Goodbye, my dear shitty Sup Forums. I'm killing myself tonight and wanted to talk for a bit before doing it. I wish (though I doubt it will hapen) that I'll be remembered for the music I'd been spamming on bc and sc threads for years now (I won't shitpost it now, don't worry).
I love opera, which one should I hear as I fade into nothing? I was thinking of Neither by Feldman, but I'm open to suggestions.
OP instead of dying to opera, you should die to idols. Die to this instead, it will be much better. youtube.com/watch?v=VpjAWcv94ro
John Peterson
Will Toledo here.
Goodbye Will Toledo.
Aaron Johnson
Dude, just fucking suggest music. I will do it, no one will miss me, both my parents are dead, the rest of my family I haven't seen in years.
Hudson Barnes
Don't do something stupid, man.
Hunter Lee
Suicide is not stupid. It is an inalienable right of every man and woman. You didn't choose to be born, but you have the right to die if you deem it necessary. Fuck anyone else who wants you to suffer for their own selfish desires.
Do it to BiSKaidan OP.
Julian Diaz
i like all the fucking normies who come to these threads and say "don't do it"
you don't know shit kids, hard to see from your fucking nice suburban homes huh
Christian Campbell
don't do it OP, things get better.
However I think Maria Callas singing "L'altra notte in fondo al mare" is very beautiful.
Carter Roberts
this is very edgy but still I'd hope you don't kill yourself either.
Andrew Miller
this is true
Adam Flores
Things don't get better, you just stop caring. He has the right to chose if he wants to suffer or not.
Do it for the idols.
Thomas Rogers
How is sophomore year going for you?
Nolan Foster
if you kill yrself ill forever remember u as a bitch
Brody Reed
It was a pretty good year in both high school and college. How's being a slave to faulty ideological morals going for you?
Owen Perez
p edgy dude
dont forget op that this guy recd some shitty japanese band
Benjamin White
he also has a right to choose if he wants to seek help, if he wants to put his friends and family through phenomenal pain, if this is truly what he wants. This isn't a decision you can abandon if you don't like the end result, which is why it shouldn't be undertaken with such petulance.
Kayden Murphy
lmao but killing yrself in an absurd universe is p much the only possible thing u can do wrong
Kayden Turner
he posted it on Sup Forums tho its obv a cry for help lrn2readpeople
Owen Campbell
Nessun Dorma
Thomas Young
hey op don't do that wanna talk? let's be friends rec me some opera i don't know much about it
Joshua Reyes
Man, you seem like a ton of fun.
Nolan Fisher
>dismissing music because it's japanese Wow, way to invalidate your point by being racist.
>right to seek help He does, and he doesn't want to which is why he said he's killing himself. Learn to read?
>This isn't a decision you can abandon if you don't like the end result It literally is though.
Sure, that's why people on /jp/ use to post pictures of themselves setting up exitbags right before they killed themselves, right?
Thanks.
Do it for Hijokaidan, OP!
Cooper Walker
hey OP wanna have a tinychat or plug.dj or something? We could have a listenalong.
Hudson Sullivan
The Flying Dutchman.
Blake Perry
IF YOU DON"T LISTEN TO ITAOTS I WON"T PRAY FOR YOU TONIGHT
Noah Bell
man you're retarded, seek help.
Jacob Parker
lmao racist tb h dog i dont feel yr energy & yea its all for attention what else is tha point
Samuel Campbell
Or you know, I just read books like an adult. Read some Schopenhauer or some Mainlander.
Liam Price
You seem like kind of dude everyone avoids at parties, cause they know you're gonna start spouting this edge shit all over the place.
Samuel Hall
get help
Jason Campbell
seeya, will. you won't be missed.
Nolan Hall
If it was a cry for help I wouldn't be posting in Sup Forums, I know that I'm gonna do it, I have no regrets and no doubt, I just want to talk for a while, and then listen to something good as I do it.
FUCK ITAOTS MWAAHAHAHA
Kayden Clark
have fun with your philosophical pessimism i guess.
Cooper Lopez
u can talk without the pretense bruh bruh
Jose Walker
>fuck itaots nothing changes
Luis Adams
See, I'm an adult who goes to adult functions. At adult functions, we behave like adults, and when we discuss morbid subjects, we are all well read and can quote back philosophical treaties to state our points. Instead of relying on our feelings, we know how to properly convey ideas.
Why? I'm not the one in pain. Op is though he has also already found his solution. Why are you even in this thread?
I do, and I will.
