What advice would Sup Forums give to a man who has GID (gender identity disorder) but has thus far taken no steps to...

What advice would Sup Forums give to a man who has GID (gender identity disorder) but has thus far taken no steps to transition towards the opposite gender? Should they transition or not? If so, why?

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Give your family the Christmas gift they want but dare not ask for, a VERY late stage abortion. At least then they'll keep their honour

You can join the 45% without transitioning

Use hormones, cut off your dick, weak makeup, dress like a whore, gape your asshole, get every std there is and then kill yourself

Why does Sup Forums hate people who are suffering from a mental illness they can't control?

I would tell him to grow some balls!
No, wait....that I guess that's what he has a problem with.

How about Go to Sweden?
Men are practically women there. No need to pay for surgery.

Because you're weak and we are sick of weak men ruining our society. Please kya before you bring shame upon your loved ones

I think Gender Dysphoria is a very real and very serious mental illness that needs to be treated the same way we treat other disorders. That is, to stop fucking encouraging it and take steps to prevent it.

These are people who are mutilating and disfiguring themselves. it's not being a faggot that's the problem, it's making self-harm acceptable. if somebody has the overwhelming desire to rip out their fingernails, you don't give them a pair of pliers, you make that shit stop. You strap them down, figure out what's fucked in their head, and take steps to repair it. This deserves that same kind of attention.

Because they are weak minded

Have you tried seeing an actual psychiatrist? One that will actually try to help you fix your problem, I mean, not one of the quacks that think 'you're beautiful the way you are' is a medical treatment.

fpbp

You can thank the behaviour of your contemporaries, and the general leftist cultural zeitgeist that permeates every western country. My tolerance and pity for gays and trannies of any kind has long been spent, and that extends to non whites too.

go to a therapist and overcome your faggotry.

transitioning is like encouraging a suicidal person to commit suicide.

"well as long as they're not hurting anyone" honestly just go join the 45%

/thread

>Moonman pfp

Who is weaker however, someone who lives their life in spite of having a mental illness that makes them reviled by the vast majority of society, or an edgelord who blames the weak for the downfall of society even though they have comparatively less power than the ones in control? Why would I kill myself, isn't that the ultimate act of weakness?
That's reasonable, but how would you go about treating it?
I would ask you the same question that I asked the other "muh weakness" poster.
Yes, I've seen psychiatrists. There is no cure for gender dysphoria, even transitioning doesn't actually cure it. I told my psych I'm reluctant to transition, so most of our work centres around developing coping strategies for dealing with the resultant depression and alienation I feel.
You realise that this kind of attitude simply pushes people towards transition though, right? What else is someone to do when the only opposition, who claims to have your best interests at heart, really just wants an excuse to kill you? You obviously have no interest in uplifting your fellow man, you simply want to feel superior to him.
You realise 45% of trans people don't commit suicide right? It's the rate for suicide attempts. If you're going to be an edgelord at least do it properly.

>What advice would Sup Forums give to a man who has GID
If you're serious, psychiatry. Maybe anti-depressants or testosterone. Whatever you do, don't start taking estrogen, and definitely don't cut off your penis. It'll ruin your life irrevocably.

They should not. I would recommend counseling and taking medication for the mental imbalance and seeing all the risks of it before even trying.

Most that transition right now are going to end up on a suicide rate of 40% and have it rise to 60% after one year because they will hate what they did to their own bodies and wish they would have known the side effects before hand.

Cut your dick off so no kid gets your genes

Just be gay. It's degenerate, but far more acceptable in society than claiming you're something you're not.

I personally don't have any problems with gays as long as they're not being fucking faggy in everyone's face. Trans people though piss me off because I personally believe they are trying to solve their problems by transitioning, when in fact, it will only make their problems worse, hence why suicide rates are so high once they come to this conclusion.

>What advice would Sup Forums give
To kill yourself

>gender identity disorder
>gender dysphoria
Accept who you are, faggot snowflake.

tell them it's a fad like add/adhd and that they should man the fuck up and stop being such a little bitch. That or make the pharma people richer by getting one some drugs

I did a cycle of testosterone enanthate and arimidex for about three months ate age 18, got pretty juicy but it didn't help unfortunately, in fact it made me feel worse. I also got my test checked recently and had free test of 14.7ng/dl and overall test of 600ng/dl, so my endocrine system is fine. I've tried four different antidepressants, each for a minimum of three months to date. None of that worked though. I'm also in touch with psychiatry on a regular basis, as detailed in my other post.
This is again a common misconception, trans people do not have a suicide attempt of 40%. This is misinformation.
You can freeze your sperm so a lot of trans people still have biological kids.
I have zero, ZERO interest in having sex with either men or women in my current body. I find the thought of sex disgusting.
Wouldn't accepting who I am mean coming to terms with my illness rather than denying it?

