Childhood Redpills

Tell us of the first time you began to wake up. For me, it was during a mission trip. In hindsight, I was being a crybaby bitch, but it was enough for underage me to realize something is wrong in the system.

>Be 12 year old OP
>Naive, impressionable, ignorant to what the future held
>Still went to church/youth group
>Mission trip coming up
>excited, first time baby bird is leaving the nest
>Show up at 5:00 A.M, There's a comfy mini bus and a shitty church van
>out of about 25 of us, 15 are male, the rest are female
>Logic says guys get the minibus
>more people=need for more space
>nope.jpg
>males are crammed into the bus like sardines
>females each get a seat to themselves+a few vacant seats for their luggage
>A little salty, but still brainwashed into thinking chivalry is still relevant
>A little bullshit can't stop my excitement

>fast forward to our arrival
>stop at 2 different rent houses.
>1 is a 2 story log cabin with an in-ground pool, hot tub, and a fuck ton of space
>the other is a shitty trailer house that sits next to a lake that smelled like sewage
>Girls get the cabin, we get the trailer house
>can't even swim in the shit lake, got scared off with the amount of fish bones on the shore
>fuckthat.jpg
>looking back it wasn't a big deal, I've stayed in shittier places, but my 12 year old brain was still thinking logically.
>Other stuff happened, lugging coolers, and stuff. Nothing major.
>But what happened on the last night pushed me over the edge.

cont

>After eating shitty fast food and McDonalds, we were having a good cookout
>Girls were off doing their own thing either playing on their phones or sunbathing; while we were playing touch football
>Once they called us over we lined up and waited for the girls to get in front of us. We knew the drill.
>After a couple minutes we decided to just go ahead and start getting our food
>You'd think we had dipped our balls into the potato salad
>The youth pastor jumped on us, the deacon jumped on us, all the old hags jumped on us calling us (inconsiderate, rude, etc)
>Like being barked at in the military
>I had reached my boiling point.
>"Well maybe if these BITCHES would pay attention we wouldn't have to wait"
>Like I said, I was 12
>everyone goes silent, I am then escorted behind a tree. (Not Catholic, so no molestation took place)
>Got a griping from literally all the old fucks there, I didn't even know who some of them were.
>I swear they'd eat, then take a whack at me
>finally they were done, and I could finally get my food
>all of it was gone, except for a few morsels of potatoes and bbq sauce.
>longest ride home ever
>never went back to that church

I know it's pretty dumb. But young me learned a hard lesson on the trip, and it has stayed with me ever since.

Nice. Mine was when I found out Sanra didn't exist. I was 16

Went to a summer camp as a kid, cub scouts.
In the morning there was a large queue of 30 kids to the portable toilets, it was awful.
However, next to the large queue was another toilet with no queue. So I walked past the line and used it.

Instead of disused and broken down, it was pristine, so I did my thing, flushed, and left, opened the door, and all of the kids in the queue were boys laughing at me.
"you used the teachers toilet you fuckng idiot."
"God what a moron"
I looked at them all queing to what was probably the worst portable toilet ever, and thought, well who has shit in a clean toilet and who has not?
What were they going to do, call the police? Fuck off. And from then on I knew that most people were dumb as fuck.

12 years old, seeing shit thats not supposed to be there, brush it off, don't ever tell anybody

>be 12 years old
>see planes hit world trade center
>mom says "fuckin jews"

13 and took a trip to Africa. Notice the speed limit signs are in mph and ask our driver about it, cause whole fucking world uses mph.

He explains that last year when Soviets were funding them they had kWh, but this year US is funding them and mandated mph. I asked if he was happy that US was funding instead of Soviets.

He laughed and said he didn't care whose ideology they followed as long as they got money.

Lesson: America is great in American eyes only.

>11 y/o white boy
>dad left
>had to move to a mostly Hispanic community
>all conservative views considered racist
>chewed out by principal for expressing conservative views on immigration, was told it was racist
>mexicans in the locker room found out I was an atheist
>burntheheretic.jpg
>express distaste with Obama
>racist
>reads WATCHMEN by Alan Moore
>no longer patriotic
>no longer Republican
>discovers Penn & Teller:Bullshit
>Libertarian
>fast forward, now 16
>middle schoolers are hostile
>somewhat popular, depressed
>Discovers Bill Hicks
>smokes marijuana
>yum.jpg
>mexican gf, wouldn't trade her for any of the spoiled white bitches in this city
Things may be better than they once were, but race is definitely real, so is ignorance. Drugs are good, and you don't need that many friends, just a few good ones.

care to elaborate?

