Interracial porn makes me want to die

I used to be a super-cucked liberal teenager who got cheated on a lot and that developed in to a literal cuckold fetish. Then that turned in to an interracial porn fetish.

I suppressed it as I converted over to conservative thinking but I realized the fetish still exists and it hasn't gone away. I am mentally ill and nothing I can do will fix it. It's like being a homosexual and nothing you do can make it go away.

I want to kill myself, but I know if I die that will just make the blacks and jews happy. So I continue this sick, twisted existence purely to spite blacks and jews. I am literally kept alive by my hatred.

Is there any other use for me to continue living besides this? I am constantly reminded of my sickness and all I want is for it to go away, to have a white family and live in a white country.

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Why? Blacked is red-pilled. The production is superb. If white bois want to compete they are gonna need better production value

Stop watching porn or fuckoff.

Sage

If you are serious about this and aren't baiting. Just stop watching the porn simple as that. If you feel the need to masturbate just do it without watching porn.

I disagree. I only watch interracial porn because bestiality is harder to come by.

But even without porn, I know those disgusting thoughts linger somewhere in the back of my mind. I want to hate it with every fiber of my being and knowing that I would ever like this filth is infuriating.

I feel like a fucking beta and it undermines my confidence.

>I disagree. I only watch interracial porn because bestiality is harder to come by.

This. It's like why people watch horses fuck white girls. Obviously you don't want to be a horse, it's just the lowest of the low. That's why watching white girls take nigger dick is the ultimate red-pill.

Trust me it'll be a lot better when it isn't constantly in your mind. Honestly you should watch white on black porn instead if you have to. It'll at least boost your confidence. And feel like you are cucking them.

It's a subversion technique.

>meme the BBC myth
>feminize the white males
>push for 80 IQ mudrace to rule over

honestly just commit, you are a beta male.

Watch POV vanilla porn, m8. Conditioning is real and as much as it won't turn you on to start out with, you'll eventually get used to it and drop your cuck fetish.

The other alternative is you just grow out of it.

>t. literal sexual expert

Well, I do have a fetish for that brazilian meme girl but ultimately I just want to like white women and being with white women. I am supposed to be the master race but I was raised in to a soft, mentally ill coward.

I hope you are right.

>implying women universally hate all beta attributes

Women aren't so monolithic. Many women hate "alphas" because they are hyper-aggressive and prone to cheating. Just have a little bit of a spine, that's all we ask for

accept the thoughts dont create negative spirals user

Op did you ever watch those weird sissy hypno stuff? I've always wondered if those could actually fuck someone's psychology up , can't be healthy

this is all your fault goy

kys :^)

hypnosis works because you want it to work

You gotta chill there nigga

DELET

You need to pray. I pray the rosary.

Watch this video, it will help.

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No. I think it was mainly being cheated on in my developing years. No one ever cheated on me with a black guy, but looking at lots of cuckold porn eventually led to seeing the black on white stuff which is built around white men not being good enough and as a submissive guy that fucked with me hardcore.

>So I continue this sick, twisted existence purely to spite blacks and jews. I am literally kept alive by my hatred.
Same famlam except without the cuckold fetish im thinking of just getting a few white women pregnant just so theres more white people without having any intentions of raising the little bastards

murder some niggers and jews and some nigger jews and then kill yourself i doubt theyll be happy

I watch interracial porn cause whores who do it are bottom of the barrel and are the nastiest of sluts, i imagine myself as the big dicked nigger because my dicks big and I love whores who fuck big dicks. This is all fantasy though, i have ZERO respect for coal burners and they deserve to be treated like garbage.

Just find porn that aren't interracial, londo

Well being driven by nothing but hatred sounds pretty cool desu

that shit probably stems from your insecurity when you compare yourself to a blackman, work on that user

Nofap. Go to *gasp* fucking /r/nofap and read about rebooting and rewiring. You are not a lost cause my friend, you have a chance to crawl out of your sick and perverse hell.

Fetishes are such harmful fucking degeneracy. Sexual psy-ops conceived by the jews.

Porn is indescriminate. Its made for everyone

All niggers must die!

thats shopped but just imagine it... fuck thats hot

Chill dude just porn
/pol / is very paranoid, white women arent race mixing in max numbers relstionships go beyond the size of sexual organs , Chill out niggas, your girlfriends, wifes arent cucking you they probably love you

Your only hope is that when the US falls, you will live in a state that has a white majority.

