I was told that there would be enlightenment about who I am really destined to be, and there would be motivation to improve myself.
What actually happened was that as a leftie, I actually tried more to self-improve, because I had belief in mankind or the western world at least staying intact.
These days I see that when I would try to self improve, it doesn't matter because I would most likely die in some shitty race war since I am not a soldier or much less have any know-how on how to survive an actual societal collapse.
I want to spit out the redpill and go back to becoming a normie again. You owe it to me, faggots. I never asked to be updated on jewish privilege, holohoax, white genocide and feminism. Life is too fucking short and I don't want spend it being a tin-foil retard but actually have a chance at becoming a constructive member of society.
I am not baiting or shitposting, I am struggling for the life of me to figure out on what way to go about living the rest of my life. I don't want white people to go extinct, but I don't want to be obsessive about it to the point where everywhere I look there are blackpills.
We've all been there. Push through it. Eventually you transcend to the next level: detached smugness as the future unfolds more or less exactly how you see it while normies continue to struggle.
Asher Jenkins
B-but you said that you wanted to know how things worked...
You sound like a kid who just realized that Santa isn't real.
Owen Carter
You're still thinking with emotion rather than logic, untill you change this you will always be a t.leftist cuck
Matthew Bailey
Dont worry about Self Improvement. The Bible says "If I deliver up my body to be burned but I have not love. it is vain" Believe in jesus Christ and all things will be added to you user. Be like Umaru, have enjoy the ride.
Matthew Perry
Keep chugging the RP, as much as you can. Have you gotten to religion yet?
Caleb Hall
Dat's the brice of breedum XDDD seriously find a purpose for your life user, you feel depressed because you see this stuff and think you can't do anything Set a goal and you will feel better, I promise Have you read the protocols yet user?
John Miller
It's too late my friend
You must rescue your father from the belly of the whale in the depths of the ocean.
Or else you'll remain a jackass in pleasure island forever more
Kayden Powell
He said red pill not rural retard pill.
Ian Nguyen
Reminder that it's illegal to disbelieve pic related across most of Europe.
Matthew Gonzalez
>I don't want spend it being a tin-foil retard
Looks like you suffer from the problem of not seeing through the bullshit.
Have you ever heard of the 80-20 rule? It applies almost everywhere. From the people you meet to the amount of bullshit there is on the internet. 80% is bullshit. 20% is useable.
Once you understand this, life becomes a lot easier.
Gabriel Bell
This. It's just a phase OP
Joshua Garcia
TLDR
Ethan Hernandez
Might still be possible for you since you're in Estonia, but it's not possible for those living in ethnic hellholes. Even Helsinki is too diverse now.
Joseph Ortiz
this too shall pass
Jayden Ortiz
You won't be able to go back mate. Once you have been fully exposed to the truth and when it has fully synthesized, you basically gain a superpower; the ability to see past all the bullshit and false narratives. You won't be able anymore to just brush things of.
Some succumb to the evil they witness everywhere and lose their shit.
Others accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Saviour. He will be your rock. You will be able to control your newly gained superpowers with his wisdom and guidance.
The sooner you accept this, the better. There is no going back from taking the red pill.
Wyatt Anderson
It's traumatic at first, but you get used to it(sort of). Do some shitposting, make some memes and laugh, the keks make it bearable.
Cooper Perez
It was real in Mr. Holstein's mind.
James Robinson
You're in the denial stage. Things are the way they are and you are now addicted to the cold hard truth. This is your life now. Accept it.
Nicholas Carter
don't take advice from people on the internet
Nicholas Baker
Too late, faggot. Embrace it, or you will become blackpilled.
Isaac Morris
>1 post by this ID
Adam Bailey
i feel so dead inside i hate this world and the fact only real change will happen if there's a mass extinction event
Grayson Bailey
Detach yourself from all the things you can't affect and can't do anything about, don't waste any energy fighting pointless battles. Focus mostly on yourself, become financially stable and have lots of white babies. Red pilling others is high risk and personally I would avoid it.
Kayden Ross
Part of your mind is still in denial. Work through it. The processes of de-programing takes time. Your undoing years of programming from your birth til now. Stay the course. Be strong, be brave.
Hudson Lewis
>worshipping YHWH
OP said he wanted red pills, not blue ones.
Benjamin Green
Is your room clean?
You can't gas the (((jews))) properly if you aren't sorted.
Bentley Wilson
fake/gay out of 10.
t. oldfag.
Refine your argument.