>church/youth group

Burgers have such silly customs.

what country are you from?

Thailand, their king dresses like a lady

>1st time smoke weed
>not the 1st time smelling weed...

>1st time ever using roachclips
>not 1st time using roachclips...

>1st time nodding out on dope, burning finger with cig, burning couch with cig
>not 1st time seeing cig, burns in a couch...

>Be 5
>Discover my mom wrapping my presents for Christmas
>Realize there is no Santa Clause
>It was all just one big conspiracy
>Suddenly begin to see the truth of the world

I was wanking at a picture of 9/11 and then I realized it was way to good to be true .. then I realized all my life was a lie ..

>First year of middle school
>Vacation in my parents hometown in the Tunisian south
>Beaches are beautiful, stretching to the horizon
>Go on a walk with a couple of childhood friends
>Suddently Said stops
>"We should turn back"
>I ask him why
>"Those are the Hotel beaches, only Gaoris are allowed to walk and swim there"
>Tell him we look like a couple of nice kids and we are not up to trouble. Convince him to walk with me.
>Mohamed Ali is too afraid of getting beat up to join us
>Suddently a security guy blocks our way.
>"You boys need to leave"
>I tell him we are not going to the hotel, we just want to walk the beach all the way through
>"This is a private beach"
>I tell him that beaches are Gods domain that he created for everyone.
>He starts getting angry
>My friend drags me away.
That was he first time I learned that looking European meant that you were entitled to happiness. People would smile more to you and be kinder and more trusting to your person in general.
In my own country I was treated like a second class citizen. It happened a lot... But this is the one experience I imagine a lot of men from my hometown going through.
>Years later just waltz talking French not even looking at security.
>Old white ladies with saggy tits
Vomit.jpg

Red pilled when I learned being a dick to girls and ignoring the shit out of them makes them like you. If you're too nice they'll betray you, gotta keep em guessing

There are church youth grups in CR too. I was in one actually, but didn't had any drama. We all were good friends.

When I couldn't get laid for the life of me because I was a bluepilled, nice guy, single mothered faggot. I had gotten friendzone by this girl I was "in love" with and a friend of mine fucked her at a party after like one night of talking.

Finally snapped and became a bitter asshole. Started lifting weights and started being a sexist dick, started reading redpill theories, and didn't give a fuck what women thought. If a girl insulted me, called me weird, or looked at me the wrong way I'd humiliate her and be a huge dick about it, calling her a stupid cunt, not talk to her afterwards, etc. Started walking like I was the shit and just didn't give a single fuck what anyone thought, total apathy.

Women started respecting me, calling me sir, eye fucking me. If a girl even came up to talk to me, I'd start making fun of her in front of my friends or just completely ignored her. Finally got laid that summer with some random slut.

This was several years ago and I'm not as angry anymore but the drastic change and realizing that all that redpill, sexist, shit was fucking true. Eventually it radiated into other parts of my life, politics, work, etc.

Now I just feel sorry for liberal beta cucks because I used to be there.

> found the Jew

so true. i'm just starting to do this, got any tips for me?

also FUCK single mothers. they are worse than pedophiles, i'm serious. they fuck up their sons so bad

>private beach
Absolutely cucked. Over here, 300 mts inland from the sea can never get out of public domain. Also, what would have happened if you were swimming instead of walking? Would the security guys take you out of the sea?

Never wasn't redpilled desu.

>>post redpill stories
>this is how i became an edgy stoner atheist with a spic gf and an equally shitty taste in comedians

>tfw raised by a single mother

Is there any hope for me lads?

