Is anybody else here a self-hating faggot...

Is anybody else here a self-hating faggot? I came out to my friends when I was 13 and since then I have always been a token of faggotry for them but I actually despise myself for being gay and have since I was "redpilled" at the age of 17. Time for a couple of truth bombs!

1. The gay scene is the most degenerate thing to ever exist on planet earth. I think this one is fairly obvious to most here but most fags don't wear condoms and you are considered a pussy if you do. Most gay people also have sex with numerous different people a month with little to no discretion meaning that they spread diseases like rabbits.

2. Most gay people, particularly bottoms, were abused as kids. I know this from speaking to many other gay bottoms and from my own personal life experience. Not only that but I feel at times like a lot of tops take advantage of bottoms that have been abused.

3. Pedophilia. Yes, lots of gay people are pedos. It's something that is usually unspoken, even amongst gay people but it is there and I can tell you from experience that it is very prevalent.

4. Gay is a choice. In a sense it is. A lot of gay people supress their attraction to women because it is inconvenient to them. If you try hard enough you can actually make yourself disgusted with physical sexual interaction with females, and yes as a child I was disgusted by sexual interactions with men, just as most straight men are.

5. Gay people are miserable. I've seldom met a gay person who is satisfied or happy. They tend to be emotional wrecks with a lot of emotional baggage. I've basically already conceded to myself that I'll probably kill myself soon given the rationale that it really doesn't matter if I die since I'm a genetic dead end anyway.

So that's an honest look at homosexuality from the perspective of a 19 year old faggot who has spent a lot of time around other faggots. Do what you want with this information, it is what I think is the truth about the whole thing.

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nytimes.com/1991/12/17/science/gay-men-in-twin-study.html
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christiantoday.com/article/research.points.to.genetic.element.in.homosexuality/35856.htm
chaladze.com/files/publications/Chaladze2016ASB.pdf
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livescience.com/2623-gays-dont-extinct.html
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nature.com/news/epigenetic-tags-linked-to-homosexuality-in-men-1.18530
tim-taylor.com/papers/twin_studies/studies.html
scientificamerican.com/article/identical-twins-genes-are-not-identical/
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idk but i love them mentally damaged bottoms. easy way to get your dick sucked even if you identify as straight

i have no attraction to dudes like at all but i'll get my dick sucked in a dry spell sometimes. the thrill of being disgusted but also getting your dick sucked is pretty lit, the guilt afterwards kinda sucks tho

>I feel at times like a lot of tops take advantage of bottoms that have been abused.
user... you are part of the problem.

Lesbian, gay, or bisexual?

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>Lesbian, gay, or bisexual?
Gayfag mostly. I have some attraction to feminine features but i couldn't have sex with a woman.

POLGB IS LED BY A GAY JEW WHO COLLECTS YOUR FACES

The authors investigated the role of homosexual arousal in exclusively heterosexual men who admitted negative affect toward homosexual individuals. Participants consisted of a group of homophobic men (n = 35) and a group of nonhomophobic men (n = 29); they were assigned to groups on the basis of their scores on the Index of Homophobia (W. W. Hudson & W. A. Ricketts, 1980). The men were exposed to sexually explicit erotic stimuli consisting of heterosexual, male homosexual, and lesbian videotapes, and changes in penile circumference were monitored. They also completed an Aggression Questionnaire (A. H. Buss & M. Perry, 1992). Both groups exhibited increases in penile circumference to the heterosexual and female homosexual videos. Only the homophobic men showed an increase in penile erection to male homosexual stimuli. The groups did not differ in aggression. Homophobia is apparently associated with homosexual arousal that the homophobic individual is either unaware of or denies.

psycnet.apa.org/record/1996-00463-014

>. I think this one is fairly obvious to most here but most fags don't wear condoms and you are considered a pussy if you do.
hahahaha funniest sentence I've read

>Gay is a choice?
Why do you choose then?
t. virgin bi

I'm not self hating, but I hate faggots.
I'm bi, and I can't stand most gay people. They're a fucking plague. If I had money and a means to cure myself I'd do it.
Until then, I'll just fuck women, gay men are useless.

It's more complex than it is simply a choice but I ran out of characters so I couldn't write any more. I think that I naturally have an attraction to women but at a very young age (11 or 12) I found myself attracted to men in a more psychological way. Over time those psychological feelings developed into sexual feelings and my sexual feelings for women diminished.

