>currently drinking coffee in central London to feel less alone >telling myself it's my last coffee until summer and I should stop wasting all my free time while I have it >went in to my full time job at 3 pm, left at just after 5 and went home in a packed tube, as it was dark, and after I ate at home I realised how late it was (after 7 pm) and realised how awful any other job would be
Life is boring and empty even as I have lots of free time and a job that is ok on my CV and miraculously requires me to do almost nothing. I have nothing to tell my parents about when I phone them.
I finished war and peace yesterday. Why start reading another book like a consumercuck? I have no motivation.
Why put effort in to jobs when you need to be an extroverted normie to get anywhere? It's like I'm locked out of doing anything worthwhile. Society feels fraudulent, as if it constantly advertises stuff impossible for me to have because I'm trapped in the ugly beta male box. I'm in London and have nothing to do every day.
If I stayed at home I'd feel like I have to read moby dick or go through SICP and those bore me to death.
Background: >aged 27 >no friends or social life since 18 >no female attention ever >went through university with zero social experiences >became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job >never been to pub, club, or party >missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all) >know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly; seeing attractive women everywhere is demoralising >feel completely bitter and detached from others due to being an ugly subhuman; lifting weights did nothing >feel like everything is work and have no passions
The answer is onions daily, iodine supplements and zinc supplements, thank me in 2 months.
Jayden Harris
reading books is good, keep doing that
go find a hobby like model makeing or hiking, somthing where you can meet people.
go find a new job if you are feeling unfufilled.
Evan Rogers
Holiday in SE Asia and fuck lolis. That'll put the spring back in your step, user.
Christian Allen
I second this. Also, read some C. S. Lewis and Martin Luther, OP. "In your blood, I said to you: Live!"
Nathan Clark
Become a woman. It is the only way for you to get their attention you crave so badly. They'll accept you as one of them.
Oliver Brooks
quit your job and start a business
stop watching porn and continue lifting weights, it might not do much on the outside but it will improve a lot on the inside
Andrew Nguyen
So I then go and live at home and feel like a fucking loser?
I am hoping to get a graduate job that starts in September so I can go back to my parents house and postpone real life
Grayson Wood
what did you study? surely that will just make you more depressed
Nicholas Myers
A STEM degree I really fucking hated
Nolan Smith
OP this isn't your personal blog but holy shit start networking. Go out and find some desperate bitch. Make some money on the side doing things. Don't just sit around and watch life go by. Do things. Entertain people. Get your name out. LARP 1488 or go commie. Either is better than nothing. Literally. A skin head activist has more going for themselves than you do. Let that sink in. Now get off your ass and go find things to do that betters your situation. You don't need a blog, you need a whippin American style. A solid boot to the ass to get some gloves on and start wood working, welding or fixing up your own car if you have one.
Kayden Wood
>3 pm, left at just after 5
You work two hours a day?
Nathan Johnson
yeah but what? can you use it to start a business?
Dominic Jones
All that go-getter nonsense doesn't work in the UK.
I have full time hours and pay but almost no work.
Henry Phillips
Stale pasta
Charles Thompson
I'm Praying for you user. Please don't kill yourself. Feel hope. I pray you find goodness and God. I'm praying for you. I love you.
John Baker
I would immigrate to Australia or the states, this shithole has nothing going for it. At least find a job out of London. Also, find a redpilled church.
Nathan Martin
What is your job?
Have you thought of visiting prostitutes?
Justin Ross
I did this. 32 and still single living my my parents second home. No friends. I'm praying for all of us. Graduate degree from IVY no job.
Nolan Richardson
awful advice/10
Benjamin Campbell
excellent advice/10
Nathan Cook
>not working out and getting fit for the race war/a white family become better
James Ramirez
is there a reason youre a loser? its okay, you can tell us? like do you have any disabilities, conditions, syndromes? anything medical?
Jaxon Gomez
What sort of jobs have you worked?
Asher Foster
so many words typed.. throw a frisbee, brush yer teeth, quit making more of your bipedal hominid paleolithic brained existence than there is faggot
Leo Howard
>quit your job and start a business
STOP TELLING PEOPLE TO DO THIS
Evan Fisher
or be a wage slave the rest of your life and have nothing to show for it if that's what you're into
tbf if OP is working only 2 hours a day then maybe don't quit his job
Secondly, follow the advise on Sup Forums. Be your best self. Do whatever you can to be a good specimen of whatever race you are.
Thomas Stewart
I'm just plain ugly and nerdy looking and meek and quiet and will never be normie enough to make friends easily or have the alpha looks and personality (though I am blackpilled and know it's mainly looks) that gets girls. Lifting changed nothing.
I picked a subject I hated at university so that wasn't an intellectually edifying time.
I wish I could be one of those needs who dreams in code or a finance person who has no time to think. But I am an overthinking risk averse cuck who is too bitter to do anything in earnest. I can't even sit at home learning anything without imagining all the normies enjoying themselves at their easy jobs and laughing at me.
Pls no just world bullshit
Jason Baker
Become a monk and devote your life to God.
