Currently drinking coffee in central London to feel less alone

>currently drinking coffee in central London to feel less alone
>telling myself it's my last coffee until summer and I should stop wasting all my free time while I have it
>went in to my full time job at 3 pm, left at just after 5 and went home in a packed tube, as it was dark, and after I ate at home I realised how late it was (after 7 pm) and realised how awful any other job would be

Life is boring and empty even as I have lots of free time and a job that is ok on my CV and miraculously requires me to do almost nothing. I have nothing to tell my parents about when I phone them.

I finished war and peace yesterday. Why start reading another book like a consumercuck? I have no motivation.

Why put effort in to jobs when you need to be an extroverted normie to get anywhere? It's like I'm locked out of doing anything worthwhile. Society feels fraudulent, as if it constantly advertises stuff impossible for me to have because I'm trapped in the ugly beta male box. I'm in London and have nothing to do every day.

If I stayed at home I'd feel like I have to read moby dick or go through SICP and those bore me to death.

Background:
>aged 27
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly; seeing attractive women everywhere is demoralising
>feel completely bitter and detached from others due to being an ugly subhuman; lifting weights did nothing
>feel like everything is work and have no passions

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just kys user

what's even the point anymore

You should go to church

The answer is onions daily, iodine supplements and zinc supplements, thank me in 2 months.

reading books is good, keep doing that

go find a hobby like model makeing or hiking, somthing where you can meet people.

go find a new job if you are feeling unfufilled.

Holiday in SE Asia and fuck lolis. That'll put the spring back in your step, user.

I second this.
Also, read some C. S. Lewis and Martin Luther, OP.
"In your blood, I said to you: Live!"

Become a woman. It is the only way for you to get their attention you crave so badly. They'll accept you as one of them.

quit your job and start a business

stop watching porn and continue lifting weights, it might not do much on the outside but it will improve a lot on the inside

So I then go and live at home and feel like a fucking loser?

I am hoping to get a graduate job that starts in September so I can go back to my parents house and postpone real life

what did you study?
surely that will just make you more depressed

A STEM degree I really fucking hated

OP this isn't your personal blog but holy shit start networking. Go out and find some desperate bitch. Make some money on the side doing things. Don't just sit around and watch life go by. Do things. Entertain people. Get your name out. LARP 1488 or go commie. Either is better than nothing. Literally. A skin head activist has more going for themselves than you do. Let that sink in. Now get off your ass and go find things to do that betters your situation. You don't need a blog, you need a whippin American style. A solid boot to the ass to get some gloves on and start wood working, welding or fixing up your own car if you have one.

>3 pm, left at just after 5

You work two hours a day?

yeah but what? can you use it to start a business?

All that go-getter nonsense doesn't work in the UK.

I have full time hours and pay but almost no work.

Stale pasta

I'm
Praying for you user. Please don't kill yourself. Feel hope. I pray you find goodness and God. I'm praying for you. I love you.

I would immigrate to Australia or the states, this shithole has nothing going for it. At least find a job out of London.
Also, find a redpilled church.

What is your job?

Have you thought of visiting prostitutes?

I did this. 32 and still single living my my parents second home. No friends. I'm praying for all of us. Graduate degree from IVY no job.

awful advice/10

excellent advice/10

>not working out and getting fit for the race war/a white family
become better

is there a reason youre a loser? its okay, you can tell us? like do you have any disabilities, conditions, syndromes? anything medical?

What sort of jobs have you worked?

so many words typed.. throw a frisbee, brush yer teeth, quit making more of your bipedal hominid paleolithic brained existence than there is faggot

>quit your job and start a business

STOP TELLING PEOPLE TO DO THIS

or be a wage slave the rest of your life and have nothing to show for it if that's what you're into

tbf if OP is working only 2 hours a day then maybe don't quit his job

Do something. Dig a hole somewhere. Make it the most magnificent accomplishment of a single man ever. Buy a small plot and have a project building your home/cabin with your own hands.
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Secondly, follow the advise on Sup Forums. Be your best self. Do whatever you can to be a good specimen of whatever race you are.

I'm just plain ugly and nerdy looking and meek and quiet and will never be normie enough to make friends easily or have the alpha looks and personality (though I am blackpilled and know it's mainly looks) that gets girls. Lifting changed nothing.

I picked a subject I hated at university so that wasn't an intellectually edifying time.

I wish I could be one of those needs who dreams in code or a finance person who has no time to think. But I am an overthinking risk averse cuck who is too bitter to do anything in earnest. I can't even sit at home learning anything without imagining all the normies enjoying themselves at their easy jobs and laughing at me.

