Sup Forums has ruined my life

I used to be a smug liberal douche all throughout high school. My worldview was simplistic; I thought people hated Jews out of jealousy, Republicans were all racist old white men, ISIS was the biggest threat to Australia, etc...

I ended up coming to Sup Forums after hearing about it so much. I began to disregard everything at first, but I soon found myself agreeing with what I was seeing. All the batshit insane conspiracy theories I used to laugh at didn't seem so outlandish anymore.

This place has fucking ruined me. The "alternate nightmare reality" basically sums up what I was feeling; I'd go to bed at night wishing I could just go back to how things used to be - blissful ignorance. But now I realise I've been lied to my entire life and the future is far more bleak than I could have ever imagined.

My perspective on everything has changed. I cannot socially interact with people without feeling a burning need to tell them everything I know, but I know I can't. I've started to notice things I never would have cared about in the past, everywhere I look. It's a constant state of angst and repression.

Does anyone else feel the same way?

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I feel you bro, pol made me nihilistic

This is the redpill path. It requires strength of character. Something you probably never learned in shitlibistan.

Don't forget, you are here forever.

Oh calm your tits, pussy boi. Embrace the chaos

donĀ“t worry anons, once you make it out of the depression/nihilism stage, things will get better...i am the happiest i have ever been in my life and i partly contribute this to information i have found on /pol

Blissful ignorance is the pussy's way out and is EQUAL to faggots committing suicide for dumbass reasons. Good you are awake. Now fight or die like a faggot, goyim!

I did.

Then I became the aristocrat.

Did you think living an honest life would be easy?

dude, I just live thefuck boy life right now. It makes me empty but otherwise Im empty too. Austria is fucked, we are beyond redemption. 12 year olds have anal sex with eachother.

sort yourself out bucko

The good news is you will grow out of it OP.

Eventually you will realize your "redpill" is just a handful of half-truths repeated over and over in order to promote an agenda while the actual truth is massively more complex but, if you do the work, still attainable.

Good luck.

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You've swallowed the black pill, its just part of the phase.

This means you are ready to accept the final redpill... Jesus Christ.

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> Sup Forums has ruined my life
not gonna even read the rest
>weak pathetic beta male

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user, god has left this world

Being redpilled is way nicer than walking around thinking progressivism is the only correct way. I would rather die than go back to having my head in the sand.

You're at stage 3. Don't worry, it'll get better. You will realize you can't save everybody, but you can save yourself.

>he fell for the Sup Forums psyop.

1. Sup Forums is satire
2. Sup Forums is 40% left shills, 40% right shills, 10% lonely teens and old neckbeard manchildren, and 10% newfags trying to sort through it all, in the process falling for the Sup Forums psyop.

I always had this "the storm is coming" feeling, since I was a kid. About the future of the world we're living in, I sensed that it won't be what they promised us. The 21st century won't be another Renaissance.

And then, I discovered Sup Forums.

Now I'm sure of it. My whole life is waiting for the coming collapse. Bring it, fuckers. Let the world burn.

The world we live in is hell, this much is clear. This hell is ruled by people with pitch black souls and with powers matching those of gods and demons. They want to see you, your children and everyone like you crushed, enslaved, and dead. But even if there is no hope, there still may be serenity to be found here.

I will. I don't watch porn anymore, I'm working out again, I'm trying to act more polite. I'm getting there britbro

What's somewhat ironic is I was severely depressed during my final year of high school, but I ended up overcoming it. Although my life was good, I was having family problems and shit, and the depression was purely a personal thing.

Now the gay nihilistic angsty shit I feel is 100% selfless. I no longer care at all about myself or what happens to me, because I see the bigger picture. What gets me down is the state of the world and the direction we're heading in. I'd say we've gone insane, but the world has always been insane.

The shining beacon of hope - Western civilisation - is being extinguished from the inside. We've been demoralised and mindraped so fucking hard that we're cheering and applauding as we're engulfed by flames. All the lost potential of those terror victims, the innocence stolen from the girls at Rotterdam and elsewhere... It's just fucked, it's so fucked and no one cares.

