What parts of your life did you fuck up yourself? Things you did yourself, not the Jews...

What parts of your life did you fuck up yourself? Things you did yourself, not the Jews, that have put you on the back foot. Help the younger anons out.

For me it was smoking weed. Wasted an entire decade, and got nothing out of it.

Video games and drinking alone while playing them, wasted most of my 20's and the drinking has wrecked my body quite badly.

uhh.

10 years of mass ecstasy use/sales
waton unprotected sex/3 children out of wedlock
smoked a ton of cigarettes/now have leukemia

but fuck it.

I am a bit of a recluse and I feel like I honestly don't make the strongest social relationships/friendships. People seem to like me well enough, but I always feel like everyone else around me is way tighter than I could ever be with any one of them a lot of times. I spend a lot of time reading about politics these days, or playing video games.

Probably wasting entirely too much time, losing social skills due to lack of interaction. I need to get out more...wew.

Ahhh we can smell your stench a mile away.

Went through high school and college without having any social experiences or friends. Now I'm lonely and depressed with nothing to do.

skipped school, drank alcohol, smoked weed and did other drugs, shoplifted, made friends with cool kids and wasted a lot of time partying with them and having drama, didn't care about getting a degree. crashed into a depression when i got older and all of that stopped being fun. i wasted all my potential and much of it was a self-destructive reaction to sexual abuse i never talked about with anyone but i feel like i have no one to blame but myself and my own nature. now i'm back on the weed and trying to detach myself from reality kek.

I left the Army after 4 years to go to college....

What a waste.

Didn't pay attention in school...alchohol... became a dad in H.S. ...separated & faught for child custody...go to college only to ruin life dream through more alchohol...get married have another kid....terrible disabiltating work accident caused by Co worker.....drugs, alchohol. .pain... more drugs... prison... divorce... just weed and games now...

It was smoking weed for me also. wasted a good 3 years smoking it everyday and then wasn't at my peak for the next two years while my mind re-calibrated.

Also watching porn and jacking it to porn every day while dating a girl fucked me up, I was more interested in porn than being with her intimately. She was a 9/10 fucking BEAUT too. I'll probably never come close to dating a girl that hot again. We had sex a lot too while dating but I actually don't reccomend that either. Save it for marraige. Sex isn't THAT great anyway. Seriously. It's the definition of 'muh dick'. She also left me because I was smoking too much pot too. But the porn was really bad before that. We dated for 4 years before she left me, and that hit pretty hard.

I'm 26 now. Would recommend never smoking weed or jacking off to porn. When you have a good girl in your life do NOT fuck it up and lose her. Its been years but whenever I think on that I regret it a lot. Everything happens for a reason I guess and maybe I wouldn't learn my lesson any other way. But still, it stings and it was all my fault.

Also don't go to college unless it's a science or medical field.

Got addicted to opiates, stopped boxing, dumped girlfriend of 5 years.

My families rich so I'm confident things will work out, but I'd like to be a better man from now on, and do things to help the Caucasian race.

I'm thinking about opening an anti-suicide charity, and building a network to help young Caucasians disproportionately...and approaching it that way so that I can maintain plausable denyability

glad im not the only fuck up here.

Don't masturbate or look at porn. I was literally addicted to sex and just last week I realized that it was a problem. The problem is it's such a hard drug to quit when your dick is attached to you and free all the time. I know it sounds funny but it's a drug.

I'm just lazy as fuck. It's really sucks

Most on this site are fuck ups, don't believe the "I make 6 figures dipshits"

In fact most people in the overall society are fuck ups

I coasted through high school and college without paying attention at all. Now I have a job where I basically just act like I onow what I'm doing and fake it until I make it

I am the worst person here by a long shot

>fucked up teeth, can't smile and afraid to talk to people because they'll see my rotting teeth
>30 years old, no job, no education
>live in the middle of nowhere with no jobs
>no car, no family who can help, no friends who can help
>alcoholic, fibrosis and my liver is on the door to cirrhosis
>tried freelancing writing and web development but couldn't get jobs to save my life, all I wanted to do was help my Mom out and give her money

My worst mistake was not being a normie. I watched all my friends who are now travelling the world, some of them have kids, they live in cities, they have careers, families and I have nothing. I'm a waste of space and will probably die in the next few years the useless shell that I am.

