>be me
>be a 27 year old ugly loser loner beta
>wake up at 9 am, feeling like shit because of late night internet browsing and coffee ruined sleep
>browse internet on phone for 2 hours
>read book about Romans for a short time, while wondering why I bother with a book that covers 400 years in 450 pages when I forget everything
>have phone interview for job I don't need- spill no spaghetti but sounded so low energy due to coffee ruined sleep
>decide to skip exercise due to tiredness
>go to full time job and have nothing to do so I leave immediately
>feel sweaty and fat so I go running when I get back
>browse internet a little- read Stephen Wolfram's Wikipedia page and get slightly depressed
>make a list of the bare minimum things I should do to stop feeling like a pleb, so I can then do what I enjoy and find interesting
>"Read Don Quixote, Nicomachean Ethics..., Go through SICP, Do these maths chapters from this textbook"
>immediately regret making the list and know I should do what I want
>can't bear staying alone in flat
>go to library for a very short time
>now drinking coffee in central London, feeling sad about life, waiting to watch Question Time with Sup Forums
Be me
Nice blog post faggot.
>be me
>schizo
>no interest in socializing whatsoever
>no job
>no friends
>no gf (ever)
>sit in my flat 24/7
>scared of the future
lol at least you have a sense of humor user. that's cute and I'm a girl btw
Look faggot...
1. Go to bed at a decent hour
2. Go to church in Sun instead of doing whatever faggot shit you normally do
3. Go help someone, do something for someone, charity, anything
4. Turn off your dann phone for a week
Report back after doing this a month
Pray more. Do nofap. Stop drinking coffee. Go to bed on time and wake up early. Life is now 10x better.
>Go to church
Just go to the gym or something, user.
>Go help people
Help yourself by doing something other than doing something normies tell you to do on the internet.
What do you want to do, anyway?
>try going to bed at 8pm and waking up at 5am for months
>still have debilitating mental illness
>try preparing my own dinner every single day for months (baking bread, cooking meat) instead of eating fastfood
>still have debilitating mental illness
>try cleaning my house every single day for months
>still have debilitating mental illness
>try doing serious exercises every single day, 200 pushups and 200 situps for months. Not a single day missed (ocd makes it difficult for me not to)
>still have debilitating mental illness
>try socializing all my life
>still have debilitating mental illness
>try getting a job to be "financially independent"
>can't and still have debilitating mental illness
Donate to my PayPal @ paypal.me/pliebler123 cause op is a faggot
>full time job
>occasional exercise
>attempts to read even though forgets most of it.
it could be much worse m8
>22 yo
>3 mill from bitcoin
>never had to work a day in my life
>chad genetics
>classic cars
>basically unlimited sex, money, travel
>women love me
>dedicated 9/10 live in cumbucket room mate takes every extra load i have, her tubes are tied, never have to fap
>pick up a new chick every time i go out
>no depression or social defects
>6 foot
>10.5"
newfags wont understand OPs struggle
Can you please help a broke white piece of American shit to get a burger pls ?
i spotted the problem. you live in london you stupid cunt
Hold an actual schedule. It will eventaully be distraction therapy if you do fun shit. Health is everything. Diet and nutrition influences mood. Combine exercise with hiking, witness natural external stimuli everyday to combat the woes of modernity. Keep journals on the books you read, write about the things you like about them, summarize it. Keep a journal on your shitty negative self-talk that discourages you from doing productive things like keeping journals, too. Pick up a hobby, archery, pool, darts, anything that gets your mind off of shit. Find groups online to talk about the things you like. Growth is essential in life, find as many opportunities to learn new things as you can. Talk about the things you learn. Never stop.
Pray, study Scripture, go to gym.
have you tried being rich, lucky, attractive, and naturally charismatic? works for me
You need to be more active, less inactive. Sounds like you're restless.
>Try nofap for weeks
>More motivation, more clarity, more energy
>Now can't sleep at all, have extreme depression from clarity of life's situation and knowing I can't do what I am motivated for doing
>still have debilitating mental illness
>avoid caffeine (so chocolate, coca cola, etc.) completely for months
>have more mental clarity but less energy
>still have debilitating mental illness
Pls help
Need burger I am much starved
try having interests besides reading pretentious shit
that's the deal with you depressed plebeians, you have zero interests or passions. start painting, playing an instrument or something. not casually either, immerse yourself completely.
Pls help with burger
I am hungry because op is a faggot
Living the dream.
you pulled, faggot.
You should come to my country and lecture us on how stupid we are.
Liberals will love you.
uh. w-what is your debilitating mental illness?
schizo
>extreme social anxiety and dysfunction
>affective blunting and flatness
>no emotions
>ocd
>thought disorder
>occasional hallucinations
>Inject steroids
Stop being so analytical.
Agreed. I've played an instrument for 12 years and it's always been there as a salve. Not only that, but the utility of self-esteem/affirmation that results from building up a hobby-related skill is inexplicably helpful in many areas of life. If you learned martial arts, for example, but never had to fight anyone, you'd still be able to positively apply that know-how in many life-situations, and that just makes you feel (and become) valuable. Self-actualize, people.