Quints of truth

>There is no cure for gender dysphoria, even transitioning doesn't actually cure it.
then unironically suicide is your only option if you want a final solution to your problem, no?

So here's a legitimate question, why isn't gender identity disorder (which was recently renamed to a more politically correct "gender dysphoria") considered a mental disorder? If it is actually true that "the part of your brain that deals with identity and gender thinks its the wrong sex", then this disorder should be classified as a mental disorder and treated as such. Schizophrenia is a disorder where patients may have delusions that are widely considered to be false by the medical community, (for example, someone may believe that they are actually Abe Lincoln). Similarly, people with gender identity disorder have delusions that they are really of the opposite gender despite all biological evidence pointing to the contrary. The main problem with this disorder is that since it stopped being classified as a mental disorder, doctors no longer try to find ways to try to treat such patients by removing their delusions allowing them to properly integrate to society, they only try to find ways to make them happy by feeding into their delusions one way or another. This is especially problematic since the former would be a better treatment for those with gender identity disorder considering that people who go through transition (including hormonal treatment and sex change operations) still have sky-high suicide rates, usually due to their own self-hatred of "never being truly 100% male/female".

Here is a study showing that an anti-psychotic, not explicitly designed for treating gender identity disorder, can be used to remove a person's delusions and allow them to integrate to society:
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8839957

Is performing more research in this direction really wrong even though it may not be "politically correct"?

suck it up, time will cure you in 5-10 years. transitions spike the suicide count, especially after this time expires and you realized those 'transphobic bigots' you chased off actually loved you the whole time and you made a terrible mistake.

>/fit/
Stop eating sugar, eat raw onions, lots of fried eggs and start lifting.

Take your Tumblr tier post back to Tumblr

This.

>considered a mental disorder?
Its diagnostic criteria is laid out in the DSM V, the diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders. It is considered a mental disorder. With schiophrenia, you are basically conflating two seperate conditions. GID, if anything, is much more closely related to say, a body dysmorphic disorder like schizophrenia. To be schizophrenic, you have to experience episodes of psychosis, which are when you are mentally completely out of touch with reality - such as becoming convinced you are Abraham Lincoln. The assertion that people with GID are psychotic is fundamentally intellectually dishonest. I know I'm NOT a woman, what I do know is there is a marked incongruence between my physiological, biological sex, and the sex I want to be. This obviously causes a great deal of stress, as you can imagine.

With regards to the "study" you posted, I'll outline the flaws with it.
>1, it is a case study, not a study
So no scientific conclusions can be drawn from it.
>2, The patient did not have GID
This was an adult male with a learning disability (retarded), who was presenting with crossdressing and said he wanted to be a girl. This is not GID, but, as the case study itself puts it "doubtful gender dysphoria". This man was not suffering from GID, at all.
>Is performing more research in this direction really wrong even though it may not be "politically correct"?
No, not really. But there's been no real progress made in that direction, and treatments outwith transitioning were tried before we settled on the current model of treatment.
>transitions spike the suicide count
Source?
My testosterone levels are well within the healthy range, see my above posts.
Why do you not want me posting here? This is Sup Forums's politics board, I can discuss this on here if I want to. Deal with it faggot.

Is edgelords don’t have power, hence the edge, we have opinions. Our opinion is you are weak, you can’t accept being a man for some reason. You’re weak minded because you can’t play the hand that was dealt to you I feel bad for you. Accept your XY chromosomes and don’t cut up your dick and inject extra hormones into your body, don’t dress like a woman

>Wouldn't accepting who I am mean coming to terms with my illness rather than denying it?
You should look into your pants before accepting that you are shy faggot snowflake.
Suicide is legit option for mentally ill. Consider it.

>There is no cure for gender dysphoria
I heard somewhere there was a drug for something completely unrelated that had the side effect of reducing gender dysphoria in some patients. Unfortunately for you I can't remember what it was, but you may want to look into it; I think I saw it mentioned in a Sup Forums screencap on trannies.

A better way to look at it is there's no cure for gender dysphoria /yet/.

Get a load of this goy. Sex is disgusting? How old are you like 10?