Eh, who am I kidding. No one could possibly have said it as good as Sam Hyde. Pic related.

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Reminder, 9/11 was a mass trauma event meant to induce PTSD onto the world and keep humans locked in a primitive state of spiritual consciousness.

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It is at the core of what is depressing most blackpilled Sup Forums users and they don't even know it. Nothing will ever be better until 9/11 is solved.

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Being "redbilled" improved my life alot. I perform everyrhing way better what i used. Its so easy to take advantage of the system and people when you know all the flaws in it.

Your worldview is still simplistic, possibly even more so then it was before.

What you are experiencing is called teen angst, your phase is typical and well accounted for by the propagandists who have harnessed you.

You are not actually deep, you're just insufferable.

If you are at the nihilistic phase, keep going. Push through it. There is still hope for glory in the dark abyss. The war has already started user, but it is far from over.

Every user on here reading this. It is up to you to keep the flame of western civilization ablaze. If you don't stand up and protect the light, the world will go into forever darkness.

*sigh*

Another "(thing) has forced me to make bad life decisions" thread

its been over for the past 70 years.

I am finding myself in the same situation.
I am currently doing job interviews at the big american Investiment Banks and honestly I don't feel motivated anymore to dedicate myself so much to a essentially jewish institution.
On the other hand, I am still ambitious.
I don't know what to do.

I know. I don't know what I'm supposed to do though.

I guarantee you I'm done with that shit. Refer to

Dude, I just feel like shit.
My 2 year gf broke up with me and then I became a fuck boy. I thought she was the one.
Austria is dying too, 19 year olds have anal sex with 12 year old girls, 14 year old deal drugs...

It's fine, took me around 1.5 years to get out of the depressed phase. Just read a lot, like a fuckton. I went through 15000 pages of books in that timeframe and it all made sense.

Wtf I don't feel this way

One of us, one of us, one of us.

Welcome to the real world fagget.

Pls get rich mane, we need more rich Sup Forumstard faggots around: youtube.com/watch?v=r9R4XzyrrrQ

>Good news the jew masonic death cult of international banks and corps that run every thing needs more nail gun assassins for "dirty work" on low level leakers! Apply today!

I mean, I would do that, if they pay me. I have no problems snuffing a leaker out with a plastic bag and extension cord.

Congratulations you're easily susceptible to brainwashing. You've replaced one simplistic simplifying narrative for another, but at least you can consider yourself red pilled!

>19 year olds have anal sex with 12 year old girls

Yeah I was planning on just repressing it and making as much money as possible.

But I haven't made any bad life decisions. I'm talking about my mindframe and perception of the world around me, which I guess is a pretty big part of your "life".

I don't believe anything that isn't factual. I'm talking about stuff like Operation Northwoods, the Kalergi Plan, stats, footage, news articles etc.

I am not lying, this is the environment I grew up around. I know girls who let refugees fuck them all the time. 13 year old boys who do drugs and sell them, then have a problem with police. Blasting shitty rap music 24/7, 14 year old girls who get beaten by their 15 year old boyfriends... City life sucks

I feel great only downside is its made me much pickier when dating and I want to procreate as soon as possible. I have a better job and am happier overall. I take black pills and white pills in equal amounts.

Look at yourself. Look at the ideal man you want to be. Then make steps in that direction. Start working out, start reading, work on yourself and make yourself the best "you" possible. Find a proper white girl, make babies. These are all things ANY fucking one of you faggots on here can do. All it requires is for you to get off your ass and get it done.

In addition, you can join local groups such as identity europa, your local pool party/book club, etc. Get out and meet like minded people irl.

Be the light in the growing sea of darkness. Guide the normies to the light.

What the fuck where are you living exactly? This surpasses everything I have ever even heard of here in Germanistan.

This is copypasta right
Is there even a Republican party in Australia

keep on moving on

Dude, the younger generation is fucked, we are kill. I try to do my best but we cant fight against all this degeneracy which is pumped down the throat of teenagers 24/7.