Jose Garcia
>don't worry about improving yourself >my jewish god says we'll all feel good forever when we're dead K I K E
Ryan Gonzalez
the red-pill is a curse. I chose to reject all my identities and turn completely from society. at first it was awful, but I'm much happier knowing how indifferent I am to everything now.
Jonathan Campbell
feels good senpai. I feel exactly like this.
Brody Cook
We always told you about how miserable we were once redpilled.
While others said they've gotten through this phase.
Protip: If it isn't ingested whole (and it normally isn't), you will have multiple phases like this.
Aiden Murphy
It´s not just about white people you god damn new-pilled sadface. It´s about the actual NWO, you know that "crazy conspiracy theory" you´ve heard about. Ooooh what could it be, mass culling of humanity, a complete centralized control of everything, mass slavery, the end of what freedom we have.
Guess what faggot, it´s all of that. And it´s by the SAME PEOPLE as have been trying this shit for 2000-6000 years. They are relentless.
Jace Harris
It's like anything else you've received an overdose, Relax don't freak out it will all make ZERO sense in the end..
Charles Butler
Kys the first worldview-changing redpills are really tough. You think you´re such a big guy huh, guess what, when Soviet collapsed people commited mass suicide. Humans function by their worldview & self-image - when this is crushed you need to rebuild, mend and heal.
Kayden Nguyen
It goes away. You'll find inner tranquility.
Ryan Jones
11. Christ's Redpill
Kevin Wood
>set goals for yourself in actual life user, work hard and achieve something, make purpose for yourself AND >dive deeper into the abyss
What type of advice is this???
Robert Howard
>I was told that there would be enlightenment we lied
Liam Davis
Stop taking black pills and still to red. Problem solved.
Hmmm let us see: Kalergi plan = 100% Rotschilds + friends rule banking & the world = 100% Western whites are being destroyed and will be either by birth rates or violence (Albert Pikes 3rd) = 100% Hall of Costs exaggarated massively = 100%
Muh 80/20. You are the worst kind of shill, the soft kind. Lies are lies, truth is truth. The absolute vast majority of "anti-semitic conspiracy theories" are all out in the open, provable, checkable, fucking admitted to by them themselves. Stop shilling, thanks.
Charles Carter
>Please help.
no can do, champ. nobody can help you now.
James Johnson
Once you know what's on the other side of the door you cannot go back no matter how hard you try
Joshua James
This.
Your struggle is because you seek to save the world.
The final redpill is finding amusement in its demise and being ready to rebuild.
Colton King
> I want to spit out the redpill and go back to becoming a normie again
> visits /pol for validation about such an act
I think you need to switch to reddit. Plenty of group hugs there to GO BACK to.
Bentley Gutierrez
Where is the silver lining sweanon
Jaxon Edwards
Stop worrying about society, and focus on yourself. Problem solved.
Faggot.
Nolan Turner
it just means you're not a man take HRT and become the most beautiful girl (male) that you can so you can attract a real man to take care of you and fill your boipucci with baby batter faggit
Joshua Jenkins
Check out "The Golden One" on YouTube, he helped me through a similar situation
Owen Miller
I don't think it's over yet user. We have more control over the media and Washington than we ever have before. Next step is getting the commies out of ALL education and entertainment.
Lincoln Baker
What the fuck is that?
Matthew Cox
You went into an uncensored site where people can post anything, lie or truth, and form any opinions and any culture they see fit, and thus leave it all up to human nature in the end, and you expected to find truth? You honestly expected Sup Forums to be any different from any other place in the world??? The only thing that makes Sup Forums stand out is that there's no regulation. Other than that it can get just as fucking swamped up as any other place.
Joseph Morris
>Race war >Estonia
Chances are you'll die in a NUCLEAR war, not a race one.
Juan Diaz
once you're done with the Golden One (who is okay with fags, and I think he posed in a pride parade once) you can evolve to Varg.
Adrian Lee
It isn't your country being sold down the river to Muslim scum, and your people aren't cowed enough to accept what we have. Europeans won't go extinct, eventually we'll have to fight.
Estonia isn't cowed like we are, just start a family and learn from our mistakes. The Abolition of Britain is a good book to understand where we went wrong.
Levi Hall
daily reminder that all roads of western nationalism lead to varg.
Lucas Hernandez
This
Anthony Peterson
heaven forfend.
Evan Gutierrez
...
Juan Morgan
you're here forever.
Also might I recommend joining the infantry. It will turn you into a man and give you fighting experience so when the race war DOES finally kick off, you have an upperhand and can also train civilians to fight. Thats the route I went and I highly recommend it.