>What advice would Sup Forums give to a man who has GID (gender identity disorder)
Seek mental treatment like you would with any other mental disability

It's no wonder you don't have any power, given your capacity for civil discussion is pretty much at absolute nill. I'd suspect you're just as weak as the faggots you claim to hate, given all you can do with yourself is shitpost your medically unfounded opinions on the internet.
You're talking about pimozide, an user linked the information a few posts up: ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8839957

I'll let you read this for yourself and trust your critical thinking skills to do the rest.
Why would someone with GID want to engage in sex? Is the concept of being uncomfortable with a part of your body not understandable to you?
That's already what I am doing, but my psychiatrist thinks I should transition.

>Why would someone with GID want to engage in sex? Is the concept of being uncomfortable with a part of your body not understandable to you?
Sex can be cure for your irrational feelings (fears), faggot.

do it, cut your dick off, so you don't even have a chance to have children even if you change your mind

(you) have an options to become a sage

change psychiatrist. It's not worth fucking up your body for the rest of your life just because you are not mentally stable. That's like a psychiatrist advising suicidal people to cut themselves: get a better one

What this user said. Wish i could remember where i read it, but there was a drug that was highly effective at surpressing gender dysphoria thoughts

Non edgelord answer: i don't hate you, you are sick. Just as a schizophrenic is sick. Just please don't give in to the delusion that you are indeed a woman.

But Sup Forumsfriend, I was under the impression that faggots are filthy and degenerate because they engage in constant, unabashed casual sex? Are you telling me I should go out and fuck someone who I neither love nor have any attraction towards, just for the hell of it? Also, do you seriously think I've never attempted to have sex? It's an awful experience. Certainly didn't cure me. Faggot.
>what is sperm banking

I never claimed to hate anyone, I feel bad for you. I wish I could help, But I can sense there are many things wrong in your brain. Maybe try smoking some weed. But I will never support changing genders, it’s weird, and not healthy for the people who do it

>That's already what I am doing, but my psychiatrist thinks I should transition.
Unironically harm your psychiatrist and do not get caught. This shithead is just working for pharma.

>My testosterone levels are well within the healthy range, see my above posts.
but you aren't embracing your self because you're overanalyzing everything through the "cut off mah dick" lens.

You want to be loved and desired? You want to show your soft side to puppies and care for biological children? Everybody does. Your brain is less smart than you think it is. Lift big, get big and hulk smash yourself into an entirely new mindset where suddenly you're a desirable male rather than the ignored average or below average male.

Or cut off your balls and turn your dick inside out. I really don't care and from a Darwinian perspective if you are actually defective removal of your defective genes from the gene pool is desirable.

What do you do with your life? I spent 6 years getting paid to jump out of airplanes and survive impact with the ground at 20ft/s, stand up and then spend the next 24+ hours performing organized violent activities.

Fucking discipline, there is no reason you should let you mental illness control you

If it manages to do so, an hero, don't become a monster

The whole concept of what is feminine and masculine dress is extremely subjective and has changed throughout history. So dress however you want. But with this being said the gender dysphoria is a mental illness. You are feeling like the body you have isn't yours and that somehow the universe got you wrong.

If you had any other kind of mental issue that you believed something didn't belong. It's be controversial to "help" you. Doctors would get in trouble if you were disgusted by your arm and wanted it cut off
If you had split personality doctors would try to give you pills to cure it.

This isn't like homosexuality where you are attracted to someone. You want to destroy the body given to you and deny it what it naturally wants to do. .001% of genetic disorders doesn't support your to be a tranny such as hermaphrodites.

Stop watching porn and rewire your brain and hormones to start liking women again. Go to a doctor to get your test levels measured. Being a man is pretty great.

>love
Fuck off
>any attraction
Fuck off

Faggots are filthy because they are mentally ill, user.

My flags says it all, degenerate.

enabling someone's mental disorder doesn't help them
>47%
in most cases I've read about, after transition the person who transitions still doesn't feel like whatever they transitioned too.

>hermaphrodites.
only exist as a genetic or developmental disorder, usually sterile and are either geneticly male or female. Trisomy XXY, XXX, etc are the exceptions and medical doctors still classify them as male or female consistent with their genetic specificiality.