Why not seek another biguy who feels similar?`

H-Y Antigen and Homosexuality in Men

Blanchard, Klassen

1997

In men, sexual orientation correlates with the number of older brothers, each additional older brother increasing the odds of homosexuality by approximately 33%. It is hypothesized that this fraternal birth order effect reflects the progressive immunization of some mothers to Y-linked minor histocompatibility antigens (H-Y antigen) by each succeeding male fetus, and the concomitantly increasing effects of H-Y antibodies on the sexual differentiation of the brain in each succeeding male fetus. This hypothesis is consistent with a variety of evidence, including the apparent irrelevance of older sisters to the sexual orientation of later-born males, the probable involvement of H-Y antigen in the development of sex-typical traits, and the detrimental effects of immunization of female mice to H-Y antigen on the reproductive performance of subsequent male offspring.

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The biology of sexual orientation has been studied in detail in several animal model systems. In the common fruit fly Drosophila melanogaster, the complete pathway of sexual differentiation of the brain and the behaviors it controls is well established in both males and females, providing a concise model of biologically controlled courtship.[26] In mammals, a group of geneticists at the Korea Advanced Institute of Science and Technology altered the sexual preferences of female mice by removing a single gene linked to reproductive behavior. Without the gene, the mice exhibited masculine sexual behavior and attraction toward urine of other female mice. Those mice who retained the gene fucose mutarotase (FucM) were attracted to male mice.

2010

bmcgenet.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/1471-2156-11-62

Female relatives of male homosexuals have 1.3x as many kids:

journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0051088

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Bisexual females have more teen pregnancies:

journalistsresource.org/studies/society/public-health/teen-pregnancy-bisexual-lesbian-heterosexual-women
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Hamer 1993:

jstor.org/stable/pdf/2881563.pdf

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Hamer 1995:

nature.com/ng/journal/v11/n3/abs/ng1195-248.html?foxtrotcallback=true

doi: 10.1038/ng1195-248

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Hamer 2006:

Human sexual preference is a sexually dimorphic trait with a substantial genetic component. Linkage of male sexual orientation to markers on the X chromosome has been reported in some families. Here, we measured X chromosome inactivation ratios in 97 mothers of homosexual men and 103 age-matched control women without gay sons. The number of women with extreme skewing of X-inactivation was significantly higher in mothers of gay men (13/97=13%) compared to controls (4/103=4%) and increased in mothers with two or more gay sons (10/44=23%). Our findings support a role for the X chromosome in regulating sexual orientation in a subgroup of gay men.

Extreme skewing of X chromosome inactivation in mothers of homosexual men

Bailey 2014:

cambridge.org/core/journals/psychological-medicine/article/genomewide-scan-demonstrates-significant-linkage-for-male-sexual-orientation/864518601436C95563EA670C5F380343

doi: 10.1017/S0033291714002451

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In the case of blood type and the Rh factor, however, interesting patterns emerged. Heterosexual males and females exhibited statistically identical frequencies of the A blood type, while gay men exhibited a relatively low inci- dence and lesbians had a relatively high incidence (p < .05). In the case of the Rh factor, unusually high proportions of homosexuals of both sexes were Rh- when compared to heterosexuals (p < .06). The findings suggest that a connec- tion may exist between sexual orientation and genes both on chromosome 9 (where blood type is determined) and on chromosome 1 (where the Rh factor is regulated).

Eye Color, Hair Color, Blood Type, and the Rhesus Factor: Exploring Possible Genetic Links to Sexual Orientation

Das S. 2007

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Identical twins are not 100% identical due to differences in womb environment:

Mechanisms for differences in monozygous twins Paul Gringras, Wai Chen, 2001

doi:10.1016/S0378-3782(01)00171-2

Another issue is the recent finding that even monozygotic twins can be different and there is a mechanism which might account for monozygotic twins being discordant for homosexuality. Gringas and Chen (2001) describe a number of mechanisms which can lead to differences between monozygotic twins, the most relevant here being chorionicity and amniocity.[13] Dichorionic twins potentially have different hormonal environments because they receive maternal blood from separate placenta, and this could result in different levels of brain masculinisation. Monoamniotic twins share a hormonal environment, but can suffer from the 'twin to twin transfusion syndrome' in which one twin is "relatively stuffed with blood and the other exsanguinated"

Twin resemblance was moderate for the 3,826 studied monozygotic and dizygotic same-sex twin pairs. Biometric modeling revealed that, in men, genetic effects explained .34–.39 of the variance, the shared environment .00, and the individual-specific environment .61–.66 of the variance. Corresponding estimates among women were .18–.19 for genetic factors, .16–.17 for shared environmental, and 64–.66 for unique environmental factors

from:

