>be me
>aged 13
>blonde hair, blue eyes
>made fun of for being Hitler's favorite
>everyone calls me Nazi
>become something worse than a Nazi
>wants to kill everyone
>ready for marriage
>only wanted a family and friends
>told I couldn't consent
>was told I'd look like a whore
>be called whore entire life
>still a virgin
>berated to go to college
>forced to sit in music rooms 4hrs a day
>fast forward to 20
>told I couldn't have a homelife
>still a virgin
>believe in marriage
>rumors spread I slept with every guy I met
>no one longer interested
>rumors spread I like black men
>completely isolated
>devout Catholic
>try to remain positive
>gain some weight
>lose it all
>gain it all back
>stuck living with my parents
>tormented day-in-and-out
>fast forward to 22
>still same weight, can't lose it
>parents want me to be single
>parents want me to be a worker not a mother
>parents make fun of me for not having children
>berate me for not ass kissing
>force me to stay inside
>I'm never allowed to leave the house
>mom actually flirts with me on daily basis
>wants to fuck me
>puts me in psychosis
>brother wants to fuck me
>told me outloud
>cry every night in room
>still single
>father gives me weird sexual vibes
>he wants to fuck as well
>wants to do drugs
>tried drugs to cope & aid weight loss
>they make me feel great
>start losing weight
>starts feeling power
>everyone bought drugs from is caught
>rumors they are rats
>now hear they are snitching
>spooked
>spoke to therapist
>they are worse than Nazi
>quit drugs
>gain back weight from sitting at house
>old friends still meet up everyday
>never invite me
>call me a loser and a loner
Life fucking sucks
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>guys message me on facebook
>none of them are white
>none of them are catholic
>none of them want long-term
>none of them are worse than Nazi
>none of them want to talk about politics
>thinks life expectancy is in the 60s
>instantly want to commit suicide
>go for a drive
>mom flirts with me before i leave
>car is shitty
>job is 1 hour drive
>no one wants to help me
>seriously, no one offers to help me
>they laugh when I ask for help
>wants to commit suicide
>quit drugs to lay off the radar
>doesn't want jail time
>hope the police don't follow
>life is boring again
>wants to commit suicide
>father, brother, mother all flirt with me
>starts to cry
>I just want a husband and a nice life.
>meets guys online
>they are all boring
>none of them want to meet IRL
>all of them want nudes
>none want to marry or reproduce
What do I do, Sup Forums?
I'll marry you if you live in Pennsylvania
first of all,
tits or gtfo.
then we'll talk
Don't give up on yourself. Things do get better. You just need to reassess what's important to you, what is immediately achievable, and maybe start smoking weed (no alcohol or other drugs, just weed; take it easy). Get away from the things that drag you down, including toxic people.
I have much to say and comforting words and advice, but so I'm not wasting my time.
>tries to book flight to Germany online
>figures better life in Germany than being an American cuck
>not enough money
>starts work this week
>looks promising
>plans to save some and sell belongings
>can fight for motherland in Germany
>plans to
>will reproduce whites for Germany
>still hope to kill Americunts
>I fucking hate Americunts
>they make me feel disgusting
>they are ugly
>they think I'm pretty
>most are mentally unstable
>still wants to pick up gun for Germany
I live really close to PA.
>smokes weed in house
>even worse feeling
>everyone wants to fuck me
>can feel the vibes
>feels disgusting
>be OP
>huge faggot
>write boring fictional story for (((((((((((((((((u's))))))))))))))))))
>mfw
I'll fuck you if you're in WV
>everyone flirts with me
Okay princess, I believe you.
By the way, self loathing and self obsession is an incredibly unattractive trait.
Also don't expect to meet someone awesome on the internet. Refine your idea of what you want to be good for you AND achievable; then join groups irl that revolve around common interests (e.g. gardening, anime, shooting, whatever). Attraction has more to do with familiarity and trust than anything else.
Northern WV.
>wants to marry
>tired of life
This is either all bullshit or you have serious mental problems and probably SHOULD kill yourself.
fuck off from my precious Germany or post tits.
You need to move away from that shithole and cut off those people, they aren't family. If you're a good looking women, there's plenty of hope for you. Leave Catholicism and come to Christianity, the gospel.
You're probably one of those dumb bitches that wouldn't reply to me on plenty of fish
There's two possibilities for this story/
A) Bullshit. Herbed.
B) Massive Delusions. Seek help. Herbed.
Can't leave the house
Your hands look scary. That pic is funny.
I haven't been on PoF for years.
Come to discord //jötenheimr
Sup Forums trolls will be banned
>Also don't expect to meet someone awesome on the internet.
I've had more luck on the internet than I've had in person, with meeting someone that fulfills all my desires.
Last note, you will find a good husband with good values, high IQ and wants everything a moral woman would want and more.
Kill yourself
I live in westmoreland county probably an hour from you. Kik?
>writes lifestory in single lines of greentext on Sup Forums like it's my emo myspace blog
>sounds like a faggot mentally ill trap
>none of this is Sup Forums related so gtfo
Wv is just a shit cause everyone is drinking and our grandparents actually understood christianity and passed down the values well to our parents but our parents lost the translation to us. Science says everything is in order make love and bash your heads in.