>tfw vidya no longer fills the void
I live all alone, I don't have friends, I'm fat, every relationship I've had has ended horrendously, the only thing keeping me here is the fear of failing the suicide or the pain before my death. I get no enjoyment from videogames anymore. I try to cheer myself up by watching TV shows that I like, but even when I laugh or smile I start to cry afterwards.
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Try reading a book, homo. Or get a job.
I don't have books
I'm not gay
I'm not able to hold down a job
Videogames were never meant to be enjoyable, so if that's the reason you played them before then you're not too bright.
watch maison ikkoku and stop blogging
Is this advanced cynicism?
Sup Forums - Depression
have you considered table top gaming
you live alone and you dont have a job? are ya neet?
also consider seeing a doctor. getting help is easier than you think.
do it fag
Part of the reason I can't hold down a job is my attention span is fucked and I make too many mistakes, reading is really very difficult in general.
Get a new system. I only had Nintendo systems but got a PS4 which motivated me to play because I never played the types of games it has before.
reading is a skill, git gud faggot
Disability
The meds never helped me, nor did the psychiatrists
I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console
>I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console
>I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console
Get an emulator then. Make a check list of all worthwhile Wii/GCN/PS1/2 games and play through them.
>Tfw it still does I just never have time for it
Hit the gym.
>no books
Torrent them, library or audiobooks, I really enjoy audio books as I can do get shit done while being droned into cleaning and cooking my apartment.
some really good ones like count monte cristo or Dracula some decent classics
>bad relationship
how do you go about this?
I've no interest to get intimate so I can't help you there
>no job
How do you pay the bills?
>fat
Cut out sugars
Replace it with something addicting, coffee, sunflower seeds, smoking; essentially, you need to replace a shitty habit with another shitty habit
normies do it behind weed and social life, scouring their social networks and throwing passive aggressive bullshit back and forth
Exercise, I don't mean pushups and dumbbells but simply walking and moving your body, it does wonders for depression. Find a restaurant downtown and pick up some dinner, stop somewhere have coffee, have some kind of tie to the world outside and move out there and slowly you will come to be somewhat happier.
Meds don't work immediately, and sometimes it can take a couple tries before you find the right prescription.
The thing is, drugs and psychs aren't a magic bullet. They're not going to flip a switch and magically make you better. They can make things easier, but It's still on you to do the other half of the work.
Get a job. Believe me, it helps. Make some friends. Read. Find a hobby that isn't video games. All this will come back around and make life more worth living.
>Make some friends
Everyone I know either pity me, or think I'm a degenerate weirdo. I'm not entirely sure how I'm supposed to do that.
You're obviously depressed OP, so this will undeniably sound clichéd but: work out. You don't have to go to the gym, just get a bike and ride it anywhere.
I fucking hate going to the gym so I rarely do, instead I take long walks or ride my bike, anything that lets me do some good philosophizing while I do it.
You need drastic change in your lifestyle, or else everything will continue to be a rut forever. You don't have to become a health nut, just do ANYTHING that isn't sitting down infront of a screen.
>be me a retarded fat faggot OP
>am NEET so I have all the time in my life to actually better myself, lose weight, etc
>instead I just shitpost on Sup Forums about how vidya doesn't do it anymore and list my faults instead of fixing them
Yes, just jump off a building if you can even get to the top you fucking miserable cunt
This. Do all of this.
Relationship-wise, the more you get yourself out into society (job, exercise), the more women you'll meet, the more you'll fail with them and learn. Gradually you'll have a nice one.
You don't know that. Even if they tell you so. If they're willing to hang out with you, there's obviously SOMETHING they like about you, otherwise they wouldn't do it. And if there truly is nothing they like about you and they STILL hang around, well that's their problem, not yours.
Same, OP here
dude just don't be depressed anymore. go work out brah even though you can barely find the willpower to leave bed
That picture is so fucking dumb.
OP, try dwarf fortress
They don't hang around me though, I just hear them talk about me behind my back. Anytime someone actually talks to me it's like they're trying to talk me out of a suicide attempt.
Sounds like good advice
No, I don't think you get it. Every woman I've ever been attracted to has been a lesbian, or a tomboy. I can't get involved in relationships anymore, it hurts too badly, food is the only thing that helps. I never used to be fat.
The first girl I ever liked was like an older sister to me and she was very boyish in personality but girlish in looks. I guess that kinda stuck with me.
Jesus.
I know this is Sup Forums - or just, the internet - but goddamn. You're talking to an actual person.
Fuck, I need to get out of this place, I'm too old for you edgelord teens.
