Is there anywhere in this world where I can go for solitary confinement/isolation for a few months minimum where...

is there anywhere in this world where I can go for solitary confinement/isolation for a few months minimum where perhaps i stay in a cabin or something and work to earn my stay or just pay outright a far amount for renting out a tacky little isolated cabin int the wilderness? WITHOUT internet.

My situation is i'm a New Zealander and recently broke up with a beautiful russian girlfriend who ripped my heart out. I cant stop checking her facebook 10 times a day to see if theres any new male activity on there, and i know i cannot stop myself by simply "Blocking" her which just requires one click to unblock. I have no self-control and am on the verge of suicide, so i thought a few months of rigid, technology-absent isolation will be somewhat mentally cleansing and maybe even an enlightening experience.
But does such a simple experience even officialy exist?

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>is there anywhere in this world where I can go for solitary confinement/isolation
you're already in new zealand

No, you go looking for another Russian slut to obsess over until you stop caring how many times you've been smalldicked

You live in New Zealand fuck tard, go walk 3 miles in any direction and there'll be plenty of nothing

Dude, go out with your bros somewhere tonight

hey now, im 100% english blooded and never really interact with brits but idloize them and the culture. Give me a break, sir

do a farming apprenticeship

Buy a tent mate, what you're describing is this activity called camping.

Don't run off to the.forest and sell all your possessions when you could have just got a non smart phone and deleted your social .media for a while. Shove your dingo dick in a jelly jar and deal with it, literally running away won't fix anything

this. go camping in a natural park.

anywhere in fuck-a-roo land will work for ya

ive had over 60 women in the past, apparently im a good looking guy, but this russian beauty was honestly a 10/10 body and face. she was my best friend and like a daughter to me. I didnt even know someone like this could exist, nevermind be my girl for 1 year living together. Then she fucked off, spat in my face said "you sound like a pathetic little boy begging his mommy" in her sexy cold Russian voice on the phone when i begged her and dragged my gutts along the pavement for months. NOw i know she's getting creampied by some asshole and im left her to rott, obsessively checking her social media every 10 minutes and its been 10 months already!
i know this isnt advice. But im dying here, and i am dancing on a knifes edge of suicide or not.
Theres nothing nobody can do for me, and im so desperate that im posting on Sup Forums where I have lived poltically speaking for 8 fucking years

>american education

Just kill her already.

go get a hooker.

get a job as a park host with the American BLM, they usually recruit a bunch of retirees for the summers to maintain the parks/help tourists and some places give you a free cabin/yurt/shit to stay in, in exchange. You won't get paid though, it's usually volunteer

i dont need to pay for them. I have the cutest little asian qt who lets me creampie her every night, but still cant distract my brain from this girl i loved. I feel like im living in a literal nightmare and cant shake it off/wake up from it

He said this as a positive thing. New Zealand is uninhabited

Gotta stick close to the Maccas yeah?

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>I cant stop checking her facebook 10 times a day to see if theres any new male activity on there
> i know i cannot stop myself by simply "Blocking" her which just requires one click to unblock.
>I have no self-control and am on the verge of suicide
I'm no detective, but I think I can piece together why your GF left you.

>she was my best friend and like a daughter to me
uhh

Here, you can buy gigantic patches of fertile land for the cheap.
>5th cheapest country in the world to live in
>Rural areas are completely crime free, and for some money, can be connected to the internet
>You can have some nice farmers work your land and split the goods in the end of season
>Virtually no taxes
>You can easily build an European style wooden home.
>You can buy location completely isolated from the outside world in the north east.
You can also legally own hunting guns, and go hunting from time to time.

cheated on her, but despite that fact, still loved her and its the biggest regret of my life

If youre open to coming tot he states, there are a series of cabins (called huts, but theyre more like old hunting lodges) in the white mountians of new hampshire where you can stay and work. Im sure nz has something similiar if you dont want to go half way around the world

Hey bitch. Get over it. Also look up WOOF and Helpx. They are active even in your shithole country. Exactly the thing you are looking for.

yea but i hear the immigration laws of USA are so anti-white and rigid, mostly its just south Americans and asians that get visas?

>crying on an anime basket weaving board about some facebook slut who ripped his heart it
>thinking he's alpha

sorry but you just blew your cover. try harder next time.

T-thanks ruthless murican, that gives me some material to look into.

Best answer in the thread. Also opens up opportunities to travel the world. You work for shelter and food for a few months, then bounce around to the next farm.

Yeah if you're white you probably won't get in unless you are a rocket scientist

you can just get a work permit for like 6 months. I went past them while i was thru hiking the at (oh thats something else you could do and it would take 4-6 months) and there were a few foreigners working in them.

