>"You're a hate-filled insecure nazi piece of shit"
Ever since I was a small boy and grown up into my twenties now, I have never felt compelled to hate any group of people based on their race, gender, sexual orientation or religion. I have never cared about nurturing actively hateful feelings on me, not even towards people who have shown hostility towards me. If I have ever truly despised anything in my life, it has been people who are inherently sadistic, cold, robotic, unfeeling and enjoy causing misery to others.
When I was a young schoolboy, I liked to read history books and encyclopedias. I read stories about the ancient romans, medieval kings, explorers who ventured to explore unknown lands and great inventors. I aced many history tests and I have always been regarded by my peers as a bright kid. I also liked to draw, and I dreamed one day to become an artist, like the great artists from the history such as Da Vinci, Van Gogh, Matisse and Picasso. I had, and to an extent, still have a romantic notion of a poor, wandering artist who makes a living by offering people artworks of beauty and magnificence.
Throughout my life though, I have learned that there are people in the world who hate me for my romantic notions towards European culture and love for my people. At first, it was from the history books where I learned that german nobles considered estonians as a "peasant people whom God has created to serve their German masters". Then I learned about the communists, who despised us for being petit bourgeois nationalist scum. I tried to disregard this for the longest time and maintain my belief for liberal values. Some time later, in my twenties I learned about islamists who "wish to see death of roman dogs and kuffirs of europe" and "establish shariah law". Then I found about radical feminists who "hate white straight cis males and want them to perish". Then I found out about the rich jews who "hate european white race and want it to perish".
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