I had an experience about two years ago that I cannot explain

I had an experience about two years ago that I cannot explain.

I was hunted by something evil for many days. It culminated in my bitter reluctance to ask for help from outside. Something came down, an electric blue hand made of energy, and pushed a glowing object into my chest. It drive this evil presence away.

Ever since, I've felt a slowly growing dread... It's almost like I can feel things brewing, bad shit that could happen at any moment.

Any anons have a similar, almost spiritual story to share? I feel like I'm not alone in this...

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dreams are cool, eh?

You were molested desu

This took place over several days, leaf.

I know I'm not schizo, and I wasn't on any drugs save for a beer once in awhile.

The one thing that forced me to ask a higher power for help... I could see with my eyes closed. I couldn't sleep and I was terrified, I thought I had an brain aneurysm or something. I could close my eyes and see everything around me. Including this entity in full detail.

sometimes you gotta lay off the peyote

sometimes you gotta lay off the peyote my friend

Thought I had *a brain aneurysm

Fuck phoneposting

how in the hell did I double post. That's a first
has anything really changed in your life since then? Have you tried reaching out to anyone who is a clergymen? Shaman? Monk? etc etc

Every time I walk out of work I'm not going to lie I feel like I'm in Nagasaki or Hiroshima seconds before the bomb dropped, like.....all of this feels so fake, as if it's all about to be ripped away by an awesome and terrible force.

So yes I kind of see where you are coming from.

Not really, I told my family about it though. It was the first time I broke down crying in years.

I'm too nervous to tell anyone but anonymity helps. I know this isn't necessary political but the anons on this board seem to be more advanced with the spiritual stuff than they seem.

Who would I ask? A clergymen would tell me to seek answers in the Bible, but my experience with eastern shit is admittedly sub par.

Like a feeling of dread that you can't put a finger on? Powerful enough to stop you in your tracks and pay very close attention to every split-second that passes?

I get that feeling and I still see the entity once in a blue moon, but it isn't as threatening since I've gotten this 'gift' from whomever saved my ass the first time.

Depersonalization is common with anxiety disorders

I have felt this its hard to live with I am 14 I use this bunch of driedup leaves and burn it around the hosue to get rid of evil;

Anxiety is fear without an object. You guys suffer from anxiety. Everything you guys describe is symptomatic of an anxiety disorder.

You probably pissed some one / thing off by behaving inappropriately. And then, were taken pity on through your repentance in recognition of your ill-advised ways. Follow the blue dot in between your eyes from now on. Investigate where it leads you. Stay safe be well user.

Just going out and asking is a step in the right direction. Just try to find answers from someone who is trained in their respective faith on matters like this. It could be nothing, but it also could be something. I had a deep religious experience multiple times within the last few years, that's why I've converted to my new church and I'm going into the priesthood. This could be something to guide you towards a calling or to tell you to adjust your path in life.

did you just admit to being underage on here?

Can you elaborate a little more?
I mean, I can look out sometimes and see evil shit like it's a physical thing. Other times I just feel a crushing sense of unease and everything feels like a threat.

But I swear it's as real as an object you can hold in your hand, see and feel.

Lol I don't want to lose my gun rights and I hate the psychology jew but I've never really thought about seeing a shrink.
This is all isolated incidents here and there that started around 2 years ago, does that shit manifest late in life sometimes?

> /x/

Can I ask what faith it is you're into now?
Also feel free to share some of those experiences, I know I'm listening.

This resonates with me for some reason. If it helps you point me in the right direction, the entity that seems to be haunting me is kind of a midgety, pale deformed creature...
I know this sounds /x/ tier but I see it plain as day watching me, and I think it knows I can see it now.

You mean when it starts as a dot that grows bigger and you can see through it? It sounds like you're just having normal experiences. Are you waking up paralyzed (hypnagogic state) with a heightened sense of fear?

Wow... you're like a legit crazy person. Neat. What meds are you refusing to take currently?