Långström N, Rahman Q, Carlström E and Lichtenstein P (2010) Genetic and environmental effects on same‐sex sexual behavior: a population study of twins in Sweden. Archives of Sexual Behavior 39(1): 75–80.
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Bailey 1991:

jamanetwork.com/journals/jamapsychiatry/article-abstract/495588

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nytimes.com/1991/12/17/science/gay-men-in-twin-study.html

archive.is/PSmzQ

christiantoday.com/article/research.points.to.genetic.element.in.homosexuality/35856.htm

Straight males carry gay genes:

chaladze.com/files/publications/Chaladze2016ASB.pdf

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xq28

livescience.com/2623-gays-dont-extinct.html

archive.is/32sQz

Scientists find DNA differences between gay men and their straight twin brothers:

archive.is/g3lal

A novel predictive model of sexual orientation using epigenetic markers.

Authors: T. C. Ngun [1]; W. Guo [2]; N. M. Ghahramani [3]; K. Purkayastha [1]; D. Conn [4]; F. J. Sanchez [5]; S. Bocklandt [1]; M. Zhang [2,6]; C. M. Ramirez [4]; M. Pellegrini [7]; E. Vilain [1]

nature.com/news/epigenetic-tags-linked-to-homosexuality-in-men-1.18530

tim-taylor.com/papers/twin_studies/studies.html

scientificamerican.com/article/identical-twins-genes-are-not-identical/

archive.is/MALR3

hawaii.edu/PCSS/biblio/articles/1961to1999/1993-homosexual-orientation-in-twins.html

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xq28

Androgen receptor gene linked to XQ28

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MAGEA11

sciencemag.org/news/2014/11/study-gay-brothers-may-confirm-x-chromosome-link-homosexuality

archive.is/E3my1

Got any other broad generalizations based on your pathetic excuse of a life that you live?

Are you actually attracted to men?
Does the thought of making out with a women disgust you?

Why don't you become straight? Like you say, if you really put your mind to it you can make yourself dislike sex with women.

So what does this tell you? It tells you that its possible to reprogram yourself.

>in a more psychological way
Well, you mean admiration towards male rolemodels? That could be a universal feeling as you always have people you look up to when you are juvenile.
I got my first feelings towards male when I was around 14 I think, but I tried to shoo them which didnt worked out.
Came to peace with it and would respect a gay monogamous relationship if id find someone to fall in love with, but im distressed with the lack of biological children it implies.

Also dont think of suicide when you are still 19.
I have many reasons to hate myself and was already suicidal before but to me it seems that gassing yourself before you hit 35 and have achieved prime maturity is a foolish thing to do if life already blessed you with being european.

Hello darkness my old friend.
(on a serious note I wish I had advice. I started reading the bible again to help not neck myself.)

I could see this being true, but penile circumference and a questionair isnt very scientific or accurate
Id rather the same test but with a real time brain scan, to see if arousal or disgust centres are going off

That's not how it works, youre deluding yourself, youre gay

Love yourself, faggot! Who cares if pol says it's bad. I'm a Jew, and that's alright too.
>Pic related, it's me.

It's not gay if it's about asserting dominance over weaker, more submissive men. That's just nature, leaf.

You are gay.

Completely okay with being gay. There are many degenerate women, just like men. Don't put a label on it because you didn't find a decent gay person. Hate 'the scene' but i hate almost every hyped up scene. In a happy relationship with a men. Try to be a good person, and you'll find happiness i guess, thats how it worked out for me. Never be a victim, nobody likes a victim

Yes and yes, particuarly the thought of sexual contact with a woman.
It's different to that, and it is something that I think is deeply rooted in me because of childhood sexual abuse. I have some really big mental blocks against engaging in normal sexual behaviour.

I'm actually bisexual, but I still don't think that getting your dick sucked by a straight guy is gay. Male and female BJs are pretty much the same.

Woman hating straight guy here.

I absolutely despise woman as modern women are pure cancer.

Gay porn and guys don't do anything for me though. I looked up bear porn as I used to go to a gay dance club a lot where these guys hang around and fuck and half of these guys don't even get a proper hardon, using cock rings or w/e to maintain it. Bottoms are often completely limp like wtf.

>Gay is a choice.

If you're bottom maybe, but there is no way a straight guy can get hard for a man. At least I cannot.

>Gay people are miserable.

The bear dudes where I used to hang out largely seemed happy. Can confirm tales of child abuse from effeminate bottoms.

is it disgust or like a bad uneasy feeling of pain
Is it like the thought of eating vomit, or the thought of taking a daunting test

>spam thread with 1000 studies that could take weeks to read

More like a phobia like being scared of needles, although there is a disgust element too.

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