Adam Fisher
Don't die post some good opera
Carson Myers
Man, I guess a lot of people who kill themselves post about it on Sup Forums. At any rate, you don't sound like you're in the headspace to kill yourself.
Colton Cox
>See, I'm an adult who goes to adult functions. At adult functions, we behave like adults, and when we discuss morbid subjects, we are all well read and can quote back philosophical treaties to state our points. Instead of relying on our feelings, we know how to properly convey ideas. lmao
Hunter Ross
OP please don't die I will miss you :((
Chase Powell
Dude, holy shit, shut the fuck up. You sound like the most pompous sack of shit I can imagine. You and your friends are all assholes, and everyone laughs at you behind your back.
Ryan Stewart
This has to be pasta
Zachary King
dubs and you don't do it
Jack Perez
Shut up faggot. You don't know what OP is going through
William Lee
i love you
Samuel Rodriguez
Actually, people tend to like me because I'm quite knowledgeable and open to listening to them and a very nice person. You wouldn't understand that though as you lack empathy and want some poor soul to suffer for your own pleasure.
You're kind of being a fucking psychopath, and I'm pretty sure they laugh at you behind your back.
Aaron Sanders
bkb is trolling harder than op
Levi Butler
dont do this ok hes a real piece of shit
Jason Watson
the irony is palpable
Xavier Harris
You seem like the kind of guy that responds to text messages with spelling and grammar corrections.
Blake Gomez
It's not trolling, I'm telling someone who wants to die to die. It's called being decent person who doesn't torture the sick. You know how people tend to shoot wild animals that have been hit by a car because they're in apin? Same idea.
Or maybe I just understand someone in pain doesn't want to be in pain. You'll put an animal that's in misery under, but you think humans have to suffer just for your own desires?
you should kill yourself instead of OP you colossal fucking moron
Blake Sanchez
OP here, I actually like the guy, he is being comprehensive, supportive and not cruel.
Carter Stewart
No, I'm being genuine right now.
Why? I'm not the one agonizing in pain?
How is it that it's not okay for the suicidal one to kill himself but telling the one who isn't suicidal to be suicidal is okay? That's some fucked up logic there.
Andrew Torres
>I'm well read not a dick obviously u havent read the absurdists
Jordan Ross
WHAT IS DIVINE IRRESPONSIBILITY
Luke Collins
I have, and I rather enjoyed The Stranger and Camus' essays when I was in high school, but I ascribe no value to any of the absurdist ideals. Most of those thinkers were in denial about a lot of things.
Jacob King
nah camus they keeps it hood confucius a felon
Aiden Rivera
you can honestly say thats how you view this thread?
Aaron Hughes
I want you to kill yourself because you are a terrible human being. If you off yourself the world will be a better place.
Joshua Ortiz
he's just a troll
Blake Taylor
Bud, you have some anger issues you might want to get checked out. I mean I'm no psych, but I know that's not a healthy way to think about people who present opposing views.
Look, I get it. You're scared of you're own mortality, so you have a need to tell people who aren't that they are failed people who need to fall in line to your system. That's not how things work though. Yes, you're right being suicidal is part of a mental illness, but that is not the point I'm trying to discuss here. You should not be dictating his life by your own fears and wants.
Think about it this way, lets say I'm scared of heights (which when I was younger I was but have since gotten over). If I were scared of heights, should I be able to dictate whether or not you can ride in a plane? No, that's ridiculous. If you want to take a plane somewhere then by all means go ahead. The implications of his disease aside, he is free to do as he pleases. Death is a thing that happens, and you need to learn how to let go. It's a part of nature.
Now OP if you want help then seek it because yes this is a mental issue. I would surmise that you don't want help however in which case do it. It's your life, and you are the one in pain. I am not in pain. The other anons are not in pain. You are. You get to decide what you want. Do not let their desires keep you in pain. And even if you seek help, you will feel this pain again later in life. You're brain is wired to flucuate in and out of depression if you are depressed. That's how depression works. The only way to stop that permanently is death. If you want that then do it. If you don't then don't. All I am here to say is if you do it, go out to idols. It'll be a nice way to go.
Zachary Thompson
i refuse to believe you're not in high school
Austin Allen
do you think he drives a prius?
Brayden Wood
He's probably not old enough to drive
Levi Edwards
>Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Isn't that the best kind of solution, then? I wouldn't take headache medication if that shit lasted ten minutes.
Juan Foster
You can be as delusion as you want to be. Point is you cannot refute my points because you're literally responding by trying to call me a high schooler. That's not an argument nor is it an intelligent response that a sensible adult should ever make in a serious discussion.