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If it's something negative that pins you down, then try cleansin your body.
Take several days fasing on water. If that's to extreme, then try a fruit fast is that's also to extreme then try a raw vegan diet in a coupl of weeks. And also, if you are masturbating stop that. You are enwoking bad spirits by wasting semen

Schizophrenia

is mental illness posting the hot new Sup Forums meme?

You are having a mental episode. I'd tell you to seek professional help but that'll probably put you in debt because US """health care""" lmao

Yes. Schizophrenia often manifests later. It sounds like you are having mild symptoms with your hippocampus acting up. If you practice going into a hypnagogic state enough to be able to enter and exit this state intentionally, without being jolted out by fear, it will likely return to normal because it will no longer occur without your intention.

This isn't /x/
kys
saged
reported

To be clear, what you are experiencing is an expression of your own emotional and subconscious state crossing into your conscious state. Yes, there are messed up things in the world that you may be noticing, but we're not concerned with these actually things so much as how you respond to them and cope with them.

You might also want to try distant reiki healing. It's free and you can find a ton of videos on j*wtube

was any of this associated with sleep paralysis?

As others have suggested; it's Sleep paralysis user. I've had it since I was at least 3. Didn't know WTF it was until my early 20's when I got internet. Thought I was either insane, or haunted by demons / grey aliens.

clearly you are not alone.

about a year ago a spiritual lion kind entity that i made with other people made me drive about 40 mile up to a church with golden owls at the entrance. there was some kind of spiritual fight as i can say there.

>Sup Forums is filled with paranoid schizos.

Unsurprising.

>I know this sounds /x/ tier but I see it plain as day watching me, and I think it knows I can see it now.
It's you. The moment you believe this is a separate entity is the moment you sacrifice responsibility for your own emotional state. This is probably the point which ancients referred to as "enlightenment". You are faced with choosing to be responsible for yourself or choosing to let your subconscious mind direct you. Probably the most frightening thing one can do is to follow through on the choice to be responsible for oneself. This is the ultimate red pill.

If anyone wants to know, I've never been diagnosed with anything or been prescribed any medication.
I have a decent IQ but I work a labor job that pays well. College dropout.

I live in the Midwest and have a decent, semi-redpilled gf. We live together and have a great relationship. 1200 sq ft apartment that I can easily afford. I'm also a decent musician and pretty typical Sup Forumslack.

I feel like I'm going crazy but that only makes me more committed to the fact that something else might be off... Maybe it is just an anxiety issue.

But I still see things out of the corner of my eyes and still feel terrible paranoia.

Just ask her out, you faggot.

This, do you happen to have a history of sleep paralysis?

Learn about hypnagogia, you fucking idiot. sage

Don't bother. OP is either a larper or a fucking moron.

I'm Greek Orthodox now. These events started back when I first started college. When I was a senior in high school I was trying to find faith in something, a purpose I guess you could say. I felt that there was more to this life than what we can perceive with our 5 senses. So I started to study up on various religions that are popular today. After many years of study, while I am Greek Orthodox now, I like to think I'm well versed in Orthodoxy, Sufi Islam, Hinduism and basically Hare Krishna. Anyway, when it was my second day of freshman year, I went to visit a cathedral on my campus. When I walked inside I felt a strange emotion. I was never able to describe it, until I heard the story of how Russia was united under Orthodoxy when the then pagan king visited Constantinople to see a church service in the Hagia Sophia. He said that he could not tell the difference between Heaven and Earth as he was inside. He broke down and declared that Orthodoxy was the one true faith, and then proceeded to unite his people under the church. At that moment I knew that I should stick to Christianity, but I didn't know what denomination. After a year and a half of prayer, mediation, and talking with friends who were religious, I was split between Orthodoxy and Catholicism. Then one night, I ran into a homeless woman and I bought her dinner, because on my campus everyone knows who the real poor are and the pan handlers. After talking with her about life and God, I went back to my apartment. At that moment when I climbed into bed to read this book about Orthodoxy, I felt that feeling again when I walked into the cathedral freshman year. I wept with joy because I finally heard the calling. I knew at that point what I was supposed to do. I havent looked back since. I'm soon to graduate with a bachelor's degree, then I am going into the seminary to become a priest. All I have to do in between then and now is graduate, save up some cash, marry my gf, and move to Boston.

well. if they're larping then eat shit and die. As someone who's struggled with sleep paralysis for a decade i'm ok with making sure they're aware. The first time it happened to me it was the worst thing I could ever imagine. now it's like, whatever, i got work in an hour.