>I am literally kept alive by my hatred.
You're not alive at all. Stop letting these delusional troglodytes warp your mind. Porn isn't healthy but living to hate is no reason to live, retard.

>just imagine it

I do, to probably unhealthy degrees. Just imagine mummy or Marion taking a foot long ebony dong up their tight holes. Imagine them being left with a mocha love child growing inside them, making them become embarrassed whenever they speak in their respective parliaments under the lusty gaze of their horny colleagues.

That shit almost give a seizure when I see for the first time. Literraly sharing for hours. Never again

As long as it's just your thoughts, don't bother trying to fight them. Thoughts, ideas, concepts mean nothing as long as people don't act on them. So, in your case: as long as your fetish doesn't manifest in you pimping your gf out to some black bulls, why worry? Keep it to yourself, in your head, and maybe even enjoy the thoughts when you fuck or masturbate. Separate your sexual thoughts from the rest of your life. Make it your dirty little secret in your head and don't feel bad about it, because as long as you don't act on it (spreading interracial propaganda to others or encouraging race-traitorous acts for example), it literally doesn't matter at all.

I know this but I imagine if your brain blatantly worked against your best interests and your logical thinking. Imagine your fears, your hopes, your dreams, and your inadequacies all being used to destroy you from within.

I can identify what is logical, but my will-power is pathetic. My fears are over-whelming. I want to remove this part of my mind and erase it permanently but I don't know how. Therapy scares me and having to admit all this to a therapist? I would feel utterly ashamed.

You don't have the proper reaction to the sight of a nigger. You shouldn't be able to stay erect while seeing one. Watch videos of niggers carrying out violent acts (especially against whites) until just the sight of a nigger makes you feel anger, loathing and disgust. Seeing one close to a white woman should also provoke a protective instinct. You should feel alarm and anger and readiness to fight. Nurse your hatred of the violent and bestial nigger and always associate their color with shit.

that actually happened, Sup Forums made a big deal about it, too bad i didnt save any screenies.

But she was making out with a nigger inside a car.

If I could by psychologically conditioned in to this state then maybe you are right. I know there are good blacks in the world who just want to live their own lives and not bother anyone, but if my only hope is to hate all of them or be a fucking cuck, then I would rather the former.

Ah, Menachem, my friend! So good to see you here, of all places!

Do you have a rutinary life? Maybe traveling will do you good, central América or north of México even brazil you will be so worry about not getting kill that you wouldn't have those dirty thoughs, now seriously try taking a vacation It will fresh up your mind and leave Sup Forums for a while

You are right, but I could never look myself in the mirror and feel like a man. How can an ubermensch have these secrets? My ego would be destroyed even if I never acted upon these ideas.

Everyone posting in this thread is fucking retarded.

OP, you have to change your lifestyle and your mindset will change over time.
STOP PLAYING THE FUCKING VICTIM HERE

It's your habits and you alone that got you to fantasise about this shit. You like the feeling of "letting go" because you have no other release because you're a fucking maggot who probably doesn't do shit other than watch porn and play video games. It's your own fault.
Ignore anyone telling you that "It's just thoughts, bro", no! It is more than that and you know this too hence the whole point of this thread. "I think, therefore I am" sums it up perfectly.

YOU have to change your lifestyle. There is no magic button. You have developed said fetish due to feelings of inadequacy stemming from low self esteem, which in turn, probably stems from your pathetic fucking lifestyle.

You won't listen to me though. You'll keep telling yourself "Okay this is the last time", like a fucking drug addict.

STOP WATCHING PORN
STOP BROWSING THE INTERNET ALL DAY
STOP BEING INACTIVE
STOP BEING PASSIVE
START LIFTING
START DIETING PROPERLY
FIND NEW HOBBIES

If you ignore my advice, then you will be forever repressed and miserable, hating yourself and everyone around you.

OP just have tons of white children and you will redeem yourself.
Also I'm not sure if this is a subtle psy-op thread

Why don't you just find a black woman who is dating a nigger and fuck her? That's your cuckold/interracial turned into colonization.

It always jogs my noggin seeing all the search results as bbc when i didnt even put that in

What demographic watches that for it to be so large?

I will try it. I am miserable and my habits are all shit. I guess it feels strange to even imagine being a better person, maybe I feel like I can't be better until I beat this. But having a higher degree of self-confidence would probably help kick this blight out.

