Who is up at 4am?

Who is up?
Why are you up?
What are you doing?
Talk to me.
I am not bored but have zero desire to
Do anything productive at this hour because I've been up a while and am warm out but not tired.

I start work at 4am.

What do you do?

I'm fucked up

Playing Stellaris and drinking. I work evening shifts so this is my afternoon.

On what?

Do you have a gf?

It’s only 2 you eastern nigger

Uh no east

Splingerfarten

I have got my schedule totally fucked up.

R u 19?

How

fucking hate myself so im torturing myself
in b4 r9k

How are you torturing yourself? Is 4am not the best hour of the day?

At work shit posting cause only like 3 tweakers are at the casino at 4 am

no its fucking terrible especially when i spent half the day downing a fifth of liquor. feels fucking awful

R u a cop? What state?

Do you feel loved in your life?

18
+11

But I’m tired I dunno why I said that

Stellaris is the shit
You must purge every other species from the galaxy user

idk man. any advice to anyone seeing this. really, do you. thats all i can say. do what makes you happy. if politics makes you happy consider yourself lucky., even pedogate threads dont make me feel a sense of purpose. dont do drugs kids

Just staying up late and working. I work from home so I don’t really have times I have to be anywhere or “up” for work. It all kind of blends together.

no

I'm a bartender on the West Coast. I get off work at 3ish. it's just my schedule now. what do you do for fun?

Cop? Na I work security for a casino in tornado alley

Lol

Me
Bout to go into work
Can’t, bout to go into work
Get an overnight job if you’re lucid until 5am

Waiting for my daily AA meeting in 2 hours, playing Dark souls 2

What do you want?

Why?

Obviously not.

now checking to see if i own stellaris....nope. but i do have "endless space". Tell me more about this extermination of galaxies

When do you make time to help the old widows and orphans?

I'm writing a book. And I spend time with old people, and children.

You better be playing as a fanatic purifier

it gets better. I promise. Mind healing takes a while.

I meant "cop". Well that must be fun. Do you have one of those things you stand on and they move?

i dont even know anymore. and im not just being tumblrina about it, thank you for asking. i can tell you are genuine and thats more than most could hope for so i consider myself, at least, a little lucky. As opposed to what some deal with. these last few months have been tiring. i need some peace. thanks for asking really

i appreciate it more than you understand

i just dont know man.
I just dont

How long sober?

keep it up user

Well you aren't going to find one playing video games and drinking alone.

I just said a prayer for yall

It`s noon here

Waiting for WW3....

thank you user. i wish you nothing but the best. my prayers are with you, really. You deserve it.

Its only 9:15pm ya stupid fuck

No I just sit in the back and watch cameras all night. Easy job but boring as hell sometimes

It's 2 AM Here on the west
I have insomnia I think
I can't sleep anymore

Still 2:00AM but I'll be up at until 5 like always, i'm depressed. I hate this shit country, the elections are coming soon and we'll turn into fucking commies even though we're already piss poor, working full time just to be able to eat while assholes keep trying to break into homes to steal whatever they can.

At least there's not any narco violence where i am.

Yanks aren't the brightest ones

Sweetheart, you cannot have it both ways. You can't have one foot in darkness and the other baking in the sun. "Doing you" is not an excellent way to live your life. You end up a slave to feelings and feelings a misguided and fleeting at times although they are not invalid. Start with the basics. Human interaction. If you don't know where to start, go to church, get involved, help someone. There are so many able hands on this bored and so many people who need help in the smallest of ways. Sometimes when we direct attention outward, instead of staring into the abyss of our beautiful black pulled brains, we are able to see the humor in the simplicity. You are loved.

Watching Hillary cough.

I get up at 4am every day

It's a 4x space strategy game where you make your own empire and do whatever. It's fun for roleplaying. You can be pacifists, authoritarian, militarists, spiritualists, etc
But you must always purge.
There's a shit ton of mods for it too

Don't hold your breath
It'll start when Syria gets nuked

Looking at your screen doesn't help user

I'm watching the twilight zone

Well you are. So whatever the hell is in your brain lying to you, get rid of it as soon as possible.

I just got up lads, pretty comfy.

Lol

8 months in 4 days

You should make a hobby to write a book. If nothing else, for fun. Just to see what you can do.

Lithium Orotate

You need to get your shit together and go to bed at 10-11 pm.

I sleep at random times because I don't really have a routine anymore. My life basically runs on fumes.

I have to stir up some motivation soon but I'm not sure what that even feels like anymore.