>I'm not gay
Well you sure sound like a faggot, complaining and finding excuses on an anonymous image board about video games instead of pulling yourself together and fixing your life.
If you're a NEET who lives alone with no job, where the fuck are you that you can hear them "behind your back"?
Thats another person not me, apparently theres someone else here in my position
Just pick up some trashy girls in a club and bring them home to your pad for a fuck or at least a bj, that's what I always do when I'm down
>Every woman I've ever been attracted to has been a lesbian, or a tomboy.
>The first girl very boyish in personality
Have you perhaps tried dating men?
Its not being edgy, its just being tired of seeing the same shit everyday
They come here from /r9k/ seeking pity and empathy even though only they can help themselves
Also this is not VIDEO GAMES, go get offended somewhere else
No, YOU don't get it.
Every woman you've ever been attracted to is still less than 0.000001% of all the women on the planet. You haven't even sniffed the shadow of a picture of the sky above the tip of the iceberg. Get out there, meet women. You're going to find one you like, who likes you. It's a flat statistical fact.
I'm attracted to the wrong kind of women, it's really not my fault. I don't like the way men look at all, so I know I'm not gay.
>fat
>suicidal
pick up smoking, you'll lose weight fast and if you stick with it your wish will come true
So this is your average steamfag with an anime avatar. Makes you think.
ITT: characters who are literally me
Fucking leave then you faggot
It's the literal definition of edgy, because you would never say that to a person face to face. You're being an edgelord because you're protected by anonymity, and there's nothing cooler than being an asshole on Sup Forums. You're either being hyperbolic, or you're an actual dick in real life too.
>I'm attracted to the wrong kind of women
Explain this. What do you mean the "wrong type"?
No I hate weebfags, don't lump me in with them, Jesus Christ user.
I tried and quit, couldnt afford cigarettes
You should consider traps as an option.
>the only thing keeping me here is the fear of failing the suicide or the pain before my death.
Imagine being such a pathetic coward that you're afraid of getting hurt before dying, and being so worried you'll fuck up yet again that you don't even try.
Holy fuck you're not even worth talking out of it.
not with that attitude
He means he's a pedo, thats what that term means.
The kind that can't or won't ever love me back
Here's my hot tip OP, straight from my wise noggin'
Get out of Sup Forums. Preferably forever, but who are we kidding. This isn't the place to get help and support, this is a place to be angry and to become angry.
You need professional help, go see your GP and explain your problems, they'll refer you to get some help from a therapist or someone appropriate.
The actual measured benefit from mental health services is really good in most countries, they're likely to be able to help you, you just need to admit 2 things up front.
1) Something is wrong
2) You want to change
What? No faggot, im talking about women who arent interested in men.
>music
>books
>learning to cook
>any hobby you can do alone inside for 2-3 hours a day
There, OP. Diversity is a good thing. I know video games give you easy gratification for a while, but it's inevitable you'll grow out of something that does nothing for your development as a person.
>Fitness
Cured me long enough to finish school. I'm sort of burnt out after 4 years, and a bit depressed, but not as bad as I was when I was in your phase.
tldr; video games get boring, get difficult hobbies that challenge you, stop being a bitch-boy
Do we have to pretend that we like calling each other "faggots"? I mean haven't we grown out of that by now? It violates global rule 3 anyway
>Feeling pretty down
>Find a whole lot of great porn
>Feel like a kid in a toy store
>Regain the spark of life
There's bisexual girls too, fucking idiot.
>not able to
Not willing to.
Build Gunpla.
Ok then. It's a long road. Go gym, get stronk, and do you.
I don't want to change, I just want to die, I'm tired of life, but afraid of the pain of suicide or afraid of failing.
Believe me I know, and I think I always push them in the other direction... Besides who wants to constantly compete with bothel sexes for someone? It's stressful as all hell and depressing because women always win.
Bisexual women are a pit of despair
>it's another episode of depressed fat guy complains and rejects any suggestions so he can reaffirm his sad, NEET existence
Whew, I've seen this more than zelda saving the princess
ive recently felt vidya no longer feels the void too... what is this
Eat healthy foods, exercise, read books, stop watching TV and playing video games, learn a new language, go outside, maybe try another field like technolo/g/y and smonk wade.
Not that guy, but see go someone anyway even if you don't want to change. You have nothing to lose.
Masturbate more. Or do what I did and beg your mom for pity sex. Nothing lift your spirits more than your mom riding you until you cum in her.
If you didn't want change you wouldn't come here looking for answers. I've never seen someone being always alone ever end happily.