So my point is to just try to reach out and discover what your purpose is, this could be divine intervention to help you out in some way. Godspeed user, I'll be praying for you. Usually my story is better told in person, but I tried my best.

Oh you feel something might happen? Well, you've put yourself in the mental delusion of always being half-right

You are Welcome.

>I was hunted by something evil for many days
what was hunting you?

I've had sleep paralysis a few times and know exactly what it is.
I also lucid dream fairly regularly. A few times a year if I'm not trying, and If I keep a journal and practice basically every night.

This ain't sleep paralysis, this is fully lucid, contious every day shit.
I can go from cooking dinner to getting the stare down from a demon while I'm taking a shit in the bathroom or smoking a cig in my balcony like it's nothing.

It only happens when I'm feeling weak for some reason or another.

I have also done DMT yes.

an invisible pic related.
Can confirm.
youtube.com/watch?v=PHsV0IZDrXg

As if anything would want a fat virgin on Sup Forums

>spiritual
not political
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something similar, but with mine I just felt like everything evil got locked up inside of me. though there were no entities involved, you lucky.

None of that shit precludes you from having paranoid schizophrenia. It can start anytime especially early/mid 20s. You don't have to go to a doctor but you should recognize your affliction and study it, including possible treatments. You should do both though.

The doc will refer you to a psychologist(I.E. his friends) if you fit the bill for anything. Psych could be 50/ 50. Jew cashing in his name as an easy referral or decent bloke who listens to your problems and acts as your anchor to reality.

Good luck. Doing nothing just makes the problem worse.

Do you see it when you are wide awake, hours after waking up? If you only see while falling asleep or waking up, you're fine. even if you've fully woken up and are sitting up in bed and see, hear or feel strange shit I wouldn't be worried. I used to have early morning hallucinations as a child and still to on rare occasions. "Waking dreams" I think they're called. Also look into "false awakenings" I get those quite often and they extremely convincing and annoying.

sounds like he's schizo

I have had dreams that became reality years later. I have had visions. I have been contacted by beings in other dimensions. Some good, some bad. Ever since I was a child. I have seen entities. And I have definitely felt them. I had a strange experience in public today. Like I could see how the veneer of civilization could be ripped away in an instant and everyone could chimp out. Been having a feeling to get out of where I am. But also a feeling to be resolute and stay. It sounds like something big benevolent intervened on your behalf. Did it have a message for you or was it just the orb in your chest?

>Pic very definitely related

The first time it felt as close as that picture... Not going to lie I fucking shuddered.
Just to my side, staring at me with empty black eyes as big as my fist.

Almost like the little white monsters from the first Silent Hill.

There is a quickening in the "air," my friend. Fast swirls leading into what is now the near future. And it's been that way for a long time now. Those signs usually precede the corporeal signs of this realm.

I've had supernatural experiences, but none on the level of this (and I can share if you really give a shit). I recommend you meditate on it. Like it or not you may have been roped into something. Shitty thing about these scenarios is you can't run from what you're pulled into. No matter how much you try. Trust me on that.

Got any more stories or thoughts?

Didn't see this when typing my last response. I'd check myself with a psychologist if I were you.

Share experiences nao

What he's describing is t simple sleep paralysis. And as someone who had experienced sleep paralysis I will tell you that it is not purely a trick of the mind. When it happened to me I could hear footsteps coming closer to the house I was in. And I could feel a sar presence approaching. And then it hit. Holy fuck I'm getting chills just recalling it.

