Are any of you on adderall?
I used to come here and post all the fucking time when I was on adderall but since coming off, I don't care or post about politics nearly as much.
Is adderalling causing political violence in the US?
Are any of you on adderall?
I used to come here and post all the fucking time when I was on adderall but since coming off, I don't care or post about politics nearly as much.
Is adderalling causing political violence in the US?
fake illness
i did it once or twice recreationally and was amazed how close the effects were to cocaine, which i also did once or twice around the same time. i distinctly remember thinking "i can't believe (((they))) give this to kids"
you fucked your brain chemistry up at the behest of the jews. i guarantee you i could go to a doctor tomorrow and be prescribed a hard drug like this. i don't because i'm not a fucking loser. but i could
taking anything like this should come with a vasectomy
No. It was fun to use now and again, but really it's basically a softer version of the meth and the people I've seen on those sorts of drugs long term wind up suffering, particularly when they're off the stims.
>misdiagnosed at a later age for “ADHD”
>decide after a few years of taking it whenever I was studying for a big test to take it everyday for 4 months
>stop taking it
>braindead
>get prescribed Lithium and zyprexa for “bipolar disorder”
May have ruined my life. And here I was just a lazy kid following the doctors orders
Is every american on Sup Forums a druggie?
well done op, you cracked the case. we're all on adderall and we need to quit the drugs and go back to polite apathy and be NORMAL
It's pretty crazy how many people are on drugs these days. It didn't used to be like this.
No, it's not that you to be polite but realize politics aren't worth your entire life.
Jordan Peterson is right, clean your room, fix your community and then get into politics. But bitching about them on a online forum 24/7 and letting things in your personal life not get fixed is fucking retarded
You sound like youre on adderall already
Of course. Get a clue.
I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age, but never medicated, and I come here all the time.
Just give it time. The body will heal itself.
Just curious. how do I get Adderall? What is cost of monthly prescription? I always thought I had ADD but how do I get Adderral? Don't want to get on a psycho list. I just want to work better - which involves reading thousands of documents looking for certain things.
Have friends. Probably you can get it from the internet if you bother trying.
I was raised on adderall since 1st grade. I'm essentially a brain dead cave man if I don't take it.
Adderal is a mix of different amphetamine salts. Speed makes you very confident and chatty.
That shit ruined my life at least three times. Fucking stay away.
What's worse is when you see a man in his 50s or 60s who basically is a mute couch zombie when he's not on it.
Yeah I'm sure I could pay $10+ a pill but I know people on prescription are paying much much less.
Say you are tired all the time and have a certain objective... i.e. looking at going back to school. Don't mention Adderall, talk about being open to any ADD medicine, and keep going back asking for something that will let you focus AND give you wake-up signal. That's how you get prescribed meth.
You missed out. I used to get pills by the handful for free just because they'd get these ridiculously large prescriptions. Or at worst it's between friends, so it's not like getting gouged by a dealer.
My work literally involves sitting at a computer looking at boring shit all day. It's almost impossible not to get distracted, does that work?
ADD meds work great on me. But I've only used them when I have a job that required intense multi tasking. I'm the kind of person who can drink a large express o and fall right asleep. Speed literally calms me down.
I used to be on 10mg 2x/day. Shit sucks, I prefer downers.
Try something milder like caffeine and nootropics. Once you start using real stims to power through the boredom, it's only maybe a couple of years at best before they stop working so well, and then you're a mess without them.
Maybe I'll have to look at nootropics. Drink a lot of coffee. Craving some right now....
Nah that's the Canadians.
I was put on ritalin starting in the 3rd grade. I remember having to go to the office to get my pill and then running to the water fountain to swallow it.
The pills made me stay awake at night, gave me weird dreams, and made me laser focus on things rather than taking in everything that was happening around me.
Doctors kept prescribing me medications. Ritalin soon became Adderall XR. Much stronger and time-released. Spent my entire childhood acting like a socially awkward sperg and not really participating in social scenes. Rather I would just wait for school to end so I could go home and play video games. I assumed I would just magically find a career and took everything for granted. Then my dad died and I went off Adderall and slowly started to awaken to reality. Then the redpill followed.
And here I am. 28 years old and trying to get into a government job. If any of you are religious please pray for me. I have a girlfriend who is aryan like me and we're both chaste and redpilled. We want a large family. If I can land this job I will ask her to marry me and father at least 5 kids with her.
I want to do my part.