>parents get divorced
>mum remarries
>have three step siblings now
>accept them same as actual brothers
>13
>home alone with step dad
>step dad has a brain aneurysm
>call ambulance
>have shit corded phone remember having it fully stretched out fighting it for resuscitation instructions
>see it in step dad's face that he wasn't coming back
>have to call mum, only thing could think to do was lie and say he was sick
>her face when she comes home and sees him surrounded by ambos
>whole step family ends up coming over and 'helping' for a week leading up to funeral
>end up spending week running around being made to do errands for random family members
>funeral happens
>they all disappear
>mum forced to take on all debt, remember reading mail she left accidentally out for overdue payments on mortgage
>step brother, when step dad was alive would constantly ask for money, never worked and would do drugs starts getting abusive towards mum when she has no money to give
>mum gets letter from step sister solicitor threatening legal action if she didn't get a ring
>finally flip out and lose shit, get into fight with step brother (who is 18)
>beats the shit out of me but it leads to him pissing off to own mother's house

Lesson learned on family, drugs and just being a man.

Fake it till you make it. Even if you're 300 pounds and have a pizzaface, act like you own the place, walk with your back straight, and most importantly start lifting for dat testosterone boost and then you won't have to pretend anymore. You have to consciously undo all the bluepilled conditioning that's been forced on you your whole life ESPECIALLY if you grew up under a single mom.

theredpill on reddit has an awesome sidebar that teaches you pretty much everything you need to know and do as a beginner. Also don't fucking jump into a relationship right away and then forget everything you've learned. That shit happened to me like 3 times when I first started.

>17
>Catholic school
>I'm told Islam is religion of peace in religious studies
>Fairly apolitical but my friend gets angry with my teacher
>My teacher is a complete cuck but he doesn't go full SJW like so other teachers would
>Finish school/final exams
>Start watching alt-lighters like PJW, Milo and Southern.
>Realise I've been lied to
>Nice attacks happen.
>Realise Islam isn't compatible with Western culture.
>Trump runs
>Follow the whole election with the Alt-light
>Throughout the election I see alt-right posters and they catch my eye
>Compare alt-right subreddit to T_donald and realise the donald are a bunch of cuckservatives.
>Richard Spencer gives speech that caught media attention get bluepilled on his views by PJW
>Slowly start following alt-righters on twitter
>Swallow redpills
>Start browsing/ pol/
>Swallow more redpills

This was basically my life over the last 2 years.

You mad nigger?

Thank you for calling out the faggot, I thought I had to do it.

>be dyslexic
>be in Primary school
>have old as fuck teacher that didn't give a fuck about these modern things
>never got 100% in anything
>never got those 10x 100% so I could pick a silly toy from that basket
>everyone else did

Thank god my very first teacher didn't turn me into a victim

bong ty

underrated, many a couch fires in the 90's

>grew up and still live in what is now "Brexit central".
>went to an all-boys grammar school, realising some of my best friends at primary school wouldn't be going taught me life isn't always fair
>rotherham, rochdale etc

Interesting scenario. They were being weird religious types and you sperged out on them. Basically, no one won that interaction, but at least you figured out that it was a weird place and left. Good for you.

checked and keked

>Be 16 years old.
>Relatively handsome for my age. Well spoken, great smile. Great voice as well.
>Never really have to deal with people being dicks to me. Have a great family life even though we are poor. Always assume people have good intentions since everyone is always so nice to me.
>Work my first fastfood job.
>Holy shit
>The world is literally full to the brim with assholes.
>People are bad. They want you to feel bad for no reason at all.
>Why is the world this way?

I literally went through a crisis because I had somehow been so lucky in my interactions with the world that I assumed people were basically good.

Come to realize quickly that people are selfish and don't care about you. Over time came to learn that if someone makes more money than you, they are usually also worse people. Not always, but usually. Then I realized that super poor people are also terrible. They are lazy and they will steal your shit. I basically learned that the number of people I can tolerate is about 10% of humanity, and the people I want to be friends with are about 1% of that. The world is full of shitty people and there's nothing any of us can do about it. I hope for a plague daily.

