I'm unspooked as fuck. I see myself living in a meaningless world. I see people as disgusting. My jealousy comes out of nowhere and it disgusts me due to it making complete sense.
>see guy around my age with his hot gf and they look at me with that "Aw, look at the ugly creature" look >get madly jealous and randomly the thought, "the best revenge is a life well lived" goes through my mind >realise as I'm thinking it how pathetic and spooky it is, the coping mechanism of a genetically deficient organism >see someone reading a maths book >feel hatred for them because they might think they're smarter than me
Guys I'm not going to lie, being unspooked is tough as fuck. I worry that marketers and advertisers are trying to take advantage of me.
I have no life philosophy. Work on many things? Work on one thing? Do what I enjoy? Do what others say is important? I have no clue. I want to do 50 things at once. I see all sides. I started reading more recently and worry about "reading myself stupid". I try to remember what I read when sitting on the train and although I know the condensed outline, and see this as enough, I get annoyed for not remembering perfectly.
I am an ugly beta male who has never had female attention, even at the age of 26, has had no social life since 18, and became the ugly loser loner that nobody talks to within two days at work. Seeing attractive women everywhere is torture when I know they have lives on easy mode, consider me a disgusting non chad, and have 50999 tinder matches.
If I spent all my time doing all the shit I'm supposed to do, I'd have no time for anything. Everyone else is a fraud. Everyone else is either a woman who gets everything handed to them or a normie who glides through institutions while being judged by their clones.
My spiritual malaise is entrenched and I refuse to sprinkle Christian (or any other) sprinkles on it like the low IQers, pseudo intellectuals, and the frauds.
It's really unbelievable to think that I could ever get a gf or sex with anyone other than escorts. It's demoralising seeing women with their bfs because I missed out on all of that back in university and school and my early 20s, which means any future example of it, as unlikely as it would be, would be based on the woman trying to get beta bucks. It has already been confirmed that I am an ugly reject of society. Imagining myself with a girl at my side that isn't constantly judging me as a beta loser, desperate to walk away, makes me see it as unbelievable.
All advice is useless and designed to convince the giver that all of their successes were down to hard work. "Be social. Go to dance clubs / hobby clubs an hit on women." But that would be utterly transparent of me and would make me look desperate. This isn't 1950, nobody does this stuff.
"Go to clubs or pubs alone / ask out random women." Nobody does that. That's socially unacceptable stuff that nobody does.
The real way is that people are normies and instantly feel connections with other normies. At the start of all new jobs / universities, there is a small period where normie social circles connect to each other. People meet each other through social circles at parties / pubs / clubs which are somehow pleasurable when you are a normie who knows they will never be laughed at by other normies. And women also skim Chads from Tinder. That's all. Non-normies need not apply.
I am disposable and on the social scrapheap.
Isaac Lee
go to the gym you fruit
Cooper Phillips
suicide is always an option, faggot
Kevin Brown
>pseuds >Spoopd.gif Get a grip, dipshit Enlist in the army or go to the gym and try to train yourself to death Only then will you truely see- life unabridged
Liam Lee
> muh gfs!!! they're so fucking overrated, it's not even funny you're just a betabux who probably doesn't do stuff by HIMSELF that he wants, why are you even worrying about other people got a bit of anti-social disorder it's all fine and but talking to some dumb chick and getting your dick sucked won't fix your life, you're just jealous for attention like a little kid grow up sex is fun, that's about it
Zachary Davis
>ask out random women." Nobody does that. That's socially unacceptable stuff that nobody does. No of course nobody does that. Only creepy guys would do that, don't be like those guys that do "game".
I repeat, please do not try game, it does not work, so don't do it. You don't want to look creepy, do you?
It's not like there is a bunch of guys drowning on pussy from doing that. THAT IS COMPLETELY FICTITIOUS.
So please do not try that.
Cooper Taylor
>dob geg
Elijah Kelly
why don't you try meeting women through things you like to do? board games, online games, who gives a fuck. Lower your standards. What puts women off more than your body, looks, and social status is the way you're whinging and desperate. Women do not want to feel as though they're just the first vagina that fell into your hands. They want to feel more special than that. God your whinging really made my vag dry up thanks a lot
Aaron Butler
there you go OP, some uggo landwhale is already basically on your dick, you've been crying about nothing just write down this sadcase monologue you've got here and repeat it word for word to fat women, eventually one might hug you
Ryan White
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Ryan King
>Refuse to make any judgments about the world >Resent those that do >Wonder why you're miserable and can't handle life
You are spooked beyond words my friend
Sebastian Jackson
Get the fuck out of here Sup Forums is for chads only
Women are children. Their voices, faces, and actions are deliberately crafted that way, so that people don't want to hurt them. They are also pumped full of irrational emotion so they can sympathise with children in order to raise them.