Nootropics aren't really that great. It's nothing like snorting lines or popping addies or ephedrine or whatever else. But they can help keep things going long enough to make it to the end of the day.
I'm not the only one I know who learned the hard way that magic pills bite you in the ass eventually.
How did you get diagnosed bipolar? Did you have a manic episode?
College student prescribed 50mg a day. That's what im terrified about. I've tried other meds but they just dont work as well. Has anyone tried Eveko?
Do your part and send me ur Rx asshole
I've used it recreationally as a performance enhancing stimulant. Basically like mega coffee. When I took it I can focus for very long periods of time that would usually cause mental exhaustion.
It's just going to fuck up your dopamine cycle, and it'll take a year off it to see how close you can get back to normal operation. College kids even are too young for this stuff. You're going to mellow out well after you graduate.
Might as well become a chronic alcoholic since at least the GABA cycle is slightly more resilient if you can manage to stop the drinking before it tanks your life.
Addictive and had a couple of scares where I thought I was going to be rushed into emergency for arrythmia (most likely just panic attacks but had severe hypertension and tachycardia). You won't sleep or eat on such stimulants.
Fuck man. I took 6 months off it and was using Concerta instead but it wasn't effective. The 50mg helps me focus, no real upper effect for me honestly. I want to quit cold turkey but don't want to be braindead working when I graduate in a few months.
Cold turkey works for some people. Cycling on and off (e.g. a few weeks on, at least two weeks off) works better for others. I don't think I know many people who have managed to hold things down over the long run just taking weekends off.
But the reality is this: if you plan on needing this to perform, then at some point you won't be able to keep up that performance because you will get to a point where taking more doesn't work any better than cutting it off and crashing.
Fool me ones, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. Fool me trice, just fuck my shit up.
I got to that point of it not being effective anymore when I took myself off it. Without it, I just felt helpless. Obviously that's not sustainable to cycle on/off when working 80 hours a week as an analyst after graduation. Is there any long term solution to dealing with terrible ADD?
data mining. shill. saged
I think what you're working with now is not ADD but drug addiction problem. If you think you're going to keep up working 80hrs/wk you'd better be doing that natty unless you plan to burn out and die with enough money to coast for the rest of your life.
You have to set realistic targets.
Yeah but cold turkey is simulated depression on all its non functional glory.
Nonetheless that's life and it's only amphetamine salts so the withdrawal won't kill you. Just clear your calender for 2 weeks minimum
Jup. If you're going to crash either way then you just have to give it 2 weeks or maybe more than that where you're just going to have to drop out of life for a bit. Kind of like spending the weekend in detox after an alcohol bender you can't stop until you get locked up.
How do I get off of it? I want to stop taking it for future medical concerns
I really don't feel as if I have an addiction to the drug itself. I just hate to not be able to sit down and be able to focus on something. I only say 80hrs/wk because it's almost standard in the industry im going to post grad, not because I want to push the limits of my prescription. I would love to never have to take another pill the rest of my life, but am at the point where the benefits outweigh the detrimental effects of it.
wow, an OP being a faggot?
In my experience, you need 2-3 weeks off just to be able to start to feel normal again if you do have an addiction. I was addicted to ritalin for about a year and it wasn't until 2-3 months off of it before I realized that I lost track of who I was and how I was acting toward other people.
Tread carefully. I know other people who have gone through the same experience.
Alcohol is disgusting to me now. One drink and you're in a daze with toxic liquid fire in your blood drinking more until you get into trouble. I guess psychedelic therapy is all that's seemingly viable for now. Whether or not two years of stims in mid-twenties upset my natural neurological equilibrium, I feel quite flat now and have to manually and innefficiently push myself. God I hate being sober in this society at this age.
I'm not
I'm a big fan of psychedelics personally, but I also know, having been a dealer, that it doesn't do everybody all that much good. I wonder if things like kratom or CBD oil will show some better general-purpose strength. For me, /fit/ quite literally saved me from killing myself.
I'll admit I never had ADHD. I doctor shopped in grad school for ADHD, among other scripts.
Shit is amazing. Made graduate level math and physics effortless. Gave me energy to pull 36 hour lab days. Kept me skelly.
Would have never stopped taking it bit once I hit 28 it was obvious it was taking a toll. Started balding which didn't surprise or bother me but lead me to get checked out.
My BP was regularly nuts. Was starting to get Parkinson's/TD. Had blepharospasms, couldn't sleep without a handful of benzos.