You choose your mainframe and preceptions.

No pain no gain, as we say.

The ""great"" men forge themself in pain and anger.

We're not all great men here, but we all have the same strong ideology, we're all depressed about this world, we all share the same pain, the same anger, by seeing our world collapsing. By realizing that during all of those years, we were cheated, we lied to us, we were told how we have to be, and how we have to think, or which idea we must have of our country, and how our world should be.

I'm white, and i was elevated in the white guilt during my college/highschool years. Thanks to my family who taught me strong values, and old traditions, i came out of my indoctrination.

We all might be not Donald Trump, Adolf Hitler, Charles de Gaulle, we might be not great men.

But we strongly believe in our ideology, which was forged in all of our disillusions, our pain, our fake beliefs.
But the strenght of our convictions are pure, unwavering.

We are Sup Forumsfags man. We are the disappointed.
I know that feels too.

But in the pain, was borned the beautifulest ideal i could ever defend... I dont have the words, but we, here, all have the same spirits that great men have, or used to have. The love of our people, our culture, our nation, our history, our belief, our traditions.

That's why we're all here.

Wels bro, this is common among younger people, you just dont hear of it because you arent with these kind of people. The under class kids are amongst the most degenerate people I know. I could get nudes from 13 years old girls all the time and I am 19.

Good to hear that user it means Sup Forums is still alive while I though it was a rotten corpse.

Stop your defeatist attitude. Hitler was able to fix all this in 2 years, including reeducation. We just need a big economic crisis so that radical parties start rising fast, and when one thing is certain throughout history it has to be a big crisis at some point.

I meant American republicans and American liberals. I'm way more involved in American politics than local politics because America is bigger and more important.

>girls who let rapefugees fuck them all the time

Your age or the 12 year olds you were speaking of? If it's the latter then jesus christ man, what a cesspit.

Perhaps in Austria your gen x'ers are fucked but thats not true everywhere. People will wake up if they see an alternate pathway. Be that alternate pathway. Spread your ideas and way for the future. Because if you don't then (((THEY))) have already won.

He looks like mcmaster kek

I can just hope anything can fix these "families". Alcoholic fathers should be killed.

The middle class kids are still kinda ok.

No, the girl I know personally, shes 14/15

>I could get nudes from 13 years old girls all the time and I am 19
me too and I'm 21

>I used to be a smug liberal douche
>Sup Forums has ruined my life

Marxists aren't human. It is Sup Forums that gave you life. You are welcome.

>I could get nudes from 13 years old girls all the time and I am 19.
literally paradise
wtf are u complainig about fagt, enjoy degeneracy hwile it lasts

I was happy with that until pol. These kids will grow up and produce more broken people.

Where do you live?

I'm Gen Z and half of the people around me were pretty degenerate, at least moreso than myself. Only started happening around 13 but mainly 15-16 onwards. They were all against the the leftist garbage that's shoved down our throats though.

Fuck I miss Steve

>I am a fuckin genius psychologist
>you chose it
Nah it chose me SHUT UP MUM IT'S NOT A PHASE

Wels

I cried when he died

Feel the same way

ABSOLUTELY DEGENERATE

Economic crisis should be coming. And normally, we wouldn't be able to recover.
Consumer society will end. Soon.
It wont be the run to consumation anymore. More like the run to recovering, and to technology.

You never became "redpilled". You went from an normal dude to somebody who let themselves get brainwashed by a bunch of social rejects and betas on an anime website's political board.


Seriously. You are not too "enlightened" you just gotten fooled by people who are at the absolute bottom of the social ladder who told you that they are the best and that everybody else is in the wrong in all aspects. It's almost cult-like except instead of charming sociopaths luring in gullible people like you, it's a bunch of austistic losers that never let go how public school was for them.


Sadly it USED to be all ironic fun and memes now idiots actually buy into this. Don't worry about being called a cuck by anybody here. These people are the biggest cucks of all.

I'm not much for inspirational quotes, but I feel like this one is apt for people who become nihilistic after first becoming redpilled. Be the change you want to see in the world

What about my speech man, dont miss it, i put all my heart and my feelings in here.

