I am a recluse who has spent most of his life behind a computer monitor. I spent my entire 20s on the internet

I am a recluse who has spent most of his life behind a computer monitor. I spent my entire 20s on the internet.
you would think i would be a god-tier programmer or a hacker but i can't do shit. i haven't learned a damn thing

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>you would think i would be a god-tier programmer or a hacker
I did not think that

>not a hacker

Have you at least prioritized and bought your RGB gaymen gear? I have RGB keyboard, mouse, PC, and monitors. I am an elite member of the Sup Forums hacking group.

Thanks for the heads up.
I'm going outside now

>i haven't learned a damn thing
What did you do instead?

Life is what you make of it. If you don't learn anything, if you achieve nothing, if you're dissatisfied with where you are in life, you have only yourself to blame

>you have only yourself to blame
Actually you have the big bang to blame because free will doesn't exist

you're externalising the issue, which solves nothing. Take responsibility for your own actions

well i at least learn how to build a PC.then again you can learn it on youtube..unlike programing and shit

I'm not a weeaboo and don't want to become one, but webms like that just make me gooey. When that second girl came in shot it was like someone tugged on an invisible thread connecting my heart to my dick. Wat do?

Nothin wrong with saying a girl is cute

not OP but I spent half my 20s playing WoW, the other half watching anime, and all of it fapping to imaginary women.

He's right though, free will is a lie (from a certain point).

same, i'm a useless piece of trash. i've always been revered as a 'tech guru', but i neither have the skills or patience to become a programmer anything. shallow praise fooled me into believing IT was the right path to choose, but too late i realized that coding is just so damn boring and pointless. i want to be an astronomer, doctor, artist, writer. when i was a kid i wanted to be a bus driver but i can't even manage that. there are so many things i want to do that i got torn between them and ended up doing nothing instead. my fear of failure has crippled me

to be entirely free, sure. But one can still deviate from their norm

you can learn programming from books depending how good you are at learning

>lusting after incredibly vain asians

Somewhat. Not everyone can though.

Can't and won't are not the same thing. And small changes over the course of years will bring big results

Sounds like a good time to me OP

Reason number one why I didn't go into programming, as soon as I don't need to do any more homework I'm cutting that shit out to the fullest reasonable extent. What the hell did people do with their free time before the internet? They must have all been jacked geniuses.

same here mostly. if you wanna change no problem. at my age some people have died from addiction, divorced, been maimed in war, accidentally have kids. sure ive blown opportunities, but try to look on the bright side. nice blog i know.

Same but still 20s
I have no rgb memes only LEDs on I have is mouse logo and my speaker amp led, plus USG,and ap pro

>I want to become an artist/writer
>Has experience with computers and maybe some programming experience
>Lives in the era where easy game engines like Godot exist, and isn't making a game in it right now.

Not that I'm all that different. I'm learning python (for the second time) right now so I can understand GDScript better and be able to properly make games with Godot. It's rewarding to find out why something doesn't work, and figuring out how to fix it to produce a desired result. I believe GDScript will be quite similar, if not much easier. I'm not confident that this will improve my feelings of worthlessness and disinterest/anhedonia, but the reality is that innactivity is, in all practical matters of life, akin to death.

They'd spend a lot of time doing the same sorts of things with the relatively few people that they knew in person. Whether that's better or worse on its own is hard to say

with sound

BLACKED

I can't stand unproductive NEETs, when you have all the time in the world available to you why not use it for something productive? I spent a few years as a NEET and just used all day every day to cram more stuff in my head. I'd feel so unbelievably worthless if I was just idling all day with my dick in my hand.

first one is way cuter

Depression? That's the boat I'm in while I try to push employment off. You don't really feel like doing anything at all and while I'm not suicidal, if people lived their whole lives like this I get it.

It's not exactly uncommon for NEETs to get a bit lazy, not do anything then fall into a cycle like that

>liking cute girls makes me a weeaboo

>Be the 'tech guy' of my extended family
>literally only know how to lego assemble some parts and click next next in a setup
>simply spend my days shitposting online and playing vidya

Feels batman

I'm almost 22 and being you is my greatest nightmare.

What does her shirt say?

Make America

>I'm not a weeaboo
but you are. either that or you have incredibly low standards
they're p ugly

how have your 20s been going so far?

We can't stand you busy body neets

> they're p ugly
What I've noticed is that imageboard dwellers have really high standards of a beauty. This isn't exclusive to that imageboard, all Sup Forumstards behave like that. Also it seems like most of those people like traps. I don't want to say it makes your opinion invalid but it does.

>What I've noticed is that imageboard dwellers have really high standards of a beauty. This isn't exclusive to that imageboard, all Sup Forumstards behave like that.
they're addicted to porn

unsubscribed

Make America Skate Again

Studying IT at uni, working summer jobs. Now I've started a new job as a customer support for a VPN product.

for me it was dota2 but pretty accurate

sauce op?

I hate what b is Like now you can vary rarely find a quality post its just 24/7 porn threads I knowbits always had loads of porn but you used to quality posts I havnt even been here long only 5 years but the quality of posting has plummeted drastically

What keeps you playing WoW

When I was your age I was already working as a software engineer.

Same.

How did you spend your 20s, Sup Forums?

well the last thing i bought was groceries but i've got a few left still

Here's some advice to all you young NEET faggots.

I too spent most of my 20's & 30's being a NEET. I too spent 10 years playing WOW.
But along the way I dabbled in some programming, and finally in my mid 30's I decided to put more time into learning programming, and a few years later I created a product that makes me good money. Finally past my mid 30's I stop being a NEET, I have money I go outside, I meet people, I meet girls, and this just makes me realize how much of a waste my life was. I literally wasted my prime in my bedroom, now I meet girls in their early 20's and feel sad that I can't be with them because they're half my age, and I'll probably die by the time they're 35.