I had to quit. I can't causally say stimulants are implicitly harmful, but long term use in adults isn't well studied at all.
Stimulants definitely won't mix well with the cardiovascular and endocrine changes that take place in adulthood. Subjectivly, the stuff was physically aging me faster.
In theory methylphenidate should be preferable to amphetamine for long term use in any population. Statistically though, stimulants aren't worth it. For a few years they're amazing, but it's not sustainable.
Benzos however, are worth dying for. They are the true red pill.
im 16 been on addies since i was 12 nigga
>Benzos however, are worth dying for. They are the true red pill.
wew
Ever meet a benzo case?
>Benzos however, are worth dying for. They are the true red pill.
Benzos are the most pathetic of all drugs. They make you a clumsy, forgetful weak idiot unprepared to act or make important quick decisions. You are 100x more succeptable to be being attacked, losing fights, forgetting everything in your life and over all being a pussified baby.
anxiety is literally a woman tier shilled problem.
I was on a small dose of it for a couple of months. Then something activated my hyper autism and I started digging. I couldnt find anything to prove it but several 'rumor-tier' indications that prescription adderall was being fucked adulterated in a way to make it do more damage than it normally would.
Was on it for 2 decades. When I finally got off of it I feel like I became the person I really was. Don't know if it is me maturing but I look back and think I would have not been so autistic and anti social had I not been on it
Adderall is speed and speed suppresses the part of the brain rssponsible for emapathy so yes Adderall is making you spergs more antsy
>addies
Real niggas get blitzed off that Vyvanse
>I've been diagnosed as retarded for 2 years and am still alive
Nope
It's the Jews
XRs are cool but if you crush the amphetamine salts and cut it with a Xanax bar you can talk to Jesus and he will listen.
One of my best friends was on it since the age of I think 4. He was two different people occupying the same body depending on whether he was on it or not.
I always wondered if he knew which one was really him, but looking back I think he must have known it was the wild hellion he was off of it. Too bad he got a cocktail going and died too young and out of control.
Yeah it would be nice to have a sustainable boon in this godforsaken reality instead of chemical debt in the form of temporary false hope. Something to take the edge off and feel more clearheaded like a kid again. Gym keeps me more comfortable in my own skin and faster thinking atleast but feel so much more complete on mushrooms.
just hit a full morning dose of ritalin at 5:30pm. It's past 11 and I can't sleep, but at least all the dishes are done and rooms cleaned.
I would only say that shrooms or whatever else also should be cycled on and off of. To quote somebody else, they're ways to "move faster" mentally than you could without them, but not things that would teach you any more than you could learn with a more stoic study of yourself. They make it easier to be honest with yourself and confront your own demons.
Best of luck, my leaf. We all take drugs because there's something wrong in our lives. The question is what is wrong and how to do something about it, and then manning up enough to break through the dull veil of misery into something better.
Please sugest a nootropic that will help maintain focus for long intervals of computer work.
Thanks. Meditation did help, especially for trips, but I got kicked off that horse. Get avoidant since accumulated stress catches up to me and I shut down and start oversleeing for 16 to 18 hours. Need to get away from these winters and decadence.
I monitor blockchains for a major Fin Tech provider during after market hours.
Madof Hitler keeps me awake and on point.
Maybe you need to build in some time to sleep all day. Weekends? Daily schedule?
What kicked you off the meditation horse btw? I tried to get on it a few times, but it was just too intense and difficult I could barely make it until the timer went off at 15 minutes. Good exercise anyway, just like when I was a young fat kid and couldn't barely run for 1/8 of a mile.
How does it feel to know that your shit tier boomer parents fell for the big pharma meme and dosed you up with strong drugs at an early age, frying your fragile little brains during the important developmental years?
Take the vyvanse pill you addy degenerates
Vyvanse is one of the pills I would recommend most strongly against. That'll blow you out fast. Paxil, for instance, I would say maybe has a similar pattern of outcomes.
At first you feel like God, but it won't take too long before it turns on you.
Mix of heavy depression and stopping stims. Just couldn't do it without faceplanting into the floor, and I've managed to meditate into calm during bad trips. I can handle the most terrifying mind fucks on psychedelic heroic dose boot camp that would traumatize the average person but I can't sustain living modern life sober for extended periods of time. I don't get it.
Limitless is basically a two hour commercial for Adderall. Watch that shit.
You sound like me except I got in to stims later in life. Handling the terrifying mind fucks on big dose psychedlics is where it's at compared to everything else in life.