Room for one more, honey.

Thank you
Even through the sweetie posting i can tell there is sincerity and you are a saint for caring in the first place. i really mean that. I agree with you though. i need to get it all together. its just tough with the hand ive dealt. its like waiting until the last card for a straight. most of the time you arent gonna have shit

Bless you user. We need more people like you

I work 12am to 8am every day son. I work at a hotel so it's just 8 hours of Sup Forums usually.

Don't worry user, realization of the problem is the first step towards discovery of the solution.

Im trying. Pray for me

I will maintain my apocalyptic erection till the last bomb has dropped. Then the real fun begins.

Everyone has their plight and Mexico is no exception. You have it rough, but you are one of the smart ones, so if their is anyone who can make something of a difficult situation, it's going to be you. Do not allow yourself to be depressed any longer. Your country needs you. All you need is to make 1 good idea happen and you can change your life, your world, your country. So ask god to give you a vision or an idea. Get yourself an idea and rise to the occasion. You will not go hungry.

I'm withdrawing from opiates. Kind of want to die tbhf

You are 100% correct but I sleep 3 hours a day so that won't work for me

worked til 2, wanked, watched some youtube and here we are

That's great. Keep it up. I'm praying for you.

Just me.
My sleeping schedule has no real schedule.
Watching anime and shitposting on /po/.

What is your favorite anime?

>saying it's 4 am even though it's fucking noon

American education strikes again.

Writing some bootstrap code to enable protected mode for a program.

Just kidding, I'm wasting my time on this site instead.

I am praying for you. Please find a tiny church and go Sunday morning. Find a little country church with old ladies and old men and pour your heart out to them and they will help you.

Sending all of my prayers to you. lost a childhood friend from that piece of shit drug. my dad suffers from the same thing. ive seen what you people go through. If i could be there I would. You know many on this shit hole board would have your back. user, ive seen it kill my father. Dont be a statistic.... please. Things can change

You are going to have to try to be a little less vague. I know you like being vague, because it's mysterious but we don't have time for that, the world is burning.

Thanks user.
Without trying to sound preachy, anyone whos feeling lost without their DOC to cope, whether it be alcohol or heorin, I recommend checking out a meeting. If nothing else, finding someone in person who's been through the same shit always feels good

Proud of you user. Please keep it up
Bless your selfless heart. You will be rewarded for eternity for it. I promise. I willl try. Maybe thats all i needed, was a little encouragement

Are you me?

2:30 PST here. In Orange County watching late night TV

That's fun. I love hotels. Only fancy hotels, though.

I'm up. watching and learning. reading. absorbing information. I'm an insomniac, so I do this, and work on producing, mixing, editing audio, sound design, etc.

My insomnia pretty much guarantees I'll never have proper sleep schedule but I'm alright with that.

Hello, fgt.
I could use a chat if you're still up.

You do not want to die, and you will not die. So every single time you start to think that say that first sentence over and over and over and over and over and over

I hope you're ready to fight against a legion of drones, terminators, and cybernetically enhanced human meat puppets user

(Because I am)

I'm rooting for you user. You can make it through this. I will lend you my strength

Stop wanking. You have low interpersonal skills with women because you do not practice conversation or understanding with them because you don't feel the need. Stop touching your penis.

I'm browsing Sup Forums and waiting for anybody to message me back.

I know you're trying to be kind, but that's not how opiate withdraws work.

Well its 2 here and I'm waiting up for coffee at 6. Feeling depressed as shit

I absolutely hate anime.

Anime is one of the few beauties in an ugly world.
It's unfortunate you can't, or perhaps don't see it.

But it's fun pontificating about all the amazing things we could do if we stopped wasting our time, isn't it?

Having a few drinks at my crackhead uncles house

my dad cant even talk to me without making sense. i found my mom on the ground when i came home from drinking and ignoring my problems because honestly im a piece of shit and leave them to their devices
shes fucking 54 and uses a walker
my dad is 66 and cant even tell me hello he has such low blood sugar

Im 22 and losing my fucking mind but maybe i need to learn from it. i dont know anymore. i just deal with it as it comes

Im not a NEET, yet i am. But i take care of my parents, just shy of wiping their ass. It's all something i never expected to be dealt with. It's really tough knowing the man who gave birth to you wants to die and doesnt give a fuck
\Its not my fault or problem but by fuck it hurts man.... when just everyone around you stops caring. the people you looked up to. why continue? I want to continue its just painful