You're in New Zealand, one of the most remote places on Earth. You could probably just find a cabin anywhere and set up shop

This has nothing to do with politics. Kill yourself.

try sites like workaway.info

You got ditched by a Russian girl? Jesus Christ man, that is like trying to give a beggar a couple of dollars and the beggar tells you to fuck off. You really must be utterly repulsive and useless.

Hate to break it to you but Russian girls are only after a couple of things. A man who acts like a man , and secondly a man who can fucking well provide for her. (Like you know, hold a job, own a house, put food on the table)

I'm guessing you hooked up on line and spun some bullshit, when she found out you are some pathetic bum she ran for the hills.

Sort yourself out.

t. jordan peterson

Np :)

Russian girls are mercenary cunts and entirely mongoloid in terms of empathy. I dated a russian for around a year and let me tell you they are the niggers.

Isolation will probably make you want to kill yourself more. Have you tried deactivating your facebook account so you can't keep an eye on hers?

i lived with her for one year, you maori cunt.

She was the poor ass, leeching everything off me. you make it sound like a gold digging evil leeching whore is just a simlpe woman who wants to have breed and butter on the table.
Russian women are souless cunts and its the reason why Russian men are dropping like flies.

Like a daughter to you? How old are you, and how old is she?

but mate it just takes one click to reactivate it.
Its like telling an alcoholic to not drive to the alcohol shop so he doesnt have to buy alcohol and consume it. If someone is obsessed or addicated enough, one click, one obtainable step isnt going to disaude them, yno?

You're maybe right, isolation may make tihngs worse. But im basically isolated here anyway, just with technology rigged up to view her every move and feel FOMO everywhere. I need to do SOMETHING to break this cycle.. definition of insanity is repeating the same mistakes and expecting a diffrerent result right?

We are basically nothing but wilderness... Theres no doubt in my mind you can find something

Solitude isn't the same as isolation. How can one feel alone in nature?

Mate I was literally in your situation really recently. Started talking to a new chick and she's even better than the girl that crushed my heart. Plenty of fish in the sea. Like you're literally me except I didn't be a pussy and post my blog on some car detailing chemical forum. So get out there.

Post photo of beautiful Russian ex.

Become a park ranger like in Firewatch.

Actually the more I see you post, the more I can tell you're a worthless person. Go to the careers section of the DoC website - there should be a few jobs on offer in isolated cabins. Just try to off yourself near the end so you don't neglect the birds/whatever you're supposed to look after.

You sir have onenitis! It is curable, not deadly.

Question is, why do you have onenitis?

1. Your problem is with people, isolation won't help.

2. Of course there are places like this, most of the world is places like this.

3. I hope writing it out put you into a state of self-revulsion of how pathetic you are being and shakes you out of this.

thansk mate, il make sure of it. Thanks for your sweet advice. Sleep tight ok.

This. She was definitely holding you back. I lost a croatian qt and weeks later was with someone infinitely better and less life destroying. Doing a bit of time alone is good however because you actually have to heal from the shit you've been through so you don't fuck up with the next.

Yeah? So you didnt match one of the two things she wanted. It wasn't the money you say, well then it was becasue you were not a man.

>she was my best friend and like a daughter to me
Sounds pretty hot user

but its been 9 months and ive had plenty of pussy, even another Russian, a blond blue eyed moscowvite, but still couldnt distract me for more than one hour from the reality of her leaving.
I dont even care if i sound weak and pathetic posting somewhere like on pol. im fucking on my knees here

and faggots like this think they're cool and alpha for spitting on a man at his lowest and weakest point.

Go to svalbard and tool around in Aventdalen for a few months

yes true. any man that loses a woman is arguably due to not being "manly" enough, whether its not a big enough dick, not muscular enough, not dominant enough, not a provider enough.
Fact is though women, especially beautiful russian women, are souless gold digging evil cunts and its the reason why the life expectancy of russian men is just 68 where as theirs is 88. They have a nasty fucking streak. She basically laughed in my face as i stood there in awe, on my knees begging her for another chance. This is from a woman who once idolized me, worshiped me, to deciding that i was not alpha enough.

So im ending my life. Dont care anymore. Thanks for all, anons

We'll; if you walk 10000 steps into hell you have to walk 10001 steps out. I quit heroin bro you can do this. Weed helps too. Seriously.

you could either just get rid of your fagbook or you could kill yourself

So long and thanks for all the fish, user

wait...didn't you say you cheated on her?