I don't have the answer for you beyond studying religion, knowledge, learning to manipulate your charkras, something like tai chi or yoga, and dedicating your life to the higher cause of leading your fellow man. I have come to think that maybe it's as simple as people who are so broken and bent not fulfilling their proper roles in life.
Agreed it got pretty rough there for a bit. That was a couple years ago tho I’ve been clean off that shit
>Take this vyvanse user, it’s safer than adderall and can’t abused
Thanks doc
Im 26 and have been on Addy and Kpins daily for years now; finally finishing my degree and work full-time making over 60k. These Rx have done me wonders, but they are definitely not for everyone. Mind you I used to sniff about 5 grams of 90% pure coke and smoke at least $300 of crack a week. These drugs keep me stable and able to hold down a job while also in school. In the end I've just traded my coke addiction for 2 other drugs haha I'm fucked
Daily reminder that dosage is everything and you should take as absolutely little as possible needed to tip the point at which you develop habits in tandem with the drug.
For example, if you've been putting off writing a paper, take just enough to make you feel like doing the paper. Don't take an excess amount to write the paper faster, or to "have fun" writing the paper, take just enough to tip yourself to the point of doing it.
Think of it as a means to bring yourself to the point of being able to create habits/neural pathways/ behaviors in yourself and not a "fuel" that you're useless without. Drugs wear off, practiced behaviors and routines don't
I remember taking ritalin 2002 - 2005 (second to fifth grade) and it was a miracle drug at the time, but looking back I thin it was a placebo effect.
I later tried picking up adderall in 2008-2010 and it was shitty, no appetite, irritable, didn't work that same magic because I was just an undisciplined kid. The only thing it did was adjust my mood and otherwise felt like poison was in me.
Yep, same thing happened to my best friend. I let him sleep it off at my house to escape life for a while and slipped him something less hard to get back on the horse.
It's pretty good for productivity and keeps you focused. I use one or two pills a week depending on what's going down each day.
lol
I love it. I know it's a hard drug, pushed by the jews, etc. It Just sharpens my cognitive abilites to such a degree that the benefits outweigh the side effects. You just have to be careful and remember that it's fucking meth.
Also, I get two scripts for $20 and can flip it for $200 - $300.
Stay strong fellow time traveller.
how to get a script g
Couldn't possibly relate more to this post. Only thing is, before i stared on adderall and other such stimulants i felt the same as i do when im off them. As if my natural ways were to be slouchy
I got mine in 2010, my behavior in school was so bad and I was constantly getting in to fights and not doing schoolwork. Parents and school were desperate to get me on something to settle me down. Me being the cheeky cunt I am faked ADHD. Got the scripts in two appointments and have been slanging and abusing them ever since.
My best advice for you, if you're over 18, is to doctor shop.
BUMP
cocaine
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nudz
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Also, I would highly recommend hallucinogens. My buddy and I were beating the shit out of communists and the Trump rally riot in Chicago while tripping fucking balls on two tabs each of ridiculously strong acid. Best night of my life.
>Are any of you on adderall?
Yes
>Is adderalling causing political violence in the US?
No
You're not even in the US
I needed Adderall to get through school and I still use it when I need to study. I am currently learning Unity Engine and it's a lot easier when I've had an adderall. It did not change my political outlook at all and if anything I am more right wing now than I was when I started it.
Im closer to New England than you are yockel
Probably. I used to live up in there but I like it better a little more out of the way.
lol
I am
Trying to quit but apparently now I get suicidal thoughts and extremely depressed without it
Did I ruin my brain chemistry forever anons?
Probably. But you won't know where you stand until about a year off of it.
All you can do is worth with what you've got.
Ofc user most of the world is on drugs actually. It’s scary once you realize it. I myself only microdose with pure modafinil which only makes me choke out a prostitute once or twice a year.
1 bump of cocain
Are you a (((girl)))
I weigh 110 lbs but I take about 60mg a day
I get constant panic attacks and can’t breathe well most of the time. I can’t stay awake without it though. But I’m up all night with it, it’s almost 4 and I have work in an hour
I want off this ride, I just need to figure out how to not be so sleepy without it. I used to take naps every day before
I used it twice in high school and I went from being a talented artist, to discovering adderall, to doing my best work on adderall. The problem is, it completely drains you creatively and then you immediately have to rely on adderall to be creative again. I snorted it twice and it destroyed what appeared to be a future in animation at the time.