Hello Sup Forums, excuse my poor forum posting skills since I never post...

Hello Sup Forums, excuse my poor forum posting skills since I never post. I'll do my best to make this in short but I wanted to discuss my transition from a marxist socialist to a national socialist.

>best friend of 4 years was a jew. Every other sentence was a lie and he embraced the jewish stereotype of being a swindler.
>didnt practice judaism himself but his mom and dad did. His dad was a jeweler. Stole thousands of dollars from his mom and dad and wasn't disowned. Also stole from others when he could.
>Some time later, I get robbed by a mexican and a Hawaiian dude in a gang
>Go on vacation and visit England, France and Spain. Middle eastern people everywhere I go illegally selling tourist goods, dont think much of it because I wasn't aware of what was really going on in Europe. Also funny to watch them run with their rugs when the police came.
>buy a cheap selfie stick from one of them, gives me pink one. no.jpg, ask for a new one, find out its broken 30 mins later.
>come back home, start reading tons of books on history. This is during the election so I was supporting Bernie. I read mein kampf twice over that time and the words of Hitler on his experience with the jews was the exact same as mine.
>Bernie gets fucked over by Hillary
>Start to see the world in more of a realist way than an idealist way.
>After Trump's election I go on vacation to New York. Every taxi driver is a foreigner who speaks poor English. Almost get into a fight with a cracked out black person. Every business I go into the owner isn't white. When I walk down the streets of Manhattan I feel like im in Bejing. Barely ever hear English being spoken in the streets.
>start to go full 1488 and hate New York and wish I never came.
>redpilled and now im here

Just wanted to vent experiences with these types.
Can Sup Forums recommend any good books to read?

Nice blog. 2/10

Whatever cumskin, go beat off to Hitler fanfic

Read the new testament

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on liberty by by j.s. mill
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the road to serfdom by f.a. heyek

>recommend any good books to read?

You experience and instinct serve you well. Most of the people on this board spent 20+ years being indoctrinated with "niggers are great" meme's and "everything niggers do wrong is because of something else" meme.

What broke that propaganda was personal experience in most cases.

There are very few honest books on race.

beefsteak

Thanks user, these look interesting.

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While im at it I should ask is there any downsides to getting a DNA test Sup Forums? Pretty sure im a English or Irish/German mutt, but I would like to know for sure.

Same old story

>Raised on a diet of media and (((education))) that taught me how the world is - all races equal, MLK and Nelson Mandela, flooding money to Africa and gibs for crack ghettos is the right and moral choice because "people need help!"
>Graduate college and experience the world for what it really is, massive dissonance and depression
>realise the right are correct about everything and basically always have been - the world is fundamentally competition and those who depend on charity or the state for their basic survival are parasites and criminals predominantly
>Realise they right are mainly pissed off because the world is run by limp wristed delusional sheltered cunts and all they actually want is to live in their own culture, among their own people, and not be persucuted

In whatever small way I can, I will do my part to bring down this house of lies, but in the meantime
>Got my shit together, high paying STEM career, wife (white) and 2 white kids
>Hide my powerlevel until I'm sure the person I'm talking to can handle it
>Cultivate an inner circle of enlightened, successful, free thinking people

Life's pretty good lads.

>national socialist
>0.75, 0.82
You need more authoritarian views to be a natsoc, you're a centrist right now.

Not that there's anything wrong with that. Such an abrupt view change is prone to another abrupt change of views from one corner to the other. Keep researching, keep reading, and your philosophy will be hardened.

It's getting there. This is from about a year ago.

Good progress, OP. I made a similar transition between 2015 and now.

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what the hell am I? inb4 cuck

>still being a socialist

cuck

The only good score

Get out of here Jeremy.

Culture of Critique
My Awakening

Anything by Pat Buchanon. Jared Taylor is a good, European-American identitarian, but doesn't name the Jew