Wow I hope you don't do it.
>gf breaks it off
>ruin your family's life
Maybe she dumped you for being a selfish cunt

LISTEN FAGGOT.
If you're on /r9k/ you obviously never had to cook, farm, hunt, sew, do laundry and basic first aid.
If you're on /r9k/ you obviously use the internet, play Vidya, and watch anime several hours a day.
Most important of all, you need money to rent this place for several months.
If you don't want to hunt or farm
More money for stocking huge amounts of food I doubt you'll have space to begin with.
Come back to the real world.

Go to Norway and shoot a bunch of socialist faggots.

yea i cheated on her, biggest regret of my life. But i begged for her for 3 months straight, in literal hell. dragged my gutts along the pavement. besides, not that its a justification, but i cheated because i knew i couldnt keep such a gorgeous, mila jovovich level slavic godess when i was low self-esteem, so i cheated as a "pre-emptive strike" or whatver reason it was subsconsciously, im still trying to determine. So I fucked myself over, but that doesnt really change the situation im in now. I still lost her, except i have to live with the guilt and regret of losing her. Im sure she was cheating on me anyway, hence the cheating. She was a borderline nymphomaniac. Having a gorgeous beautiful genetically incredible russian godess who also has an insatiable appetite for FUCKING... you need eyes in the back of your head, or dress her in a burka and convert to Islam slavery.

YES,remain ignorant.

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Lol a spanish/asian girl did this to me too.

It's just ego shit dude. After she broke my heart, I managed to get her back and fuck her like 10 more times.

Then she dumped me again, and I didn't care that time. I was actually relieved it was over.

It's all just ego shit dude. She crushed your ego. I got my ego back when I fucked her again, and then it didn't matter when she dumped me agian because I knew that she was just a crazy unstable bitch

You would've probably still lost her then.
Gee OP I think we're back to your only solution: kill yourself

Hey now, I don't think I'm alpha and cool (it would be hard to reconcile that with being up at this ungodly hour to arrive early at my accounting job) - I can just tell you're a terrible person and feel no sympathy for you.

Block her and STOP ruminating.
Forget the Slaggyford ate.

Slightly better than being french.

love is for girls and gays.

There is a place called the zec in Quebec Canada. Live among nature, catch/ hunt your dinner.

Get backpack, small tent, sleeping bag, thick pad, small stove, etc. Poof! You're done! Can stay anywhere out of sight, travel all over New Zealand, and live on very little. I used to live on the north island and know damn well you can go out into rural areas. South Island even better. Cheers! Come back to society when you get your shit together

> Im sure she was cheating on me anyway

No you weren't. Next time, try monogamy in a relationship. Women with high self-esteem don't stick around when a man cheats on her.

What a faggot HAHAHAHAHA

the crazy thing is, after 2 months of breakup, she came back for a few nights for sex, which she mentioned outloud was one big reason because she hadnt found someone sexually compatible. Even my dad said most men wouldnt be so lucky to get a girl back a second time like that, and it should have been closure. But it wasnt, it was like having a quick fix of heroine or something, instead of going full cold turkey. But even now its been 7 months without a single word spoken, she knows i wanted to die and didnt even say "hi how are you" and im still in a literal nightmare. I lost my job etc. I drink (6am here) until i fall asleep, then try to stay asleep as much as possible, with violent nightmares, only to wake up into a literal nightmare to jump on my phone and check her facebook to see whats changed. She is aware of the damage, and literally doesnt fucking care because her dad abandoned her so she has issues with men, wants to ride cocks and enjoy her youthfulness when a man is rotting over her. I cant go further into it atm, too difficult over pol text, but i dont care who sees this. This is my final cry for help before using a nitrogen exit bag.

Dude you need to get busy doing something that you find exciting.

You need to build your self-esteem back up. That is your problem. Start a business, learn a new skill, try to become an e-celeb. Anything.

>wants to ride cocks and enjoy her youthfulness when a man is rotting over her

How old are you, and how old is she?

old at heart, but im only 28. Much too young to have love break my heart

You should treat her like shit. I am with a cutie Russian and I treat her terribly. Everyday I subtly remind her what a failure she is.

She worships the ground I walk on.

Where?

Lmao dude just chill for a minute. I have been in your spot before.

I had this 10/10 bitch that I dated for 2 years. So fucking hot, she let me fuck her ass/cum on her face. The works. And she was my best friend, I honestly loved her to death.

Then she dumped me and hooked up with my friend. I was nearly suicidal, I think I actually cried a few times. It was fucking pathetic.

I was a devastated shell of a person for like 3 years straight. I finally moved, started school, started a business, started doing some other things, started traveling a little bit, got new hobbies/interests/passions and stuff.

Now I check her Facebook, she looks like dogshit, has a baby, and lives in poverty. Looks like a fucking retard. I can't believe I was ever so devastated over her, I am 100x happier now than ever.