Why will you pursue a woman? It's only through virginity that men 'become like angels' by deliberately pursuing their independent, masculine, and rational spirituality, and not giving in to the lower impulses of the flesh.
This was well known to most of the word's religions, though they expressed it in different ways. Only a few did not criticise the pursuit of sex, and even then they cautioned that the male element must remain fixed (both physically and spiritually) while the female element pursues and provides the movement.
Gabriel Nelson
>Go to clubs or pubs alone / ask out random women >Nobody does that
The sacred retention of sperm is not any sort of superstitious or 'pseudo-scientific' cult, but it is based on these exact lines of argument. Spiritual virility is highest when men are not dominated by women (which is what the pursuit of women would end up resulting in).
Nicholas Cox
1) it will 100% get better for you as you get older, do not give up 2) study human behaviour, body language, expressions, learn how to read others and control yourself so you are at least not sending out negative messages about yourself. You will be amazed at how far a little situational awareness based on a deeper understanding of these dynamics will take you. 3) lower your standards. I'm not kidding. Find a sweet girl who may not be a 10/10 but has a sense of femininity and is healthy and modest. I guarantee you after you get to know her she will look more and more beautiful to you, and the shallow ones obsessed with their appearance and status, while being eye-catching at first, will begin to look like the annoying, self-centred, egocentric black holes that they are. Dealing with not having everything handed to in life you can make you more interesting, can give you something that cannot be had any other way: character. the same goes for women.
Ian Sanders
So you've tried nothing and it doesn't work. All your problems stem from you and nobody else. The moment you accept that and realise that you live in an age where there are thousands of sources of information on self improvement is when you start to get better.
Jeremiah Perry
Look you know that beautiful and social people have to work in order to stay beautiful and popular right? Sure it's easier for some people, especially women, but they all still keep themselves not fat and put effort in some way towards being socially desirable or maintaining their social value or place in the hierarchy or whatever. It doesn't happen automatically through some miracle of genetics or some shit like that.
Just start improving yourself. Write down some goals and get to work on them. Do it for you, for your sake, for your own quality of life and self-respect and happiness. Once you start being somewhat satisfied with yourself it'll start showing in the way you carry yourself and other people will start sensing it too. You're on the scrapheap because you choose to not climb out. Sure, it's more difficult to become social if you're out of practice, same way it's more difficult to run a marathon if you've let yourself get badly out of shape than it is for someone who's always ran 10 km a day and is fit - but again it's a result of your own choices
Sebastian Perry
You should be able to empathise as a UKer. If you are not normie enough to "go down the pub with the ladz having bantz shaggin slagz" then you have no chance
Wyatt Moore
>I am an ugly beta male who has never had female attention also autism
Adrian Baker
Ever thought of going to counselling?
Tyler Smith
I think you would benefit from talking to a therapist just to rule out any childhood trauma that you may have been affected by. Your attitudes towards others is not healthy, I don't mean this to sound condescending. Take care, user.
Colton Allen
Pubs are for people who like pubs.
It's all about realising how much you can change IF you want to do it. At the moment you seem to be stuck in a rut and that's going to depress you. That makes you less fun to be around so you need to deal with that first. Find something new you do enjoy and try to focus on that. I'm not having a go because if I didn't empathise I wouldn't be doing all this typing. It can get better.
Benjamin Garcia
How is this related to politics?
Eli Hill
>You could change this, but you wont I never change
Anthony Flores
this how tf do you think people hook up for ons at bars?
Jeremiah Myers
How did you white people get so sad? We were literal slaves for you for hundreds of years and still have more confidence.
Mason Ramirez
I am pretty much OP but not white. It is not a symptom of race but a result of severals factors: personality with shy temperament coupled with poor experiences in early life. It can happen to anyone, but less so for black people because their temperament is usually different (they are more aggressive). Instead they end up doing petty crime as they turn frustrations outward, whereas people like us turn it inwards until the day the container is full and explodes.