A psyop to do what exactly?

if you fail, please go ahead and assassinate the jew responsible for your suffering

>ubermench

you can hold right wing beliefs without being a stormcunt lmao.

Just live your life man, do you believe in god? what are you so worried about? Stop trying to impress others and worry about YOU

Read this.

You have to stop

Greg Lansky is the man. I had the pleasure to meet him in Pasadena once.

Very cool guy and one of the few directors who doesn't treat porn whores like shit even though we all know they're not humans.

Also, absolutely hilarious how so many white guys are upset over blacked

>Very cool guy and one of the few directors who doesn't treat porn whores like shit
>literally makes them fuck apes

Alright buddy

>Many women hate "alphas" because they are hyper-aggressive and prone to cheating
No, women find that shit attractive as fuck, you ugly betafag. Kill yourself and maybe your waifu will become real.

i wouldn't be if there wasn't a literal shitskin invasion happening right now, got no tolerance for jewish racemixing propaganda these days

I do not believe in god and I am worried about myself. I hate mediocrity and I don't want to live for the sake of comfort.

Nothing else matters as much to me as my ideology, it is the core of my life and the standard which I want to live by. Not being able to fulfill it would be devastating.

I am not interested in being impressive, just doing what I believe in and living up to my own standards.

Makes them?

You realize porn is consensual right? All those women interested in doing scenes for BLACKED want to get paid and pounded by the BBC.

Harness your hatred and use it in the coming war. Do not think things will remain like this for much longer, war is coming friend. See you on the other side. Deus Vult.

Sort yourself out, user.

Peterson laid it out - when your are continually going over something it's because you don't have mastery. Your mind strives to rehash it again and again, looking for the answer.

Write your story. I beat obsessive compulsive behavior and horrible anxiety, no drugs. It can be done.

Watch this. The whole series. Put some effort into your recovery.

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if you aren't religious the most important thing is to have fun dude. I'm like you in alot of ways desu.

Like an user said earlier you need to seperate your sex life from your real life. Either that or embrace it and become happier.

I'm 28 and I only started watching it about a year ago. Was always into femdom and foot fetish but never this stuff.

Started with some idiot on this site. Posted a pic of 4 white women's feet with the queen of spades tat. Found out what that was and I was hooked. Have hundreds of images of women with qos tats saved now. From there moved onto ir and cuck shit.

Interracial porn and the blackening of Europe is the only reason i wake up in the morning.

Be the hero Detroit needs. Take out the Blackman

They want to get paid, faggot. They get paid more for fucking sub-humans thus they give up that last shred of dignity and allow the Jewish man to pay them, so that he can further spread his progressive Zionist agenda

>Porn is consensual
In the same way that prostitution is. Many of them are drug addicts with no other option. The "successful" porn stars are in it purely for money, and even then, many of them have severe issues.

Kill yourself then. Or change it. Why post on a racist right wing image board if you actively enjoy watching your own race be mangled by inferior genetics? See>Leaf

I enjoy toying my ass every now and then and making myself feel feminine but im a straight guy with no real attraction to other males.

pretty much this.

i used to not give a shit about things like this but after seeing so many insecure white nationalist faggots frothing at the mouth over this shit, i absolutely go out of my way to support race-mixing.

Also, I cannot wait until South Africa's Parliament finalizes a resolution sending tens of thousands of southern Africa's poorest black folks to Europe and Canada LOL!!!

Also, you do realise many of these are edited, right? I think even the very one you posted is edited, dude. I remember being in a thread and someone posted the original. No sane person who isn't utter trash would get this

I can separate politics and sexuality.

Watch Jayden James's scenes with Prince Yahshua.

Hot ass white bitch that clearly gets legit orgasms from his BBC.

You're just in denial if you honestly don't believe some of those white porn whores enjoy black cock

You can't separate yourself from your thoughts, retard. "I think, therefore I am", you know.

Keep on justifying your perversions, retard. It's only you and your bloodline that suffers, really.

Youre an insecure masochist who is intellectually aware of the fucked up demographic conquest of your society. You are a shut in weed addict. If a woman was attracted to you, you would be surprised to find how all this melts away. Its a kind of bipolar fetish. Sort yourself.

Not me, doesn't bother me at all
The women who partake in that always end up getting g what they deserve so it's more or less self correcting
They straighten the fuck up or they stay that way and never have to effect our generation pool ever again

>Watch Propaganda funded by Jews
>Watch a porn star fake orgasm

Alright buddy! Every race prefers white men hence the need in the first place for blacked etc, you're just a victim of propaganda, lmao. Get out more.

