I'm having a depressive breakdown Sup Forums. By complete chance I met this cute chick at my university. Shit went south with these people I was living with and I was facing homelessness until she offered me a place to stay. Once I got back on my feet, we started dating and ended up dating for almost 3 years. Before me she was a virgin, she comes from an Irish catholic family who has seven generations of family living in America. I even convinced her to vote Trump. She's extremely talented at textiles, so much so she graduated with a degree in it. But I fucked up the beginning of my higher education and took a moratorium, so while she graduated, I have some semesters left to go. This summer she moved away, and since I'm against LDR we broke up. Recently she got a job offer very near me and I said I could try making some smaller distance relationship work because I love her. She's not perfect but neither am I, and I know the statistics: she is everything I would want in a wife and mother to my kids, most importantly she's only ever had my jizz inside her. But the other day she let me know she doesn't want to get back together and she doesn't see a future with me. Now I'm freaking out over my future.
Without her, I'm understanding and feeling the anxiety and panic felt over finding a wife. I can't have some roastie! I can't have some useful idiot! I can't have someone who won't put our children first! The Jewish ideological subversion has won for now, and today's women really are unmarrigable. Im getting more depressed everyday thinking about the reality I now face of losing a possible future family. What do I do Sup Forums? How do I cope with the reality of finding a wife amongst modern women?
I'm having a depressive breakdown Sup Forums. By complete chance I met this cute chick at my university...
just be the best man you can be
the right woman will show up, just chill
lol I ain't reading all that you nigger
I hope so. I'm entertaining the idea of taking my practice overseas and involving myself in political parties like FvD, maybe I can chance upon a virgin European qt? I won't be able to love a woman I know has been used as a sexual object by other men. I won't be able to marry a roastie
>im against ldr
you idiot. It's your fault.
He's a Natsoc. He's already the best man.
All op needs to have is confidence.
Confidence in himself.
O K
What's the point when you're several hours apart? She's moving within less than an hour of me though, and since she's a perfect wife candidate I'm willing to try, but she has rejected marrying me :( why must modern women refuse to settle down???
Just Accept the pain and live on to become a better person
Or become a faggot and end it all
You broke up with her, you dumb fucking nigger.
I'm buying Ride the Tiger soon. I'm trying to be the best NS I can but I'm not the best. I haven't been to the gym in forever and I'm not good at persuading people to my views (will be ordering WIN Bigly fwiw). Thinking of what Hitler would want me to do helps guide me, though, like when I'm offered a smoke I remember Hitler preached against the evils of tobacco.
Well m8 all you can do is be sensible. Continue doing what you're doing and stick to your principles.
pol is not really the place for this kind of thread though.
What this dude said
Faggot gay and sage
>he fell for female spell
>actually wanting to spend the rest of your life with an old haggard bickering cunt
take a zoloft, it helps, trust me
In case you don't know what I mean:
>demonstrates lack of a spine by not being able to handle something so simple as an LDR for what must be a year or two
>demonstrates instability in relationships by breaking up as a "solution"
>demonstrates lack of decent prospects if you managed to fuck up college
Among other things.
It's not a lack of spine, I don't think they are natural and actually hamper development by restricting how you can act in your community. But she's so close I would try. How can we change society to fix this problem in the future? What needs done?
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Why would any woman want to be with a man that has been used as a sexual object by other women?
>they're not natural
Perhaps not as a long term commitment, but if you're not looking at it as a challenge that must be overcome then you're doing it wrong.
In her female eyes, that was a challenge to the relationship, and you failed to solve it in an agreeable manner.
Essentially, your status as a male is now one of a "quitter".
Are you /fit/?
What needs to be done is that you need to start considering woman as secondary and focus on the main picture here
Get /fit/ stay away from the food jew,Read books and start considering women as secondary
As an addendum:
Consider just moving on and going about your life without giving this undue attention.
Focus on yourself, like others said.
You messed up, sorry man.
This
OP has demonstrated himself to be a second tier man not worth a top tier woman. He should settle for someone on his level
>tfw ur ex doesn't like you any more because of the jews
Not reading that but good job to whoever made that picture. Never thought I'd actually like Kirino
You and I both know it works differently for each sex. It's a nonissue for women I tried to be but a combination of the election and the relationship made me lose sight of it. It's a huge source of shame for me, the money I've wasted on my gym membership. I know life is long and I have plenty of time still, but it still hurts knowing my body is too skinny to even call it a man's body. I do read though. Next books I'm buying are Win Bigly and Ride the Tiger. Currently reading The Letters of Peter Paul Rubens and Justus Lipsius: the philosophy of renaissance stoicism.