Basically you have to re-build yourself and re-build your self-esteem. I realized that my problem wasn't that I loved and missed my girlfriend, it's that she was the foundation of my self esteem. After I re-invented myself, I wouldn't even want her if she offered.

Women only hold you back. They hold you back by getting you addicted to their pussies, and making you emotionally dependent on them. Now that I have gotten a bit older and re-invented myself, I just see 10/10 women as a fucking problem. All they want to do is ruin your life, don't fall for it.

If you read "Proverbs" in The BIble, it talks about this exact scenario. Good looking women use their looks to bring down men, suck them dry, and leave them miserable.

Oh, you're not that old at all.

You'll meet another hot woman. Don't ever cheat again, and then you'll be fine.

Please I must know

wow man, thats very similar to my situation.

She was sooo fucking hot, let me ass fuck her, sucked my cock off all the time like a wild animal with her slutty slavic eyes, hugged me tight at night, then she just disappeared one day, called me pathetic and then blocked me.
Its been 10 months/ish and im a literal shell. I get these hot girls showing me attention, even some blond blue eyed russian girl, and I just cant even concentrate. I feel totally destroyed.

I have my own business. I will say that, without revealing too much info about myself. Its a very new business, but its doing surprisingly well. But I cant even enjoy the passion for it. I know i could be alpha if I moved on from this, but I have never had such a sweet embrace from a woman, and I know if i cant find that again theres no point dragging myself through this life alone.
I should be happy and cut my loses. Look at the MILLIONS of young European men washed up on European shores before they even had their first shave or kissed a girl. So what gives me the right to think nature will reward me with the same amazing thing again? when more innocent men have had SQUAT compared to me.
ive said that to psychologists and they are just speechless. Theres nothing anyone can say that will convince me that I will be just as happy again.

yno the famous saying "its better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all"

That fucker is just as prententious as the cunt who wrote "money doesnt buy you happiness"

Go tell a starving AFrican who needs a few bucks for a bowl of rice "Money doesnt buy you happiness"
Or tell a heartbroken alcoholic who is mourning over a departed loved one "its all worth it to be able to reminisce on the good memories"

SO im at a dead end.

Thanks man, i appreciate the fatherly advice.

Dude for real, there will be other girls. She sounds like a real bitch and probably someone you would end up hating anyways.

Please write more.

i know, hes a bloody saint.

repent to God my dude.

Nope. You can thank AirBnB for that. Remote cabins now fetch $1200 a week for getaways. So what motivation would they have to rent it cheaply on a month by month basis? Pretty much none.

My dad spent months in a rented cabin in the rockies when he was young. My father in law did the same. They found someone willing to rent some property far away from it all, and got to live there like hermits on the cheap. My dad has stories you wouldn't believe, and he did it all without having to work. He just saved up a few hundred bucks and bought himself 6 months solitude. Can't do that anymore.

Now that cabin has wifi, a flat screen, and all the amenities you could ever ask for - because it's being rented out to yuppies who want a weekend in the woods, and they're willing to spend $600 for two days.

I think you should seriously see more psychologists/counsellors to break this serious obsession cycle you're working yourself into.

My girlfriend of 3 years left me for someone else at Christmas so I know the obsessive feeling too but I know I need to learn to manage it or it ends up spiralling out of control to where you are now.

You need to get over the fear of the unknown and realise you shouldn't care. You're currently a slave to the impulse to check her facebook and you need to exercise that self control muscle everytime to make yourself at peace with the idea you can't know. Every time you check it'll trigger all the same emotional responses again and make it harder to move on. Seriously try and keep yourself as busy as possible. I took up salsa when I realised I didn't think about her the full evening I was dancing.

>I realized that my problem wasn't that I loved and missed my girlfriend, it's that she was the foundation of my self esteem


Jesus, i need to save that to a notepad.txt or something for when i wake up tomorrow in a sick hungover stuper. That is literally what happened with me. I took pride in having this incredibly hot russian model walking next to me, smirking at everyone. But thats why i was cheating and so insecure, becuase I knew i coudlnt keep this source of my happiness forever, and so it became a self-fulfilling prophecy of throwing myself into the void, where i was even more stripped of my identity than before i met her.

But i still cant fathom how someone that says they love you, with the most powerful intimate sex and friendship, can spit in your face, spread lies about you and go fucking men out of spite for you.
It leaves me with another issue, how can i ever trust humans and not be a depressed misanthrope?
How do i crawl out of this abyss?!

There's a reason why the power level of DBZ characters improves the longer they are away from women. Women will always hold back a strong man, but you also need them to raise a family.

thank you so much, glorious anglo cousin. I really appreciate your "mateship" as the australians say

Mate, keep your head up.
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