Pls no just world bullshit

Become a monk and devote your life to God.

okay do this, apply to be a teacher at a muslim dominated school, no social skills required just teaching or being a technician,
btw what did you study?

I shouldn't say because I have a stalker on lit.

you studied English literature?

i'll be your friend

meet me in the "Prince Blucher" in Twickenham on Saturday and we'll get blind drunk

Starting a business is redpilled but telling everyone to do this is just stupid. Starting a business is something you shouldn't go into unprepared. Around 60% of businesses fail in their first 5 years. The most popular sectors are much riskier, such as food service where 90% fail. You should only start a business if you have a good product or service which is highly sought after and which there is either no competition or flawed competition. Or I guess if you feel you have nothing to lose.

Jesus Christ not this shit thread again

FUCKING SAGE. SAGE THIS SHIT THREAD.

what's your job?
where in central london?

>also "i suffer in the centre of the financial capital of planet earth"

>>never been to pub, club, or party
HOW
I refuse to believe this is real. If you're blaming your looks on never going to a pub, holy shit.

Get fit, read, educate yourself and just have a fuck it attitude. You think your at the lowest point so why not just have some fun and try something different. Good luck.

is it that common for British lads going to the pub?

read kai murros
or watch his speeches on YT about nationalist revolution in UK
go join a nationalist movement and live for something greater than yourself
meet your brothers and sisters
prepare for glory

sorry what fucking country do you think this is

you think that's bad? my prom date was my best friend who is a dude.

>quit making more of your bipedal hominid paleolithic brained existence than there is faggot
xD
>when the edgelord buys a thesaurus

Britain

what the fuck - why do all those bong fucks respond to this obvious copy pasta?

SAGE SLIDE THREADS.

OP maybe quit your job and go abroad to a foreign uni and learn their language for a year. Can be a great experience.

but God (Jesus) told his followers to go out into the world and tell everyone about His redemption... I've visited a local monastary and honestly I did not feel this was where God was well pleased to dwell.. these were selfish, weak men who likely down deep hate humanity and prefer to please their own appetites in luxury while not having to work... hmmm

>do lads
>go to pubs
>in britain
yes
yes they do

churches these days are

A) Elitist pricks, old gossipy women who all look down their noses at you
B) Numale liberals where you can tell nobody in the room really believes, hip priest with pop music
C) Actual serious places of worship, but everyone is black/brown.

...

I actually know people at church who are getting married to decently attractive women.

These guys are ugly, retarded, socially awkward beta males, but they all have jobs.

There is hope for you user. You're obviously intelligent enough, you have a full-time job, you're making money, all you need to do is go to church and get into a small-group or bible study or something, you'll meet a woman there.

If you have money, you should sign up for some stuff. Music lessons, martial arts, stuff like that.

I'm a private music teacher and I get people like you signing up to learn guitar. I meet a lot of interesting people that way.

> Ignorant superstition will fix it
Lmao why not advise hom to go to Hogwarts?

why tho?

someone stop this madman, he's criticising religion, online!!!!!

WTF, are you me? I'm the same age as you and I also work a boring job in central London. And your experiences/thoughts are eerily similar to mine. Weird.

gee it's almost as if 20-30 year olds in london live a miserable existence of bad salaries and unaffordable property.

You're supposed to do "that london shit" for 2-3 years in your 20s, then you have the experience to live a real life away from London.

op

op?

kys

kill your self, just do it

26 year old London resident here. Came close to necking myself last year. This year will probably push me over the edge.

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>start dating a english girl she 15 me 17
>shit was great for 3 years
>go work in Alberta
>get back and start feeling strange shy and awkward
>gets worse and worse
>scared and paranoid
>schizophrenia
>I wont bore you with all the fucked up details
>she broke up with me after 2 years of my insanity
>she was fucking her boss at Mcdonalds
>go work in north Ontario
>end up living in Mohawk indian reservation
>start hearing voices and strange music
>make nose but didn't hang myself on the rez
>go to mental institution in Toronto
>get out 2 months later
>been shut in neet for 6 years


I am no longer afraid or hearing the voices but I feel like my life passed me by along time ago and I can't summon the strength to do anything anymore .

it could always be worse user .

OP your problem is you dont know how to live life and take risks. What i would suggest is working untill you have enough money to go backpacking for 6 months. 6 months backpacking and you will be a changed person.

all of this changes once you get a gf user
>be you exactly
>days away from suicide
>get qt midwestern gf and everything turns around
We're going shopping for cowboy boots this weekend :^)