Thanks :C
you didnt GAF when she was moving further away, but when shes nearer, you @JUST GOTTA BE WITH HER OR IM DED, MAN'
fug, you bipolar wazoo? You die if shes round a corner, but wont follow her further than two blocks? Leave her alone for a real man to impregnat, and make littel junior half-potatos with.
Then get /fit/,The Reich wasn't built in a day
Adjust your Schedule and go to the gym atleast 5 days in the week
After some months you will start seeing the results
And remember that every journey begins with a single step
One big reason she cites is our "differing views on a relationship." My view is in line with thousands of years of philosophy and religion, from Napoleon to King Solomon. She's not a feminist but has bought into the "women are equal to men" meme. And I'm not sexist! I take this from the Mooch, my woman works with me, not for me. But she has to submit and acknowledge me as the head. The now ex thinks relationships should be exactly 50/50 FUCKING JEWS
>but it still hurts knowing my body is too skinny to even call it a man's body
Not willing to read? Sounds like nigger talk . . .
You could do with some reddit spacing for starters. How do you even expect me to read that shit? Get a hold of yourself faggot.
That's a load of shit man. If you want to get a virgin you need to be a virgin. Why should any woman want to get with a non-virgin beta that can't even get through college? Have fun with a lifetime of roasties OP
It's depressing but you're right. I have objectively failed in this regard and it feels bad man. National socialists most of all should be strong physically, but I am weak.
I GAF but don't think LTRs work. In another thread everyone would be saying "she'll cheat on you with Chad." For a relationship to work the woman needs to be with the man (marriage is different of course). And fuck you I hate thinking about her with anyone else >:( I think this is a healthy, natural feeling for a male
See my I am leaning towards working in Belgium or the Netherlands for several years. I hope not everyone is as challenged as you or I'll just give up trying to fight back against third world shitskins raping your grandmother mother wife and daughter.
I'm trying to keep this topical and not just a blog. The main issue is how do I/you/we cope with there not being proper amounts of marriageable women?? How do I go on with no hope of kids?
You sound like a complete faggot, no wonder she sees nothing with you. You make my balls retract to my sternum just by reading your whiny bitchboi 4chin musings.
I suggest suicide.
Everyone in this thread should go back to fucking Reddit and start this thread again over there
Keep posting on Sup Forums that'll get you a girlfriend.
/sarcasm
Sorry you are off by one so I'm not listening
I'm trying to use my personal experience as a platform to discuss larger ideas like the absolute state of modern women, Jewish ideological sibversion effecting potential/families, and coping with the depression brought on by hopelessness towards the future
>>>National socialists most of all should be strong physically, but I am weak.
>LARPing about being a nazi on an Aboriginal Didgeridoo Bulletin Board
>literally whining like a little bitch about fucking up his own relationship and now he's saddddddd :-(
you go back to r9k, you absolute weichei
You're a fucking moron. You had something we're all looking for and threw it away. Now you're upset she won't take you back? Jesus. You literally did this to yourself. You deserve it.
P.S. no you won't find someone else. Most people don't get second chances.
>Long distance relationships aren't natural when before modern transportation people would spend literal years apart
>don't think LTRs work
So just pretend she did move further away, end of problem?
>The absolute state of Nationalsozialistische Deutsche Arbeiterpartei followers nowadays
Holy shit I just read some of your replies.
Dude if you're that scared of her cheating on you that's your subconscious telling you she already did. She's already a roastie you idiot. You don't think she fucked other people while you two were apart, and maybe that has something to do with why she treats you like a discarded bag of shit? Is she even remotely attractive? Guess what, she was able to fuck literally anyone she wanted. That's how the world is. You dont think she took her opportunity being single to fuck a really strong, masculine guy? Someone that actually works out and doesn't have a tiny dick?
You're not even kidding yourself. You know she did. You know that's why she won't come back, too. She's probably too ashamed, and knows you'd be able to tell since a real man actually broke her hymen.
If you don't mind taking care of another man's child, then you have to approach the female aggresively in the sack. Or she will leave you first chance she gets. There's nothing wrong with embracing a roastie, but she has to know she's a roastie early on. Only chance to avoid this dominance game is to get a spring chicken and even then 99% of the time, you're fucked. But there are good women out there. Literally.
>Can't get laid
>Can't compete
Obviously it's the Jews.