The first time it happened, it lasted for a whole day.
I tried distracting myself with anything. Vidya, porn, reading books, going for a drive.

It stayed with me, just like the image in
Even in my car.

Standing there just watching me.
I finally got so used to it I went to lie down and get some sleep and no matter how hard I closed my eyes I could still see my bedroom walls, my pillow, my fucking bedsheets.
And this thing just watching me.

I called out for some kind of forgiveness, for what I don't even know I just repeatedly asked for help in my mind.
I I turned over onto my back and started just sobbing and slowly everything went dark... And a big blue hand reached down from above me and pushed some energy thing into my chest.

Next thing I know I'm waking up the next morning and everything is normal.
I'm sorry if this post is chaotic but I don't know how else to explain it.

>first sleep paralysis was horrible scarecrow thing standing above bed
>couldn't find anything on google because I was 11 and couldn't google correctly
>thought I got mind raped by a demon or something

Eventually learned to just ignore the scary thing and it went away. To move again, just concentrate on moving one finger or toe very hard for a minute. You'll snap out of it.

I've had something similar, Tell me, did at first it almost pass your mind as nothing to worry about? or to forget it happened?

My experience as follows
>Started getting the feeling I was being watched
>every-time I was alone, for days I'd keep looking around, I kept thinking "don't show yourself"
>One night I was at my mates, I went to my room to sleep, Feeling came over me
>I felt brave and frustrated, perhaps even curious
>Started to think "show yourself" to this feeling
>the feeling overtook the room, Like a panicked animal I closed my eyes
>It felt physical now, standing next to me
>I still would think It was just my imagination, until a sound started to appear
>a low sounding hum, like bass, starting to rise up inside my head
>I started to hyperventilate, at this point, It was too real, I was freaking out.
>the sound/vibration got louder and faster
>I started to scream (never opening my eyes from fear I'd lose my mind)
>It stopped, Instantly. I was calm, immediately
>I was lying on the bed, and I just brushed the whole thing off as some strange dream, and went to sleep.

It was only the next day, I almost never even thought to talk to my friends about it. once I started to, I knew it was no dream, I did not even go to bed. Yet, once I started to scream, next thing I knew, I was on the bed. and I was relaxed.

I concluded, that I have no memory of happened to me after that point. I asked my friends If they heard me scream, They said no.

Whatever happened to me, I've never felt the presence since. Ever.

I'm no religious person, but It was to real, to be explained as a dream, my best guess was alien abduction. but why? I'll never know I guess.

My first lucid dream, I tried to have sex with my crush, only to realize I didn't know what sex felt like and she disappeared. Ended up whacking it in emptyness for a min before waking up.

I feel a presence of pure evil, and hear footstep/ shuffling feet approaching etc. when i get SP. It's a common symptom. I actualy rarely get the evil vibes etc now. I'm calm when I get SP and just roll with it and Lucid dream, or OBE.

I have read more of the OP's post since my response you replied to and agree he's got more going on than SP, and would strongly advise him or her to get checked.

you know schizophrenia is not even a real thing?

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dumbasses

I am a atheist turned Christian after something somewhat similar. I seen shadow person in my house and soon after i started having sleep paralysis. I didn't want to believe it was demonic at first because i did not believe in it. But it kept happening and i was so terrified of it i would shake uncontrollably and cry when i woke up from being attacked by it. I thought it was going to kill me or possess me.

Long story short i started searching it out on the internet and found stuff saying it was imagination and bad dreams to it was demonic. I was an atheist but deep inside i knew this shit was real because it left physical evidence in my home that i could not ignore.

So even though i really didn't want to i looked into Christianity and at first it was way to much to take in. But i stuck with it and kept searching and i found what i believe is the truth and i accepted Jesus. Demons are afraid of Jesus name they will flee if you invoke his name and pray i have been though it.