Colton Davis
okay do this, apply to be a teacher at a muslim dominated school, no social skills required just teaching or being a technician, btw what did you study?
James Gutierrez
I shouldn't say because I have a stalker on lit.
Easton Stewart
you studied English literature?
Juan Bailey
i'll be your friend
meet me in the "Prince Blucher" in Twickenham on Saturday and we'll get blind drunk
Mason Cox
Starting a business is redpilled but telling everyone to do this is just stupid. Starting a business is something you shouldn't go into unprepared. Around 60% of businesses fail in their first 5 years. The most popular sectors are much riskier, such as food service where 90% fail. You should only start a business if you have a good product or service which is highly sought after and which there is either no competition or flawed competition. Or I guess if you feel you have nothing to lose.
Matthew Hall
Jesus Christ not this shit thread again
FUCKING SAGE. SAGE THIS SHIT THREAD.
Josiah Wood
what's your job? where in central london?
>also "i suffer in the centre of the financial capital of planet earth"
Levi Scott
>>never been to pub, club, or party HOW I refuse to believe this is real. If you're blaming your looks on never going to a pub, holy shit.
Liam Powell
Get fit, read, educate yourself and just have a fuck it attitude. You think your at the lowest point so why not just have some fun and try something different. Good luck.
Ryan Cook
is it that common for British lads going to the pub?
Grayson Martin
read kai murros or watch his speeches on YT about nationalist revolution in UK go join a nationalist movement and live for something greater than yourself meet your brothers and sisters prepare for glory
Jayden Wright
sorry what fucking country do you think this is
Lucas Thompson
you think that's bad? my prom date was my best friend who is a dude.
Nathan Moore
>quit making more of your bipedal hominid paleolithic brained existence than there is faggot xD >when the edgelord buys a thesaurus
Ian Gutierrez
Britain
Nathan Reed
what the fuck - why do all those bong fucks respond to this obvious copy pasta?
SAGE SLIDE THREADS.
Carson Perez
OP maybe quit your job and go abroad to a foreign uni and learn their language for a year. Can be a great experience.
Christian Brown
but God (Jesus) told his followers to go out into the world and tell everyone about His redemption... I've visited a local monastary and honestly I did not feel this was where God was well pleased to dwell.. these were selfish, weak men who likely down deep hate humanity and prefer to please their own appetites in luxury while not having to work... hmmm
Hunter Kelly
>do lads >go to pubs >in britain yes yes they do
David White
churches these days are
A) Elitist pricks, old gossipy women who all look down their noses at you B) Numale liberals where you can tell nobody in the room really believes, hip priest with pop music C) Actual serious places of worship, but everyone is black/brown.
Luke Powell
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Oliver Price
I actually know people at church who are getting married to decently attractive women.
These guys are ugly, retarded, socially awkward beta males, but they all have jobs.
There is hope for you user. You're obviously intelligent enough, you have a full-time job, you're making money, all you need to do is go to church and get into a small-group or bible study or something, you'll meet a woman there.
If you have money, you should sign up for some stuff. Music lessons, martial arts, stuff like that.
I'm a private music teacher and I get people like you signing up to learn guitar. I meet a lot of interesting people that way.
Colton Bell
> Ignorant superstition will fix it Lmao why not advise hom to go to Hogwarts?
Elijah Barnes
why tho?
Luke Lewis
someone stop this madman, he's criticising religion, online!!!!!
Dominic Campbell
WTF, are you me? I'm the same age as you and I also work a boring job in central London. And your experiences/thoughts are eerily similar to mine. Weird.
William Green
gee it's almost as if 20-30 year olds in london live a miserable existence of bad salaries and unaffordable property.
You're supposed to do "that london shit" for 2-3 years in your 20s, then you have the experience to live a real life away from London.
Michael Butler
op
Camden Wilson
op?
Jacob Price
kys
Jacob Anderson
kill your self, just do it
Jonathan Hill
26 year old London resident here. Came close to necking myself last year. This year will probably push me over the edge.
Joseph Evans
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Daniel Martin
>start dating a english girl she 15 me 17 >shit was great for 3 years >go work in Alberta >get back and start feeling strange shy and awkward >gets worse and worse >scared and paranoid >schizophrenia >I wont bore you with all the fucked up details >she broke up with me after 2 years of my insanity >she was fucking her boss at Mcdonalds >go work in north Ontario >end up living in Mohawk indian reservation >start hearing voices and strange music >make nose but didn't hang myself on the rez >go to mental institution in Toronto >get out 2 months later >been shut in neet for 6 years
I am no longer afraid or hearing the voices but I feel like my life passed me by along time ago and I can't summon the strength to do anything anymore .
it could always be worse user .
Isaac Cook
OP your problem is you dont know how to live life and take risks. What i would suggest is working untill you have enough money to go backpacking for 6 months. 6 months backpacking and you will be a changed person.
Owen Ortiz
all of this changes once you get a gf user >be you exactly >days away from suicide >get qt midwestern gf and everything turns around We're going shopping for cowboy boots this weekend :^)