Nothing I do in my day to day life is related to that stuff. It is completely compartmentalized.

I recently quit drinking and smoking weed. Porn and masturbation are my only serious vices besides junk food I guess.

I have so many ways in which I want to improve, but part of me wonders if I'm doing it because I want to be that way, or because I want to get respect and love and attention.

If I could meet an extremely racist white nationalist girl who 100% hated niggers I would be in love and maybe all these feelings of inferiority would vanish.

LMAO this.

I literally would leave this shit alone but stormfags on Sup Forums get sooooo torn up by this shit i make SURE to go the extra mile with the IR stuff.

L - loving
E - every
L - laugh

idk unlike you, i can tell the difference between faking and having real orgasms.

Some are real. There are a lot of fakes out there and many of them look like shit. I only like the ones that look real.

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>pretty much this.
>i used to not give a shit about things like this but after seeing so many insecure white nationalist faggots frothing at the mouth over this shit, i absolutely go out of my way to support race-mixing.
>Also, I cannot wait until South Africa's Parliament finalizes a resolution sending tens of thousands of southern Africa's poorest black folks to Europe and Canada LOL!!!

Ugh, as a Canadian I HOPE this is what happens to us. Canada is way too white for my liking. I'm glad that the interracial relationship stigma is being taken out, but it's just not fast enough! Canada is still 90% white, but I'd like to see it down to maybe 30% in a few decades. Honestly a mass importation of blacks from Africa would make me quiver with excitement. My exgf left me for a black guy, but you know what? All 3 of us are still friends and I love the dude like a brother now. They've even let me watch when they make love a few times, dudes got a way bigger dick than me, so I understand why she cheated. I'm actually planning a get together where I'm going to invite a bunch of his black friends, get them all really drunk, and have them try to bang my ex at the same time. It'll be so fucking hot.

??? Blacks can't even stop shooting themselves in Chicago long enough to take notice. Let's not act like we are dealing with the master race here.

Why are you content with being inferior, Leaf?

Not everything is about being sexually aroused. Don't you have ambitions to be a better person? Don't you want to be loved and satisfy a woman?

If you have a job and contribute to society, you are as good as gold. Niggers just lie around collecting welfare checks. But if you work hard and aren't a douche, God bless you.

Nice man i hope that goes well for you.

Lemme tell you how I started to get turned on my black cock porn. Basically me and my ex were 18, and we went to a party and yes there were what i would call at the time "niggers" there. Anyway fastforward an hour or so into the party and i'm fucked up, i have no idea where my girlfriend is, so i walk upstairs into my friends bedroom and she was getting fucked right then are there infront of me by 3 black guys. I was in shock, but i started to cry so i ran away so they couldn't see me. I was sooo angry, i texted her all night and she didn't text me back till 2 days later. I just remember feeling enraged, but then the hornyness took over.

Wrong. I guarantee you're lying but okay, sure thing. Not even psychopathic sociopaths have 100 percent compartmentalisation.
Everything you think, bleeds through into your actions in some way.

Sure you can, faggot

>Not caring that the very thing you're wanking to and get off on is completely manufactured and fake
Do you wank to TV adverts?

t. cucks larping
Every race unilaterally prefers the big white cock, faggots. Keep fantasising

>If you have a job and contribute to society, you are as good as gold

Fuck society bitch. Fuck a job too. The American dream is a lie and you know it.

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if you were pres, you would be on left

so cool man

>Canada: the post.

incorrect

black men have bigger cocks

Its just your thread photo has a picture of interracial couple so Sup Forumsacks who just scroll by will only see that and start to normalize it.

Both are controlled by kikes so who gives a shit dumbass.

this.

This, Jesus Christ. The girls are all beautiful yet with none of that slutty look that most pornstars have. I just imagine I slipped into a chocolate pudding pool and I can see myself as the one fucking them.

>get in shape

>become cop

>move to detroit

>get face and body blown to shreds

>become cyborg

>Become the first real Robocop

>blast niggas all day long cause you got dat robot privilege.

It's like bestiality in the sense that your subconscious knows black on white couplings are inherently inhumane and abhorrent. The taboo makes it exciting, which makes it fun to jack off too.

Your post is literally me
I also developed an interracial cuck fetish because of a series of unfortunate events