Try it, and if you are worried about things like God killing people in floods and eternal hell and all of the shit atheists try to twist to make God look bad keep searching for answers you will find them.

It's called schizophrenia.

Get it treated or you'll end up surrendering your well being to the whims of your subconscious.

Alright, faggot.

Here's the condensed milk versions of a few, cause the details are boring AF.

1) Be me. Be 6. Favorite Grandpa has cancer. Adults don't tell me. See Grandpa back at his home. Shitisgood.finally. Turns out he wanted to die in his own home. I woke up the night he died. I sat up and stared into the open door of my room until I saw him. He said his goodbyes and left. Well trained attack dog of ours (lived in a nigger 'hood) starts howling after he poofs (he never does that). All the dogs on the street do. Bitch Mom walks into house and stares me down. Asks me why the fuck I'm up. I tell her. She is silent for a long time and asks how I knew that my Grandpa just died.

That was just the beginning of my crazy ride. See my Mother was a believer and come that moment she started testing me and playing fun "games" like guess the card.

2) Wasn't there for grandpa's burial, but ran directly to his grave when I first visited. Parents still have no idea how I could have known (these were in ground grave plates, not tombstones).

3) I was like 15 or some shit. Was meditating A LOT during that time (BTW meditate religiously and coolshit happens). I remember being in bed and then getting a strong, dire feeling to get onto my voicechat program I used. I sat in that empty lobby (it was a small clique chatroom) and in comes my dear friend who just attempted suicide and was on edge to finish the job. I talked her out of it.

Other crazy shit, but there's some tasters for ya'll.

I'll give you a quick rundown on why I think dreams are spiritual and sleep paralysis makes you vulnerable.

So DMT is a chemical your brain produced and releases during 3 events. Your birth, your dreams, and your death. During dreams it hardly releases any, but it's enough to make you hallucinate, and forget about logic and stuff. When you die it releases a ton.

People smoke DMT recreationally and it's widely considered the most intense psychedelic drug there is. If you do enough sometimes you can "break through" and this essentially means you leave your body, you leave this world. People have all kinds of experiences, but almost always they are lead somewhere or beckoned to by what they are positive are higher beings. A buddy of mine was lead by an elephant goddess, another by 4 beings of light.

Here's the theory, the sudden mass release of DMT when you die is the key to reach that place, and when they beckon you, you follow them to the next life. My buddy who turned away from his "goddess" found himself in what he described as hell, though he was not regretful he had taken it.

What leads me to believe it's more than just hallucinations is that it releases it when you die, which serves no evolutionary purpose. There is no reason it would be naturally selected. There's no reason you have dreams either.

Now I get to the sleep paralysis finally, while you are in sleep paralysis you are still "dreaming" so if DMT is still in you and it's the chemical that allows you to touch the next life, then it's possible it allows shit from other planes to interact with you. That's why so many people see the exact same things when they have sleep paralysis. Those things are real, there is a soul, the afterlife exists and maybe life has meaning.

Sorry for rambling.

hallelujah

My friend that's a demon. I know you said you are not religious but seek the Lord, he will protect you

I had a dream where I was in an apartment with my kids. We lived there for some reason. Some girl outside the window kept calling them outside, I said no, but they ran to the door. The girl smiled in an elongated, unnatural way as I ran after them. I screamed for my wife as I through the children back in the house and she collected them. My oldest daughter was heading down the stairs when I caught her. She turned on my violently, I could barely hold her. The girl at the bottom if stairs kept calling and telling them to hurry. I shotput my daughter up the stairs to my wife. I looked around at town we were in and could just feel how every house was empty. I heard my wife screaming in confusion, fighting back my children. I ran down the stairs to stop this siren, this thing.

I woke up and couldn't move. Every time I closed my eyes I was in another part of the empty town chasing this thing.

Fucked me up for the whole day at work.
What does it mean?

This is what I'm talking about.
Eventually I just got fed up with being 'watched' and told it to fuck off or show itself.

