Hi Sup Forums so I'm a trap.. I agree with a lot of what most of you think though. What do you think about me...

Hi Sup Forums so I'm a trap.. I agree with a lot of what most of you think though. What do you think about me? Should I be gassed?

you're degenerate and gross and will probably kill yourself but I don't care user
just stop trying to make it normal
be a freak all you want famalam

please be in London

oh... okay. Is that kinda half joking or... are you 100% serious?

why?

Corrupting the youth is a felony crime. Beyond that idgaf.

corrupting the youth? I dont have any interest in children...

You should work with a trained professional to become comfortable with yourself and your body. Negative body image is no way to live. People in your neighborhood should reach out to you to integrate you into a friend group where you can feel like a valued and active participant in society with things to offer besides being fuel for fetishists.

Now you turned out to be a newfag i dont want anyway

yeah please kill yourself faggot

anyone who disagrees is a redditor who came during the election

>I'm a trap
You're actually dealing with childhood trauma in a sexual way since you've been addicted to porn for a long time in a dystopian feminist liberal society.

I know I accept its a mental illness of some kind but I cant help it. I was raped when I was young and I think that maybe messed me up a little...

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It has to do with corrupting influences on children. If you really are a "trap" in the sense that you pass as female and don't present corrupting influences to children then I don't have a problem with your personal fun and games.

you could kik me and ill send you some?

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if you kik me ill send you some?

That’s fine, but there’s something in your head that turns you into a ticking time bomb. Nobody wants to deal with mental illness and you probably don’t even pass, sorry but it’s reality.

ticking time bomb?

Nice memeflag change from facist to gay flag. Slide thread.

are you cute?
no homo, im only into reverse traps.

>Should I be gassed?
Only if you're not hot.

penis & timestamp or gtfo.

You're just a young guy that watches too much porn, got into a feminization fetish and ended up in the situation you find yourself in right now. Trust me, I've been close to that point before I quit watching porn.

you can kik me and ill send you stuff?

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You’ll either kill yourself or have an psychotic episode that others will have to deal with like your family.

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I dont think its a porn thing... you might be right though?

feet? and i thought I was fucked up...

post yours and ill message you... i dont want to post my kik on Sup Forums for obvious reasons..

Clearly I can only speak for my personal experience, but out of curiosity, how often do you masturbate per day on average? Do you ever masturbate without watching porn?

Do it.

>but I cant help it
The only person who can control you is you. The brain is like a muscle, it can be trained and conditioned, but only through time and effort.

I prefer to talk to people I know and do sexual things with them... I'm not really into the rough stuff in porn. I like cute stuff

So... what do I do?

>I agree with a lot of what most of you think though
I am glad you agree that nuclear holocaust is the only thing to build true communism.
>What do you think about me
As long as you help us achieve communist utopia I'm with you.
>Should I be gassed
You should work toward initiation a first nuclear strike on a major nuclear power in hope of serial escalation into WW3.
You are undeed likely to commit suicide, But then again, so are regular posters on chans. people don't go here if they have much faith in their own future.

>oh... okay. Is that kinda half joking or... are you 100% serious?
I forgot about this thread, trap. I'm serious, but no hard feelings user. You're a dude who's built an identity around being a pretty girl. What happens when you're not longer pretty?

Okay, but how often do you masturbate/orgasm per week on average? I feel like if that number is over 10, it is likely your actions are a (in)direct result of your brain becoming addicted to the dopamine rush you experience when you orgasm. Addictions like that build up resistant layers much like drugs which makes the person crave for something new or more, like the feminization fetish.

However, if you've always felt like you liked feminization (I'm speaking pre-16 year old) it might be just natural to you or a result of a youth trauma. I dunno.

>I was raped when I was young
Yeah, knew it. I delved into this shit too and I was molested when I was a kid and had a mother who applauded and motivated femininity. Thinking about it I felt violated on and de-masculated. That made me feel incredibly bad and un naturally conservative about my masculinity, I could not show anything else. Then I got porn addicted and just went deeper and deeper. You're not a fucking trap, you're dealing with childhood trauma and addiction in a very un healthy way.

>Hi Sup Forums so I'm a trap
>weeb shit

I think you're right... I haven't been happy for a long time I've come close to killing myself before... I think a lot of people I know from the trap community are kinda suicidey...

To add to this, I feel like the sudden rise of MtF people in the West is almost solely the result of chronic masturbation. I don't discredit the act of masturbating itself but it becomes problematic when it is done to excess. Just look at which group of people has the most notorious group of trans people: speedrunners. These are, if you're blunt about it, losers that sit at home all day playing the same game all day. They probably fap 3+ times a day as well. So many trannies. 1+1=2.

MEAL PREP
that makes me hungry

>implying it was ever pretty to begin with

what should I do?

>I think a lot of people I know from the trap community are kinda suicidey
Of course, because you all have to prop each other up all the time. How many conversations do you have with other traps that revolve around placating each other's insecurities?

No I have a partner I do stuff with and I find myself asking if we can skip some days... I feel like my sex drive isn't actually that high I just like being a girl.

kek
right after I posted I knew I should've included that and that some user was going to call me out.