Also you'll get through the depression stage eventually. We all go through it.
Hunter King
It's inevitable, sorry.
Alexander Gonzalez
...
Christopher Evans
>You owe it to me, faggots. Fine, here ya go: Kill yourself, you fucking failure.
All you faggots who talk like this are pathetic. I wish I could find you and harm you.
Aaron Hall
Cry more cunt
Aaron Diaz
Depression doesn't end. You never get over some things. Its okay. The only thing you have to do, the only option other than suicide, is to continue to press forward. Seek the Truth, sometimes the truth is dark. Then you fight until the Truth is light. God go with you my friend.
Oliver Hernandez
Ok, niglet, storytime. First, some background.
Twelve years ago, my father said that one day we'd have to burn them out.
I laughed, and discounted his crazy ramblings. Oh boy, was I naive.
See, it slowly dawned on me, that even if you undid their fuckery, set it all right, and back on course. They'd just vote it all in again, even if it took another fifty years
It's a hell of a realization to come to, to face the undeniable fact that one day you'll have to load most of your extended family onto traincars.
Jacob Murphy
...
Lucas Martin
>2012: "haha hitler did nothing wrong amirite xD" >2017: *openly weeping at hour 7 of The Greatest Story Never Told*
Wasn't like that for me, was the sudden epiphany that the shitlibs were trying for Weimar 2: Electric Boogaloo. Was at that moment that I said to myself, "fuck it, now I see why they tried to kill all you fucks"
I mean, I always knew FDR was a weasel, slowly came to see Churchill as a traitorous whore for selling the empire, but it was my run in with the social justice fruitcakes that made me look into the Frankfurt School. It was there that I saw it all in its rotten glory. When I saw what they did, and what they dreamed of... At last I truly saw, Hitler went easy on those animals.
I was a gun rights libertarian. I ONLY WANTED TO BE LEFT ALONE
Connor Wilson
As the old man said, "Gradually, I began to hate them" And oh what a ride it's been.
You know, this all didn't have to happen, not this way. But they couldn't help themselves, just had to go and prove Hitler right, just had to make a push for Weimar 2: Electric Boogaloo I was just a Bastiat libertarian, I'd have stayed that way, too. But they had to go and prove the only tangible outcome of allied victory in WWII was this: A live broadcast of an obese transsexual negro twerking in its underwear on public mass transit, surrounded by fawning journalists, in the midst of a dilapidated urban hellscape.
So what in the greasy fuck am I supposed to do? Am I to just pretend this is normal, reasonable, representative of what our ancestors died for? Is this what we incinerated entire cities for? Is this what Rodger Young gave his last breath for, on New Georgia? Is this why there lies a fleet and a half of sunken ships at the bottom of Savo Sound?
How can I look at it all, and not say "Fuck it, maybe Hitler was right"?
But here we are, and in the name of all the gods of every great civilization, there is not enough rope and fire for what I see.
Christopher Sanchez
inb4 "guise, it's just a meme, it doesnt go that way"
Actually, that's exactly how it goes. When dindus are blocking streets in honor of yet another fallen felon, when HR tumblrinas are getting you fired telling jokes with your coworkers, and when you get a fine in the mail for misgendering someone's dog while in public.
That's when you'll start to understand, you'll start to hear faint strains of Die Fahne Hoch, and you'll begin to silently mutter "Hans, get the gas".
Angel Fisher
just live your life. Go out do your job&hobbies find a white qt3.14 redpilled girl (or atleast one that is politically malleable) and have as many kids as you can afford teach them well. best fight is to live well user remember this
Kevin Bell
ugh is this really the voice I have to listen to for 4 hours and 40 minutes?
Elijah Bennett
Not realizing kikes despise Yahweh and that he's a God of white Aryans. You are out of your element Donny
Jack Anderson
> I am not a soldier or much less have any know-how on how to survive an actual societal collapse.
Educate yourself user.
Cameron Roberts
What city do you live in?
Jason Peterson
The truth is dirtier than you'd like to admit
I was never one of those who particularly disliked religion, although my parents were never invited back to any church they ever went to. They made me study the bible, though, which largely turned me into an agnostic. It took the journey into understanding politics to make me see the value of religion, and even more so, the value of the origins of one.
Core views of christianity, islam, and to a lesser degree, buddhism, are that the only difference that matters in mankind is spiritual.
Such a religion does not view any particular people as its own, and realizing that point is a particularly disquieting experience. Grafting nationalism onto it doesn't really fix it either, as these religions are supranational.