It showed itself, but only in glances. I could still feel it watching me even harder after that. And I could see it plain as day in little moments.

I have felt the exact same entity watching me since though, and on a few occasions it's shown itself. I'm not afraid of it anymore though, I feel like whatever (or whomever) that big blue hand lent me gives me some kind of shield against it.

Last time was about 4 months ago and I just told it to 'fuck off, not this shit again today' and it (and the dread feeling it brings) just kinda lifted.

Dreams are interesting, because they can be shared. The Aborigines of Australia believe this and I do too after it happened to me once and a close friend. There is something to those dreams, they feel distinct from all others.

Dreams often have meaning but most of the time it's about things you already know, at least sub consciously.

I have had shared dreams before. One that was extra spooky was a dream where I essentially crashed my car in the rain and had to watch my family die, later while telling the dream to my sister and her boyfriend, he finished my story for me because he had had the same dream. The weird part though was in his dream he was in my car.

If you want to know more about the watchers read The Book of Enoch

youtube.com/watch?v=0YinCWgp8IU

Thats exactly what sleep paralysis is you fucking idiot.

>I will tell you that it is not purely a trick of the mind
>proceeds to describe a trick of the mind.

Why are you so dumb that you can't understand that just because something "feels" real, doesn't mean it actually fucking is? People like you are why superstitions and irrational beliefs continue to exist. Literal retards who hallucinate, and then proceed to say "but this wasn't a hallucination because it felt real hurr durr".

Do you remember playing Silent Hill on the day it happened?

So...entities can and do latch onto people. I have had them watch me have sex, even felt something on my back one time having sex. Also had experiences where I awoke violently and felt like I was being raped by an entity. This is why the PGate shit really resonated with me. Sex absolutely opens portals, and I think when the satanic pedos do it to children, it is to capture demons inside them. I have met people that have rubbed me in a very bad way and felt their passengers attack me. I was once taken on an alien ship whilst meditating on mushrooms. They showed me how it worked. It was controlled thru a brain interface. The ship read thoughts much like your finger controls a mouse. I have gone to beautiful realms thru mediation, and also some very dark ones. I felt like Hillary getting elected would have been the end of love on this planet. There is a spiritual battle on this earth, and at its essence, it is a vibrational war. Look at all the awful people in the world. They want you to feel awful all the time. They literally hate fun and joy and love and the brotherhood of man. They are satanic. They seek to corrupt all that is pure, and defile all that is beautiful. I was filled with a rush of great optimism today, as if we are finally going to break thru to a new, beautiful era of humanity.

DMT makes you realize that you are just a collection of cells that will die and it's okay. That those cells will be part of trillions of other collections until the universe dies and all the cells become one again. We are all one hippy bullshit is right.

Nearly all people who do DMT come out with some version of this. I believe it's the ultimate peace people talk about in near death experiences. Your body's way of telling you it's going to be ok.

>t. schizo

>fedora fag
You've got to think more. Just because it can be explained away doesn't mean that is a proven answer. I was a staunch atheist in high school and in the years since I've grown more and more spiritual, now I am not sure, but I definitely believe there is way more to life and consciousness than we know now, or maybe ever will know.

Only had sleep paralysis once. U opened my eyes and light was coming through the window. I couldn't move and to my left on the side of my bed was something big, something black and it was rising up, bigger and bigger it started to block out the light, then it started making a low growling noise. With all my might woke myself up. Fucked me up for few days

Yes, yes, of course. I did a fair bit of research on dreams to not muddy typical dreaming with supernatural signs (not everything is supernatural, after all). Those special dreams though, there is a thickness to their "air." I don't know how else to describe it, but the reality the dream crafts just feels different, more heavy. And remember those dreams is never a problem.

Did the BF have a feeling you two shared the dream? For me my friend came to me about it. I told her part of the dream and showed her a structure from it that struck me as important. She recognized the structure and filled in some details. But the kicker was it wasn't a shared story. She experienced different parts of that "dream realm" and we had intersecting moments.