Baby Blue Subaru Impreza for your information
Joseph Fisher
>It is an inalienable right of every man and woman. It isn't. You can do it, doesn't mean you have a right to it.
Juan Wilson
I know the ones who say "don't do it, you'll cause everyone pain" have good intentions, but I truly wanna do it, and he is one of the few who actually gave a musical suggestion
Aaron Bailey
ooooOOOOOOO00o0ooOOO0ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Liam Rodriguez
gettin some serious inferiority complex vibes from this one
Josiah Barnes
would you be willing to talk with me outside of this idiotic message board?
Connor Rogers
Bullshit. You most certainly have a right to end you're life if you wish to do so. Many men that are much more intelligent than you have written books on this very subject. One of those works I have already posted. Give me a legitimate reason as you why you do not have the right to take your life.
Matthew Rogers
...
John James
when's the last time someone even hugged you jesus
Austin Sullivan
Absurdism does not make suicide any less of a right. It just claims suicide is foolish because life is a joke. Absurdism has some serious problems in it's own right when it comes to it's views on death in life.
Hunter Morgan
>men that are much more intelligent than you smart people don't say this
Owen Green
Sometimes I think "hey maybe I should kill myself" And then I realize I have a lot of music to listen to. Don't kill yourself
Jaxon Williams
Hey man. I know we can't stop you. Just wanted to say goodbye!
I've always found these situations truly beautiful. The anonymity prevents us from being in true, physical contact. I'll never see you, and you'll never see me. When this thread dies, our conversation will be forever gone.
This is my "hello!" to you! And my "goodbye"!
I hope you do better in the afterlife. Bless you.
P.D.: Sorry about no having any recs. I'm a turbopleb, but I'm trying to fix that.
Xavier Perez
it's still a point more valid than 'you should do it because it's yr right'
Lucas White
I get hugs pretty much daily because like I said people rather tend to really like me.
Right, because you know every single intelligent person int he world and what every single one of them has said. Look value yourself as highly as you want, I just feel pretty confident aying I'm not talking to the next greatest author about to enter the Western cannon.
Mason Smith
Why even comment than? Jesus.
>people tend to rather like me
You know who you remind me of who I bullied off this board? Unty. You seem like the type of guy who subtly suggests things and likes to tinker with social situations.
Ryder Brown
does it matter who youre talking to? what matters is what is being said. shirking intellectual responsibility aint cool thou
Nolan Thompson
Rec me some opera, man. I have my own problems, too. I hope the best for you OP
Isaac Johnson
No, it really isn't. See the thing about absurdism is you are conditioning yourself to laugh as things that are pleasurable in life when you could seriously just deal with them head on. Fix it instead of rolling a boulder up a hill for eternity. I mean you can be hard headed, I am not denying you that. But I am also not denying OP the right to kill himself. If he wants to do it, he should still do it to BiS.
I am nothing like Unty though. Unty was obsessed with normies and hated people.
Nolan Kelly
because do you even read mane?
Jason Anderson
pls dont lie on an anonymous image board to impress people
he reminds me of a kid i knew in secondary school who didnt do the minute of silence on remembrance day & had a lot to say abt it lmao
Anthony Morgan
This. I totally get what your saying. Like the kind of guy who just assumes he is smarter and more interesting than others just because he is contrarian of slightly edgy and wishes to show off this edge to seem like the more "informed" one out of the group.
Joseph Brooks
jesus are you the new tripfag? Way to fucking ruin a thread about a dying man's last wish for you autistic, unnecessary debate which, by the way, already got sorted in the XIX century, you fucking moron.
William Cox
This is the gayest shit I've ever read.
Andrew Cox
OP here, Montie, please, please, not you, everytime I see you in any thread, I cringe, you are banned from my goodbye thread.
Juan Long
this thread is cancer, it would make anybody kill themselves much less just OP
Kayden Price
call me a pleb papi ;)
Jacob Gutierrez
He's not. He's literally unty rebranded.
Literally what I said
Hey, enjoy my posts one last time pal.
Wyatt Roberts
i dont give a shit abt op & i doubt hes bein real (although i do think people should put up a good fight & not be a gayboy) but suicide as a philosophical idea is....... suicide & reccing bis is fucked up the guy wanted opera he should listen to don giovanni
Nicholas Perez
pleb papi ;)
No it's not. Sorry, Montie, you're still not relevant.
Samuel Garcia
get the fuck out. OP's literal last request before dying was for you to fuck off. You feel cool as hell now?
Jacob Clark
Just think of all the pictures of fat Bulls, sheep, and pigs you will miss if you die OP. And long boy, Aaron, /daily/