>be born, early 90s
>father is NCO in Air Force
>mother is a bit quirky, (Wicca, ghost hunting, etc) but otherwise standard model for 1950s housewife
>by the time I'm old enough to understand logic, politics, etc my father is a MSGT who had spent roughly 7 years at the pentagon
>somehow still very present in my life and older brothers, regardless of mission/deployment
>mom follows his lead in all ways, only ever tempering his capacity for violence, abuse and other skills the military teaches the effectiveness of
>basic concept of all his teachings is left unfettered
>never exposed to censorship, in any way, by parents
>dad spends most days planting subtle lessons for us about the harshness of the real world
>special emphasis on how, because we are white males without any sort of disability, the world will treat us harsher, expecting responsibility as a given
>mom still pretty cool to, despite weird beliefs

I had no choice, really. Was raised on a steady diet of redpills.

Did I get lucky?

>be small kid not even in kindergarten
>Olympic ice skating is on
>black figure skater comes out on the ice and starts skating
>one of the first times in my life I had ever seen a black person
>Looked at the TV and said "I hate black people."

I was racially aware from a young age and that proved to be very important to me growing up in Spicafornia.

It's tests like this that you encounter in life that really show who has critical thinking and intelligence. Maybe someone has a PhD. and can work in a high level scientific field, but if they are dumb enough to wait in a long line to squat on a warm shitty portable toilet seat, they are not very smart at all. Especially when a real and clean toilet is nearby and can be used without meaningful if any repercussions. They would die if our society reverted to pre-industrial revolution because they have a sheep like mentality. People like these used to not be so common, but now are more prevalent today thanks to modern societies comforts. They Marxists of society and academia recognizes this. that is why the school systems are the way they are. They want to exploit this mentality to limit free thinking.

There was a lot more to this story britbong. There is much you can learn from choosing where, when, and how you take a shit.

Read Plato so you know how to argue with people.

>WATCHMEN by Alan Moore
>Hey you Dumb Goy, America is bad, you should hate patriotism.
>Lie for the greater good, power should be consolidated and decisions done by the wise few (the ending scene)
>The comic

Great piece of anti-American propaganda. Good job becoming a cuck just from one shitty comic with shitty "heroes." Enjoy the spic GF, you earned it. Image related, your future wife.

>walks on private property, gets told to leave
>gets mad he cannot enter private property
>thinks this means he is a 2nd class citizen and he should hate whitey

This is why niggers or whatever shitskin you are should not be in the west. You don't understand private property and boundaries.

>There is much you can learn from choosing where, when, and how you take a shit.

This was Mahatma Ghandi's final wisdom which was hidden from the masses of India, so that India may never become a super power.

The propaganda hit India hard and fast once they started for independence. By permanently making it so they cannot poo in loo, they are caste as a race of sheep.

Where. I was 14 and in history class.
Realise.that all.of Hitler's policies would have made my country better

Read about muh 6 gorillion. States that half were Jews the rest gippos and gays.

Keep hearing about muh 6 gorillion and numbers get bigger each time.

Read Anne Frank. Realise.its bullshit.

Been hiding power level for over 15 years now...

good story. here's a (you). don't spend it all in one place.

Watching Little mermaid and I realized that Arial didn't do shit the entire movie. She didn't even talk, it was the side that had to do everything. To top it off she was basically a nobody to the above water humans, while he was a prince. She basically won the lottery and didn't have to do shit

Had one too and it was a good time. Also martial arts children camp, was all good.

Reminds me of the time we went on a school trip to a sort of woodland/lakeside retreat. We were there for about 3 days I think but the girls got the dorm rooms and we guys got tents in an inclining field and if you even so much as uttered a word at night then you were made to run up and down the field in your bare feet in the darkness.

>what is private property

This is what shitskins actually believe and why they hate us. Because they dont understand and get angry and racist.

>>I tell him that beaches are Gods domain that he created for everyone.

Dr Ahmed, I'm CIA. Have reported you to local intelligence agencies for religious extremism.

>tfw never went to summer camp as a kid and all i did was stay inside and be sad

You are the first one except me who I know, who was raised by a single mom and despite that isnt a faggot.

I started being an arrogant asshole too, but ironically but noone got it. Bitches and mostly everyone else thought i really was that parody and started showing interest in me when i hit 18. Could fuck around ever since.

Its not womens fault, its mens fault who let women do what they want and they fuck up where you let them.

>>Girls were off doing their own thing either playing on their phones or sunbathing; while we were playing touch football

You wanna know how I know you're a young millennial?

Sorry for you man, must have been hard.

Step father must have been an idiot to be the main income and not have any insurance in case he dies.