>rather than the ignored average or below average male.
This is an interesting assumption to make about me. If you had read my earlier posts, you'd see that I used to be quite into lifting and even ran a testosterone enanthate cycle. I love children and puppies, yes, everybody does, that has nothing to do with my sex. I am a desireable male, but I simply have no desire to live as a male. I do not like my body, or any of my masculine features. It is a source of constant and intense discomfort for me.
>what do you do with your life?
I'm a chemistry student and part time laboratory technician. Your job sounds cool, what were you, a paratrooper? I was in the process of joining the Royal Marines during my roidrage phase, but my heart really wasn't in it.
Read my other posts, user. Perfectly healthy testosterone. I don't watch porn.
Nice argument my man, really flexing the "facts over feelings" mindset that you people tout.
>still doesn't feel like whatever they transitioned too
This is actually true in a lot of cases to be fair. The problem is no matter how succesful your transition, you're never *quite* on the same level as a real woman. Even if you pass 100% of the time and are treated like a woman by all your peers, you'll never have ovaries or a uterus, which can serve as an occasional painful reminder for some. That having been said, most anecdotal reports I've seen show the lessening of dysphoria with a (successful) transition, even if it's never completely eliminated.

Don't do it, no matter how much you believe you suffer right now.

Just take the time and read about this first hand (gay) experience about how much suffering misusing your body and going against nature creates: josephsciambra.com/surviving-gaybarely/

You will not find peace or satisfaction through a "transition", you will only find that it doesn't solve any problem and creates even more suffering.
That's precisely why trans people kill themselves at these horrendous rates.

I'd instead suggest you find yourself psychiatrists who is willing to help you solve the psychological issue that created this problem in the first place.

That's what I was saying. I was saying it doesn't excuse you.

kys immediately

>Nice argument my man, really flexing the "facts over feelings" mindset that you people tout.
user, you started bullshitting with love and rape. So fuck you.

This.

Do what makes you happy and be yourself, be happy.

Go to Poland and gas your self

Definitely get professional help, you are doing the right thing.
Make sure you tell them off the bat that you aren't interested in transitioning.
There are meds for this not the least of which is testosterone

Change the pace of your life. You dont want to transition, thats obvious. Its painful, risky and there is no coming back. If you fee very uncomfortable and attribute it to gender...change your life. Go to another town, another country. Choose a difficult way of life, pursue a difficult dream. Take a plunge into risk and the unknwon.

This identity and gender crap is born out of pure laziness and security. If you had to truly struggle and live a full (not necessarily full of joy) life, you wouldnt go so far as you are. Take up manual labour if you can. Go learn a trade, most take a few months to learn and are very well paid. Then move and take it up wherever you go. You will see your problem move down your worry list to a point where its a regular, human, manageable issue.

Seriously dude, all jokes aside, get a better psychiatrist. If you do end up changing your body, you will still have problems accepting yourself and on top of it others will see you as a mutilated abomination.
Don't do something moronic because one doctor told you so. I visited 5 different dentists before getting only one of my wisdom teeth pulled out, rather than all 4 like most told me. Now my teeth are perfectly fine

I think I am similar to OP.

I will never transition though. I would never pass in any way whatsoever, and I am glad I never did transition. Just read some of the horror stories involving fake vaginas and I lose any interest in getting one,

Im relatively happy just being celibate and alone for the rest of my life, though I imagine it would be pretty uncommon. I'm also virgin and the thought of actually having sex creeps me out.

These are messed up people looking for acceptance and validation of who they are. Tell them to be gay, they will be accepted by other gays.
>be yourself, be happy.
Changing who you are wont get you to accept who you are. You don't like who you are so make changes, next thing you know you are changing your dick off. That won't change the issues they are starting with.

>I am a desireable male, but I simply have no desire to live as a male.
Fine whatever, live your life. I do recommend reviewing the mouse/rat overopopulation experiments. The female behavior becomes obsessed with social activities and they stop nesting and caring for young. For males it is even more interesting the traditional territorial males get overwhelmed protecting their territory and bisexual males live in the harem mating with both the territorial male and with females. There are also incel mice of both violent and nonviolent dispositions. What I'm suggesting is that city life turns people into degenerate faggots and causes mental illness.

>paratrooper
yes, joining the Army was the best decision I ever made, leaving the Army for a higher paying job with a better lifestyle was the second best.