To understand what I mean, the priest can call in debts that even a king cannot. So, it's best that that priest and dogma be of your people, just as it's wise that the king be as well. Else you will one day be asked to shed your blood in an alien land, for an alien people, for a cause that was never your own. Or perhaps worse, you will be asked to to make war against your brothers, in the name of a foreign cause. And your dogma will give you and your people no choice but to comply.
So as to my outlook nowadays, it can be summed up thus: The future of a people that choose to follow a particular god can be found in the origin of said god.
As for me, I'll cast my lot with the gods of the builders, rather than the gods of the destroyers.
Daniel Morales
You have to improve yourself to improve your surroundings If you can lift yourself out of poverty (metaphorically and literally) you can lift everyone around you out of poverty You have to take the step into the dark Sit down and think about what you can do right now to improve your life tomorrow You can't change other people, you can only change yourself and hope others follow Great nations aren't built from great leaders, they are built from the repeated actions of its citizens to improve their conditions Find what part you can play in this world and become as good as you possibly can be at it, block out all distractions if you must And everytime you fail get up and carry on going The more you improve yourself, the easier it gets to improve yourself Posting this at 3am after 17hours of studying I don't think anything can stop me now, no one who works as hard as me fails, it's just not even something I can imagine, if I do fail it will only be temporary and I'll just keep on going >it's a state of mind, user, utilise it well and become an unbreakable pillar holding up every value you stand for
Oh shit son, you're young, aren't you? You're gonna see a lot of hard working guys get absolutely fucked by life and work themselves to death.
Chase Gray
You need to tie a 10lb weight on your nuts until they finally drop, and you'll be just fine son. Maybe do kill something and then eat it, that might help the balls dropping a bit. You just need a real man as a mentor or something. OR... just admit failure as a male and go KYS.
Ryan Clark
You should read Marcus Aurelius and Seneca. They have interesting point of suffering; they believed that only good men are tested by Fortune while lesser and evil men lived lives of pleasure and comfort. The universe wants to test your mettle. To see what kind of man you really are inside and how far your convictions go. Most men choose the easy life. Will you?
Adam Lee
Your weakness disgusts me op.
Stop being delusional grow a set of fucking balls and start using your reasoning/logical instincts be a man and accept reality for what it is.
Joshua Smith
>Life is too fucking short and I don't want spend it being a tin-foil retard but actually have a chance at becoming a constructive member of society.
try to think beyond your own generation. Will you live for yourself in comfort or will you suffer, by working to correct the problems in society, so future generations won't have too?
Carson Ortiz
the third option is joining the dark side....
Hunter Martin
easy for a patrician to say
Ethan Myers
You. I like you.
Jace Nelson
Czeched
Christian Bailey
Es gibt ein haus in neu berlin...
Aiden Parker
Same. I was a libertarian and wish I could still be but the more I learn and the older I get I can see that there is only one solution . The final solution.
I only wanted to be left alone to live my life and raise a family in peace.
They did this. They pushed me. The degeneracy needs to be exterminated.
I am a man of means with a vast and impressive skill set.
When peace loving men like me that just wanted to be left alone are pushed to the breaking point the whole world shakes.
The pendulum will swing back just as it did in Nazi era Germany.
I now understand why they wanted to exterminate them at the end and that they where too lenient and empathetic on them which was their downfall.
They where too good. They needed to be more brutal.
Hitler did nothing wrong.
Leo Williams
thats not an option for good men and women
Christopher Scott
Op, it's blackpill central at first. I feel you dood. However, nietzsche taught that what we think of as "nihilism" is only a phase one goes through. You must keep pressing through the darkness that clouds your mind, and you will come out of it a true übermensch. Man is evil. Man must become better... And more evil.
Cooper Hill
Nietzsche got it right.
Becoming the Ubermensch is not easy it is extremely hard and requires intense focus reflection and discipline.
You owe it to yourself to strive for this ideal.
It is the only solution to the degeneracy the world is slipping into.
We have the power to stop it.
Parker Reed
Marcus Aurelius had to spend his best years on the northern frontier battling savage, innumerable Krauts. His misery is what led him to write the Meditations, to learn to make meaning out of his suffering. Also, he was constantly ill and when his wife thought he would die she cucked him with one of his good friends, who attempted to seize the empire. The usurper was btfo and lost his head.
Austin Garcia
no fucking way... that book real?
Aaron Lee
This
They started this.
We will find the arc of the covenant and reinheirit the earth