Did shit like that, wrote in my RE book the once that people should go back to their own country, teacher tries to make it sound less racist.

>He explains that last year when Soviets were funding them they had kWh

soviets used kilowatt hours to measure speed? fuckin based

>I hope for a plague daily.

Lost.

Great dad, great life. I bet another man could not have disciplined your mother like that and she would have made life hell for other families. God bless your father. You were incredibly lucky.

>Not Catholic
Theres your problem.

What the fuck is a mission trip?

Kek

>129310802
Yes. It's a lot better to learn the truth about life early on than later in life when things are more difficult. If you are fed lies about the world while growing up then it hinders you and it's cruel when you find out everything you thought you knew is wrong. I'm still suffering for it now but I'm slowly making amends. I just wish I had the guidance I needed early in life, no one seemed to think it important to teach me anything and eventually when I was coming home from college with leftist nonsense planted in my head all I got from my dad in his drunken state was abuse. Those days were where I was at my lowest point but I've learned a lot since then and it's been a steady climb.

>be me
>had a crazy psycho wacko teacher in primary school
>she was substitute for our teacher
>was a strong Catholic women
>a bit top Catholic
>would do meditation with us
>as we were young no one gave a shit
>one day one of the kids hits me
>I hit him
>get caught by psycho wacko teacher
>she asks me why I hit him
>said he wronged me
>you should forgive your enemies and all that shit blah blah blah
>kid got off scat free while I got bs lecture
>never bothered with church after how cucked that expierence was.

BEGOME GADOLIG :DDD

I remember when i fell asleep with a lit joint, i woke up only to find out my house had burnt down and I was dead.

you had hundreds of miles of other coastline to fuck off to

>be 5y old user
>dad beat shit out of mommy
>mommy cries
>still mommy never leave dad
>mommy never treat dad bad
>mommy do crazy shit for dad
>realizes mommy and other womens must be stupid
>never trust woman since then
>14y old, treat first gf, treat she good
>she says loves me
>see she kissing the most criminal skate arrogant abusive no future trash boy
>Starting treating womens like absolutely trash
>Fucks absolutely anyone i want

Started studing why this happened/works, discovered a whole new world.
Since then, i study everyday about everything and how things and human mind works.

Also, mommy is still with dad
understand now that womens arent humans and rich man like my dad can do whatever they want with womans, cause they dont use reason.
Womens are like npcs, they dont have souls. All of them respond equaly to certain stimulus.

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Going to elementary school on the south side of Chicago in majority nigger setting. I learned quick, and was reminded daily for years on end, that even me and my piss-poor white family were profoundly different than these recalcitrant, quarrelsome, inconsiderate fucking niggers. Red pilled since kindergarten, senpai. The races are not equal.

Are you married?

I am.

Your childhood was really shitty. I was kissing girls at 12. Playing with tits at 13 and long makeout sessions. Started fucking a big titted redhead at 14, she said I my dick was a freak of nature. We dated for 2 years. I broke up with her, which was stupid and arrogant because she was a fucking goddess.

Who the hell gets redpilled by that shit. I got bluepilled when girls started liking me and I decided I was really into being charming to them.

Never go full Elliot Rodger.

>going on mission trips
Thank goodness my parents weren't protestant faggot christcucks

>not laughing because it was an honest mistake and you got to use the best toilet
Granted you were kid and I would have been autistic about it too, but still. Parents should probably teach this stuff

Yeah
Like microwave time right?

AND THE CAT'S IN THE CRADLE WITH THE SILVER SPOON

>tattooine nigger doesn't understand what the word "private" means
Loser who deserved it, man I love being white

>alt-righters
>Richard Spencer
No, you're still a bluepilled faggot.

wow, 1% of 7 billion people is seventy million friends

this poster has the best opinions

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Fascism on the left, Capitalism on the right. Get it right.

>Santa doesn't exist
Maybe for you it doesn't!

nope too blackpill for me to want to get back into, besides i was just seeing things right no harm no foul

>5 years old
>see a gypsy
That's the whole story and it's universal for the whole Balkans.

damn smart mom

Why would the split the genders?
My church doesn't do that when we go on camps.
Everyone goes onto a minibus and sits with whoever they want to.
Usually everyone stays at someones house, but then it's segregated obviously.

