Hello, I am transgender and I want to change. Not by becoming a woman...

Hello, I am transgender and I want to change. Not by becoming a woman, but by repenting and changing my life for the better. How do I go about it? I currently find it really uncomfortable to present as my assigned sex, but I am willing to change and be comfortable being a man. By the way I would rather stay away from the Catholic Church because I was sexually abused by a Catholic Priest as a kid. I haven't had anything done to my genitals, but I did have a facial feminization surgery so I will have a feminine face no matter what I do. Help me out here guys.

suicide is an option

Include me in the screen cap

fpbp

Why don't you just be a man in a dress and make-up? you can always ask people to treat you ""like a girl"". if it's too hard, don't do it every single day.

the trick is personal CONSISTENCY. stop flipping back and forth because you have an anxiety issue. treat your anxiety issue separately, and treat your desire to act in a (SEXIST CUNT MEN AND WOMEN'S SOCIAL DIFFERENCES ARE DICTATED BY CULTURE) *ahem* more feminine manner as simply an affect, like someone who has a limp. not a good thing, not really a bad thing, but still a part of you.

kill it with fire for a better world

you been jewed, goy

talk to a therapist, hit the gym, slam a beer, and watch a bloodsport.

cut the dick off, what are you, some misogynist bigot? do it faggot

I am rather fond of living

>tranny
>molested as a kid
>more anecdotal evidence of nature vs. nurture

I wish this wasn't a LARP, user.

I've talked to my therapist and they just told me that I might be going through a phase of regret, and that I'll get over it in a few weeks.

get therapy. i dont think there's anything wrong with looking feminine. just be. who cares. but get help. being sexually abused isn't good.

Why do you even have a therapist?
>because the_rapist
oh snap.

wrong place to ask for help about that

There's hope! Try and find Christ, don't blame a good religion because it pedos found a novel way to be near kids! I'm still pro education despite a minority of pedo teachers!

i hate leafs so fucking much

To get on hormones I needed to see one for a few months before I could be given them.

You have a mental illness: man up

Sage

It won't grow back.

I don't expect /lgbt/ to help me. Sup Forums just seemed to be the best place.

The therapists will always push you towards transitioning for multiple reasons, 1) they are ultra leftists and it's an aspect of there religion, and 2) they have a financial incentive for you to transition. If you don't transition, fix your life, then you won't need to see the therapist anymore. But if you do transition then you will be wrecked, and need to see them weekly, that's a lot of money in the long term.

This. And learn Japanese and move to Japan. You could be a feminine man and make bank selling champagne to girls in bars and listening to their problems.

What won't? I have my genitals intact. I only had a Facial Feminization

m8 you need personal help. A good friend or a therapist.

A Sup Forums thread wont help you out here OP, but I wish you luck. Let me tell you that it is possible
You are right to stay away from /lbgt/

Go to a evangelical church, a real conservative one that takes a stand against homosexuality and trannies, they would gladly help you if you explained the situation. You aren't a bad person, you just got suckered by propaganda and they would gladly help you.

Also, evaluate your porn habits. Ideally you want to not use porn at all, but going cold turkey can be difficult. But it is imperative that you get rid of Cuck, lesbian, gay, interacial, and as strange as it sounds straight porn. All of these porn types can cause your mind to roleplay as the woman being fucked, and to focus on her, this is what often leads to thoughts of wanting to actually be a woman. Female solo porn is somewhat safer so long as you focus on imagining yourself fucking her with your penis, not imagining yourself as her.

If you where to take testosterone, or even just start working out your feminine features would be overcome by more manly ones. You can always grow a beard for that extra +5 masculinity.

Go to /fit/ read the sticky and start lifting heavy weights. See a doctors and get your test levels checked. Stop hanging out or visiting sites that promote trannies. This huge surge in trannies started with the traps aren't gay meme from Sup Forums.

Be a femboy. It's a rational compromise. A good rule with self-improvement is to have an aim but not let it be soy joyless and puritanical as to make it impossible to keep up with in the long run. This is true of a lot of things: diet, exercise, etc.

You're not gonna be some super-macho dude but being a more feminine guy is a more sustainable lifestyle choice than trying to be a completely passable Stacy.

Also, nearly everyone on Sup Forums is a giant fucking asshole so once you have a plan don't subject it incessantly to Sup Forums's malicious critiques.

The man's not perfect but many seem to get a lot of beneficial direction from Jordan Peterson. Binge his YouTube channels for a day or two to see if anything speaks to you.

Lastly, get a gym membership. Do it month to month initially instead of a long-term contract to see if it's for you. Planet Fitness is not exactly "hardcore," but might be a nice and non-intimidating environment for you to get to feeling better about your body; plus it's only about $10 a month I think. I was a PT for Gold's Gym while in college and saw first hand how developing a better body led to somebody's having a better mind (around 90% of the time at any rate).

That's fixable, and the dirty secret transexuals don't tell is that stuff only lasts a few years anyways. After a decade or so, most transexuals (the ones who didn't already commit suicide) will need to get more surgery, a tune up, as there bodies reject whats been done to them.

If you started acting manly and perhaps evening taking testosterone your face would become more masculine, and some women might even find your somewhat feminine features attractive.

Also, don't listen to anyone who says to go see a therapist. They're crazy pseudo scientists who will fuck your life up. I'd recommend that you get an idea of "what it means to be a man" and focus on that.

never ever fantasize being a woman. thinking of yourself as a woman is what got the brain disconnected from what the body is in the first place, dysphoria. you don't have to imagine a penis, you have one, now stop imagining things you don't have and do it long enough and the brain is neuroplastic enough to rewire itself into properly recognizing your actual body again.

as for the feminine face, i dunno, i think asian chicks might dig it.

many of us men aren't very manly, you don't have to be chad thundercock to be technically a man. so don't be too obsessed with masculine image, at this point just recognizing yourself as a man is a great first step.

also head on over to /fit/ for lifting advice. i think some kinds of lifting raise testosterone more then others but i dunno. working your muscles will help anyways, it will certainly make you look more masculine.

Just kill those who did it to you.

Fuck off, degenerate cunt

I can't grow facial hair anymore. I had that permanently removed.

whatever, most guys shave every day anyways. at least you're wearing pants and not pretending to be something you can never be. you already are a man, it's just retraining your brain to notice the truth and not the delusion. plenty of men aren't very manly but still call themselves men and they technically are.

trust me its better to kill yourself right now, when you are still ignorant

when the sad reality hits, u will be seeking for something stronger than death

trust me its better to kill yourself right now, when you are still ignorant

when the sad reality hits, u will be seeking for something stronger than death

trust me its better to kill yourself right now, when you are still ignorant

when the sad reality hits, u will be seeking for something stronger than death

that's legalised drug abuse and you know it.

I don't feel as though it is. The process takes a while.

Fpbp
/bread

use a black marker, dummy!

how old are you?
80% of teen trannies are just confused.
but there is a 50-50 chance you are gay