Natural cycle, kinda. Embrace the fall.

You sound mad, did your brain reach its limit so you were unable to keep up with the times? Its so sad some of you young niggers brains stop being able to take in info at such a young age.

kys shill

>high death rate in the next 10-15 years

Keep going user, you'll soon find yourself in the union.

Sup Forums is an open lodge but you have no one to talk to about these things in real life because Sup Forums is not a closed lodge where members meet in real life and talk about these things, you wanted it you got it you bought the ticket you are taking the ride no refunds shiggy diggy

>replying to obvious bait
Come on

Go to your room you pathetic filth!

If anything, Sup Forums has changed my view on westerners. I want Russia to have good relations with USA (if we will be equals without fucking over each other, and not mess up countries in close proximity of respective partner).

Previously i wanted America to be just obliterated by an asteroid or something. 9/11/2001 was one of the happiest days that i remember from my teenage years.

Great speech, I mean that unironically. Sorry, I missed it.

Didn't you already comment basically the same thing? Like I said, I only absorb shit that's actually provable. If someone said 'niggers are subhuman' I'd need to see a metric fuckton of proof before I'd begin to believe that. Also (you)

>I cannot socially interact with people without feeling a burning need to tell them everything I know, but I know I can't.
That's the Sup Forums curse. The burden of knowledge is a heavy crown to wear. Imagine how depressed you'd be if you were omnipotent? Probably why God doesn't talk to us anymore.

Nihilism is the last stage before you become a militant advocate of traditionalism. "What can I do?" gives way to "Fuck it, I have to do something." Wait and see.

You're supposed to follow up the red pill with an iron pill.

Natural selection.
There wont be a massive technologic regression imo, but the first decade after this will be really really rude.
Technology will still progress, but libtards wont be able to buy one iPhone each year for their kids.
When we will recover, we will just learn how to live in symbiosis with our technology, our creation, and our earth.

Leftist think that we will gradually sliding to this... But i dont think so.
It will be really really violent.

If it happens.

You'll be happy to know the only ones screeching autistically about Russians these days is legitimately only Jews and libshits. Even the media has given up on the "Russian collusion" horseshit because no one believed it.

It's fascinating to see the conversion happening. There was this thread with British OP who came here to shitpost. One day the stumbled upon Yuri's interview and it made him shit bricks. Later on in the thread he concludes that pol is just fucking with his head and he has to go back. Of course, he can't go back. The seed has been planted.

Don't be a moron. Take the money. Don't let a bunch of retards ruin your life

We have sacrificed much in the pursuit of truth.

My problem is... I've become fucking obsessed with the JQ. Nothing gives me more dopamine hits than reading and exposing Jewish tricks. This has actually become a problem for me. I know the solution would be to just stop reading about it, and focus on books on other subjects... but it just doesn't interest me. Anyone else feel the same way?

>I used to be a smug liberal douche
Continues to go on to complain about a website and blame all his shit on the site.

You're still a fucking faggot douche.

You have too much free time, get a productive hobby lad

You have to go back

>nihilistic
DO IT FOR KEK

Indeed it is my friend.

Nah im serious. You guys are retards lol. I used lurk Sup Forums for years.

Instead of trying to improve yourself you all just find something else to blame and group up to make yourself feel better together like a bunch of lazy hippies.

This board was entertaining. Now its lackluster. In the beginning it was actually decent where you can freely express yourself with no filter and have ok dicussions about anything. Now if you show a hint of noncomformity you are a "shill!" Or "kike".

Pretty much the same as SJWs except you subcribed to a different ideology. Get triggered over different ideas or perspective, massive victim complexes, never have any self-responsbility, cant handle debates. Exact same losers, differant colors.

What are your hobbies?

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What next, you're gonna quote star wars and harry potter?

Yeah, they have dragged it for too long, to the point when it wasn't even funny.

you'll get out of the anger/depression stage
soon you'll get a little thrill every time you see something going wrong