Okay, I know you probably don't consider yourself a racist. You probably identify as a race realist, or maybe you "hate certain cultures." You probably like capitalism because "it prevents 'them' from taking 'your' money." You hate feminism because you think it impedes you ability to find a gf. What made you become like this? Were you ostracized by society? Did you never have friends outside of your family? Were you the quiet one in school?
I feel like if a lot of you got education, some friends, and started losing your virginity, you wouldn't be like this anymore. I think you just feel left out of society so you want to send your "fuck you" to everyone else who looks content with life.