I am literally fucked. There is no escape for me and literally nothing I can do. I have to sit here and accept my fate.

nice data mining thread ya got there


be a shame if someone
saged and reported

>16 unique replies
Yes, clearly this is a data-mining effort

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Who would care? Some left wing journalist? Let them write. I wish I'd never touched weed. I ruined the most productive decade of a persons life. Its when a man needs to establish.

Every thread on pol is a data mining thread using that logic. In fact, the entirety of the internet is data mining.

When I was younger I believed in the liberal mindset.

Everything that went wrong, instead of taking a cold hard look at myself, I blamed "society"... there was always another liberal around to do the mental gymnastics for me as to how it wasn't MY fault I fucked up, it was some other societal cause.

Well, fast forward to my early 20's and I'm living like shit, everythings just fucking falling apart. Even attempting to get a job, instead of doing the sane thing and keep pushing, I just accepted the silence. The shit I put on my resume thinking it would look good too... liberal shit... shit that's no use to a company.

Then, it was pretty much one night at a bar, I snapped. I started looking at myself harshly, I began blaming myself for everything, I made the realization there is no "society" to blame, only individuals, individuals like myself.

I set forward a plan that weekend. I would chose a trade, make it my damned life goal to get into that trade and be as good at it as I damn well could. No bitching, no shying away from pain, injury, or effort... NO MORE LIBERAL SHIT.

It's been a hard and long uphill climb from that point, but now I'm a hardline conservative mechanic working for a german import dealership. I own my own house, I drive import cars, I have a wife... I have PRIDE in myself.

There's no such thing as "can't find a job"
The idea that you should accept yourself for who you are is BULLSHIT.
The idea of privilege is BULLSHIT.

Get off your ass. Drop the liberal obsession with feelings and blame. Stop being afraid of injury and pain. IMPROVE YOUR WORTHLESS FUCKING SELF.

Make yourself into something WORTHY OF PRIDE. NEVER be proud of a mediocre you.

T H I S

Very well put, user. And congratulations for staying strong and not giving up halfway

>10 years of mass ecstasy use
how did it not get boring?
why did you do it so much?

Same user, I don't have trouble making friends, I have a lot of friends. But I'm not close to any of them. Their more like acquaintances than besties.

For me it was believing the system worked and was apolitical. I filed a legitimate insurance claim that ended up in harassment towards me and my family and I called the police when i needed them and they at the behest of the insurance company fabricated a situation and charged me with what i called them for. Afterwards they took the house of the witnesses to the event and threatened their lives and livelyhood. Lost all faith in the government that day even though every other cop in that event apologized to me for what they were doing. White privilege in a large liberal city is what i learned about the most that day, also that the law is not upheld by most anyone witg a badge

I left my girlfriend of 13 years because she become obese. She'd been fat for years. She was skinny when I met her, she ended up being well over 200lbs.
I regret not just putting my foot down and sorting her out. I still love her. Think about it every day. Feel like I ruined my life and hers. I've been with other girls since and I feel no emotional connection to them at all.

If you find yourself in love with someone, do whatever you can to make it work. Also keep control of your woman. It's what they want and need.

ufo , happening, conspiracies theories
wasted thousand of hours and i could not even explain any to you cause i justt listen to so many it all mixed up by now

friend told me about bitcoin like 5 years ago trying to get me to go big on it since i've got a bit of money and i thought bitcoin sounded like the stupidest shit i'd ever heard. man

I was autistic in high school with a girl that liked me. I was so dense I didn't pick up on the ques and she got tired of waiting. Next thing I know she got blacked. Pumped and dumped after less than a week. She was a 'nice' white girl, but even way back then I knew coal burning was wrong so when she made her advances more obvious I declined. Due to my own ineptitude we lost one and now she's forever ruined.

I took too long to go to college after high school because I was making a decent amount of money running a landscaping crew and knew college was a kike scheme to rob me of my money and teach me nothing. It still is a kike scheme, but I could have had a head start on my career. I'm making 6 figures at 29, I could have been at this level at least 3 years ago I wager. My 2000 square foot starter home could be a 3500+ square foot house in a nicer area, I probably would have had a kid by now (wife is pregnant with #1).

