What’s happening to me

I don’t know what’s happening to me! I’m questioning everything I’ve ever known, I use to be a firm believer in the progressive cause, thats until I got here. I was informed of this place on a CNN report, I got curious as to what this Sup Forums was, so I asked my uncle who is a sociologist and he told me that Sup Forums was evil and that it’s been brainwashing young white males in droves. As my curiosity deepened I got on the site, first thing I noticed was it wasn’t one big hate machine but a series of boards, all with different topics. So I told my friend (huge feminist) and she said most of the problems originated on the Sup Forums board. I came back and went to Sup Forums, I remember thinking that maybe I should debate with them and maybe I could change some of their minds, make at least one person more left thinking than I’d be worth it. Well that’s not what happened, I was losing debates constantly, first debate I got into was someone said socialism didn’t work so then I asked “what about Denmark?” And posted a meme I got off occupy democrats, then a Dane said I was wrong and nothing about the meme I posted was not true, and he gave evidence that what I said was false, I was dumbfounded. But the debate that has changed me was on race, I was shown substantial evidence that blacks are just animals, wild animals, they’re violent and stupid, I finally accepted it. Now I’m even questioning the Holocaust now, I never feel comfortable around nonwhites I’m always uncomfortable. I don’t know what’s happening, I grew up thinking that I would be a independent woman who could do as she pleased, fight social injustice and that’d make me happy. But now I get racist thoughts and when my family goes on left wing rants I want to tell them off on how idiotic they sound, and realize I used to believe leftists nonsense. What’s happening to me?

Also to add I use to believe police targeted blacks, that women were oppressed but now realize that neither of those things are real, I get disgusted by interracial couples, I use to not care about that. I did start noticing that they targeted only white countries with diversity, and a lot of stuff leftists say are anti white. I feel so stupid for ever believing white privilege was real or that blacks could ever be at a white mans level. I use to be so happy, but now fear the future and what it holds. I have vowed to only date white men (but I thought men of other races were ugly, even when I was far left)

tl;dr
You see shit for what it is now, say goodbye to all happiness you used to have for a few months.

Left wing delusion felt amazing reality just feels dark

>uncle knowing anything about Sup Forums
Fucking larp

Stay and learn new friend it'll come to you. Get comfy and watch the Sargon and Richard Spencer debate in the meantime. It was #1 trending on youtube.

You do know that there is no going back though? There is no safe bubble where you can just forget how much the world really is screwed on so many levels?

"I applied my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly. But I perceived that this also is a chasing after wind, for in much wisdom is much gried. And he that increases knowlesge, increases sorrow.

Also, nice blog post.

Most leftists think they know Sup Forums, every time my mom brings it up I cringe, they think our shitposts alone will cause the forth Reich

I’ve accepted I’m here forever, once you leave the delusion there’s no way back. All you can see is how ridiculous I once was

I’ll go look that up

do you have a minute to talk about yhwh?

You could just focus on the survival of existential life man, some thing called 'sustainability'

You make a little mistake here. Niggers are stupid yes, but they are still intelligent and are not animal. Is your dog capable of thinking, learning a language and apply mathematic ? no.

Well boy, it's time for you to get learned and fit so you can snag an aryan wife and make 6+ white children as a declaration of war against the evil forces of progress.

I’m a girl

Compared to dogs or birds, then they’re intelligent. Compared to whites it ain’t even close

right-wing delusions feel amazing, left wing thought feels terrible.

everyones uncle including yours knows a lot about Sup Forums everyone but me gotta learn this.

OP is poorly larping as an exliberal
OP is poorly larping as a girl

you can prove one of these things relatively easily.

you're a bad troll and it's proven.

Just don't make the same mistake I did. I went deeper into the rabbithole looking into conspiracies and ended up on /x/. NEVER EVER GO THERE. There are far better conspiracy sites like abovetopsecret. /x/ is just stupid and schizo and will try to drag you down with them. Sup Forums will just make you mad at the world until you fix up yourself and help others who are still locked in the marxist matrix and try to make a difference in other ways too.

My job doing tech support turned me into Hitler more than this place.
>shitskin who can't do their job or speak English transfers me shitskin customer who can't speak English
>cursed by shitskin customer in mongrel tongue when I can't understand them
>realize they need other department
>shitskin tech I try and transfer to says they don't handle that and hang up
>next call is Chaneekwa
>SHEEIT MUH INTERNET DON WORK
>kids screaming
>hits blunt
>SHEEIT MUHFUGGAH

Don't even get me started on the beaners and jews. I try to stay on an even keel in daily life but with regards to work I want a wide ranging holocaust to happen.

Not sure if you know the rules ... but tits of gtfo.

My dog is never going to murder anyone user. Your pet niggers will.
To OP: I feel your pain. A bitter lie is always better then a sweet poison truth. You need to dig deeper. Next question becomes who and why are these lies propagated when the truth is quite evident?

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I’m not a degenerate

Post yourself nude in a huweat field.

>Abovetopsecret old fart never got the succ from the succubi

I knew someone who did tech support, said it’s amazing how many people forget to plug their computer in and call customer service saying it’s broken

Don't worry. It will be dark for a bit but you will break through to the other side and will be sure and confident in ways you never thought possible. First step is to participate in SIGs on here and work on keeping a healthy mind and body. Be wary of spending too much time here and look for strength, goodness and truth only.

We are the resistance and we will have our time in the light.

post legs or yourself in a dress with face off if you want. This is the rule of the board - you have to prove your gender and it can be done in a non-degenerate way

One day I hope the west wakes up and whites stop fighting amongst themselves.

>i would be a independent woman
thank god, you almost bait me

1/10 Would not LARP
titsgtfo

>I grew up thinking that I would be a independent woman...
and that's where i quit reading. see pic related

Well then its time to grab a white husband and make lots of aryan children