This, OP:
just b urself breh
God damn you are pathetic. Quit wallowing in your own filth. Look i get that you are depressed and shit but for real. Walking and exercise is free. Go to a goodwill and get job help from them, meet some people at your new job and go party and have fun and get some strange. If not just accept that you are what you are and be content with your life. Also dont don't blame anybody but yourself for dating trainwrecks you chose to stay with them
If you really, really think it's worth it.
Permanent solution to a temporary problem
seriously just go for a long walk every day. It'll help you lose weight, it'll give you endorphins, it's honestly the best way to feel good
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>Permanent solution to a temporary problem
My fav normie mem.
>its another whines and sulks like Shinji Ikari and doesn't do anything to help themselves
Watch some Evangelion and play some Nier Automata and if any of the existentialist vibes speak to you in any way, look them up and start doing research on how people have climbed their way out of an existential crisis.
Start going on walks, read /fit/'s sticky but don't fall for their faux-darwinian bullshit.
Stop giving a fuck about relationships, you can sort that out when everything else is finished.
If you live alone, look for people who want to rent out an apartment.
As far as friends go. Actually look at yourself, do you do clingy stuff, do you get embarassed and push everyone away that you could remotely connect with?
You obviously do want to change because you're here whining about it.
Suicide is 1 method of change, a really stupid one. People who have mental issues contemplate suicide because they cannot see a future in which they're just a normal healthy person, but actually loads of people turn it around and find happiness.
I come from a family with a history of male suicide, my grandfather killed himself at about 35 and my dad attempted it at about 40. The amount of abject suffering you have to go through in order to kill yourself is beyond what you're able to contemplate, it's harder than the effort that's required to get better.
Everyone who is depressed thinks that suicide is the way out and everyone who was saved from suicide and turned their life around was greatful that they did.
You're not some special unicorn, go and get some help and work at it and you'll be happy like the rest of us.
>I'm fat
well there's a project that should keep you occupied for months
Tbf this is where all the normalfags go after Sup Forums
Cocaina my friend.
Have you tried doubling down and playing even more video games
Play a bunch of sad and depressing games like Silent Hill 2.
Or attempt to commit suicide in a really half assed way that can easily fail without permentantly scarring you.
Also what the fuck
I've had plenty of instances where I feel like my friends don't value the friendship as much as I do. The important thing is to not stress over it.
Don't be clingy, but one thing that has helped me is thinking about things in terms of being the best friend you can be to another person, and if they can't reciprocate, then no matter, you will eventually find instances where you're there for someone when they need you and they might just be there for you when you need them.
wtf is the /r9k/ shit? You know theres a whole board of people just like you right?
I can confirm this.
/r9k/ is where you go if you WANT to wallow in your problems and never recover.
consider getting legakl or illegal drugs. The only fuck why I am getting up in the morning. Everything else suggested in this thread is normie chad tier and WILL make your life better but if you would like your life being better, you already did it. You are mentaly ill and your only hope are drugs to postpone your suicide for whatever reason you would like to do so.
get fzucked
>/r9k/
No that place is full of lesbians, can't go there too triggering
Go to somewhere "natural", like a forest. Breath fresh air deeply, then walk by there. Do some physical exercises if you want to. Also, eat good food, such as fruits, vegetables etc.
Read some nice books also.
What is this, 2014? /r9k/ is /trap/ now.
I hate this meme so allow me to autistically deconstruct it.
First things first, let's rule out all the women in uncivilized non-English speaking nations, so that's down to like a billion already. Let's rule out everyone below a "fuckable" appearance, that massively cuts down the list of potential mates by probably at least 70% because there's a shitload of uglies out there.
Ruling out other factors like disabilities or being a literal crack whore or what have you, the number has probably reduced to a few million at best, and this hasn't even taken into consideration anything else that might rule out your potential partner, like actually being fucking single, sharing ANY interests or personality whatsoever, ever stumbling across them in your life, etc.
Plenty of people die alone, or they settle for unhappy relationships. It's easier than ever before to find one thanks to online dating, but it's certainly not ever in your favor.
>I just want to die, I'm tired of life
Please just listen up fucknugget, I'm pretty sure most of the people in this thread who have given you advice have been in your exact fucking shoes. I've sure as fuck been. So shut up and take heed to the ones in this thread who bothered to try and help you. No one here's obliged to help you, yet some people did. Take that to heart.
Get some routines in your day. Even if it's as simple as taking one daily walk outside. It helps.
Worst thing is that you hardly can get helium that's not been diluted with oxygen anymore. Producers began taking notes of people killing themself with their product. That and thining it out with oxygen severly brings down production costs. The more you know.
I have never seen a more pathetic, delusional, heavy handed rationalization for someones inadequacies in my life.