I think he meant "camp"

Lol I'm not an alt-righter. I was referring to the white nationalist shit he was talking about. The alt-light reject identity politics.

>10 years old
>Watch Magnum Force (1973) with my dad.
>The scene where the vigilante cop says "all our heroes are dead".
>ReallyFiresUpTheAlmonds.exe
>start wondering why we dont have any heroes
>start reading history books in school library
>read about Carolus Rex and Gustavus Adolphus
>Wow, these guys are awesome, cant wait for history class in 6th grade
>Fast forward to 6th grade
>Female teacher drones on and on about the benefits of social democracy
>The nazis were so bad hurr durr
>No mention of commie atrocities
>No mention of our swedish heroes
>Confront teacher about why we dont learn about our swedish kings
>Recieve some bullshit explanation about the school curriculum being progressive and inclusive
>feel my blood boiling

This was well over 10 years ago. I cant even imagine how pozed it is now.

Guys does this mean I have to stop taking Unisom? Because these shill threads have been making me sleepy.

Thats what you get for associating with religious people you dumb fuck.

Who goes on a mission trip and expects it to be good?

When I was 11, I saw a brown person. I thought "enough is enough", and that's that.

>be 11
>watching Cartoon Network
>Gets interrupted for the first time ever, 9/11
>Image sticks with me for some reason, never seen something like that before
>Discover interbutts later in life, find out some people call it an inside job and other crazy theories
>Laugh and google to prove it right in my mind
>Watch documentaries on it

The world was never the same. Now I really doubt anything major that happens. Even if it wasn't an inside job (and not just WTC, any other major catastrophe or event we've had happen) I now try to do research on both sides and I'm always skeptical. I never 100% believe things that happen now especially if they seem dodgy. It's how I ended up here eventually.

Other instance related to this:
>love history as a kid
>learn tiny bits from every major event, usually a paragraph, max a page in the books
>BUT NOT FOR THE MUH HOLOCAUST
>Study that shit for days
>Teacher tearfully and in gory detail explaining the gassing, hair cuts, lamp shades etc
>Wonder why this, of all things, takes so much of our lessons and why is it so prominent that we spent hours studying it
>Learn about ((((((((((((((((them))))))))))))))))))

I really wish history will get rewritten someday.

>theredpill on reddit has an awesome sidebar

Jesus, Sup Forums is fucked

I was in 1st grade and someone wanted to put me in a commercial because I was super cute. I mentioned it to a friend and some girl overheard it, then at recess a crazy mob of 10-15 girls were chasing me around the playgrounds for 30 minutes straight trying to kiss me. Taught me women will want any guy who is on a stage even if he is just in a shitty cover band they will compete to glom on to the smallest scrap of social status.

Also that year I got my hands on my relative's video camera and convinced some neighborhood girls to strip and dance naked for my movie, then I was accused of being a pervert rapist by their parents, but I was 7 years old and their daughters were just sluts.

It was probably that you were just working out and looking decently fuckable, and were actively indicating you want to fuck from the get-go, instead of nice-guying your way into their pants like before. Women fucking hate that tactic.

>This was several years ago and I'm not as angry anymore but the drastic change and realizing that all that redpill, sexist, shit was fucking true. Eventually it radiated into other parts of my life, politics, work, etc.

it is true, but only for a certain class of people who play the dog eat dog. Many people get demoralized with fighting nihilism and become a part of it like you did. Jews peerpressured you (oldest trick in the book) and played you out.

I've got colonial heritage. I learned a lot about life there from my family.

And I noticed that, in school, history class avoided the subject like the plague. And if they did touch upon it, it was in the typical "we were so evil" bullshit kind of way. But I was a kid, I was interested in the Romans, and I could clearly say they did the same shit... to us. Yet we took their knowledge, applied it, and surpassed them.

Long story short, when you know more shit than just what they're telling you in school, you learn to be critical. And when your knowledge is politically incorrect, well, you learn to be politically critical.

Oh, and commies tried to murder my family on three different continents. You think we got to learn about how evil the commies were, in our classes? Naaaaah. That attention has to go to the Nazis!

is that motherfucking daytime and nighttime NyQuil in the pic