Why does everyone talk about horrible experiences with sleep paralysis? Everytime i get it, i realize that i'm in that state after a few minutes and just relax. It always goes away soon after that

I like David Lynch, too.

There are entities that feed on fear. I used to experience them when I was a sad faggot with no confidence.

Nice non argument. Feels =/= reals. Hallucinations feel real, that's the fucking point, brainlet. That doesn't make them actually real.

>There is a spiritual battle on this earth, and at its essence, it is a vibrational war. Look at all the awful people in the world. They want you to feel awful all the time. They literally hate fun and joy and love and the brotherhood of man. They are satanic. They seek to corrupt all that is pure, and defile all that is beautiful. I was filled with a rush of great optimism today, as if we are finally going to break thru to a new, beautiful era of humanity.

Truth.

What kind of meditation do you do? I used to do mindfulness occasionally, focusing only on my breath for about a half hour, then closing out the session with 5 minutes of visualizing a ball of white burning light moving up my chakras until it enveloped my entire light being.

Any recommendations on meditation techniques?

>slowly growing dread
Sometimes negative entities will mask themselves by helping you.
Please sort your demons out. Christianity can be a good tool to do so.

I don't know why mine was brief the feeling of being watched has never come since.

I honestly would mentally challenge it again If it came back. I never expected that It was something to supernatural. I only challenged/accepted the presence because I thought It was just some form of anxiety.

I know It wasn't ever since that night though, because I've never felt it since. It was something outside of my psyche.

I don't know why I cannot remember anything beyond beginning to scream, I don't know If anything saved me, but In my panic all I remember thinking was "Go away, Stop, Help me"

You know typical reactions you'd expect when you are overwhelmed by something beyond comprehension.

The sound I heard, I have heard since, In a video. It might be a hoax alien video, but It gave me chills hearing the sound of vibration behind the audio I'll link It for you. Maybe you've heard it.

Again I don't think this is legit, but the vibration sounds before the transmission ends. was exactly what I heard. ( I saw this video much later from the event I experienced )

I went to them about it because the dream gave me a feeling like you described. With us it was just a very similar story, and despite me and him rarely speaking, he was in my car in the dream. Could have been coincidence, who knows, but I like to imagine it's not.

Part of it was I was worried it was a sort of premonition because I was moving for college the next day and taking a road trip through heavy rain storms.

What are you hoping to achieve through meditation? I may have some techniques for you from my younger days of exploring this shit. And I did the exploring to try to explain my experiences rationally.

I had this recurring thought of dying with a gun to the back of my head. A few months later, I was about to die with a gun to the back of my head, the recurring thought came to me and I decided I would attack this person who was about to shoot me, that I'd rather die defending myself.

That was kind of weird. Stopped having that recurring thought afterwards though.

Jesus' name is powerful. These beings fear it. I have heard many theories and stories from many people and I cannot make anything out of it except it is a big mindfuck. There is a war being waged by principalities and powers. Beware of new age types. They are guided by beings they do not understand. This is not always just subconcious emanations, but non human intelligences, and nobody knows how it all works. I have had the previously mentioned sleep paralysis illusions twice as a child. Scared the crap out of me but I think there was nothing more to it. My father dealt with some dark stuff as he worked (was a pastor) with a catholic priest, wonderful guy. They were asked to help a western washington police department close to the canadian border for ritual crimes being committed in the early 90s, a time called "the satanic panic". Shit really did happen and still does happen that is not discussed. Talk to an old salt in a metropolitan police force and they will tell you how often they come across occult criminality. It is not discussed with the public. underprivileged and marginalized demographics are targeted. Runaways, odd countercultural communities. Also native american communities are targeted. Certain reservations specifically.

nigga you gay!

SAGED

I read a book on how to obe and it said that sleep paralysis is a precursor to obe. I was trying for a while to do it, but whenever I started to feel like I was about to jump I got kinda overly excited and the buzzing feeling stopped. Thoughts?