. Even if it's just through books or reliable articles, be a well-rounded individual and you'll discover what you truly want to achieve in life.
Don't take anything at face value. Sup Forums can be toxic to a healthy, young human being. Society is toxic to most human beings nowadays.

It'll be hard now, but you can focus on what you want after you take the time to figure out what it is. If people can't relate to someone who shows any sign of actual maturity, they do not deserve respect nor do they deserve your time and attention.
Being alone can be healthy for a small while, at least until you find those that are worthy enough to be around. Don't surround yourself with awful people simply because you don't want to be alone.
Use being on your own as a chance to increase the value you have as a person and learn the world to its core. It's hard, but fun.

Best of luck, user.

Voluneering will serve you well, many non degen qts to be had there
Remember it's hip to be square

Forgot to mention, you'll start noticing changes following your first semester of college, after the people who can't hack it flunk out the first semester. The cream rises to the top. OH YEAH.

it's true, user. relationships are the ultimate bluepill

now you are free

Put your head down, get your degree or whatever qualifications, spend a year or two making something of yourself at work, you should have decent girls throwing yourself at you then.

When I was your age that seemed an eternity away but it isn't.

If you're a nerdy guy the sad fact is you need a good job to get decent pussy. You'll have to sit by and watch all the arts degree sluts get the utter shit fucked out of them by scum with dreddies. It'll be hard. But if you dehumanise them, and they aren't really human, then it might make it easier.

Read into stoicism. Read into pantheism. Read into philosophies. Read Prometheus Rising. Read fantasy. Read autobiographies. Remove yourself from social media. You aren't the first person throughout history to feel this way. You must be able to enjoy your own company, learn how to contextualise your thoughts in a constructive manner. The only real things in life are the immediate things around you, find a way to appreciate them, if you can't, find some new things. There is a little good in everything, and its the little things that can make a difference. Ending it all would be the most boring thing you could do to yourself. Go outside, isolate yourself in nature and you will realise that nothing really matters other than your sphere of influence/tunnel of reality. You are seemingly more mature than your peers, revel in it and cultivate it, be smarter, play the game, get over yourself.

Just be a conservative Catholic already. Catholic Legitimism is the only way

Focus on eliminating all degeneracy from your system. No porn, no fapping, no smoking, be sure to exercise, et cetera. In the meantime, we will keep you company.
Remember. Your children must have a future that is better than this filth. We MUST secure a future for our white children. Let this be your motivation.

lad you're doing fine

drop that christianity shit. don't take this stupid fucking board too seriously. you can stay away from degeneracy without having to subscribe to any retarded organized religion

people are retarded like that and you WILL feel alone for a while. no need to get depressed about it. try to find like minded people, lift, eat healthy and improve yourself. God is shitting on you from early age because he loves you and wants you to improve yourself faster than others

I'm talking with this 18 yo chick, who lost his twin brother 2 years ago, doesn't understand people around him and find them stupid (just like you do) and she's pretty hot. there are people like this in even turkey, why there shouldn't be one in US? I'm sure you'll find like minded people lad, don't give up on people just yet