In most cases you'll find someone's fuck up was simply not playing the jew's game. You could have someone blame themselves- I could have gone straight to college and graduated quickly, but if this kike system didn't exist to begin with, I may not have had to do that at all to still prove my worth and make a great living.

Dont play videa, dont smoke and most impotant DO NOT WATCH PORN

I fell in love in a girl and took it too seriously. 7 years down the drain in huge suffering.

This. Read about it on zerohedge when it was 12 dollar a coin. I laughed and closed the tab. Laughed at my friend years later when he bought a coin for 1k.

Could have been a retired millionaire.

literally got jewed by lots of jews, so many jews, many such jews, the kind and number of jews you just wouldn't believe, but it was definitely the jews every time

just a heads up, thats how people see you, too. Everyone thinks the same shit, just ignore the feeling because it's not real.

This. So much this.
I aced all my tests and never studied, I asked teachers to put me in more advance classes but was always told shit like, "no, you should be with people at the same maturity level you are.
Fuck that, I should've fought tooth and nail to get advanced because altogether it just made me super disinterested in school and by the time I hit college I had no idea how to work at my education because I had never had to before.
Now I'm the epitome of fake it til I make it at my current job that I hate, but I'm unable to leave because I make just enough that it'd be near impossible to replace since I don't have a degree but not actually enough to make anything of myself.

Got busted for smoking weed after my deployment to Iraq. Didn’t leave my military unit in better shape than when I got to it. It has been eating at me for a while.

Not joining the military when I was younger. Now I am homeless, if I had joined Navy I could have been useful to the country and retired.

>be me 13
>get introduce to weed
>smoke myself retarded for the next 8 years
>get involved in other drugs as time goes on
>neglect exercise and health
>become so fucking lazy
>Find Sup Forums in February 2016
>become redpilled
>quit my comfy job because i didn't want to be a wage cuck
>unemployed for over a year
>just smoking the dude weed and browsing Sup Forums every day
>my high school sweat heart of 6 years starts to realise i will never change my ways and leaves me to find her happiness
>Literally fall apart
>realise the state i am in
>start hitting the gym
>start putting my life back together again
>get clean from all substances
>realise i have crazy social anxiety when i am high
>probably depressed


fast forward 8 months and have literally turned my life around, back working making good money, started a business that is growing crazy fast, starting to look like a chad from all the gym, been clean from all substances for nearly 6 months and i actually feel human again.

Despair breeds motivation anons you have to use that pain to turn things around, there is always time.

Watched a fuck ton of porn and didn't knock up and keep the only redeemable sane white woman I dated. Would have lead to divorce for sure but I'd have good kids by now.

Yes, smoking weed has nothing to do with the culture you're surrounded by. Nothing to do with rap music, or tv and movies.

Getting in a dumb white water accident that dislocated my shoulder. Resulting dislocation disbarred me from being an Aviation Survival Technician. Met an ex afterwards that basically screwed me out of seven years of my existence. Oh well no pain no glory though

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Treating entheogens as party drugs.
I should have been more strict about how and who with.

Playing vydia. And not fucking when I had the chance at like 15 years old

When I tell to people God isn't real and no body listen to me
When people call me Jewish neo nazi when I tell and saying to people how bad is the Jewish regoltion...
When people tell me how Jewish I am
It is sucks

wow no response to a true Sup Forumsster

truely appreciate the comment I will make sure that i don't fuck up my life as hard as you did

I have severe social anxiety and because of this I have avoided everything that makes me nervous or uncomfortable. I have no job, no relationships at 26 years old. I have lived at home to hide from it all. But this cannot go on. I will kill myself soon, I'm not meant for this world. I was supposed to die at birth, I wish did.

>Also keep control of your woman. It's what they want and need.

Amen to that. If there's no tough love there's no love at all. In a relationship you have to be a pseudo father figure, any other path it's bound to fail

Used steroids at 18.
Totally fucked my hormones up and Im now dependent on the medical Jew for life (lifelong testosterone injections.)
I spent years trying to fix myself naturally to no avail. The depression during that period ruined my life. Lost every friend and everything dear to me.
All over trying to get some muscles that i thought would impress girls.