Your tender soul wouldn't be able to handle Dutch women, lol. Also I don't want you here.
Letting statistics run your life is fucking stupid. You can't apply statistics to an individual case. This situation is of your own making, you should've tried to stuck it out.
I still dream of Dutch women. None of them has ever broken my heart. I'd fall in love with one of the tall ones.
Thanks for the thread OP. Had a similar experience and I really am spoiled. Too much to go to any whore.
If I would've posted before we broke up (this summer btw it wasn't long ago) everyone would be saying she would cheat on me while in a LDR. Whichever one I replied to is right though, I HAD something everyone wants but I gave it up. I didn't want to, I really felt it was a "if you love something let it go" scenario. I could be delusional but I think women will ultimately follow a strong man, so maybe my only hope is to get /fit/ really and become a more dominant man. If she fucks another guy though i don't know if I want her back though. The less she fucks the better her marriage will be, plus I don't want my kids having other men's DNA.
The Jews created this "empowered" society. They set this stage. How do we fix it?
Also btw are you helping right wing parties take back your nation-state? I bet not. Are you community organizing or fundraising? Doubt it
Artificial wombs and sexbots will save the white race. Don't you worry about a thing.
>I hope so. I'm entertaining the idea of taking my practice overseas and involving myself in political parties like FvD, maybe I can chance upon a virgin European qt?
Dude, you sound like a racist. European women are going to think you are a cretin of society (even more so than american women). Don't move there.
shhhhhhhh
your insecurity is showing
women only care if you've slept with other women if they are insecure about themselves
> weed
How about you off yourself idiot.
You fool. You should have agreed to the long distance relationship. Especially since it would only be temporary until you graduated. Keep trying don't give up yet. Be honest with her
>women only care if you've slept with other women if they are insecure about themselves
>THOTS only care if you've slept with other women if they are insecure about themselves
FTFY
Race exists and has consequences. Racism is hating someone for their race. Marxists would say racism involves power and yadda yadda but that's just to frame it so only white men are racist. I genuinely want to help all races, but my white race comes first. My concern isn't women thinking X of me, it's even finding a woman worth marrying.
I'm trying my best but I just don't know how to get what I want. On one hand I have to let her want me more than I want her so she feels the threat of my disinterest/noncommitment, but on the other hand I want to tell her I won't stop wanting to marry her and I want to be her husband. I don't see anyway to convince her she's wrong about not submitting to me she just doesn't understand it's not a humiliating thing, it's just natural. I'm not a master persuader so I don't know how to subvert her into wanting me. I feel like I can't win, and I perceive this situation as set up intentionally by the cultural Marxists.
>your insecurity is showing
>implying inplications
>I genuinely want to help all races, but my white race comes first.
Many reasonable people would agree with this, but only to the extent that it involves supporting your own race, in contrast to denigrating other races. There's a big difference between supporting your own race vs denigrating other races.
>virgin European qt
HAH!
My gut tells me you're a Jew. Even worse, a jew that's stuck in the mud just like the rest of us. ( a jew can mean many things, always poorly). I got triggered by the fact that you would call me a marxist in a derogatory fashion.
why would any women want to submit to a redditer like you?
it's ok darling
let me work through it with you
are you scared of masculine men? are you ashamed of your body? do men intimidate you? are you worried about your perceived inability to find a partner? do you feel weak and inferior as a woman?
It's called keeping your options, retard. You pull a Ted Bundy and chat on the phone / write letters while scoping out the scene nearby.
*Not in the sense of murdering girls, but in the sense of maintaining your hold on the keepers in WA state while playing with the coeds in Utah.
Nigger, what is wrong with you?
She says she "doesn't see a future with you", gee maybe that's because your life is a fucking mess.
Sort yourself out. Finish your degree. Get a job. Tell her you still love her and want to be together. If the only reason that she doesn't love you is that she thinks you wouldn't be a good husband, improve yourself and show that you're capable of being that.
who subverts a person into wanting them?
> A Jew.
sounds like you fucked up user
any chad could of pulled her,but it takes a man to keep hold of one of the decent ones.
you bummed about and she has outgrown you and she is leaving you behind,sort your act out fast or get used to her being a memory you fap to in your cold dark lonely apartment many years from now.
Marxism is the single most evil ideology to ever afflict humanity. Also I am not a Jew, trust me go-guy
Got me
That would be dishonest though. I wouldn't do that and that's a big reason why LTR don't work. It hurts my ability to socialize in my community because flirting with women is a legitimate way to meet new people. It's fine not flirting and being promiscuous when you have a woman to go home too, but it serves no purpose to restrict flirting when you can't go home to a woman.
