STOP WATCHING PORN

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can i watch my gf porn of us fucking?

Isn't Sup Forums basically the political equivalent of porn?

true but thats fine

>Basically
I fap to Sup Forums all the time

Been porn free for over a month and a half now. Honestly starting to really want to watch again as my feelings of hatred for women have not subsided and my anxiety about them is still there. Been sober from all else too the same time and beginning to think why even bother if it requires so much isolation from people and places.

>Honestly starting to really want to watch again as my feelings of hatred for women have not subsided and my anxiety about them is still there.
Been there, 3 months. Nothing changed besides cumming in my sleep from time to time. Women around me still seem as awful and hollow as they seemed before.
It didn't magically make me want to chase them and be their slave.

I know a few chads who get a shitload of chicks and they all watch porn.
I mean, they probably watch less hours than kekistani degen retards but they still watch porn.
Porn is not the problem, being a pathetic loser is.

If anything it's made me feel like I'm making myself lose out, because being sober and not watching porn I see them twice as much for what they are and like them even less. Reversely, my depression has reached really bad levels. Constantly thinking of taking myself out. At least with drugs and porn I kept crashing through life with some carrot on a stick. Admittedly, the best part of this whole thing has been dreams: very nice to have sexual dreams again you feel like a teen. Other than that I dunno.

Chad have higher test, higher drive and higher energy than the rest of the male population, that's why we call them like that.

If you aren't a Chad you have to compensate by adopting stricter rules in your life

Very good point Mohamed.
You just flipped my opinion.

>get a shitload of chicks
So, degeneracy? Wow, way to disprove the Stopmaster's point.
Read Germania by Tacitus. Monogamous relationships.

No, it's so fucking good.

The most important thing you can do for the white race is keep your own life in order. Start with yourself. You must be competent, reliable, hardworking, and, above all, happy. Do people in your life trust and respect you? What does your family think of you? Are you capable of raising children? Racial politics doesn't have to be the only factor of your life. And if you can't achieve such things for yourself, then the chances are very high that you are not ready to be a political activist, either online or in real life. Because how can you make a difference for the race, for the lives of many, if you can't even make anything of your own, individual life? How can you make a real difference in society, when the greatest extent of your capacity is to be out-organized by jews on social media?

Always remember: we live in first world countries and have opportunity that most people born on this planet do not. Things aren't as good for us as they were for our parents. But billions of people in the third world would still kill to have the opportunities that you do right now. So take care of yourself! Work your ass off, everyday, to build a good life for you, and for your family. Clear your mind of self destructive thoughts, and keep yourself focused on realistic goals. Work hard, but also do fun and wholesome things with real people in real life. That is very important. Nothing on the internet should ever take away from your real life

>So, degeneracy?
Actually agree with this, I've had like 60 drunk one night stands and there came a point where I woke up and thought "who the fuck is this person? I am disgusting and so is she".
The sex was never really enjoyable and you are basically just devaluing yourself as a person. You don't really see it in the moment but after awhile it comes apparent.

What if you truly knew for certain that you are not, have not and were not raised to be this person? I've been sabotaged since childhood is so many ways and now I'm a crazy, isolated fuck who makes only 25k a year and away long periods of time for work. My mother routinely tried to kill herself in front of her kids and my father abandoned me when I was early teen. No role models and had to spend 20s trying to just be fucking normal

When I'm free I want to be alone, I don't generally desire having people around. I'm just not husband material, I've had 4 relationships and one of them I was married. I'm 30. These things don't change.

If I was to be capable of raising children I'd need more than double my salary with an education I don't have and can't get. I'm 10k in debt already just so I can move into rent houses that always end up renewing leases because they want to hike rent or do renovations. My job has expensive tools.

Every woman I've been with literally destroyed my life and every time I have to spent months or years recovering. In this case right now it's been 3 years and I still hate women. It's been the same for all my friends and family.

The game's over. Society is broke and not getting better, the same with the genders. Yes I'm dropping a black pill, but it's the truth for me.

I'm trash and no amount of effort that wouldn't kill me or make my life even more isolated won't change that, not at my age.

can't stop me.. I watched several new vids on blacked.com today.. shit is as hot as it gets these days.

Already did

But I only watch hentai Varg

Yes lord vikerness

At least you're living in a first world country, dude.

Go outside of your basement,do something.
If you gonna do this,life will be far more interesting and less depressing

Make me faggot.

It's not degeneracy if a man fuck multiple women, he's just a high testosterone alpha. On the other hand, women must be pure, otherwise they are whores. Virginity is a quality for a woman, but it is nothing but a sign of weakness for a man.

replace the women in that video with female dogs and I am there.

You are not trash Finnish user, I believe in you. Just remind yourself that you are not a woman, you are a man, and it is never too late for man. A man can improve himself and go from living a nightmare to living a dream at any point in his life until his mind or or body dies.

You are only 30, you will still have many many more oppurtunities to become who you are. Improve little by little every day, in your mind, body, spirit or heart.

Cheers Danebro. I'm doing my best truly, just sometimes am overwhelmed at the ods against us.

what the fuck is this

no

I know how it feels, just don't give up. We are all in this together and we all must take responsibility and keep faith. I know quoteposting is faggy, but they can be therapeutic.

I record my waifu and I doing it. Is that porn?

Its the future my boy

WRONG! Sex outside of marriage is degenerate for both men and women, but it is important for men to have the ability to get laid if they wanted to.

i did. i only watch hentai

Short of committing suicide, masturbation is the most destructive personal behavior you can engage in. It literally drains the life out of you.