With all due respect, that post is about a gay man who got bullied in school and then got AIDs at the height of the HIV epidemic in San Francisco. I'm not sure what it has to do with me in the slightest.
Nah, listen up you dumb nigger, you said that having sex would somehow cure me of my "irrational fears", as if that isn't something that people with GID have already tried. You have nothing interesting to say, don't know what you're talking about, and I can only presume you're no older than 16. Go fucking play on your xbox, kid.
I am currently at a healthy testosterone level and have even ran a cycle of test E in the past. Didn't help.
I think this advice is well intentioned but misinformed user. I don't appreciate the presumption that I've had an easy life. I grew up in a working class neighbourhood, I've worked in factories being fucking miserable lifting heavy shit, only to go to the gym, lift more heavy shit and then go home again. I'm much more fulfilled with my current studies, and have recently moved to a new city to pursue them. I am by every metric moving forward in life, but my unhappiness with the body I was born with is draining the colour for everything I do. I no longer have the same passion I have for my science, I feel disconnected from my emotions, and my interactions with other human beings feel fake and forced.
I'm on my third psych and am also getting a new therapist next month, we'll see how things go.
I'm familliar with the study you're discussing, the "beautiful ones" mouse utopia. It was a pretty interesting read, and more or less explains the declining birth rate we see in the first world. I spent most of my life in a shitty working class village though, far from overpopulated or urban. Respect to you for your job though user, I've always had a healthy admiration for soldiery.

>you said that having sex would somehow cure me of my "irrational fears"
It will. Find a nigger with big log and let him destroy your innards, faggot.

He didn't get AIDS and it is about a man realising what created the desire within him to become gay and how much suffering it created for him to act like his anus is a vagina.
Did you miss the part where it's normal within the gay community to suddenly empty your bowel and start shitting blood?
Or how normal it is among gays to have to wear diapers?
And how about the sexual degeneracy described by him?
It's not like normal people are going to have sex with you after a transition, it'll be only to worst kinds of people and you'll go to a very dark place... or stay celibate.

Forgot pic.

Yeah, I'm still not sure how this is relevant to me. I'd happily be a celibate woman over a man who can have sex with whoever he pleases anyways. There's a lot of nasty shit that goes on in the gay scene, I'm not going to deny that, but I wouldn't touch those sorts of people with a ten foot pole.

The genitalia you will receive on the other end of this surgery will not be the same as it would had you been born female. Do not buy into the current culture of "trans acceptance." It's a ploy by corrupt doctors to normalize genital mutilation for a profit. If you want to dress and act as the opposite sex, do so. If you truly feel that you would be more comfortable as the opposite sex, go on hormone therapy. But the sex change surgeries are complete bullshit and should be illegal. Are you really willing to let some bastard take a knife to your junk? Do you really think they have your better interest in mind? This is exactly why I hate the majority of transgender apologists. They claim to be these righteous supporters of equality, all the while encouraging people to let a crooked doctor mutilate them. All it does is play into the new world order plot of undermining masculinity and pride, while simultaneously marginalizing people who actually suffer from gender dysmorphia.

Some people are born hermaphroditic or with non-functional genitalia. Just be happy with what you have. The alternative is disgusting and Frankenstein-esque, and anyone telling you otherwise isn't looking out for your better interest. I am not transphobic. I'm just telling you the truth. Your junk is sacred. You should destroy anyone who approaches it with a knife just on matter of principle.

THIS

Force (((government))) to find real treatment for your disorder. Not torture, not mutilation, not praising the disease, but the real cure.

On the contrary, your hard beginning is exacerbating the issue.

Humans are not born for comfort, user. Our minds are still wired to seek rest under the hard assumption we can never avoid periods of intense activity. When those dont happen, weird shit goes on in our minds and bodies. Gym and sports are a drop in the ocean, how is an hour every few days supposed to compare to your natural 6-7 hours of physical activity nearly every day? Mental work helps sure, but it needs to be truly exhausting as well. And even then it will likely not set you right.

I have insomnia, pretty severely. It makes me want to kill myself daily, i end up sitting dead sleepy in bed but unable to fall asleep for hours, waking up after 3 when I need 10, etc. I’ve had periods where I tried to start my own business and spent hours travelling back and forth and there was a signgificant improvement on it. I now have a comfortable life with a lot of money and its back in full force. Along with depressive shit and so on. Do not fall into the trap of thinking you deserve comfort/security before your 60s. Moreover, you’re american from what I can gather - your society is toxic, not focused on the collective and forces you to stare at yourself. Doesnt take a genius to realize how it can raise an issue like yours to dominate your life. Thats why I urge you to consider moving.

Why exactly would you like to pretend being a woman? Do you like to be butt fucked? Dress up like a girl? Or both?

Not american, but I appreciate you taking the time to offer some suggestions for improvement. I'll keep them in mind.

mouse study also had an intermedite "rape gangs in the streets"

>third psych and am also getting a new therapist next month
Consider the posibility that they might not be helping or can't help any further than they already are.