Taking a moment to discuss promiscuity, I think I'm coming to a mental place where I think it's wrong. For women the obvious reasons but for men you are ruining women by fuck and chucking them
>marxism has a non-derogatory use
>t. Schlomo Goldstein
what a retard
you dont use logic to get girls to like you dumbass! you need to make them feel
you cant reason your way into her affection,you just gotta use all the romantic trickey in the book
jesus
tramp grill is this you?
It's partly because I have such big aspirations like going to Europe and starting a big family in my twenties. She's not a feminist but has bought the Jewish lies, likes Beyoncé and all that.
>inb4 Beyoncé is a deal breaker
If women are children you can't hold it against them they like simple music. My problem is I can't convince her to trust me and settle down with me.
Subversion/persuasion is a tool. Sounds like you need to read The Prince.
nigga wut, you drunk on achmed's cum right now?
>It hurts my ability to socialize in my community because flirting with women is a legitimate way to meet new people.
And how'd that work out for you?
Thing is, dude, it's time to pull a Ted Bundy. When his perfect woman wouldn't take him back because she didn't see him having a future, he remade himself into a suave, outgoing, popular law student; she got super wet for him; and he suggested marriage then dropped her ass, stopping returning letters and being "too busy" to talk on the phone.
She's a dude and you're now a faggot
I understand this truth, quadman. But how can I make her feel what would lead to our happy union when Jewish ideological subversion is effecting her thinking? How do I break her free from "empowerment?"
It's working, I've been on a couple dates and had some encounters with women in my day-to-day, but like I posted earlier in starting to reject the idea of promiscuity and banging hotties. I want a respectable wife, not fleeting pussy
Watch 500 days of Summer. That movie should make you feel better.
this is a normal reflex to these such questions, perhaps i hit a nerve, but i assure you it was unintended
i only want to help
I say don't give up. You had something in the past. Chances are when she dates the roastie-fodder guys for a while she may come back.
Don't pine. Just consider keeping contact and being available.
This is almost as bad as ebonics. Sort yourself m8.
I thought subversion was necessary to get a girl OP?
Your suffering brought a smile to my face. Thanks man.
This is bait.
Wash your mouth out with a shotgun OP.
Toronto is a foreigner-majority city
Thanks for the thoughts. My gut tells m not to give up, too
Yet you hang on to a burner. Could it be love?
You should tell her everything you just told us.
>You and I both know it works differently for each sex. It's a nonissue for women
It is not a non-issue for women, they're just more naive and willing to overlook it at the start because emotions>logic. Doesn't mean it wont end up being an issue for a virgin woman.
> If you want to get a virgin you need to be a virgin.
This.
>women only care if you've slept with other women if they are insecure about themselves
You could say the same about men. Women don't want a higher risk of divorce or their husband cheating on them because they were a degenerate before marrying her. Pic related.
Holy shit, so you are a fucking moron that cant keep with the pace of college and you blaming her for not wanting a life with a dumbfuck like you? At least this thot can think about his future
>burner
>only had sex with me
FUCKING ETERNAL WALLON
Too long to tell you the whole story. If I hadn't taken the journey I did I wouldn't be a national socialist so no ragrets
but you would be wrong
men are not the same as women
Go see her, If you love her you will. If not then do it for the white race. carry on our story. pass your genetics on wards, you're failed otherwise. PLEASE have heart don't look back, you'll regret it if you don't see her now. Don't be like me break the cycle, claim what is yours, be a man .
>Too long to tell you the whole story
your too fat in to turn around now. May as well tell the whole story, confirm everyones suspicion.
>I can't have some roastie! I can't have some useful idiot!
There are fuckups in life. Either get her to marry you or deal with it and move on. Your ancestors survived far, far, far worse than you'll probably ever have to suffer through. Man the fuck up and quit being a pathetic sack.
Where do I find virgin girls lads? I honestly have no idea where to look, and church girls in my area are if anything more promiscuous.
POSTING IN PEDO THREADS, IS ALWAYS A GOOD IDEA, IF YOU CAN FOOL THEM INTO ASSUMING ITS AN ACCEPTABLE FORM OF SOMETHING.
dick them hard and do the odd romantic thing and tell them how much you love them and how much you mean to them but will kill them if they ever tell anyone etc lol
start looking online for romance techs and tips and how to woo girls and understanding their mind