Any young guys getting interested in fitness or getting swole - in 5 years i garuntee you will not give a shit, do not use steroids and fuck yourself over for a passing interest in the gym

First off I will say this ( since I read it in multiple post not just OP's) I have smoked weed a lot not everyday of my life for the past 3 years but pretty damn close. I am no aspiration of the perfect human but I will say this my life is on the tracks, I am not there where I want to go but I am continuously on the move.
>going to school for cyber security for money
>trying to initiate intimidate relations with women even though I am a social retard

and that is it, life isn't easy but being successful enough is

I would like to say going to community college way too long, maybe at all, but dropping out didn't help. I never had a realistic chance.

Following some girl who wasn't a realistic girlfriend opportunity, one after another, might've been worse than school.

sounds like me.

fuck this demoralization slide thread. I know all of you are great people who are beautiful and have a lot to contribute to a brighter future. Do not dwell on the past or your issues therein. Tomorrow is another day and another chance to begin anew and make a real difference in your life and the lives of others. It just takes the decision on your part. What will you decide tomorrow?

Or you can stop being a defeatist and at least try being a man before you make the final decision. Eat well, work out (running, push-ups, weights, etc) and at least TRY to respect and love yourself. If you’re already contemplating suicide, why not at least pretend to have some willpower and motivation to see if it makes an iota of a difference. If not, you can at least say you tried.

I’ve had some Army buddies kill themselves, they probably felt what you felt. At least exert all options before you make this decision!

Don't let others direct your future.
Sounds simple but once you finally have a girlfriend it's hard to say no.
Don't trust women at all.
Don't count on your bros being bros. They want to see you fail it makes them feel better.

Trust no one.
Don't use loans or credit cards.
Live simple and free.

Try to see those kids. Don't let them grow up hating you. Try to be a good role model, just try for them.

Come on, dude. Join the military, join a gang, do something fucking nuts. Don't pussy out yet. You've got to take initiative and try something new.

For me this is a long story I am an oldfag
I was born in Germany

things were really bad back then people were legit starving.
I looked around and no one was addressing the problems no one was providing action or answers. Commies had been ruining things just like in America today.

I decided Someone had to stand up I got into politics and things went well surprisingly well . I was bringing prosperity back creating tons of jobs .
Had very effective social programs for our minority populations.

Then on day it all just turned around suddenly. A few upstart agitators started making up all sorts of untrue stories about me and my administration.

So young anons if you ever decide to kill the jews don't make the same mistakes I did kill every fucking one of them as fast as you can.if even 1 escapes all of your lives work can be undone in the blink of an eye and your legacy tarnished for all time.

Praise kek

Not killing myself really set me back, aging is really slowing this whole 'get buried and rot' thing everyone is doing. I'm stuck with all these slackers who aren't dead yet and praising their degeneracy like it benefits society in some way.

I think everyone is a bot of a fuck up tbqh. Its an attitude thing mostly, and of course it varies from person to person on how hard they cock up certain aspects of their lives. But thats life, gotta keep moving along.

everything past 2nd grade desu

the day time travel is invented im going back and getting that shit fixed out

laziness, porn, not believing in Jesus Christ.

>military
>join a gang

He has social anxiety, retard. Plus, this is bad advice, joining a “gang” won’t help anything.

And the military is not an easy life. If anything will help, it’s what I said to him in a previous post. He’s gotta start with baby steps

Consider going to see a movie at a cinema by yourself and browsing at the mall afterwards, just to break the mold a little.
It's okay if the movie turns out disappointing.

Literally me.
I'm 22 though. No friend. No job. No life at all. There isn't even a slight hint that it could get better anytime soon. It will only get worse. I was already in a psychiatry some years ago but it didn't help at all.
I can't talk to anybody. It's pretty shit because when I was a younger kid I was very outgoing and social.
At this point I'm in a position of no return. I have suicidal thoughts now and then but I'm a coward so I won't do it anyways.
Burgers have it easier. You can buy a gun and shot yourself

You, see

Apply for a job outta state or something, ask someone for a loan to get you set up. Eventually fix teeth by going to a dentist, or just accept it, and stop caring about what people think.