>I don't appreciate the presumption that I've had an easy life.
Fair enough but it is clear that you aren't achieving some fulfilling life goal and for some reason you are rejecting your masculinity in the hope that this change is what will fulfill you (it won't). What specificly do you view as becoming a female do you think will solve your life?

>have even ran a cycle of test E in the past. Didn't help.
There are other options, don't accept transitioning as one of them.
I wish you luck user, this can't be easy.

>I have insomnia
You lack rituals.

'Transition' is the new word for 'pretend to be'. So in answer to your question, you can pretend to be whatever you want. Doesn't mean everyone else is going to pretend with you.

Stop jerking off while pretending to be the woman in the porn you watch

You’ll stop wanting to be a disgusting tranny within a few weeks

Wherever you’re from is clearly an americanized place in thinking. The flaunting of personal faults is an american thing. Most normal societies (few that they are) wont care so much about your disorder and place little value on it. Once its personal and you are encouraged to keep it so, the problems associated with it shrink. That was my point on society.

I lack work and struggle right now. Got money coming in for no reason and nothing to do most days.

Neither, Rahjesh. I understand the schooling system isn't so great in India, but I essentially have a medical disorder that causes me great discomfort with living in a male body. Hope that helps.
>What specificly do you view as becoming a female do you think will solve your life?
If I could become an actual, real female rather than a trans girl I would do it because it would eliminate gender dysphoria. It's not about wanting a life on easymode or anything like that, I work hard and I strive to live independently. Having to go through life living in a body that feels intrinsically wrong is what's bothering me. It can be very depressing and takes a lot of the joy out of regular things, it damages my romantic and social life to a great extent. Basically, I just want to feel comfortable in my body. If someone offered me a magical pill that made me comfortable as a man I would take it in a heartbeat.
Thanks user.
I don't watch porn, stop projecting your disgusting masturbation habits onto me.

Nah, I believe he is spot on. I live a pretty care free life too and had similar experiences.
A man needs to exhaust himself regularly and be busy doing something useful, only then he'll feel good and sleep well.

The guy with mental illness is the weak one. Also weak people don't have less power in western societies.
You should not kill yourself regardless of weakness or strength unless you can't come up with anything you contribute to society

This I was an insomniac for the majority of my childhood into college
I was a latchkey kid and pretty much did whatever I wanted
It all went away when I finally got a real job and stopped working 2nd shift at factories
It forced me to regulate my time also it could be that I must grew out of it
They say major changes can happen like getting allergies and dropping insomnia in your mid 20s
Could be that too I guess but it's worth trying to regiment your life a little

But.....i'm....not....from....india..... nor...am....i....hindu..... But i am genuinely curious about your condition. What kind of discomfort do you feel?

>t. future GRIDS of America

>I lack work and struggle right now
Starting a family and having many children would likely introduce lots of work and struggle into your life.

Regimenting my life softens it, but its still pretty crippling. I know how to cure it, i need to truly exhaust myself every day. But who has the will for that when you dont have to...

Wife wants two more years before we start. Go figure...but shes a good wife and im not switching her. Already made her move here with me.

if you think you can become a cute trap, go for it

#JumpForTrump off a tall building or cliff.

Nope.
Both of you are just accusing yourselves without reason. Being lazy cunt is not a sin. It is privilege.
And rituals before submitting yourself to dream realms are important. Try to find yours.
One note - if you are not tired you do not need to sleep. Forget about clock.

you absolutley MUST stop watching pornography and consuming any sort of erotica. If you fantasize about something sexual other than you putting your penis in a woman's orifice, distract yourself. as far as you know you have one life. You were born as a man, live your life as a man. If you cant do that then you are obviously a defective model and, sure, get yourself castrated. Have your dick chopped off and have fun dilating your infected wound daily.

You actually want to cut your dick off? Man, no matter what you do, you will never be a woman. Don't cut your dick ffs wthat the fuck man

>I would do it because it would eliminate gender dysphoria
cop out, that isn't the reason. There are traits you associate with being female that you find desirable. You have a female stereotype in your mind that you are putting on a pedistal.

>damages my romantic and social life
almost an answer, there is something about female romance and social life that you are desiring. (btw the bisexual male mice who lived in the harems acted socially like females nor did they perform male courtship activities, if mice wore clothing the bisexual males would probably be transvestites too)

I appologize for armchair therapist but I'm trying to help with what wisdom I can find.