Not many honestly... its mostly just me complaining about depressed I am... I know a couple of traps that are really emotionally stable. theres this one 'girl' whos ex military and shes been really nice about everything.

Post tits or fuck off

I know I'm not pretty to straight guys or pretty in general, especially when compared with women... There are a lot of guys and other traps who like me though.

I dont have tits... I can send pics on kik though...

>its mostly just me complaining about depressed I am
Insecurities, depression, they're branches on the same tree, brah. The way you type for fuck's sake: all of this...pregnant pausing. Are you Zelda motherfucker? You're living in a fantasy land. Do you do drugs?

>I dont have tits..
You are not even a good trap then

lots of drugs... why?

Your just wrong is all, you can't change from a Man to a woman etc.

only like chubby traps get tits they can be proud of... even post hrt its mostly like just really big nips... I understand this does not sound very pretty.

I am a fan of the Morita Technique and modern versions of it. Spend time alone in reflection. Train yourself for normalcy with simple tasks, like cleaning your room, that you reward yourself for doing, which can be as simple as patting yourself on the back and saying "I like this." Develop a hobby that you can work on alone and will give you a tangible product that you can look at as a token of your own achievement. Think less about the person you feel like you should be and more about the behaviors you want find admirable and want to do. Train yourself to do them. Find friends who like that person and build up the self-esteem to not only be okay with rejection, but to reject other people who you just don't mesh with. Read more non-fiction books, especially history books, to get a sense of the universe that you have to carve a place for yourself in.

Sort yourself out, user. Be the lobster.

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I don't know, you're not me. Having been molested and violated on I felt like I hated masculinity but couldn't show any androgyny myself. I pushed my friends away if they simply touched my shoulder and acted like a dick if someone called something cute or applauded me for something, I only watched lesbian porn because what guy watches porn with a guy am I right? That's gay. Molestation emasculated me forcefully and completely messed me up sexually, I just had to face it and understand it. Going deeper and deeper into porn addiction I ended up in trap and feminisation shit because it was so taboo, it testing my identity and made me accept what had happened to me though. I realized I wasn't gay, nor bisexual but could still acknowledge appreciation for the male form and could be more intimate with close friends and patting someone on the shoulder or hugging isn't gay.

>lots of drugs... why?
all trannies do drugs
too bad this whole thread is fuggin b8
not bad friendo
7/8

I've heard it all before from JBP hehe... Trust me I know what you're talking about I don't know if its better to just keep being a girl though... I don't think I'd be happier giving it up.

Do masculine things, build your confidence, don't indulge in the escape of faggotry.
If you aren't on crazy drugs and didn't mutilate yourself you can recover probably.
You can pray, like seriously pray, like understand that your condition may be beyond what you are able to resolve on your own and not ask for it to be resolved for you but for the strength to continue onward in spite of it.
Don't indulge pretending to be a girl, find someone to talk to in person about your problems/history. Not on a forum, someone who will hear the emotion in your voice when you talk. you can go to confessional, therapy etc.
Ultimately you will have to forgive those who wrong you and let go of the resentment about your own suffering. You don't have to like them or see them again but you can't indulge in hatred or playing the victim anymore.
You can do all this if you want to, but you have to REALLY want to or there wont be much effect at all.

You'd never know unless you tried, I don't think. I didn't know for sure that I was straight until I doubted it enough to find out I'm not actually in to guys.

This is actually very true... aside from the porn thing I think... But I get scared by guys and alike...

I'm surprised so many people on Sup Forums have dabbled in faggotry...

This post is a trap and I fell for the covered light switch MEME of art

IM FINE WITH YOU BEING YOU. ARE YOU GAY IS THE QUESTION.

why do you think its b8?

It depends if you see the dick or not... And how fem the penis is... I know traps I'd think you were gay if you liked but there are some that straight guys would like...

lol no, but those who have are drawn to this particular thread more.

I don’t think you should be gassed... because I am also a trap.

Are... you messing with me???..

No, why would I?

I doubt we will get to you in time before you kill yourself

I don't know.... I didn't think there were many traps on ... Sup Forums

Post HRT?

No I think you've got atleast a couple hours... I'm having trouble getting the noose to work it wont fire...

I’m gonna keep that stuff to myself. Just wanted to say you’re not alone, I guess.

thank you

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Happiness is just a chemical in your brain. You can get it by dressing up like a girl. You can get it by letting some fat feminist stomp on your balls. You can get it by chad faggot humiliating and violating you. The easiest way is just to directly stimulate happiness with drugs.

We are human beings. We are the walking bags of goop that somehow found a way to turn banging rocks together into supercolliders that let us accelerate particles to the fastest possible speed just so we can figure out what's inside things that are literally smaller than we can imagine. Pretty much everything about us and what we do really ought to be impossible, but we figured ways around that.

And yeah, nobody wants to change. Everybody wants it to be easy. But we change whether we want to or not, whether we are aware of the change or not. I think we ought to be in control of the ways in which we change, because there is no information more valuable than knowing how your own brain works, no property more rare and precious than your own body, and no privilege greater than ruling your own will.

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