So my advice is, DON'T FUCKING WASTE YOUR LIFE BEING A NEET. Life is short,, and you can't get back the years you waste. You'll regret it when you get older.

stop self projecting fellow neet

that depends on how constructive u decided to spend your time but we already know all you does is gayming and hoarding cp

source

Commendable, bro. I have friends like you, which gives me drive to compete.

this is stupid since 1) you can easy be with 20 year old girls even if your 30. 2) no matter what you do your "waste" your life. the problem here is that life is finite and you will die. its an existential problem. just enjoy life and plan for the future too, but you will never get rid of the feeling of dread, angst and bad nostalgia when you look back, its just part of growing up

kek'd

If that fat Harvey dude from Hollywood could be with girls like that, then so can you

Just turned 21 and seems like I'm heading in your direction.

Any advice, on the road to come?

>Ooh, look at me, I developed an amazing product, am raking in the dimes and get puss on the reg!

Fuck off, normie.

will you be my guardian?

I'm feeling exactly the same, and I just graduated with a compsci degree.

How do I make these feelings stop

Same

career advice?

work hard (should be 8 * 5 hours a week, if you don't keep track you will do way less) get good grades (if you are usa, get honor things and letter of recommendation or whatever). Think about your CV and how things you do will look on it. Its hard to make the CV look good later when all the ingredients are shit. you can start already now. then also party and have fun, do hobbies. since you can never really stop the rat-race, its an ongoing marathon forever

> I too spent most of my 20's & 30's being a NEET
Yeah, well, good thing I didn't.
t. not even 30

Because I'm extremely lazy and have no motivation to better myself. Sure, the thoughts of living my life accomplishing nothing while still living under the roof of my parent's home that reminds me how pathetic I am are there, but it's not enough to budge me into doing anything. My parents will die, never holding a grandchild in their arms. Sure I cry myself to sleep once a month at what a pathetic piece of shit I am, but the next morning, those feelings wash away and I'm back to not giving a shit. My mental age never progressed pass college freshman and that was 12 years ago.

I have watched too many magic performances and webm threads
I spent the entire time watching their hands waiting for something to happen

this is me ;_;

Same here OP.

Nice blog

>liking cute girls makes you a weaboo
Either you belive in white genocide nonsense or the memes have rotted your brain

OP here is a friendly guide to get you started

I don't drink or do drugs tho

Wish I saw this sooner.

Meh, I'm 27 and I have a job with a high salary, but I still relate to that pic.

so if I am 25 and go to uni but no bf (and no unironic tfw no-feelings) and I still have tons of hobbies does that make me a normie or what

>bf
Are you gay?

something like that

I'm jealous

BURACKED*

People like this should die or we are all fucked.

no i wouldn't cause being on a computer doesn't make you good with computers like looking at pictures doesn't make you an artist. making food doesn't make you a chief and etc.
>I literally wasted my prime in my bedroom, now I meet girls in their early 20's and feel sad that I can't be with them because they're half my age, and I'll probably die by the time they're 35.
you aren't somebody worth taking advice from. men are suppose to date women younger than them. you did waste your time cause you can't even figure this simple bit out.
you're stupid and fucked anyway. that guy is the least of your worries moron. you need to worry about low iq criminal killing your dumbass or some drunk driver crashing into you killing you. dumb ass child

Only option left is suicide.

>recluse
you're using the wrong word faggot, you have to go back

>you would think i would be a god-tier programmer or a hacker but i can't do shit.

Nobody tech literate would think this. Nothing about your situation is surprising, unique or interesting.

>you would think i would be a god-tier programmer or a hacker but i can't do shit.

I wouldn't think anything. You are stupid and being a NEET is no cure. KYS and this is not a tech thread so fuck you.

I know that feel op. Only difference is that I ran a website as a tweenager in the late 90s. My future was bright. My dad bought me a bunch of those JavaScript and PHP books but my iq was too low for self study. I've taken community college courses over the years in C and Java and did well but I do work blue collar work for a living. I'm probably the only blue collar guy in the world that has spent his entire life on the internet like this.

26, no job, at least still going to uni but if i don't get an internship soon i might off myself
the rest about becoming a human husk cause of no human contact is true though

Same here, pretty much. But I've been here as well, wasting my time like stupid fucking retarded idiot. It's all been a total waste of time, but I have nothing better to do.

I think the two greatest decisions I've ever made with my life are avoiding heroin and WoW.

>i hit 35
>suddenly, talking to/dating/banging girls in their 20's is easy
>now in my early forties
>i, quite literally, have to beat off 20-something year old pussy with sticks, bats, and the occasional brick

You are doing something critically wrong. I'm not sure what, but you are doing it wrong. I'd really consider finding out what that is and fixing it soon.

What the fuck is so addictive about wow anyways? It seems like such a shitty game but all my friends were high on it even back in 2010 when it was already pretty old, they stayed holed up at home the whole summer playing that shit together.
Had to find some other shit to do by myself since they wouldn't leave home.

that's the thing though.. a productive NEET soon becomes not a NEET at all!

I know this feel.

I'm 30 and never worked.

>you would think i would be a god-tier programmer or a hacker....

No, I wouldn't think that, in case you haven noted, you are posting on a mongolian puppeteer forum full of people who have mastered the art of being all day behind a computer without learning something useful. You are not special buddy.

2xBURACKEDU !!!

No rgb chair
>GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!

Fuck off Hori

only problem with this webm is the soy
that shit is pure poison