I'm still fairly young, but I didn't socialise at the crucial age (age 13 to 16) and played vidya instead and I'm kinda alone now.

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>smoked a ton of cigarettes
>now have leukemia
It's funny, because neither of those things have anything to do with you being dumb as a brick.

I cared about what people think, tried to be someone else to please others and get others to like me, wasted 20 years until I hit a joint and realized what I was doing. For the love of god user's don't change yourself for anyone its a slippery slope before you know it you'll be way off the beaten path of who you really are a 20 years gone.

Nothing.
There were good times and bad times but everything I did and everything I experienced was a necessary lesson. I truly believe in fatalism, everything is done for a reason and we had some good or bad experience that means we needed it.

great post, it needed to be said

sage this fucking shill thread

Social anxiety cannot be understood by those who do not have it. It's that simple. It's like trying to understand how Trump is a billionaire for you, you can't do it. If you could, why aren't you a billionaire?

>i know exactly what is wrong with my life but refuse to fix any of it

seems pretty simple. either get a job and stop drinking or just give up and be a little bitch

okay so I'm dating this woman, shes 25 years my senior, still not that bad looking. We're pretty much in love. My freinds dont seem to care about our age difference, we are both secretly pretty insecure about it. Haven't told my family about her. I don't want to break up with her, but its all getting so serious. She wont be able to give me a kid, but I'm sort of okay with that. Any advice? I don't wanna fuck this up.

same here op the green jew is like burying your life, the most valuable thing you have.

Hail to you brother!

porn and weed have been normalized by a culture industry that's dominated by jews. I'm not saying there's a global jewish conspiracy to control the media, that would be a crazy conspiracy theory, I'm saying that to a large extent you can blame the porn and weed on the impact of industries that are dominated by jews who love to subvert the cultural norms that were commonly adhered to up until rather recently in American history.

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femanon here. nothing bad in my life was my fault

Choosing to live with my mom, marrying my first wife and going to community and online college.

Life's great now but I could be much farther along if I hadn't wasted 4 years of my life being such a fag. Live and learn though. take care user

Why do you keep posting all these pro-jew threads under the Hakenkreuz schlomo? Your shilling could not be more transparently obvious

>Things you did yourself
Listening to other people. Holy fuck how do other people deal with being wrong all the time.

Lmao top kek

I do for the most part, with my oldest. Very proud of t he man he's become.my youngest through my second divorce, have not had contact for a ,long while.

Got a DUI when I was 18. Shit still follows me to this day. One of the worst nights of my life, I really wanted to kill myself when my parents picked me up.

Other than that I think I'm gay but not really sure. I just can't hold a conversation with a woman to save my life, but with guys its natural. They just gravitate to me and I build bonds with other men really easily. I go to the bar and there's 20 guys I met the week before that all want to hug me, talk to me, buy me drinks etc. And these guys are straight. Sometimes it feels like life would be so much easier if I was just a faggot, there's literally 0 challenge to it. I could find an awesome boyfriend in a week and just live my life happy and not alone. But of course that is degenerate, and sodomy is disgusting.

This is great advice. Listen up, anons!

Dating my ex. Looking back, idk wtf I ever saw in her! She's a vile, ingrate that I wouldn't mind smacking with the grill of my car.

Work at UPS and they give you free dental insurance. Its never too late to save your teeth user. Any dentist will tell you this.

i can only give one advise which helped me alot:
Stop living in the past and think about what could have been. You will only succed in life if you face your fears and try to overcome your weaknesses.

t. Someone who spent years with daydreaming and wondering what could have been

yeah for cleanings and shit. good luck getting anything meaningful (((covered)))

But, you could say that I was pushed or manipulated into making those choices by the jew loving public education system.

Just go boatswains mate

>She wont be able to give me a kid
Run like fuck, don't look back for a second. When you've got great great great great great grandkids and there are a full hundred people running around with your last name, every single one of them won't remember your name, but they'll owe it to you for not sticking your dick in ancient pussy.

>i might be a fag

you are

>20 straight guys at the bar touch me and buy me drinks

they aren't straight

>a guy hugging you and buying you a beer means he's gay

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