I want to kill myself
I can't overcome the time I've wasted and opportunities I've missed. The best years of my life were ruined because a severe lack of self confidence and social skills and now I can't catch up. My personal development is arrested and I have not been able to make a friend or connect with people in over a decade. There is no way forward for me
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Wrong board
On general purpose
>>>/outside/
just fuck the pain away until your next existential crisis till your middle age crisis and then the alzheimer's will probably kick in a decade or two and bam...death.
> I have not been able to make a friend or connect with people in over a decade.
Jesus.
Anyways, there's two things you can do.
1) Keep on giving up like it seems you did
2) Try to start anew. Get professional help, force yourself to socialise, set yourself personal goals to reach and feel good about. That's how I got rid of my suicidal thoughts and became a normie.
Oh and listen to good mood music, especially hip hap and rock.
>just fuck the pain away
Ok Chad
do what thou willt, is all im saying.
Jesus christ user I'm going through the SAME exact thing. I guess all we can do is try our best to forget about it and move on with our lives. I know it's a shitty cliche answer but I don't think we have any other choice
How old are you OP?
25
Not OP, but I'm 18 and I feel the same way
No one asked you.
same feeling here bro
im 26
Baited for this exact response
you americans got it easy you have guns just shot in the head, here in europe I don't know how to do it, I friend of mine hanged months ago, but thats too much for me
Not your blog faggot
Went outside a few hours ago
Didn't change anything t b h
fuck your granny's ass so fucking bad
b-but if you die you won't be able to hear bowie's future albums
Dragonforce gave my life meaning
>At 41, Rudyard Kipling became the youngest Nobel Prize Laureate in literature.
>at 41
>the youngest
nigga you got plenty of time
ok aleister
>18
I hate to say it, but you're only 18. You're still fucked from puberty and hormones. I went through a massive depressive phase from when I was probably 16-20.
I'm 22 now and while I may be still mildly depressed I'm no way near the level I was. I think puberty fucks kids up
I can totally relate, OP. I don't know what to do. I don't really want to do anything. I have no motivation or ambitions. I just don't care anymore.
I am so fucked.
What music can make me feel better
what does that mean
Go to concerts, talk to people, stop comparing yourself to personal success stories that they broadcast on Lifetime or whatever the fuck where the gentle mongoloid gets the humble blind girl
same feeling here
Not to mention I can't get a job anywhere, I have no work experience, and my parents are going to kick me out soon.
I have no future. I have nowhere to go. And I have no social skills.
what do you do if you have social anxiety and you can't talk to people
Go to the bar and take a shot, grab a beer, sip that while enjoying the show and looking out for single qt3.14s in the crowd. When you find one, go up to her, ask about the band or the venue or something, and don't get weirded out.
>tfw can't relate to anyone and have no place in society
>tfw building a fantasy life in your head and becoming increasing dissociated from reality
alcohol and manning the fuck up
goddamn the average 9 year old girl has more courage than you. Anxiety can be dealt and reasoned with if you're determined enough.
>18 y/os feeling like they've wasted their youth
it's only gonna get worse when you reach 22/23 and still haven't done shit, and realize the peak years of your life are truly over
the point is it's never too late to start self-improvement. You can literally learn to become an alpha chad with enough time and effort
I recommend medication. I'm taking for depression and anxiety.
Doctor gave me clonazepam and it helps for when you're about to enter an anxious situation, but that anxiety feeling is just gone. I wasn't off the wall social, but I could add to conversation and felt comfortable talking. Like I didn't feel paralyzed. I was impressed. A little liquor helps, too. You don't wanna black out tho.
getting social anxiety implies you care too much about what other people think. maybe meditate on not giving a fuck. this is all just a game anyway.