i just had the worst day of my life. i worked 18 hours. got home. alone. just got a text. the one and only person i've ever truly loved. telling me we aren't friends anymore. because of the biggest fucking mistake i've ever made.
i thought about ending it for the first time in a very very long time. i'm broken.
I know it probably feels like this is the only place you can turn to, but there's only so much anonymous strangers can do for you.
I posted a note like this on /r9k/ once, but none of the sympathy i got made me feel any better, so I don't know if this thread is going to help you.
If you have any family you're comfortable with, you should be with them. If not, what got me out of the dark place i was in was help from professionals, not the comfort of mutual aloneness and neurosis with user.
I'm sorry I can't be of more help, but my thoughts are with you.
Carter Clark
jk OP ur a fagit my life is gr8 hahahahaha
Parker Scott
i appreciate it. but really. i don't want any sympathy from any of you. all i need is music. and this is the best place i thought i could turn to for good music.
Lucas Jenkins
a wise person once told me
everything is temporary
go talk to some real people about it, not anonymous strangers
Zachary Hughes
she's had a boyfriend for about 9 years. we became really close friends again recently. i realized i still loved her. i knew she would never break up with her boyfriend for me. she tells me all the time how much she loves the kid. so i pushed her away. completely. and she told me just now that she never stopped loving me. and she will always love me. but i'm too far gone to relay her back. ever. again,
Jose Moore
Oh wow i posted something serious in a mftf thread
Sorry
Nick Drake - Pink Moon Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hill Low - I Could Live in Hope
I'm pretty depressed myself, though the circumstances are probably pretty different. Things ended with the only person I ever loved almost ten years ago now. I was in denial for a long time and a combination of factors (not the least of which my ever-increasing avoidant disorder) have left the idea of being in a relationship completely beyond me. But that's only one piece of the puzzle in my case.
Also I don't know about you but for me there's not so much conscious thoughts about "ending it" so much as it is my brain as an independent entity telling me I should do it all the time. I wish I could tell you things will get better but I can't make that promise for myself much less another.
Still, listening to pretentious ambient music in the dark is as good a placebo as any while I wait for things to reach a tipping point one way or the other.
I hope something out there either makes you feel better or makes you feel understood, at least.
Xavier Diaz
>MFTF What is this
Brody Miller
You should just go for it. Doors to love don't open very often. It'll probably be temporary and short lived but like you have better alternatives like posting here lmao.
Jeremiah Fisher
moustache for this flower
Brayden Martinez
Oooh nevermind
Juan Stewart
this post alone has made me feel less alone than any music ever could. thank you. from the bottom of my heart, from the depth of my soul, to the fiber of my being, thank you.
hey OP i think about ending myself every day. it's a very romantic thought. but it's not worth it. it's hard now, but it won't always be. people love you, people love you now and people love you forever listen to music, sleep on it, and strive for better days.
it's nice to put things in perspective sometimes, life might be hard for you now, but it will pass
I'm living with a fucking brain tumor, my senses are all fucked up, sometimes my ears are ringing so much I can't listen to music....
you'll be fine soon best advice as some anons have also said is to get the fuck out of Sup Forums when you feel like this, speak to a real person, go outside and shit
Camden Howard
kys you nu male faggot
Carson Long
>is (You) whoever is posting these? Yes, but I'm also trying to retain (relative) anonymity. And also maybe go to bed. Just wanted to respond to the requests.
filedropper (dotcomslash) archive_4
I know, right? Already trying to think of ways to incorporate that into something. Maybe that video game that I'll probably never make.